Carlo Lingiardi: October 2018

Wednesday, October 31, 2018

ANONYMOUS DONOR

I was just delivered (VERY MUCH to my amazement) a brand new beautiful motorized wheelchair that someone who doesn’t want me to know his/er name gifted to me in my unique time (hopefully) of real desperation and need.

For someone like me, who used to plan it ALL to the microscopic detail since birth, my accident could never have been planned in any way, shape or form; however at the same time - I’m very surprised to realize – how much this accident, brain injury and divorce/separation plus retirement has changed me and the way I look at things.

In fact, I now consider myself to have become a very much more spiritual individual than I used to be.

Of course my passion for scientific and technological matters hasn’t changed at all, I just have much more time (than needed) in both exploring and learning all that’s new in those fields, that’s enormous……just think to the quantum fields research, that’s pretty much revolutionizing the way we look at everything.

What I call spiritual however is simply this new passion I’ve developed for afterlife, religions and deeper understanding of humanity.

It’s pretty obvious that for me not to be able to know – and therefore directly thank – the identity of this donor is very frustrating, at least as much as the joy to receive such a stupendous gift. The timing too is perfectly good and correct, in fact the motor-wheelchair (my Ferrari) I had for 5+ years had its engine die on me, in consequence looking for a Ferrari 2 was starting to look like a real challenge for all involved, therefore this “anonymous donation” arrived right when I was in a big need for help.

Now, since I don’t know if the donor is a man or a woman (neither if it’s a group of nice people who must know me pretty well), in which State this donor lives and how/why we know each other, my unique manner to give my thank you is to post it here in hope to soon find out who this hero (of mine) is.

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

TISSUE NANOTRANSFECTION

Talk about the miracles of science and technology together, we have on one side, what I call the “flue of the second millennium” and on the other – given the tremendous costs to support all the disabilities together with the inabilities – even for high level professionals – to work again, so no tax paying anymore the “cure to this flue has given extreme focus and determination in very many research and technology field in our country.

I’m not going to mention the fact that the best solution to this “flue” already exists since decades, BUT since the Big Pharma (=gigantic business) would be losing billions over billions of $$$ in incomes and profits, our political environment has been staying away from – at least – having a clinical trial being made, therefore there’s one intelligent man in LA who by protecting the use of this simple therapy with a patent has been making himself and the (too) few other (smart) MD’s, who bought the extension to his patent billionaires (at least, if not trillionaires) offering for a reasonable amount of money, this treatment mainly to citizens of the USA and Australia – regardless that our FDA has approved it or NOT (which is the reality).

Anyway, given that my entire life as the retired man I’ve become has turned out to be the one of someone who spends 14 hours each and every day browsing the internet, I discovered that some researchers and scientists at the OHIO university have mixed medical science with advanced technology to produce an item that just by putting on a damaged part of the body can change both DNA and RNA to give to our body to rebuild what’s damaged.

To my huge excitement it turns out that not only clinical trials for the FDA approval are already in the plans but it seems that even the damaged brain cells (neurons) can reform/restore themselves using this nanotransfection.

I’ve contacted already a bioengineer who lives in town (incredible luck!) to let him know that if and when any clinical trial or explorative test with this new technology would ever be done, I’m the first on the list of voluntary participants.

I just invite my readers to both enjoy these 2 Youtubes and go to the linked websites that it took me some time to choose.

Sunday, October 28, 2018

EARLIER DEATH FROM TBI

WOW this time I stumbled upon something that’s giving me as much hope as finally fully recover my brain with all its functions.

It’s actually the (scientifically proven) fact that survivors of TBI are three times more likely to die than if they never “bumped their head” against something.

I must share – as the NDE personal (first hand) observer of what happens after we die – that I believe to have I screwed myself with my agreement, however when I can have my princess Gioggi (too rarely) with me, each and every pain anywhere in my body and mind totally disappears and I feel to have taken the right decision to come back to life……no matter the pains AND all my god-damn frustrations for having to forgive the immense ignorance and disbelief in what I see as very obvious in those who believe they can control me (good luck, fuckers you’ll pay the price of your bad actions towards me both BEFORE AND AFTER you’ll die! ).

