IN HIS IMAGE AND LIKENESS

I’m told that my explanation – intertwined with the quantum physics research and its theories isn’t very clear and on this I make the promise to write a post sometime in the near future  (not in 3 years or so) that will describe pretty much step-by-step what happens both as we die and after too.

However today I’m going to talk about something not too far from men’s death that’s something that I know to have “sprinkled” in several posts of the past in my blog here.

It’s actually a “key passage” of the genesis in the Bible, or when our creator God decides to create mankind that’s going to be “in His image and likeness”.

I posted here earlier that blasphemy is a misunderstood concept because we don’t disobey the second commandment by using the word God attached to another word of negative connotation and/or meaning (i.e. God damn or in Italy: God pig, or God bastard dog and  hundreds of thousands of others…..) for the stupid reason that God is us men, in fact when Jesus referred to his “father” in a serious way, Jehovah was the word used (see my post on this exactly).

In simpler words when I say – out of anger or frustration – God damned, I’m truly saying Carlo-damned.

So the fact that we are created on the image and likeness of our creator (Jehovah, as per Jesus) that we have the brain that can make miracles (I’m hoping that you already know what they are) that we have free-will, that allows to us to create our own future in the way we want, desire or like. These facts – or abilities - make us (humans) our own Gods who not only can make miracles, create our own future and descent but allows to us to decide our eternal destiny after we die (and on this too I’ve used already too many words).

Now it’s truly the time to go here:

http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2016/05/aldo-moro.html

to be reminded – from Aldo Moro - of the effect that disregarding any of the commandments, our own God can punish us while we are still living (ha!, but wait to see what your afterlife is going to be).

Therefore look now at these examples:

·         That one broke a leg because used too much blasphemy, when talking

·         That other one will surely go to hell forever……..never respected  God in life

·         God’s punishments to that individual are the clear example that to live a good life you must respect God and go to Mess every Sunday (Fuck me!).

Now, what happens if you replace the word God with your own name?

Maybe I’m brain injured but I believe that it’s our brain makes us like God/our own God and the fact that I always say “my own God, or your own, or their own” simply reflects the fact that everyone has this organ between the ears that makes it your personal property with all of its individual memories and experiences reflected by the individual emotions and feedback loops

This concept explains very well the reason why I say that after we die, we decide our eternal destiny on our own and where we decide to end up is just the reflection of what our own life (real) experiences, good (Heaven) or bad (Hell).

Here again, I hope you’ll enjoy my Youtubes and the websites I’ve chosen to link below if so, your comment at the bottom of this post or (better) sent using the tool on the right column AND your generous PayPal donation will make me very happy and give me even more determination to keep producing posts as good as my (injured) brain allows me to do.

1. http://www.epm.org/resources/2010/Feb/4/what-does-it-mean-we-are-created-gods-image
2. http://thebibleandscience.webs.com/articles/image.htm
3. http://www.revempete.us/biblestudy/man.html
4. https://www.blueletterbible.org/faq/don_stewart/don_stewart_690.cfm

THE IMPOSSIBLE

I mentioned here in my blog many times already that plenty of the people who worked with me – as partners or employees – know well that I always said that nothing is impossible if you have determination, clarity of your goal, time, resources and ability to make any effort, therefore there truly exists nothing that can be considered as impossible.

Well today this is what I decided it worth to talk about and – as I always do – I put below several links to websites dedicated to this concept and a video that I find too close to me, for how close to one of my biggest passions and for how pitiful it looks like.

Anyway, as I was saying, the “nothing is really impossible” reminds me of the sniper, who to center the target needs a very good tool (rifle with outstanding scope) the target, full control of his own body movements control, mind focus and determination to center his target.

This is truly what I think about when I decide to give to myself a goal (of any kind and as I’ve always done in my life) right now in fact I have and I’m fighting for two different impossible goals, where one is to fully recover from my TBI and the other (more important) is to reunite with my wife and children, therefore reconstitute my family as it had been for more than 15 years.

What makes these two goals really difficult – borderline impossible to reach – are three very different individuals, one being my eternally damned former physiatrist (1), named (by himself) B. and the other my magnificent spouse (2) who got brainwashed by B. about the fact that nobody can ever recover from TBI, therefore just give it all up on me and then my fucking conservator (3).

Therefore, aside from having two objective “impossibilities” to fight against I have three individuals getting in my way to reach my goal.

What’s worse is that my outstanding tool (my brain) got injured, so my situation is just like the sniper with great rifle but without scope, so I can’t focus on my targets to take them down.
I'm however going to show to both and to the entire world that three individuals are nothing and cannot make it impossible to reach my goal - even if my tool is injured - just wait and see my 3 obstacles complete elimination!

