MY BRAIN

OK so this is the best (and funniest) lesson about the functions of the human brain, maybe given that mine is injured I cannot do what this video says a brain can do, whom shall I dedicate this lesson to?

MY MIRACLES AND NEUROPSYCHOLOGY

In March, April and June of last year I posted about what I believe the miracles that I received for my TBI.

I've said here plenty times already that a miracle is simply what no science can explain (yet) but I feel it important to list them here anyway, to save the search of those posts:

1. as I came out of my 2 months long coma I told to both my father (Saint Gianfranco) and best work friend (Pat) that I was still alive for having made an agreement with Jesus Christ to remain alive - no matter the pain - for my love for my children/treasures
2. my mother cannot stop telling to me that the fact that I could fluently speak both Italian and English, just like before my accident is a true miracle
3. none of the Cottage hospitals neurologists ever understood the reason why the  hemiparesis on my left body side hasn't taken away any epidermal sensation , to the point that for several months I had a nurse come in my room in the middle of the night to touch my left foot/leg and ask me where I was being touched, if fingers were being used to touch me, or the entire hand and how it felt to me

What I can only call a damnation (opposite of miracle) is that the unique way my brain is injured resulted in a very unreal assessment of the use of my brain's abilities in the use (management) of my money, my logic and ability to think of business issues through the constant relationship with both former important sales operations and my former employees (who still contact me with business related questions they have in their working activities) By making a very simple Google search on this topic, I put here below - as usual - few links to websites that talk about the helpfulness and potential harm that can result from neuropsychological assessment.

1.  http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16327357
2. http://www.brainline.org/content/2011/10/a-guide-to-neuropsychological-testing.html
3. http://brain-docs.com/neuropsychology.htm
4. http://www.thehelpgroup.org/program/neuropsychological-assessments/
5. http://www.webmd.com/brain/neuropsychological-tests
6. http://www.apa.org/helpcenter/concussions.aspx
7. http://forums.phoenixrising.me/index.php?threads/question-about-neurocognitive-neuropsychological-testing.21533/
8. https://lindanee.wordpress.com/2010/10/04/whats-the-deal-with-neuropsychological-tests-by-linda-nee/
9. http://www.pubfacts.com/detail/16327357/Neuropsychological-testing:-helpful-or-harmful

WARUM SIND DIE BANANEN GRÜN?

I always was a good student when attending them, right after high school I attended what's called here scientific college, but in Italy was the scientific liceo that - together with Italian literature, Latin and history teaches advanced math, chemistry and planet earth geography.

Since the classes section that had the very best professors teaching their special/advanced subjects was the one that had as foreign language German, I enrolled in that - given that I was already comfortable with the English language, having been attending the Cambridge school of English in downtown Verona for few years already, I never became as comfortable speaking in German as I've always been in English, but when I was working at W. L. Gore & Assoc. in Italy, the European headquarters were in Münich, Germany and my Business leader didn't speak a word in Italian, so many meetings used to take place in Münich, all speaking in English (Gore is a US company) but what was very funny is that my product specialist - who was going to those meetings with me too - always would want to show off about his knowledge and understanding of the German language and used to say (too) often: "warum sind die bananen grün?", that means "why are the bananas green?". I remember making thousands of jokes about this very question while driving in the same car with my product specialist, by the name of Plinio (very rare in my country) and also to have come up with the answer to this question in German.

That was really a very much fun and relaxed time of my life, I was in my 30ies, just married and my focus was to come to live (with a job) here in the USA with the final goal to generate children/treasures, new Lingiardi to bring ahead my last name with my genes, therefore making me somewhat immortal. I end this post asking to my readers: why are the bananas green?

ANADA ADDICTION

This is the movie that almost replaced my "bible movie" with Robin Williams in the afterworld, I laugh so hard and so much that I cannot avoid to play it before going to bed and dream to rejoin my family.

Have some fun too:

OBJECTIVE PERCEPTIONS

As I'm looking at this blog (and reading it a bit) I say that if I was looking at it as somebody else, I'd be thinking that the guy who makes it, is truly out of his mind - even if I've been since birth a devoted Catholic - what I read here is what some lunatic, fanatic believes it to be real and is really convinced of all he says in writing.

Maybe this is what psychology calls "split, or dual personality" but my predominant self has no doubt of the truthfulness of my writings about my convinced objective perceptions, my mother tells me often that while she spends many hours each day praying saints, she doesn't believe that they can do anything because they all died centuries ago and when I ask if she thinks that my dad/her husband still exists and can see Jesus, she becomes very sad and tells me that both Jesus and my father are dead and no longer exist, that's actually the beginning of my talking about the very backbone of the Christian faith with the example that Jesus gave and the hope that every Catholic believer has, to continue the existence also after death.