Having met with Jesus I’ve forgiven already all of those fuckers who I won’t name…..both because the list would be too long and because nobody knows or cares (gives a shit) for those losers.

Anyway I decided that I’ll be living at least until my princess will marry the “right man” (i.e. Lingiardi’s approved), I only hope that – because of my (soon upcoming) full brain recovery, I won’t have the opportunity/time to punish (while still living) those real losers using my right hand (that by now can put a hole in a brick wall) and/or my right foot (I can lift a car when I simply kick it). Soon I’ll post about the complete recovery from TBI, which more than my dream is reality already (as it’s been for decades already).I only want to add that I had tried to commit suicide inly three times but when it became very clear that my God wouldn't allow me to end my life so easily AND I realized what type of afterlife I would experience, I forever gave it up and keep enjoying the "explosive" presence of my princess as much as possible.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

NEUROINFLAMMATION & NEUROPLASTICITY

I feel sick to think that I must say …again….that I’m not a MD., however I can follow with my logic (still intact ,dear Ph. D.’s) what’s recently being proven to be true, or that after an injury the human brain gets inflamed and rather than remaining like this for few hours its inflammation can last for decades.

Well, it turns out (new to me) that neuroinflammation pretty much stops the natural neuroplasticity of our brain and this is the very reason why what Tobinick has been selling as therapy - described as miraculous – is so effective and real.

The other day I was thinking to all the medical progress humanity has reached with some sort of pride, but then I realized – through few very simple facts – that we haven’t made any progress at all, in this field, in fact, just think to when you cut your skin…..what do any MD in the entire world tells you to do?

1. Disinfect

2. Apply a Band-Aid

Reasons being that in this second millennium all that medicine has figured out is to create the best conditions to let the body repair itself.

Same for if you break a bone……most advanced medical solution? Make extra-sure to put the broken bone either in alignment or as close as possible to its original configuration, then immobilize it with a cast (in many different colors today😄) to let the body repair the bone by itself.

Same for Tobinick’s patent….by eliminating (using what and how is the patented trick) the neuroinflammation, the (damaged) brain returns to be plastic and in a fairly short time, it repairs itself.

I find it both funny and frustrating that if I could be able to use (assume) some Cannabidiol I might have some benefits…..HOWEVER, I can’t smoke it (I never smoked in my life because I cough my lungs out of my chest) I can’t eat it (I tried to eat some marry-brownies and felt like puking my own liver out).

Thursday, October 18, 2018

NOTHING EVER HAPPENS BY CHANCE… saint Gianfranco

You all know very well (maybe too well) that having NEVER anything to do, I must apply my (still very awake and productive) brain in thinking of “reasons why things happen to both me… and to others, so the other day I was thinking to the reason why I “sanctified” my dad.

I remember in fact what he told me few months before passing away (truly a passage as Jesus and quantum physics demonstrate) he told me that I did always make him proud to be my father and he never had the thought to replace me with anybody else, then he started to list the reasons why he was very proud to be my dad, all with examples of what I had done - to that point - in my life.

I therefore concluded that if he’s now in heaven isn’t only for his own sole doing, but very much too because he had two children who are simply two great individuals. In fact I

believe that both my sister Anna and I have turned out to be pretty good, aside from the fact that we both made our mistakes that we both accept and try to work around.

I believe it to be mainly because of my dad that Anna and I always keep very clearly in mind our objective, the path to

get to it and the determination it may be required to be on that path in order to reach the goal.

Anna and I have been very close to each other, I’d say more than just like any brother and sister but as very close friends too, where I was – as men have been doing for hundreds of thousands of years – the protector and caregiver of the woman, while she’s been the individual comfortable in receiving my loving care (non-sexual, obviously).

Anna in fact was my primary caregiver for all financial matters, however since our father was passing over and our mother was understandably pretty desperate, Anna had to support (all alone/by herself) – both our parents, in addition to taking care of her twin children – as consequence she gave up on this important support, I’m convinced primarily because her husband (my brother in law) didn’t do anything to both support his wife, nor me. I cannot say here any of the plenty scenarios (examples) I’ve been trying to propose to both in order to receive their help, no matter that I used to have a wife who lived with me, nor I’m going to say anything about this both because mentioned earlier (several posts in past months) and because too risky for my continued use of my computer with internet access.