1. http://www.thesecret.tv/stories/nothing-is-impossible-anything-is-possible/
2. https://www.kibin.com/essay-examples/the-most-important-lesson-i-have-learned-in-life-nothing-is-impossible-with-determination-LFn4nPNz
3. https://www.inc.com/thomas-koulopoulos/nothing-is-impossible.html
4. http://gomsba.com/2017/06/27/day-17-the-difference-between-impossible-and-possible-msba-2017/

THE TRUE MIRACLE OF HUMAN BRAIN

I believe to have watched (all alone by myself) the movies Expelled: no intelligence allowed and Lucy at least 4 times each, while the movie Lucy never stops to amaze me because it shows – in a very good cinematographic way – the way mankind will become in n-more years to come, or able to use 100% of our brain, the movie Expelled amazes or fascinates me because it’s focused on the scientific division between creationism and Darwinism, I love to watch it very much also because it deeply addresses and explains the nazi utopia to accelerate the evolution of mankind by getting rid physically of the disabled (like me) and retarded giving importance to the intelligent blonds, or what we had here in the USA what was named the Eugenics (now a bad word in the American scientific community).

Both these movies – using different tools – say that our brain is a true miracle, because there exists no Darwinist who may come close to explain how evolution could possibly form such a magnificent and super-powerful organ in the human (our) body.

What can never stop my amazement and disbelief is that in this second millennium we still don’t even know how our brain is made and much less what we can do with it – which as I’ve said here several times already -explains the use of the word miracle.

You all know the huge amount of tax-dollars that Obama has put behind the brain mapping project, but what truly disappoints me is that we are using that much money just to learn what we have between our two ears physically.

Comparing apples to apples I guess I can say that it’s going to take another two thousand years and who knows how many billions of dollars before we can begin to study the way our brain operates.

Two thousand years from today I don’t think that a memory of me will exist, but hey, I’d love to look at all the doctors in neuropsychology and neurologists of today to see what complete ignorance (with stupidity) looks like.

1. https://www.unbelievable-facts.com/2012/07/10-unbelievable-facts-about-human-brain.html
2. http://humansarefree.com/2014/
3. /3-steps-to-unlock-untapped-power-of.html
4. https://eocinstitute.org/meditation/subconscious-mind-power-2/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI_NDDpd3a1QIVh15-Ch24jwpsEAMYASAAEgJvZ_D_BwE
5. https://www.newscientist.com/round-up/extraordinary-minds/
6. http://www.abundance-and-happiness.com/mind-power.html
7. https://www.successconsciousness.com/index_000086.htm
8. https://www.earlytorise.com/the-power-of-the-human-brain/

MCB

Or Me Crazy Bastard

It ONLY took me 7 years to understand that I made my life hell all by myself and in doing it, I crashed the life of several other good colleagues and employees of Tecnica USA, practically my unreasonable desire to move to CA to bring back Michele where she was born PLUS my impossibility to ever wait for what I want PLUS the beauty of Santa Barbara - that was sold to me by a true master in this field = the HR guy who was in charge of my hiring made me throw away the president ship at Tecnica that was already in my pockets for the simple reason that I'm Italian and speak Italian like any native in the country, which had made C.E.O./owner of the Italian ski company decide that as soon as the current president had retired I was his replacement, sometime I dream of the parallel universes where I never made the switch and I'm still living in Lyme making tons of money, my son is a ski champion, my daughter has been successfully studying at the best schools in Boston and Michele is happier than she could ever be, my colleague Kevin - of course - would be heading one of the best new product development division in the country and we'd all be wealthy and happy, I therefore must apologize to all the ones involved in my disaster for my uncontrollable determination in getting what I decided it to be important for my family and I, this has put in trouble at least a dozen of good people, so sometimes I dream that time travel becomes real during my lifetime and I don't think I need to tell to my readers here when I'd want to immediately go.

Now the ski boot company Tecnica has acquired a German company that’s been making skis for decades and that used to be the brand of one of the first pair of skis I had when still learning, very young by the name of Blizzard, I’d surely be president to a great company in the ski industry located in NH with a great team around me now…....NO! but wait I'm BLESSED!!

http://www.tecnicausa.com/

I’M GENETICALLY ITALIAN NOT JUST BECAUSE I WAS BORN ITALY

It’s not enough to be born in Italy to be a real Italian – same you can say for people here in the USA – my own family can be traced in the Italian geographical site – the famous boot - for hundreds of years in the past, Italy as a nation is way much more recent than its geography, just a couple of centuries ago Italy became a nation with its current name, but you can say that Italy started to exist well before the time of the ancient Roman Empire, that’s about how far in the past my family can be traced back (In example look  here in the column on the right about my family and our musical organ building past).

