Carlo Lingiardi: July 2015

Friday, July 31, 2015

WHAT A JOKE!

The other day I went with my helpful conservator in her wonderful Mercedes to some pain management service locations (2) and this joke started with going first to the wrong location - apparently when someone calls for an appointment it isn't an habit to specify for which location, so we drove to the other place where the joke reached its apex, meaning that some (obviously) courageous member of the pain management team told to us both that I'm not going to be treated by them, because my emailing makes them uncomfortable (ha!)......... as we were leaving the place I said that I feel sorry for them and my conservator asked what I meant saying this, I don't think I said anything in response, but - as the afterlife true expert as I've become - I can now explain here in some detail what I meant.

In fact as we die we receive the so called "Universal Intelligence" also called (by Iacopo) cumulative intelligence that while we see our entire lives like in a documentary allows to us to pinpoint every single mistake done while living, especially the ones that affected negatively others (hurt or even kill) and from there I connected a number of posts I had published in my blog, like these:

http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2014/12/immortality-of-our-souls.html

http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/06/reason-why-living-is-very-important.html

that had me think - on one side - to the (too) many people I had (literally) begged to at least try the Enbrel for pain and (much worse) to the one who made the patent who's been making money by truckloads and hasn't thought that by sharing his "accidental" discovery with the rest of the world (i. e. FDA) could become like Madam Curie for having found the ultimate and simple solution to what I've been calling the epidemic of the second millennium

I believe that too many would be the ones to spend their eternity regretting what not done to help people like me in a time of cruel financial crisis as we have all been for too long of a time and I only wish that our next president (my vote will go for J. Biden) will take care of the opportunistic obstacles to bring peace and wealth to the greatest country in this world!
In thinking about opportunism my (injured) mind cannot jump to the Oxnard guy who'll be forever in his own hell because afraid of both say anything different from what others had assessed of me years earlier and tell to the court to have changed his mind about the assessment he had written of me lastly.

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

LOVE IS ONLY HUMAN AND MOST POWERFUL IN THE UNIVERSE

My sweetest and more than my life beloved Michele has been telling me - over and over - that I love just because my brain is injured and this has made me make some simple research on it, in fact since mankind could leave memories that can be seen and understood (i.e. art, paintings, sculptures) love has been portrayed as something coming from the heart, not the brain and since my heart is very strong and never was injured I wondered if maybe her irrational fear of me made her confuse the heart with the brain ☺ Given that I did find billions of websites on this subject I post here - as I always do - few links to websites with one Youtube video that I found both funny and interesting (funny first though!)

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

CHI NON E' CON ME, E' CONTRO DI ME

My own dad - Saint Gianfranco - always said this (in English: who isn't with me, is against me) and this is exactly my new philosophy of life and I post it here simply because I know that my two treasures come here to read what I say (and support with both links and videos) that's become my only way to teach what I think it to be important for their becoming adults (even without the presence of their real dad).

Therefore - as I said here already - whomever isn't helping me in some way (i.e. emailing) is objectively against me and, everybody knows that being against me has never been too healthy both while living and after death (your own soul will realize your mistakes done while living and - without any intervention from any God - you'll spend your eternity regretting not having done what you easily could.

Rather than putting here the entire Youtube video, I simply post the link to 2 Youtube videos that are too long for me to post and are about the Lazarus phenomenon, now intensely researched worldwide seemingly because it's been reported identical no matter the religion, area in the world or cultural background of the one who goes through it (NDE).

Saturday, July 25, 2015

MATH ABOUT BELIEVING IN GOD

When I lived in Ventura, I had a very nice and patient (with me) caregiver, who doesn't exchange emails with me anymore - for her own reasons - we used to often talk about her passion to go to Mass every morning at 4 am, she's been doing so for 10+ years and I called her - besides sista - a catholic extremist because we had plenty long discussions about God, its existence and other religions, actually my brother in law told me once that her own strength of mind is very close to mine and for this reason I'm better off without her help.