The fact that my recent direct experience has lifted the cap of doubt from my mind has transformed me in the fervent believer in the truthfulness of afterlife that's now very popular in the news and makes me doubt that maybe is the way for our government to eliminate the angry frustrations of those who lost someone beloved in an already lost war in the other side of the world.

1.  http://timeforchange.org/spirituality-information/subjective-perception
2. https://nietzschescave.wordpress.com/2013/05/20/the-perception-of-reality-objective-or-subjective/
3. http://glossary.ahalmaas.com/phrases/objective-perception

BULLCRAP OF FORGIVENESS

I must admit that my sleeping night are packed full of crazy dreams, in example last night I was in Verona shopping for a new Audi 90 with my very good friend Gernot  (son of the COO of Volkswagen in Italy with whom I took a real crazy vacation in the San Pietro island in the very south west of the Sardinia island (http://www.charmingsardinia.com/sardinia/excursion-san-pietro-carloforte-islands) and - if at all possible - everyone there spoke in English.

However I want to say that my forgiveness to that real bastard means nothing and isn't at all necessary since very obviously he's going to be in his hell in eternity, I guess that my Italian origins can never let me think straight because - even if very obviously - I'd like to strangle with my hands that PhD in fear and that young woman who's won her lifetime lottery ticket by becoming my boss, I do know as a fact (for sure) that they both will spend their eternity in their own hell.

I therefore feel it safer (for me) to forgive them all, since sooner than later they'll all know and understand precisely their wrongs made to others while living and will therefore condemn themselves to the hell made by their own conscience.

BEST TO FORGIVE

Only due to my NDE I'm in still contact with the afterlife and with Jesus, much to my huge amazement last night (2 am) this contact gave a dream to me where I met in some street corner B. (arry) who I've been planning to murder since years and in fact I was thinking to end him with a hit of my elbow under his nose (very typical and easy way to end somebody), very bizarrely his boldness was covered by a wig that I was told to be a demand done by his newlywed  wife.

Since I looked both surprised and interested, I stopped my sure mortal move while he went on by saying that she's blonde like my woman, so I asked where this "new wife" is from and he said with a big smile that she's a blonde from Sicily, to which I immediately commented that for a woman from Sicily to be blonde is as rare as rain in the Sahara desert, while laughing he told me to be very sorry to have done what he did, but added too that it wasn't too bad for my treasures to have the presence of a man in their lives, especially given their very young age.

Much to my own shocked amazement (I had to wake up) I did forgive him for what he did and thought too that his paying for the grocery shopping plus the rent couldn't be considered as criminal as I used to think.

All I can say about forgiveness now is that I wish that my former companion would be able to forgive herself and that I probably should listen to her when she tells to me (always) that my love for her is given by my brain being injured.

MY SON

The other day my dear son Brent (new) Lingiardi sent to me this by email:

You are my father. You are a huge part of my life, I do wonder sometimes what it would be like having you living with us again, but when I think back to what it was like living with you, no good memories come into view due to how hectic our lives were at that point in time. I would be devastated if anything happened to you dad, it's not as if you are unimportant to me. I love you with all my heart and I know you are my true dad. I love you so much, goodnight dad, ti vuoglio bene.

This was in reply to an email I had sent to him and it shows beyond any doubt why I'm so glad to have survived my accident - even if all of my painful troubles - and be able to communicate and - on Sundays - see him and his sister, my daughter-princess Lingiardi too.

My treasures have gained an internal strength that's possibly even stronger than mine and since also my princess often emails me how much she loves me, they both fully explain my determination to keep living and seeing them, no matter the difficulties.

1. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2158671/Love-father-contributes-childs-development-mother-study-claims.html
   
2. http://www.icr.org/article/7357/
3. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/men/fathers-day/10899817/Fathers-Day-Why-the-father-son-relationship-needs-a-bigger-word-than-love.html
4. http://www.nytimes.com/2012/06/17/fashion/modern-love-a-father-a-son-and-a-fighting-chance.html?_r=0

MONTH OF MAY & JESUS

I posted something about connections on 4/1 that (with its links) makes the point I want to make today.

Aside from the fact that many miracles (what science cannot explain) have been happening to me as a person (no neurologist at Cottage hospitals could figure out:

·         why being hemi-paretic on the left body-side, I still have perfect skin sensations and feelings

·         as I got out of the 2 months long coma I could speak perfectly both in English and Italian

·         my logic, intelligence and wide experience still allow to me to discuss business matters with former colleagues and business owners

·         my NDE has put me in direct contact with Jesus

·         my former dear caregiver I named sista  has reinforced this connection with Jesus and the afterlife surely by turning on again my Catholic upbringing and helping me do plenty HBOT sessions (also at higher ATA pressures) that must have "awaken" parts of my brain I never used before (or that nobody knows they exist).