Therefore it’s easy to say that me and both of my children (treasures) are truly Italian, what this means is well explained and described by both the Youtubes and the websites you can go to using the link I put below my writing.

I want to add that being a Lingiardi not only makes me and my treasures pure Italians, it makes us part of the circle of individuals who live and lived under the umbrella of “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” when I look at my daughter G. I see an angel who acts like me at her age, then when I look at my son, even if I don’t see much physical similarity to me, I see that his spine is at least as strong as mine is.

I find it funny that’s sufficient for me to say “hi” to some American people to be asked where I’m from (it's usually a European nation, NOT a State in the US ) no matter how many years I’ve been living here and no matter how much I tried to acquire an American accent.

Of course I’m very different in what and how I eat food.
My drinking, music listening and cultural passions can be all grouped into the Italian container, I suspect that these are the reasons why every individual who ever had anything to do with me (work, sport, vacation or "a night out”) still has a very good and pleasant memory of me and what we did together.

I’m therefore somehow proud to say here that not only I’m a pure Italian, but I’m a true Lingiardi too, as well as both of my treasures are.

1.  http://www.cnn.com/travel/article/10-things-italy-does-better/index.html
2. http://www.italiansrus.com/resources/inventions.htm
3. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Italians_Do_It_Better
4. http://www.italytravelsguide.com/italy-invented-banks.php
5. https://www.thelocal.it/20150119/top-ten-things-the-italians-invented
6. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Italian_inventions

ABOUT TIME

I can’t say the number of times I watched the movie Lucy – I’m glad I own its DVD.

I love it because it describes how our world could be if we were able to use our brain to its full capacity and very much also because it introduces a concept of time that Einstein was first to enunciate, to explain this I use the exact words that Lucy uses in the movie: Time gives legitimacy to its existence. Time is the only true unit of measure; it gives proof to the existence of matter. Without time, we don't exist.

Time is unity

I put here the clip where Lucy says this, but aside from this wonderful concept, what thrills me more than anything else is the range of possibilities that we’ll have (maybe in another 2K years?) once we’ll have a higher control and related ability to fully use the capacities of our brain.

I think that we all already know the story about the fact that today we can use our brain at 10% of its capacities (or potential?) in fact I’m very convinced that we already use all of it (100%) but whenever our brain is used in a different (or unusual/special) way, we can make what science – unable to give explanations of any kind – simply labels as miracle and on this specific topic I could write very much , because I’m convinced that Jesus could use more than 100% of his (human) brain capacities to be able to make what have been called miracles, even if done 2K years ago, science was still in its infancy.

Today in fact the more appropriate question should be “what would happen to our consciousness and newfound abilities if every region of the brain was concurrently active? If each one of the 86 billion densely packed neurons in a human brain fired at once, could that person become, in fact, superhuman?” the answer defines what we really know about the organ between our two ears, as I already said it will maybe take another 2K years before we’ll be super humans.

In a way, however our becoming familiarized with our consciousness, the understanding of the double-slit experiment with the increasing knowledge of the superhuman capacities of our minds are supporting the idea that we already are superhuman (same image and likeness of our creator).

1. http://www.philosophyofreligion.info/arguments-for-atheism/problems-with-immortality/
2. http://themindunleashed.com/2015/02/time-never-never-will.html
3. https://www.dailysabah.com/cinema/2014/08/19/time-is-the-only-true-unit-of-measurement
4. https://www.quora.com/Is-time-the-only-true-unit-of-measurement
5. http://www.physics-astronomy.com/2016/05/according-to-einstein-time-is-illusion.html#.WZNcsz6GMdU
6. https://www.quora.com/Is-time-the-only-true-unit-of-measurement

Very long but very good:

VERONA IS MY ITALIAN HOMETOWN

Some of my readers know that I moved to the USA from one of Verona’s small towns around it and specifically one in the very middle of the Valpolicella area, famous here in the USA for its wines, today I want to talk about the town in Italy that I love the most and makes me proud to feel it to be like my birth-town, I’m going to put in this post few links to interesting websites that explain its historical importance and I add that because of its geographical location is and it’s been for centuries a real node of routes between Germany, Austria and former Yugoslavia.

Because of its location between the Alps and the vast flatlands of the Emilia region it enjoys a very good climate all around the year; it isn’t therefore by chance that the production of excellent quality grapes gives birth to some very good Italian wines.

Verona still has its original Roman remains and city geometry, besides the Arena, that’s a smaller colosseum where the same events than the one in Rome used to take place, including the battles with ships on the water coming from the Adige river, that’s been a trademark of this town.