Truth is that - much like myself - she's the sole bread-provider in her whole (large) family and thanks to my ability to stimulate self-confidence by example she's incorporated her desire to help unfortunate ones like me, while bringing out the word of Jesus.
I guess that I used to express my rage about my (too) many losses by sounding like I didn't feel God's care and protection for me and she mentioned plus encouraged my learning and understanding of what a French philosopher of the 17th century had expressed in an almost arithmetical way of reasoning:

God exists = +1

God doesn't exist = -1

I live as believer = +1

I live as NON- believer = -1

Someone lives as believer and God does exist = +2

Someone lives as NON- believer and God exists = 0

Someone lives as believer and God doesn't exist = 0

Someone lives as NON-believer and God doesn't exist = -2

It's clear that to score +2, is best while -2 is worst, while scoring 0 means nothing, I'm personally convinced that the zeroes mean that your soul will be Idling (or eternal suspension in nothing, that to me is true eternal hell).

What I find funny is that when I tried to explain to my good philosopher atheist friend Iacopo, he immediately got back to me with this reply:

I answer to you Carlo with another problem.

Suppose you have a thousand EU, and no more than that.

Then I come and say to you: "If you give me your thousand EU, in a year I come back and I'll return you a million."

You could reply: "But how can I trust that you will return in a year?"

I could say:

If you trust me and I never come back, you lose a thousand EU.
If you trust me and I come back, you gain 999,000 EU.
If you don't trust me and I disappear , you earn the thousand EU that you do not lose.
If you don't trust me and I come back, you lose 999,000 EU that you would have earned.

Since there are only these 4 options, your distrust makes you risk losing 999,000 EU, but if you trust me you have the chance to win. It's true that if you are wrong you risk losing a thousand EU, but if I'll promise you a million, therefore you should at least try! or not?

Would you trust me? Would you give me a thousand EU? Even if you don't know me at all? Because this is the situation with religion.

In the end, nobody ever speaks directly with God, but with other men who try to convince you to act like them, you suggest "because it's the will of God." Sometimes you can agree, for example, to feed the hungry and help those who are ill, but sometimes you really cannot, like when you push yourself to the holy war, or only to endure the injustices done by bullies because, according to them, we shouldn't judge others (especially the powerful) but just in the case we think that God will punish them. Because in the end that's why we are forced a religion. "Be good and bear". Bullying and injustice of whoever is talking? so? Is it the same as believing in "their" God?

I think that even if God existed, it shouldn't care if someone believes or doesn't believe in him, what counts is to behave as the inner conscience suggests, trying to leave the world a little better than how it was found. And this goes for everyone, believer or not.
I just want to say that what Iacopo says here in the end finds me in total agreement because - even if God doesn't exist - it's very important not to ever hurt someone else and leave our world a little better after having lived an entire (short or long) life.

Sunday, July 19, 2015

DEAD SEA SCROLLS

What gives very big joy to me is that with the discovery of these scrolls it's been possible to confirm the accuracy (95%) of what we can read today in the Bible(old testament) that's been transcribed for centuries by monks in monasteries who worked on these transcriptions on a 24/7 basis generation after generation.

I cannot hide my pride if I don't say that my son Brent (a post is coming on the B. people in my life) took home a bible to read and learned to say by heart the famous psalm "the Lord is my shepherd" to which I can only comment that I wish I could be his shepherd - like any father is for his children - but this is going to soon be corrected. People like his mother who don't take the bible seriously are going to experience what my sista (one of the B. I'll be posting about) used to say as comment when we were talking about my friend Iacopo. All I say is that - even if I'll pass over after her - I'll be the one (as soul) who will move her from her chosen nothingness - or idling state - into heaven with me forever.