I also want to add of another miracle I experienced very recently: here at the Villa there is a Catholic mass every Sunday and I decided few weeks ago to attend to it, it was pretty joyous event where the priest sang the entire service while he had an assistant who spoke about very deep concepts that still resonate inside of me.

This is what I want to say about the month of May:

1.       it's the month when I was born

2.     it's when I married the only woman I'll love forever

3.     it's when I'll go to court (juvenile!) next

However, given my existent and reinforced connection with Jesus, I know that I won't be in that court alone, simply because Jesus will be there with me in my support, this reminds to me very much of what the priest's assistant said during that Mass: "it's wrong to pray or go to Mass because God wants you to do it, you go to Mass with God same as when you pray with God which - given that God is our creator made into Jesus the man, I'm going to be in that juvenile court with God I need nobody else to be there.

1. http://www.biblicalarchaeology.org/daily/people-cultures-in-the-bible/jesus-historical-jesus/did-jesus-exist/
2. http://www.livescience.com/38014-physical-evidence-jesus-debated.html
3. http://www.icr.org/article/has-archaeological-evidence-for-jesus-been-discove/
4. http://www.ucg.org/the-good-news/surprising-archaeological-find-proof-of-jesus-existence
5. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Historicity_of_Jesus

RESULT OF MY MUM'S GENIUS

The fact that I was able to try the various minerals and supplements that aren't anymore in my possession now and never resulted in any benefit of any kind, gave to me the mental certainty that also my passionate love and deep knowledge of the perispinal Enbrel therapy (even patented) has been a dream of my injured brain.

No way if anything truly existed that can surely give immediate neurological recovery to a TBI victim, no MD or neurologist of this great country would refuse to administer it to someone who - like me - begs for it plus is ready to consider it a trial and therefore make any personal responsibility completely disappear for the one who administers it.

In addition, since I had felt to have become a good friend (by email, given the amount we had exchanged) with a biotechnician originally from Australia (Ian) who explained to me in scientific and medical detail the way the anti-inflammatory Enbrel acts once injected inside the brain, inflamed because injured, since he's been refusing to have any email contact with me since months, I'm now confirmed even more (if necessary at all) that this perispinal Enbrel is truly the dream of my injured brain.

Only out of respect for my hundreds of hours of research and for all those who cared to reply to my questions I'm not going to delete the dozens of posts with links to other consistent websites, in addition I leave this "back door" open because nothing is ever certain or predictable in medicine, until it's tried personally, like I did with all my now sequestered supplements.

Given that TBI is now considered the epidemic of this new millennium, I'm sure that a therapy is going to be developed, I only hope before I'm dead already.

 http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/6379523

MY MOTHER IS A GENIUS!

It just so happened that during one of my daily conversation with my dear and loving mother by phone she told to me something that I initially considered irrelevant, but that after having checked in the internet I found plenty websites that confirm what she had told to me, or that fish oil causes weight gain, I therefore immediately surrendered my "prohibited" supplements that aren't supposed to be kept by a resident of the Villa unless a MD writes a prescription for it. I remember one time asking to a MD to have a prescription listing my minerals and vitamins, I can still hear his loud laughing while telling me that I'd have a hard time to find any MD who prescribes to me vitamin C or fish oil.

Once again you've been right for what concerns what I'm doing mamma and now my drawer filled with those supplements is completely empty, with the joy and satisfaction of my nurse here. There is so much material on the internet about the fact that fish oil causes weight gain that I'm not going to post any link here, just make a simple Google search of fish oil, weight gain and see to the millions of websites that come out in about one second.

 https://www.google.com/#q=fish+oil+weight+gain

MORE TO MY ADDICTION

In my never-ending hours of solitude I dedicate very much time watching movies that have become just like an addiction for me and I post here the trailer of the new one I've been watching almost as much as my "bible movie" (what dreams may come) this movie is rated R just like this trailer is but it's so addictively funny that I'm not bothered by the subjects these losers talk about all movie long. Here again I give a top vote to this movie and I advice my readers to watch it rather than........

MY INCONSTENCIES + QUESTIONS

First let me start with these questions: "does any of my readers (few dozens each day) figured out that my NDE gave me real and direct proof that after death we all go somewhere else and that human kind - with its soul - is basically immortal? "and also can anybody explain the reason why - all of a sudden - the mass media is so excited about telling the stories of the NDE survivors and what they all say they learned from them?