Having lived in Verona for more than 20 years and having spent my entire adolescence with my education I have so many memories and things to say about my time in Verona that I could fill few books, I therefore just talk about the town in history and its importance since it was part of the ancient Roman empire, I believe that Verona may be known here as the town of Romeo and Juliet, from the Shakespeare work and it’s interesting that you can actually see both Juliet’s tomb (a pink marble coffin)  and Romeo’s house.

You can go to look at the websites linked below to know much more than I say here, but what makes Verona unique in my mind is the incredible mix of cultures, languages with foreign influences of all kinds that make it the “New York” of northern Italy, in fact I can assure you that Verona isn’t like Milano, Brescia or Padova at all, no matter that these towns are all geographically close.

What makes Verona really special is that after having been part of the Roman Empire, it became part of the Venetian before becoming the "comune di Verona".

1. https://theculturetrip.com/europe/italy/articles/shakespeare-in-verona-the-home-of-romeo-juliet/
2. http://palazzovictoria.com/blog/2015/11/05/fun-facts-about-juliets-house/
3. http://www.arena.it/arena/en
4. https://www.walksofitaly.com/blog/venice/day-trip-verona-italy
5. https://theculturetrip.com/europe/italy/articles/top-10-things-to-do-and-see-in-verona/
6. http://www.cellartours.com/italy/italian-wine-regions/valpolicella
7. http://www.italytraveller.com/en/e/wines-of-verona

JACOPO vs JESUS

As my readers surely already know Jacopo – atheist philosopher – is a very good friend of mine, who has been both very nice and patient with me – the goddamn brain injured who believes to have met with Jesus Christ, made a deal (agreement) with him and strongly believes to be still in touch with either the Afterlife (at least) or with Jesus directly (come on, dude!).

In today’s post I want to say that, no matter that Iacopo is convinced that the idea of God is the fabrication of humanity and to support it he brings examples of writers of the past – sometimes important like Shakespeare and/or Kant – plus he owns and manages a couple of websites where people can post comments to the discussion about the inexistence of a creator and so on, Iacopo believes in Jesus Christ and in his emails to me he often cites what Jesus preached 2K years ago like they are very current and valid in what they teach.

I put below few links to what Jesus preached about loving your neighbor like you love yourself, because it’s something used by Iacopo very often.

Personally I find it funny that an atheist both believes in the existence of Jesus and even mentions what Jesus had said to the followers, you can therefore imagine the type of email-conversations we both have about, daily.

The other day – since I know that Iacopo recites the Divine Comedy by Dante A. in a fantastic way – I decided (out of boredom) to make a Youtube – Italy search with his name and ……Oh my God!!! What a hunk Iacopo is!! (you all know that I’m NOT a GAY/ homosexual) So I asked about what I believed it to be the line of “cheeks” walking after him, BUT instead I learned that he used to have a girlfriend from whom he had separated some time ago because “his time commitments with recitation shows (1) he feels he must be part of, added to his philosophical work (2) together with his “real job” in kitchens design (3) couldn’t allow any time for him to be with her (4).

Good example that love doesn’t agree with arithmetic at all, otherwise 1+2+3 would make a 4 when it makes a bigger 6, I wish you well Iacopo.

What’s very important to notice is that when Iacopo says that IF everyone knew the destiny of their rebirth, the entire world would change overnight and here too – as a Catholic – I cannot find a better similarity to the message that Jesus gave to the world with his own death on the cross, in fact since we now have the “official science” of quantum physics that confirms what will happen to our soul/mind after death, there’s no doubt on the best way for use to have an afterlife ensured in our own heaven by living without hurting anyone else.

And here I’m sorry but I feel the internal pressure to warn a bunch of people who have been hurting me, to avoid their eternal regretting as souls or minds for what they are (still) doing to me, without any chance to come here living again to “fix” their mistakes, so my warnings go to several sinners of my knowledge (sadly).

Just look at some of my recent posts here to understand that punishment can take place or begin while still living here (on this I’ve spent too many words already) once again, yours is the decision/choice of how to go forward to repair what was done wrong – not only to me but (surely) to others too.

1. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/brandan-robertson/4-teachings-of-jesus-that_b_6343320.html
2. http://thirdway.com/love-jesus/key-teachings/
3. http://www.iacopovettori.it/laterzaipotesi/eng/The_three_hypotheses.aspx
4. https://www.gotquestions.org/love-neighbor-yourself.html 

CONSCIOUSNESS AND MIND

One step ahead from my last post about the terms of mind and soul, begged me to add this post that explains (hopefully well) the 2 terms in the title, because used in a very contemporary way, especially by quantum physicists, in these days (of the second millennium) In Italian the word consciousness is very similar, it’s coscienza and it’s used in millions of ways (by my mother especially), “cattiva coscienza” =bad consciousness – “bella coscienza” = good consciousness or – worst of all – “incosciente” =conscienceless, that my mother used very, very often to describe what I was doing when she was looking at me, INCOSCENTE!!!!  was what was coming out of her mouth screaming at the top of her lungs when I was either riding one of my dirt bikes, skiing or I was riding my bicycle (road of off-road).