Anyway the message of my today’s post is that nothing truly can substitute the care of your family – no matter how much you can make your spouse a part of it – when times get hard…..especially all of a sudden like in my case.

What’s keep being hard for me is that regardless that our dad is in heaven already, our mother is about to join him, but she’s terrified to pass on and calls me each and every morning (her evening) to share with me both her physical pain and terror to pass on. As for me – an NDE survivor it really matters not anything I can tell her to quiet down, because “her Carlo who’s always right and knows everything about everything” (as she always said and still sustains today) cannot win over her fear “to move on”

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

QUANTUM PHYSICS AND REALITY

Today I start with this post about the fact that all we can see, touch, use and explore is the product of what our consciousness picks out from the potential of the millions of different alternatives available.

It’s taken quite a long time for my (injured) brain to wrap around this concept, simply because the computer screen you are looking at right now, the PC connected to it and even the chair you are sitting on right now including the desk or table where the PC and the screen you are using to read me from are just the “creation” of your own consciousness among the other millions of possibilities, Ph. D.’s in neuroscience can say all they want that I’m unable to manage my money, but in my way, I feel like saying that “I don’t give a damn” because what they are sure to have seen in me it’s just their own personal (and diseased) interpretation of their OWN reality.

In fact you will see in my next posts about the fact that I’m living already in a parallel universe that's way better than my previous hypothesis to be like Schrodinger’s cat, as a human.

I like it that one of the most famous sayings or “perception is reality” turns out – according to quantum physics – to be totally wrong, in the sense that what we perceive isn’t real at all….it’s just our personal choice of what reality we want it to be.

Boy, oh boy! No wonder that I’ve gotten this passionate with this new science (or way to look at things). My biggest problem, however is that I’m still researching for the way to look at my (sad) reality and to “jump” to another (parallel) universe, where I’m sure that all that’s been getting in the way of my perfect life as it used to be, still exists and all is still good and dandy (no stupid and incomplete assessments, no imprisonment under losers = conservators, no divorce….etc.… etc.).

Anyway I ask you to both please watch the Youtubes I put here because it takes me very many hours to find the “perfect one” and I’m starting to realize that by keep watching Youtube my sight is getting worse AND as always pleeeaasseeee make a donation to this poor soul who hopes to already be in another universe…..BUT I fear that I’ll be there only after I’ll die.

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

NEUROINFLAMMATION & NEUROPLASTICITY

I’ve said this already here several times: I’m not a M.D. BUT I can still use my head to reason and filter information through my logic.

One of the things I learned when I was “fully immersed” in my discovery of the Perispinal Enbrel therapy is that unlike what every neuro-textbook states, the inflammation of the brain after being injured can last for decades - NOT FEW HOURS – this is actually the very information that did convince me of this still non-FDA approved therapy.

What plenty of these textbooks nevertheless say is that with neuroinflammation reduction, neuroplasticity can start again to do its “job” and it’s this the concept that totally made me fully believe that IF I’d ever have the chance to receive some injections, my life would return to be acceptable (still as the head of my household, still married without conservator and still with all of my money and a job to make more of it).

I find it pretty funny that cannabidiol promotes neuroplasticity by reducing neuroinflammation (look at website n. 3).

In truth this is what frustrates the heck out of me, I mean if what I need is to have the inflammation in my brain to be reduced so that its plasticity can return to operate again, why is it that none of my neurologist has ever (at least) tried to do the same? Brain inflammation is well-known and typical in Alzheimer's and Parkinson's Diseases, both have been very well known and studied/treated since plenty decades, so rather than risk to infringe a patent why hasn’t any of my neuro. tried to go this way with me……at least to experiment?

Shall I believe that all meds that treat these two diseases are worthless and only cost money to the patients who have them prescribed (certainly not few) to?

I’m thinking that I may email the link to this post to my current (really good) neurologist…….after all, this wouldn’t be the first time that I “direct” one of my M.D.’s towards my own specific (and widely researched) direction.