Is it that everyone is looking to have a reason to have so many of our young soldiers die in such remote and forgotten places in this earth for very idiotic and superficial reasons?

Given all of my plenty posts (recent too) about my own direct and clear understanding of what happens as we die (not where we go, disappointingly) I realize my big inconstancy with what I know being true with the "passing over" or that as we die we see our lives like a documentary and with our newly acquired Universal Intelligence (or cumulative, per Iacopo - objective, per myself) we pinpoint every time when in life we hurt somebody else - directly or indirectly - (not just weapons, tongue can be very deadly too), therefore all of the mental and physical energy I spend on my frustrated anger, is completely wasted since I do know for sure that after death all will be put in balance again forever and for everyone.

I guess that my only excuse to be the way I am is that I was born in Italy, where if someone doesn't solve personal problems with the hands, is both a coward and a loser (I'm the only one who can use these words attached to me). Therefore last night I made the decision to stop worrying about what may happen to me (and to my family) simply because our conscience, mind and our soul will re-balance it all as we die (or shortly).

And here too I feel it important to repeat that IF we repair our most evident wrongs done to others while still alive, we do have the certainty that our eternity won't be spent in the hell our own mind creates (see my 2/27 post titled "what you believe in, becomes real").
 http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/02/what-you-believe-in-becomes-real.html .

1. http://www.highexistence.com/topic/being-inconsistent/
2. http://www.empowermagazine.com/motivational-monday-the-3-greatest-opportunities-to-stop-being-consistently-inconsistent/

SAINT GIANFRANCO

Gianfranco is my dad's name and also in Italy is difficult to correctly pronounce and isn't at all a common name. I do have a story about him that I want to tell here anyway, for its importance and truth - that to me explain very well the reason why I'm so smart, logical and brilliant overall.

In May of last year I went to Verona, Italy to visit my family of origin, it was 3 months before my dad passed away (died) and we had a talk while in his home-office that showed to me how brilliant and ahead of his times my dad always used to be.

In fact he told me that he was absolutely sure that the soul is real for having witnessed it leaving the body of the (many) people he had seen while they died (he was a partisan during WWII and most of his relatives - brother, sister and parents had "passed over" years before) and this "leaving the body" meant to him that the soul is going somewhere else.

Since my dad had always been a faithful Catholic he felt it to be sure that where the soul goes is either in heaven or hell, depending on what was done while living.

He also told me that he was proud to have been my dad, to which I could only say that I was very proud to be his son and explained to me that he wasn't scared to die at all, he was actually curios to see "what's next".

I'm absolutely sure that my dad is now in heaven just as I'm sure that he's working on having Jesus be present in my support on 5/5 to ensure that my treasures won't receive "the shorter hand of the rope".

I don't even know how many times I said here that what we believe with our mind always becomes true and anybody who has ever known or met me surely knows what a strong mind I have, therefore I must advise those who hurt me and my family that - even if difficult - you are always in time (as long as you live) to rectify all the wrongs you've been doing to me AND to my family.

Now not only I pray Jesus to help me, but also my dad, Saint Gianfranco.

1.  http://utmost.org/sanctification-1/
2. http://www.biblestudytools.com/dictionaries/bakers-evangelical-dictionary/sanctification.html
3. https://carm.org/dictionary-sanctification
4. http://www.gotquestions.org/sanctification.html
5. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanctification

COMMENTS TO MY MENTALISM REFERENCES

I had made reference in a couple of posts here to the practice of mentalism that prompted believers in this practice to post comments with their URL to websites on this:

•  http://www.domentalism.com/10-mentalism-magic-tricks/
•  http://www.domentalism.com/

Besides saying that I'm truly happy to see that my blog is read by intelligent people (not just people who browse the internet to kill time) I simply want to underline that mentalism is a simple way to use what our creator gifted us with, that makes us humans completely different from any other animal (mammalians too) on earth.

Mentalism is a practice that attempts to increase the use of the infinite capabilities of our brain, sometimes with the scope to marvel others who see but this is only our beginning in the controlled use of our brain, that's still so elementary that I compare to kindergarten level of education, when our brains are all at Ph. d. level.

Therefore while I don't want to minimize or much less ridicule this mentalism attempt to better control what our brain can easily do, I simply want to clarify that mentalism is a level 0.001 on a scale 1 to 10 in the control of our brain powers and capacities.