IF you read what I link AND watch the Youtubes I chose, you’ll understand that it’s through our living our lives here on earth that we build our own (personal) consciousness that’s what our mind will use to create our afterlife, for those who have been following my posting here, you’ll have the perfect explanation of the reason why I’ve been saying his or her own hell or heaven, given that it’s the “photographic negative of what’s in our own personal consciousness that creates what our afterlife will be all about.

To avoid my writing yet a full book here about what hell, purgatory and heaven are all about; I ask to please read few of my past posts, because I’ve described what ending up in either of those environments truly means.

Simply put consciousness is what’s our mind is made out of, that in a way is our own soul that lives our body when we die…….

1. https://www.nytimes.com/2016/07/05/science/what-is-consciousness.html
2. https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-difference-between-consciousness-and-mind
3. https://www.closertotruth.com/series/what-consciousness-part-1?gclid=EAIaIQobChMIlquB-KnQ1QIVUIF-Ch1TlQjzEAAYASAAEgK_CPD_BwE 

MIND vs SOUL

As it happens every single morning when I woke up I started to think that today’s post here was going to be about the difference (?) between Iacopo and Jesus Christ (it will come, don't you worry.....).

However 2 minutes later I thought about the greatest love in my life i.e. my Queen Michele, therefore – rather than thinking at Iacopo (and his needs) I decided to talk about something that M. doesn’t seem to comprehend in any way, shape or form, or the soul.

BUT I’ve noticed that the entire quantum physics sector has fully replaced the term soul with that of mind (what no TBI can injure……I hope you know the why) and I must say that – much to my surprise – the internet is packed full of articles and Youtubes about this.

So this post hasn’t taken much time for me to put together, just look at the videos and go to articles in the linked websites below to make your own idea and understanding of these 2 entities and where their fundamental difference resides.

1. http://www.differencebetween.net/language/difference-between-mind-and-soul/
2. http://www.ibelieve.com/blogs/courtnaye-richard/managing-your-soul-your-mind-will-and-emotions.html
3. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3115284/
4. https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-difference-between-our-mind-and-our-soul
5. http://blog.biblesforamerica.org/difference-between-soul-and-spirit/
6. https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-differences-among-the-soul-spirit-and-mind 

PIRACETAM

It turns out that that eternally damned of B. is the MD who first had me take Piracetam, the “father” of the nootropics and of this category of supplements too, strangely while I have lists of meds taken over the past 10 years with the way they made me feel and – if discontinued – the reason why, I have nothing about stopping to take this Piracetam and no matter if I asked to my Queen I got the same reply to all of my questions to her for the past 8 years or,……………………………………….. (= dead silence) Since Piracetam is almost always named in every web-article on nootropics, I couldn’t go on in my “nootropics expedition and adventure” without trying some of it.

This is how I may have figure out the reason why I discontinued this supplement, it’s much more powerful than all the other I’ve been “playing with”, in the sense that it’s best to be taken before going to bed, it really puts me to sleep very quickly and deeply, so I mix it with some St. John’s wort and sleep like a log for 9 hours straight.

Now, my (undying) hope is that as my brain isn’t excited by the whirling activities that it’s been under in the last 10 years (almost 24/7) my brain has taken all the benefits that this supplement with a long and positive record of use normally gives to any taker.

I certainly don’t like the fact that this supplement was suggested by that frigging loser, nor that my Queen keeps telling me nothing even when I ask about what I was taking years ago for few years.

Anyway, I put below – as I always do – few links that talk of Piracetam and a couple of carefully selected Youtubes.

1. https://www.nootropedia.com/piracetam/
2. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5056292/
3. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16007238
4. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Piracetam 

NEUROPLASTICITY

When our skin is cut, the best we can do is to put a Band-Aid on it to keep the two parts of the cut skin close to each other, we disinfect the cut to avoid infection and then wait for our body to seal the cut that at most will result in a simple scar, or when a bone of our skeleton brakes, all we do is to make sure to position the two parts of the bone in the straight or closest to its original position and either cast or bandage it as rigid as possible and then – again – wait for our body to reattach the two parts of the bone together, here the trick is double, i.e. make sure that the two parts of the bone are aligned as close to the original alignment and wait 40 days for our body to have enough time to repair with sufficient rigidity and resilience the bone fracture in order to give it the same properties like it’s new (never fractured).