Saturday, October 06, 2018

SAINT GIANFRANCO’S MAXIMS 2 what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger

Well, this is my dad’s other (second one) maxim, that making my usual internet research I learned was first coined by Nietzsche, a famous German philosopher who influenced very, very much the modern intellectual history, I find it somewhat interesting that he died in 1900 at my exact age now (55) in addition I love that one of his books is one written directly for my Ventura sista, that I bet real money she never read neither she ever will, its title in fact is “the death of God” I find it that he frequented an homosexual brothel in §Vienna and was “proud” for having contracted syphilis, he influenced a bunch of other philosophers, among them, in fact Freud….a master for some of the losers I know, he defined in his works what he named the Apollonian and Dionysian schools of thinking.

Anyway, if I follow this other maxim that my dad said very, very often, I cannot really define what I’ve become as a person and the huge change in personality and inner strength I mean, I used to be famous for my strength and determination but my accident totally transformed me…..I believe very much because I entered the so called “Afterlife” to which I feel to be still very connected in some way, in fact it happens almost every night to have what I’d be calling “crazy dreams” that while often put me in a car with some of my high school mates - often the craziest ones – I dream with the same frequency about some of the losers who participate in ruining my life (you know who you are), I dream in fact not only what’s about to happen to them – already truly verified – but, I thought it was because I had kept some type of contact with Jesus Christ (whom I had said to have met during my 2 months long coma). My unique difficulty is that – as my dad use to say, I’ve been the “Carlo yesterday” pretty much since birth, therefore what I think it’s about to happen, it can really happen 20 years from when I predict it and say it.

However the fact that I have no memory whatsoever to ever have met with Jesus, neither to have made any agreement with him, made me put “in a drawer” the entire idea.

HOWEVER, what’s very true is that I recall exactly the terms of this agreement that – for the most part – is turning out to be true.

To end this post about how correct my dad always was, I invite you, my reader to enjoy both the videos AND the websites I linked below.

SAINT GIANFRANCO’S MAXIMS - 1 nothing ever happens by chance

I’m not totally sure BUT in some way I feel the absence of my dad, for some reason I feel that I’d never be in this position because he used to be the “caretaker and problems solver” in my family without any distinction, for about 50 years, I remember to be with him few months before he passed on, that’s when he told me a couple of things that

very simply I’ll NEVER forget, one was that with my living I always made him very proud to be my dad and of my work career too, my moving to the USA giving to him beautiful grandchildren, making money because of my very successful career, then he told me one thing that – as usual – made my jaw drop. That’s completely current with the current quantum physics research, or that given that he was present to see several dozens of people when passing over (dying) he surely saw their “souls” leaving the body “to go somewhere else” he told me that for this reason he wasn’t afraid to die at all “I’m actually curious to see/learn where we go” he told me, he went on explaining to me that not only he was present at the death of every member of his family (father, mother, sister and brother) but that – in addition – during WWII he used to be a partisan who had learned that the Nazis had condemned him to death, he had plenty stories about those times, including when he was present at a partisan’s action when a number (couldn’t remember how many) of Nazis blew up due to hidden bombs planted underground by some of them before the Nazis would walk (or march) there. I can really say that this is yet another of his sayings that I’ll NEVER forget which are these 2 different sayings that are going to be the subjects of my next 2 posts here simply because – much to my surprise – do exist in American English too.

I’m going to write here in English and Italian both (I guess mostly for the heck of it)

1 nothing ever happens by chance/non succede mai niente per caso

2 what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger /quello che non ti ammazza ti rende più forte

Therefore – as I always do I put here two Youtubes and few links to other carefully chosen websites consistent with this topic.

Monday, October 01, 2018

MY DEAREST & IMMENSELY BELOVED ANGEL

I’m blessed every Sunday to have my unmeasurably beloved is my daughter Giorgia (who I’ve been calling Gioggi, lately) spend one or two hours with me, she brings her homework so I can have both the opportunity and joy to know what she’s studying now and – at times – help her a bit.