MY COMMENTED POSTS:

1. http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/04/pounding-on-same-stone.html
2. http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/02/mentalism.html 

THE TEN COMMANDMENTS EXPLANATION

As I had promised to do earlier here, I'm going to comment what our true Creator (Joshua the Lord, not God - the us) gave to us humans in the person of Moses on the Sinai mountain (where I went once), I'll make my comments in bright green color, to make it easier to distinguish from the true commandments text.

The Ten Commandments

1.       You shall have no other Gods but me.

This may sound like an order, but we are completely free to decide what to do about God, because of our free-will.

2.     You shall not make for yourself any idol, nor bow down to it or worship it.

This refers very clearly to excessive self-confidence, all we have and succeed in doing only comes from the decision of our Creator, it isn't ourselves alone who can do or undo anything while living on earth. This is truly my biggest sin.

3.     You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God.

This specifically refers to the Lord, our creator, while God is us humans, so it only applies to Joshua, our true Lord.

4.     You shall remember and keep the Sabbath day holy.

The Sabbath is the one day in the week when you do something different from any other day of the week.

5.     Respect your father and mother.

It's what my treasures always do, no matter what their mother tells to them.

6.     You must not kill.

Obvious at this time, but not thousands of years ago when someone could be sentenced to death for cheating on the spouse or just saying a lie.

7.     You must not commit adultery.

Adultery means when a married person (spouse) decides to replace the true companion of life with somebody else (B.)

8.     You must not steal.

To steal something from someone else has been considered very bad forever - like in example stealing a spouse from the life companion.

9.     You must not give false evidence against your neighbor.

The word neighbor refers to someone else, not necessarily someone who lives close to you, on earth while living we are all neighbors to any other living person .

10.  You must not be envious of your neighbour's goods. You shall not be envious of his house nor his wife, nor anything that belongs to your neighbor.

To be envious means to want either the spouse, the woman or things that don't belong to you, therefore to be envious of such things puts in your mind the desire to make them yours by taking them away from someone else and this too cannot drive you to any good action.

Whenever any of these commandments isn't strictly followed a "mortal sin" is committed, which means that you must be able to overcome what you did against that commandment to have the doors to heaven opened to your soul when you die (or leave your body here on earth).

1. http://www.near-death.com/experiences/research24.html
2. http://www.anunseenworld.com/lifeafterdeath.html
3. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/21/heaven-is-for-real-near-death-experience_n_5175109.html

NEUROLOGISTS

I had been toying with the idea to ask to my guardian to make an appointment for me to see some neurologist MD in town, but as I was talking with my new caregiver Christian (a boy, but not because I'm a homo, just because I'm way more comfortable to shower with a male, rather than some overweight mama who can't even walk straight) I realized that for me to see yet another neurologist is truly very dangerous because I couldn't bear to have to tell my complete medical history and hear to be told by the new neurologist that "he's very sorry for me and can even feel my pain" if something like this would ever happen again I don't believe that I might be able not to snap the neck of the professional in front of me and end up in a worse jail than the one I've been in.

In other words - given what I think of medicine in general (guess science) - I best stay away from anyone who won't even make any attempt to use what I guess will work on me and my brain.

The last one who tried to do something on me was a woman neurologist from some third world country in Ventura, who - even if I had predicted to her that it's a waste of time (hers) and money (mine) - insisted to try with the Botox injections, and injected my left arm (to the thumb) and chest at least 20 times before having to admit that my prediction was correct (as it always happens with me). I therefore agreed with Christian that I best never see any of those "specialists" again for both mine and their safety.

Given that medicine is all a big guess and the research about our brain is still very immature, I truly cannot understand the reason why anyone who earned the MD title already would ever be interested in specializing in the less than nothing area (or the human brain) but I guess that since masochism is a real condition, well studied too, I can say that any neurologist must have a masochistic vein inside.

However I'm impatiently waiting to see any of those losers step ahead and let me know that - given that nothing is ever sure or predictable - they are willing to guess with me that few simple sub-Q injections of Enbrel in the patented location in my neck are worth the chance, "who knows you may be right" (as it always happens with me).

1. http://www.healthline.com/health/neurologist#Overview1
2. http://dgsom.ucla.edu/
3. http://informahealthcare.com/doi/abs/10.1586/ern.10.52
4. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24647830

WHAT CONNECTIONS?

Last January I posted a story based on my new possibility and ability to make researches and learn about how we are all connected to each other, no matter the geographical distance or even the time http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/01/connections.html in a way we truly are all like brothers, much like what these videos show and what my good friend Iacopo sustains in his research, in fact - given the enormous amount of spare time I have I could list here very many situations in my life that fully demonstrate some kind of connections among people across the world and across very different times. The only examples I want to make are that the headhunter who positioned me to have my job at Deckers, died few weeks after my appointment for brain cancer and one of my very early girlfriends in Italy broke her hip on the same day that I broke mine in California, I can go on with examples of this kind with plenty others, also related to my former work environment, but since I found these two videos that seem to be perfect to me to demonstrate this topic I conclude this post with the link to that post about connections and very few consistent links:

?? JUVENILE??