When it comes to this identical ability of our body for the brain we have a specific term in use since centuries, that’s neuroplasticity, or neuro is all that relates to the organ named brain and plasticity that refers to its capacity to reform itself around the injured (dead) part(s).

This is another of the main reasons that made me want to give it a try with nootropics, in fact as you can learn reading the website-articles I link below, this is one (if not the main) of the very interesting effects of the nootropics that make me want to keep taking – as I had said earlier – at least until the bottles I have will be empty.

This decision is actually very related and connected to my idea that medicine is a guess-science, simply because everyone has a different reaction to any medication or supplement taken.

So while the articles I found say that these nootropics help neuroplasticity, I surely won’t know until I’ll have tried – very much like I won’t know if taking an aspirin to get rid of my headache will be sufficient and successful.

1.  http://peaknootropics.com/nootropics-brain-injury-damage/
2. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4026746/
3. https://discourse.soylent.com/t/performance-enhancement-at-the-cost-of-potential-brain-plasticity-nootropic-study/13238
4. https://smartdrugsforcollege.com/what-is-neuroplasticity-and-how-nootropics-can-speed-it-up/

ON NOOTROPICS AGAIN

I feel forced to post for the 3rd time on this subject because after having announced my proud happiness for having discovered about these chemicals on 6/12 (nootropics for TBI) and on 7/28 (my nootropics failure) about the failure related to my using them, my rigorous and intelligent research on this subject has revealed that the very reason why I initially got interested in their use was scientifically and biologically well supported, in fact in my logic I was thinking that if these supplements could give increased focus and attention to the users they may have the ability to stimulate the neuroplasticity of our brain, that’s been the primary focus of my research in the recovery from my injury of ’05.

Now, regardless of the fact that all the neurology text books used by the students in neurology say that after an injury the brain remains inflamed from few hours to – at most – few days, experience has demonstrated that such brain inflammation can stay for entire decades after the initial injury (which explains why the perispinal Enbrel claims to be effective decades after the injury) so now it seems (scientifically) that with the reduction of the brain inflammation the neuroplasticity is free to start to do its work again and therefore let the brain repair itself (basic explanation of the success of the perispinal Enbrel injections).

More simply my research about the potential benefits of the use of nootropics has confirmed – scientifically – that what’s being offered since decades in LA is very well supported by the latest scientific and neurological research.

Then what’s the reason that explains my failure in using the nootropics? As you can see one of the main purposes of the nootropics is to reduce brain inflammation and help the recovery from stroke (still an injury to the brain), but here we get into the guess science that I despise so much, I mean what was it? The brand, quality or quantity, time of the day and foods ingested with these supplements that made my attempt turn into a failure? I can only say what I said on 7/28, I’m just going to empty the bottles of what I have and call this “nootropic adventure”, another failure……BUT well supported by science.

1.  https://selfhacked.com/blog/can-regrow-brain/
2. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4273623/
3. http://www.thebioneer.com/neuroplasticity-an-in-depth-guide-on-how-it-works-and-how-to-transform-your-brain/
4. https://nootriment.com/nootropic-long-term-effects/
5. http://www.thedailybeast.com/silicon-valleys-eating-up-super-ritalin-i-got-the-best-of-it
6. https://corpina.com/nootropics-brain-neuroplasticity-learning/

LOVE IS A MOTHERFUCKER

I explained here before that love is the strongest feeling in this universe because it functions after death too, at the same time – as the guy in this Youtube says, it’s a real motherfucker too.

Ask to my Queen in fact, she’s been saying for years that I still love her only because my brain is injured, well I’m hoping that my readers here understood that even when a brain is injured consciousness and mind aren’t, therefore given that love resides in our mind, it matters not the extent or seriousness of the damage to the brain, love cannot ever change.

This idea in fact brings me to explain that it’s love that can send our soul to hell forever, because if while living we hurt someone we love, we are going to regret whatever we did or didn’t in our own hell simply because once we are dead there’s no possibility to come back here to living earth to fix what we ever did to others that was wrong or bad.

This is the reason why love truly is a motherfucker; think to all the murders, wars and “criminal actions” done by everyone (to someone else) while living because love is involved and you’ll have to agree that love and its opposite, hate are very closely related because they influence our thoughts and actions in the same way.

I put below too some links to websites dedicated to how love between people changes when a TBI gets in the middle and I believe that this is the reason that best explains the way my Queen has been in my regards.

Now - I’ve said this in past posts too – my brain was injured at least as much as my Queens personality was.