Saturday, July 18, 2015

DARWINISM vs. CREATIONISTM

I'm hoping that my readers know very well that I'm a strong creationist and that it concerns me that my spouse is a Darwinist (or believes that we evolved from monkeys in Africa) Without spending too much time in proving that we humans were indeed created in the Cambrian period that Darwin himself couldn't explain in his time (but remanded to further fossil research) I'm just "short-cutting" by posting below links and Youtubes that in my mind (even if injured) clearly demonstrate that we didn't evolve from some African monkey at all, it was the decision of our creator (Jehovah) that had us appear here on earth among all the other mammals (i.e. Neanderthal and further others) as homo sapiens, sapiens.

Enjoy your time reading and watching:

ANDTHIS VIDEO TOO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpo8SdY1JSw

Links

Friday, July 17, 2015

FUNNY

I have to admit that my conservator T. has been doing a very good job to take care of me and my money, it was funny today when I was at my psychologist (found by T.) because I was complaining to have been assessed by the guy in Oxnard as someone in need to control over the way I use my money because the psychologist said that my conservator T. is like having a wife for me and we both smiled because we both know very well where my biggest love is and forever will be, I was actually grateful because he said that he could see how much we still love each other, I therefore told him that I've been doing the exercises he advised to do to me when I'm not seeing him, in fact I said that, after having thought very much of a possible reason why Michele doesn't want me around anymore is because she's afraid by my refusal to give up on my (full) recovery, so we spoke about fear being something that has been a potent driving force in humanity since the beginning, we can act irrationally because of fear and do the stupidest thing for fear, so this psychologist gave me the good advise to be supportive, understanding and be patient (oh my!) that with time she'll get over her fear.

This made me think too to an Italian saying "al cuor non si comanda" or literally "the heart cannot be controlled" that implies that love isn't in the brain, but in the heart and since my heart is perfect she cannot say that I still love her only because my brain is injured☺

Then we spoke about my being truly offended not to have enough spending money each month and he understands that I'm the type of person who has plenty intellectual interests, besides the need to implement my Villa nutrition (I'm not 99 y/o yet....).

Finally we discussed a bit my other reason I have to be offended that has only to do with the assessment of that "Oxnard doctor" who surely isn't stupid and by now he must have realized that his fear to assess anything different from my several prior psychologists can only send him to eternal hell, given that the research on afterlife is very much driven by psychologists, he shouldn't have any concern to tell to the court that condemned me to conservatorship that he's changed his mind, I mean what could ever be worse than spend eternity regretting something that negatively affected someone else?

Well, in the meanwhile I'm going to find a free spirited psychologist not afraid to assess me as the man I really am.

Thursday, July 16, 2015

DIY

Saint Gianfranco - my dad -always said "chi fa da se, fa per tre" or "aiutati che Dio ti aiuta" and on this subject I put here below few links to demonstrate that neither my dad was crazy, nor that my injured brain remember incorrectly, in fact these sayings exist in English language too since ages.

And this is what my never-requested challenge is having me learn (maybe too well) in fact I'm learning that I shouldn't hope in either my own real sister, my ex-wife or my sista to lend me a hand in this time or real need for support AND help, I should just put my own mental strengths into the reach to freedom as I was born to be, does anyone thinks that the early Christians expected Jesus or God to let them walk out alive of the stadium filled of lions 2K years ago in Rome? Surely they didn't, they were sure to go straight to heaven and while I'm somewhat confident that I'll be there in eternity eventually, I'm here (in the stadium with lions and tigers) because it's the choice I made myself, even if clearly forewarned that it would have surely been painful. All I add to this is: "bring it on" I've developed resistance to physical pain that In a scale 0 to 10 a 30 feels like a 0 to me.