For the longest time I haven't been able to understand the reason why the court in charge to decide my life destiny is the juvenile court in Ventura and pretty much all of the other individuals present for the appointment of a conservator are minors who look very mentally retarded to me, but obviously have large amounts of money at their disposal and by assigning a conservator to those kids the court attempts to ensure that those "retarded kids" won't be able to totally waste their monetary funds before they become decent enough to understand the value of what they own, so that there won't be any risk of them wasting it all away.

My bare presence in that court has forced me to look into the conservatorship laws and become a supporter of the NASGA that helped me to understand that the lawyers who worked on these laws made it absolutely sure that they never could be trapped in their own "legislative creatures".

This also makes it more than clear and obvious that the members of that juvenile court are completely trapped in the confusion of applying such confusing and unfair laws, it goes without me saying that while I do respect those judges I completely understand that to decide that a former, successful company president of 51 years of age should never be put at the same level of minor kids who are so retarded that cannot even form an idea, nor express it in intelligible words.

Following the law to the letter this court assigned to me a defense attorney by the name of Mary, who immediately saw that I'm not even close to need to have a conservator and went so far to make the joke that my "conservator won the lottery ticket of her life" by being assigned to me as  conservator. Given that very surprisingly for me (an Italian born, Catholic by default) I had what's named today a NDE when I was told to have made an agreement to survive, against all the odds with Jesus Christ, I now can say with great confidence that since as we die we see our entire lives like in a documentary and our newly acquired universal intelligence gives the ability to pinpoint each and every time we hurt someone else to decide what kind of afterlife we are going to have in eternity, I do feel very sorry for quite a number of people who put me in this position of pain and humiliation, simply because I know (for personal and direct experience) that unless they correct their wrongs done to me and to my treasures, while living their eternal existence as souls will be spent in some "hellish" way, or place.

Given that I made an agreement with Jesus and I've always believed in His true existence, I'm very confident that Jesus will be at my side in my support when I'll be in court in few weeks and I can only be sorry for those who think that I'm a brain injured man who says this, you will understand, experience and see when you'll die, sadly nobody will ever know until death arrives.

1. https://www.caring.com/articles/adult-guardianship
2. http://www.elderlawanswers.com/guardianship-and-conservatorship-12096
3. http://www.sfsuperiorcourt.org/divisions/probate/conservators-of-adults
4. http://www.canhr.org/factsheets/legal_fs/html/fs_ProbateConservatorship.htm
5. http://info.legalzoom.com/legal-guardianship-adult-california-20973.html
6. http://www.scscourt.org/self_help/probate/conservatorship/conservatorship_overview.shtml
7. http://www.nolo.com/legal-encyclopedia/conservatorships-adult-guardianships-30063.html
8. http://www.courts.ca.gov/selfhelp-conservatorship.htm

POUNDING ON THE SAME STONE

I truly wish that my immensely and forever beloved mother of our treasures could listen to me like she was doing for decades before my injury, however it's sadly clear that she now prefers to listen to someone condemned to eternal hell (B.) in fact she just returned a small box of Glutathione I had purchased using my insufficient monthly charity to be delivered - for safety - to where she lives - away from my disabled condition. Therefore for everyone's peace of mind I put here few links to real medical research (NIH) websites that support the use of what I was dreaming to have (glutathione) but that she sent back as return to Amazon. Given that both the video and the websites I put here aren't just commercial sites that offer some product in exchange for your money, but truly report what this simple and natural product can do to an injured brain, I hope that I won't need to say anything about this anymore.

1. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3555113/
2. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2818465/
3. http://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0035264
4. http://www.abcam.com/products?selected.researchAreas=Neuroscience--Neurology+process--Neurogenesis&selected.targetName=Glutathione+Synthetase&selected.productType=Primary+antibodies
5. http://www.jneurosci.org/content/30/37/12242.full
6. https://healingbraininjurynaturally.wordpress.com/
7. http://www.nature.com/jcbfm/journal/v28/n7/full/jcbfm200815a.html

JUST TO MAKE MONEY ??

Given that I haven't been able to receive - even as a trial/test - the patented perispinal Enbrel that I've been talking about here and proving with dozens of links to official (NIH) websites I was thinking to post that the perispinal Enbrel isn't true, because if it really was, it would already be used in every hospital across the world AND by every MD with at least half of a normal brain.