HOWEVER she’s a girl who – as it’s being said in the USA – is packed FULL OF BEANS she (too) often asks me to yell/scream as loud as I can…….in order to have my caregivers run into my room because afraid I've fallen somewhere…………Recently she got into two (horrendous) habits, one is to call me saying that she’s calling from either Cambridge in UK or St. Petersburg in Russia……………………initially I was so dumb that I believed her and I was asking her some questions about the flight and what her plans would be for her dinner…what’s the name of the school she’s attending to etc.….. but very soon I’d understand that she was just making a joke to me.

Truth is that I’ve developed a lower level of confidence in what she says, what’s crazy (and makes me write this post) is that last Sunday she started saying that – because she had eaten dog-food and drunk virgin olive oil straight from the bottle she thought she was about to vomit/puke.

Well this is when I totally freaked out, simply because – given my heavy Youtube addiction – I had just watched the video here below, I mean………..how couldn’t I fear that my angel wouldn’t have an episode like the ones in this video? Especially right after having heard her summary of what she had put into her stomach? I was truly fearful to be forced to call one of my caregivers to ask for my carpet to be cleaned of my Gioggi’s vomit, anyway here’s the Youtube I had just seen 5 minutes earlier, when:

1. she came in my room

2. she told me what was in her stomach

3. she said that she didn’t feel good

4. she said she felt like puking

Now, put these 4 points together with this video and you can understand the reason why I got terrified by my angel.

I WANT ANSWERS/EXPLANATIONS

I know very well that at least 4 of my readers are “fervent” Catholic believers, just like my Ventura sista (AND of at least 2 Catholic pastors/priests), I also believe that the time has come for me to ask the following questions:

· Given that the Holy Bible was written by people I had called here in a previous post “troglodytes” – as clearly proved with the discovery of the Dead Sea scrolls written 2.200 years ago. Can any of you explain why you believe that what’s written in the Bible is the direct word from God?

· Why is it that the Catholic religion (and the Vatican Empire) has fully embraced the idea of our soul’s afterlife existence/trip from the Divine Comedy, as written by Dante Alighieri, who declared that he wanted to “simply put on paper” what bums on the streets (in Tuscany in the XIII century) were telling to each other as “real reports” that were narrated “by their already dead friends”??

· Why you all keep saying that Jesus Christ was our God creator who made himself into a man, when Jesus was saying that he was “the son of God” just like every single Jewish individual has been saying the exact same thing for at least 2.500 years? What’s so special?

· Jesus taught the beautiful prayer (that I recite in silence every night before I fall asleep since I was 5 y/o), “the Lord’s prayer that contains a very troubling part for me, that’s where it says “forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us”.

Truth is that I really find it impossible to forgive the man who by living and sleeping – for way too long - with my Queen, made me ferocious.

· Lastly, people keep wondering about Mary Magdalene who supposedly escaped to somewhere in France, pregnant with Jesus’s son….. I mean for sure Jesus had sex with many very willing women who had their kids too, but who’s to say that if Jesus ever had a baby that would be the Jesus #2? If that was really the case, we’d have already an army of Einstein’s, we’ve been keeping his brain since shortly after his death, so why hasn’t anybody “replicated” any more of that genius (from another planet) and we haven’t an army of Einstein working for our government? DNA extraction isn’t something we just learned; I find it extremely difficult to believe that nobody ever thought about doing it.

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Wednesday, October 31, 2018

ANONYMOUS DONOR

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

TISSUE NANOTRANSFECTION

Sunday, October 28, 2018

EARLIER DEATH FROM TBI

Sunday, October 21, 2018

NEUROINFLAMMATION & NEUROPLASTICITY

Thursday, October 18, 2018

NOTHING EVER HAPPENS BY CHANCE… saint Gianfranco

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

QUANTUM PHYSICS AND REALITY

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

NEUROINFLAMMATION & NEUROPLASTICITY

Saturday, October 06, 2018

SAINT GIANFRANCO’S MAXIMS 2 what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger

SAINT GIANFRANCO’S MAXIMS - 1 nothing ever happens by chance

Monday, October 01, 2018

MY DEAREST & IMMENSELY BELOVED ANGEL

I WANT ANSWERS/EXPLANATIONS

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