It’s simple enough to look at her behavior with me and others (one man, B.) to see the level of desperation and madness she got into.

What I haven’t been able to convince her of is that – because I understand this – she’s forgiven already and all she needs to do is to open her arms again to me.

1. http://www.puckermob.com/moblog/loving-somone-with-a-traumatic-brain-injury
2. https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/professor-cromer-learns-read/201201/after-brain-injury-learning-love-stranger
3. https://www.lapublishing.com/blog/2010/brain-injury-emotions-relationships/
4. http://www.msktc.org/tbi/factsheets/relationships-after-traumatic-brain-injury
5. https://www.brainline.org/author/emilie-godwin/qa/starting-or-nourishing-romantic-relationships-after-tbi
6. https://www.quora.com/Does-love-start-from-the-heart-or-the-mind 

HISTORY OF MINE

When I was running the GEOX brand here in the USA the most important show that every brand best shall attend to is the WSA where pretty much every single shoe retailer in this big country goes to see what’s new in the vendor’s collections and by seeing very many other retailers from other parts of this country or doing business in the same market any attendant can get a “sense” of the market, where it is now, where it’s going and who are the biggest/most important players in this industry.

It just so happens that this WSA show takes place in Las Vegas, that’s truly famous for other kinds of industry and business.

I can in fact remember one night in the elevator of one of the most luxurious hotels in town with all of the Italian high class management of GEOX, that night we were all pretty happy for the gallons of alcohol we had ingested during and after dinner, we were all going back to our respective bedrooms when a stupendous woman pretty much bare naked who was wearing a completely see through dress in silver color jumped inside the elevator we were all in going back in our rooms.

I imagined that she was a prostitute and I therefore decided to make the Italian colleagues have a good time, so I asked to that woman what the cost would be for her to spend the entire night with one of us in his room, well it truly didn’t take any time to hear her saying that she would spend the entire night with whomever for $6k that night, so all the Italians with me started to laugh saying that she was inexpensive because any woman of her beauty would be priced at least $16.000 and not even for a full night.

I’m hoping that my readers can imagine how low and bad the conversation went, but what I want to say in different color letters is that as I was telling her to choose the one she would want to be with – given that every man in the elevator could both afford and want (or drool to have) to spend the night with her, she should be the one to make the choice, well, that’s when things got truly crazy, in fact she looked at each of us and concluded that her pricing was going to be the $6K she had just quoted BUT that if I could be the one she would have been happy to give me a $3K discount!!!

Boy oh boy! The comments of my colleagues still explode in my ears today…….

There’s one of those Italians who still today uses a very low and angry voice with me when he says that “I’m the only idiot he’s ever seen who would have the guts to throw away $3K rather than have a night that nobody else could ever dream to have.

What makes (to me) this story even funnier is that when I was back from LV I told just part of this story to my Queen, meaning that all I told her was the part of the beautiful semi-naked girl in the elevator with us BUT never mentioned my joke with her about spending the night with one of us and all the rest in blue written above.

What’s true is that none of the people who ever worked with me across the entire world ever had any doubt about where my heart has always been, to the point that I’m confident about the fact that I’m still their joke when it comes to talk about love, faithfulness and openness between lovers/spouses.

While I hope to have put a smile on your faces while reading of this adventure of mine I ask in humility to be the recipient of a small donation.

A donation would actually clearly tell me that you enjoy the work I put in making this blog and to publish something new every few days.

1. http://footwearnews.com/
2. https://livetalentnow.com/
3. http://modelingstop.com/
4. https://living-las-vegas.com/2012/08/enk-wsa-2012-a-winning-proposition/
5. https://outdoorindustry.org/press-release/wsa-show-delivers-wide-range-of-services-and-excitement/
6. http://tradeshow.tradekey.com/the-wsa-show-world-shoe-association-e971.htm
7. http://www.wsashow.com/ 

INTERESTING

Some of you may know that not only I met with Jesus Christ during my 2 months long coma, but I somehow retained a way to keep in touch – in a very strange manner – not only with Jesus Himself but I can deeply think about complex matters too and arrive at answers to questions that have puzzled men for centuries.

I believe in fact that my way of thinking is exactly the same of the people of thousands of years ago who were able to use it, I’d say primarily because their mind was very much less “bombarded” by information and stimuli of plenty kinds, like in our time.

Well, I’d say that having been for 60 days inside a chamber totally separated by any noise and unable to see or hear anyone/thing, must have sent my attention and focus to the same status that mankind had so long ago, I’d say to about the time the Holy Bible was written (by very common and normal people).

Given this surprising additional capacity of using my logic and information processing, I’ve started a fairly intense email dialogue with both theologians and “normal priests”, mainly to try to understand the meaning of the communication that arrives to my brain usually while I’m sleeping in the form of dreams.