BUT as I was going through all my plenty posts (with all of their links to real medical and research websites) I thought - as the businessman I've been always - that the main/unique obstacle to the widespread use of this true miracle is only the MD in dermatology Edward T. who dreams that after his own death all of his wealth and money might open the doors to heaven to his soul. I mentioned here earlier how money can affect our afterlife as a soul (http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/02/my-money.html), I don't know (I'm surely not God) but from my personal experience (NDE) I greatly doubt that this Edward will ever go through the doors of Heaven.

This is the very reason why I'm not going to delete any of my plenty posts about this neurological recovery therapy, even if I have very demeaning thoughts regarding anything "medical" (or the guess science) I cannot believe that this late in human history we cannot yet at least reduce an inflammation, no matter where we have it.

Therefore all I can say is that I'm sorry for you Edward and for your eternal existence in your own hell, because you do have the ability to forever reside in heaven and be together with people (souls) like Madam Curie, Albert Einstein and J.S. Bach, who for different reasons gained access to heaven and forever will enjoy where their acts when living on earth gave them access to. All I can say now is to go to the 14 posts I specifically made (with their plenty links and videos) and pray with me that our next president will not only support (fund) stem cell research, but will also be blunt enough to oppose the economical interests of the Big Pharma in the denial that a very inexpensive medication such as Enbrel (Etanercept) will save billions to the country (ours - USA) already penniless since a decade.

DOUBLE SLIT EXPERIMENT

It just so happens that a superior court listened ONLY to a Ph. D. in psychology, (fearful to say anything different than what already said by his illustrious colleagues in my past) - rather than talking with me directly for at least 2 minutes - decided to assign to me for the management of my hard earned money a young woman who inherited such profitable occupation from her mother, who was abandoned through divorce by her husband as soon as he realized what type of a loser he had mistakenly married. Now since my own real sister, the still very beloved mother of my children and one of my plenty caregivers when I lived in Ventura found it easier and less concerning not to have anything to do with me, I'm imprisoned in a retirement home for ancient people without any possibility to even look at my own money.

While in a way I'm very upset for this, I really don't care too much because of what I learned during my coma related NDE, or that we continue to exist also after we die and we, ourselves decide what wrongs we did to others while living and determine on our own how to spend our eternity as souls, this - of course - is what any Christian Catholic believes - based on the teachings of Jesus Christ (real person) - that is now confirmed beyond any doubt by official scientific research done by true and famous researchers in different fields, now without sounding like a "religious racist" I find it important to underline that what we are discovering (and measuring) is the carbon copy of the Catholic teachings as spoken and demonstrated directly by our creator made man into Jesus Christ. So I put here something interesting I recently learned DIRECTLY FROM MY PHILOSOPHER FRIEND IACOPO.

I want to describe my idea pointing out some issues that allow me to define it more precisely. I understand that for those who do not lend confidence to it, these issues represent useless fantasies, but at least they can make their criticism without relying on wrong prejudices.
A good example to easy explain the basic idea of this hypothesis is to compare our world to a movie in which, thanks to a special effect, all roles are played by the same actor, so able to immerse itself in every character without revealing any personal trait. This means that I preclude the existence of any embedded information in this "shared I": it's not something that can exist outside of one of our common "earthly lives", it's just a "property of being percipient" that the matter expresses in some structures sufficiently complex, such as in men, but also in animals, and perhaps it could be up to
a single cell.
Considering the mind as a property that emerges from the matter is an already existing thesis and is widely shared: the only statement that I want to add is that its interpretation, from the subjective point of view, must be reflected in the acknowledgment that the subject experiencing the perception is always the same "I" that everyone experiences as individual "I". Therefore, instead of referring to a shared "I", it's more appropriate to refer to a "myself-ness" property, which manifests the same in each "perceiver subject". In this paper I use the word "I" for convenience of exposition, but put in mind that I consider conceptually wrong to figure it as an entity independent from the lives that express it.
My attitude is deliberately "minimalist", so I avoid taking positions on issues that, even if connected to questions of conscience, are not essential to my hypothesis, as the limit of complexity required to define "living" a physical structure, or about the existence of the "free will", even if the example of the movie with a single actor may suggest that it is impossible.
The difficulty to conceive how a single actor can not only act, but also to improvise during a performance in which he plays all the characters are tied to our need to imagine his interpretations as done "one after the other". We have no problem imagining that with a skillful editing we can make a movie with only one actor, but we cannot conceive how the same could also be realized as a show of improvisational theater.
The same problem also arises when we try to consider the "sequence of our lives".  If my own "I" will also experience all the other lives, what are the lives that I have lived yet? What is my next life? In the metaphor of the actor, the scene is the entire pace-time where our lives take place, and we are not permitted to presume the existence of "absolute time" in which them can be ordered. In the movie example, the order in which the actor plays the individual parts of the movie superimposed during editing, is irrelevant, and cannot be deduced simply by watching the movie. So also the "sequence of our lives" cannot be inferred from any information traceable in our physical world.
We must consider the problem as an expression of our need to imagine the events in a temporal order. I think there is an appropriate analogy with the famous "double slit experiment", whose description is available in the link below, where is not allowed to ask what exact path each electron follows from its emission to its detection on the final screen, we can only note that it is influenced by the presence of both slits.
Finally, I want to make a clear distinction from solipsism, for which the existence of others cannot be proved, and therefore considers the other individual life as an illusion without a true reality, as if all other living beings were robots without a true awareness. I consider this point of view naive and harmful. I would simply note that just recognizing the difficulties that we face every day, makes it impossible to deny the existence of a "will" as opposed to ours. In my proposal, every other "will"
is identified with a different expression of my same "I", but because every physical and mental characteristics is defined entirely by the physical structure in which it occurs, it is inevitable that the same "I" each time expresses a different will, if only for the instinct of personal survival.
If we concede to acknowledge an "equivalence principle", for which our "present life" did not have any "special" feature when compared to any other life, we must also exclude the possibility that the "I" can somehow "choose" to live only a few lives, or has the opportunity to repeat "ad lib" the experience of a particular life, as we are not allowed to assume any awareness possible outside of a physical "normal" life. But from this principle of equivalence can be deduced also that all the lives that interact in the same space-time must be considered as part of a "unity of experimentation" that the "I" must experience as a whole set, without any exception. This is experience that distinguishes the "reality" from a dream or hallucination: the fact that the "I" must experience the same event from the different points of view of all the living beings who participate.

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double-slit_experiment
2. http://www.highexistence.com/this-will-mindfuck-you-the-double-slit-experiment/
3. http://phys.org/news/2014-10-superposition-revisited-resolution-double-slit-paradox.html

JEHOVAH

Goddamned, last night I figured out that the God creator I've been referring to here is named Jehovah, not the God I've been talking about  (ourselves), in fact has anyone bothered to count the times that the words "revenge" and "kill" appear in the Catholic literature? I did and it's simply astonishing, in fact I'm thinking that that God (not our creator Jehovah) must be Italian like me, in fact I even had to change my way to express my anger or frustration because we Italians say "I'm going to kill you" even when a child (of yours) eats too much jam or plays with something dangerous.

My adored son Brent used to take me by the word and used to fear that I was going to really kill someone else, so I stopped to say something so natural when a real Italian expresses anger or frustration.

Now I understand very well the existence of so many atheists (complete absence of self-confidence) and the presence of the "apocryphal gospels", that to me are all what makes the new Testament, how can we believe an incorrect translation of what few (4) shepherds remembered and wrote down in Palestine 2,000 years ago?

Please don't think that I may referring to the " Jehovah witnesses" because not only I know nothing of them and their beliefs, but very much also because they have never been mentioned in my talks with those already in the afterlife.

I just want to clarify that both Jehovah (our creator) and God (ourselves) are real simply because we are surrounded by the creations of Jehovah and our lives are affected (in positive and in negative) by God.

That's the very God who's going to determine our eternal destiny after we die, especially if we don't correct our wrongs done to others before we pass over

My post here doesn't take away any importance to the Holy Bible (old testament) because it truly contains the word of Jehovah, as proven by the recent discovery of the Red Sea Scrolls http://www.deadseascrolls.org.il/?locale=en_US and by much of the content of the bible (old testament in particular).

Now that I truly hope to have clarified this difference I invite my readers (you) to go to the links of the sites I put below and be prepared for my future post about the Vatican monarchy (or empire) soon.

1. http://www.ministrysamples.org/excerpts/JEHOVAH-GOD-IN-ETERNITYTHE-CREATOR.HTML
2. http://www.datehookup.com/Thread-1016482.htm
3. http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/08329a.htm
4. http://www.jw.org/en/publications/books/draw-close/power/the-creator/
5. http://www.hebrew4christians.com/Names_of_G-d/YHVH/yhvh.html
6. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jehovah
7. http://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/jsource/History/deadsea.html
8. http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wrote-the-dead-sea-scrolls-11781900/?no-ist
9. http://www.timesofisrael.com/nine-tiny-new-dead-sea-scrolls-come-to-light/

and NEVER forget my constant research:

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19616519