The main subject of my talks with those I just mentioned has been the idea of Jesus punishing the Jews since his death by crucifixion, I was in fact convinced that starting with the earthquake that took down the entire town of Jerusalem at the death of Jesus and then the Holocaust by Hitler with the never-ending war in Palestine were somehow the punishment given by God to the Jews who not only murdered God made into man/Jesus but never recognized in Jesus, God's coming to earth.

Oh my! talk about these ideas being borderline blasphemy, in fact I was (I’d say screamed in both my ears) explained that God is our father and as such He can only feel sadness and pain when He sees his children die or suffer.

This made me think – as the real father I am – to how I would react if anything bad could ever happen to either of my children and it was normal/easy to realize the pain and sadness I'd have if anything bad would ever happen to anyone of my two treasures.
But what if either of them, using their own free will would ever freely and independently decide to go down a bad path that results in them getting in trouble, have pain and ultimately pay with their own life for their mistake? What would I be able to do to protect them (from themselves) from what would be easy – for me – to see where the path hey decided to walk on leads them to?

What I had to learn and realize is that the power of our brains is impossible to control or deviate from where they decide to be on.

In fact all that I had mentioned earlier about what the Jews have been living through isn’t any kind of God’s punishment for what they did or thought.

It’s more simply their own soul (or consciousness, or confidence) that takes over all they are, think and do and finds the (painful) way to bring the individual (s) to either fix/repair the wrong they are doing or just terminate those actions (= hurting others look at my ten commandments meaning).

I’m somehow embarrassed now to be forced (by God?) to warn those who have been hurting me (not ome nly) and – sadly – I was instructed to give my warning (or message) very clearly.

However given the potential personal repercussion I’m going to refer to the recipients of this message in a way that only the receivers will recognize themselves.

Let me start with the last, the one who has “inherited” the total control over my life (and that of my family), in fact I can tell (like I will for all the others) that whomever he considers closest to his heart (i.e. loves very much and loves the most) are very soon going to be targeted by their own conscience (unless they give up their roles) in ways that will initially seem to be very innocuous (something like a cold, a flu or a fall that gives a simple scratch of the skin) but that will develop in something very serious that will require an hospital stay that may end with the ultimate death of the victim (THEIR victim only) then I feel it to be fair to warn my very first “life controller” who not only is going to see the beloved business go to hell but is going to lose ( if it hasn’t happened already) the subject of that (only physical) passion in a very uncomfortable manner.

But let me continue with this list, in fact there have been a couple of specialists in the way people reason and use  logic who are those who got the ones I just mentioned above “legally involved” with my life (and that of my family).

In fact these “specialists” have earned the power to let the courts use laws that are very confusing, unfair and totally wrong, to the point that they all will be eliminated in a matter of very few years (too long for me, “the yesterday man”).

What this big change – and elimination of laws - is going to be very supported by the entire legal community that’s been forced to deal and apply laws that make no sense whatsoever because rather than “protect the weak” have made it easy and possible for very dishonest thieves to take advantage of the weak while being very well protected by these law.

Now, these “certified and legally protected thieves” either have “inherited” such position or are people who cannot find any other way to make any money they might need for “personal reasons or advantage”.

This is actually the very reason that explains the imminent eradication of these laws that have allowed thieves to do their dishonest job without any worry or concern.

Here again the best way to protect yourself and what/who you love, is to discontinue what you are doing, by using whatever reason. Same applies to the “specialists” I had mentioned earlier because while their “way out” could simply be to inform the courts that things weren’t very clear during their evaluations, therefore they now feel “obliged” to modify what they had sad of “their victim”.

Now, aside from hurting those they love most while living, their additional “bill to pay” will be “paid off” after their death and you best listen to the man who understands and knows even more than the quantum physicists (me), who are very current with their discoveries, with the only difference (from me) that they truly have no idea of the type of existence and feelings experienced by our souls after death.

So, here again, your way to avoid the condemnation to earthly hell to what/whomever you love and secure to yourself a “heavenly” (neutral, at worst) life after death is simply to “repair your wrongs” (done to weaker people). It's as simple as that.

1.  https://fallenpastor.com/difference-between-gods-punishment-vs-consequences/
2. https://www.gotquestions.org/God-punish-sin.html
3. http://www.desiringgod.org/interviews/is-pain-punishment-for-my-sin
4. https://carm.org/does-god-punish-us-when-we-sin
5. https://www.quora.com/What-does-the-saying-Hell-on-Earth-means
6. http://www.blogforthelordjesus.com/essays/surviving-hell-on-earth/