Monday, July 13, 2015

TOO MANY OTHER GOOD BLOGSPOTS

Rather than making too long of a list of Blog Spot's I like on the right column, I put their links here:

http://istobinickmethodethical.blogspot.com/

http://unclesamscabin.blogspot.com/2006/09/treating-autism-as-traumatic-brain.html

http://depression-off.blogspot.com/2013/06/traumatic-brain-injury-treatment_8.html

http://articlesofhealth.blogspot.com/2008/01/reversal-of-alzheimers-and-parkinsons.html

http://shamvswham.blogspot.com/2008/01/sham-unethical-medical-press-releases.html

http://tushnet.blogspot.com/2015/03/commercial-advertising-or-promotion.html

http://neurocritic.blogspot.com/2008/01/miracle-cure-for-alzheimers-disease.html

Then I must add that I wish I had earned my Ph. D. in Medicine, rather than in economics, simply because by now I could have surely tried the perispinal Enbrel for my recovery from TBI, I do however need to report here what the very important psychologist dr. S. of UCLA stated in writing after having assessed me for about 2 hours: "Therefore I would recommend that if nothing other than psychological purposes, he be indulged in his wish to receive perispinal Enbrel. That is, if he's given a trial period of monitored independence , his investment of a few thousand dollars (if necessary) in one or two injections of Etanercept should not be interpreted, by itself, as reason to impose "conservatorship".

I therefore feel to be obliged to say again that all I ever asked was to just be allowed to "try" this still "off-label" treatment that's still being offered since 2003 but I admit that given that neither the Pope who resigned due to Alzheimer nor the F1 pilot with brain injury never were offered it, it must have been right to have someone looking over my way of spending my money and make me live like some penniless beggar, I take this opportunity to thank both my sister Anna and the mother of my treasures, Michele.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION

Of all the questions that my injured and illogic brain (according to EL) keeps putting at the forefront of my thoughts is the reason that may explain why my eternally beloved Michele (ex-wife and mother of our treasures) may have, to want to live without my support, wealth, protection and loving care.

In talking with her mother (a monster, according to Michele) I learned that this is yet another case where genetics are the very reason for Michele's refusal to be with me again (I'll add another reason later), in fact Michele is just like her father who took advantage of taking care of his 3 children because abandoned by the woman he had married (Donna), who left him forever when she realized what type of loser that man was (all life long) I'm guessing therefore that Michele is taking loving care of our treasures because they both guarantee to her a sure income, at least until they turn to the age of 18.

To this I add that Michele shows to have received from me little of my Italian Lingiardi genes.This is the question that I've kept asking to her but none of her answers were able to make any sense to me (and my injured mind......), however last time I went to my new very good psychologist with Michele, she mentioned a common effect of TBI victims that - given the agreeing reaction of the doctor - made me think that she may truly know and understand what has been making her choose her unsupported independence (solitude) to me (with all the other benefits).

It's very clear to me that since her eternally damned lover B. didn't marry her, she kicked him out of her life forever, from this comes my important (and tragic) question, why do you prefer to work 3 jobs rather than taking me back with all I have to offer to you AND to our treasures?

Guilty conscience is what I want to add, I cannot believe that she still thinks that loaning her body in exchange for some grocery shopping feels to be something right to do for you, Michele.

The psychologist mentioned in fact that the vast majority of his clients see him as a result of the internal conflicts and shocks from divorce and being cheated by their spouses.

Saturday, July 11, 2015

IMPORTANCE OF GRAVITY

This gravity law is truly universal because it applies to the pencil that drops from the table as well as it's what determines the position of our planet earth in reference to the sun, where our moon is, where the solar system is inside the milky way galaxy and also affects how the entire galaxies affect each other, while expanding away from each other.

I really cannot think of a better example of the existence of God, however what I want to say here is that our lives (past, present and future) are affected by the gravity law, in fact I'm convinced that the big minus of my own life is going to be balanced by the big pluses of my children's lives, and when I think of it in this way I immediately stop to think that I'm a victim, aside from the fact that I can easily imagine where the souls of those nameless who have been hurting me are going to be forever.

I find it interesting that while for me the universal gravity law is a very simple way to prove the existence of a creator (Jehovah), the Vatican went after those who first discovered it and then worked on it - to better understand it - like they were heretics, trying to prove that the pillars used by the Catholics to support their faith weren't substantial or strong enough. I put few links to consistent websites and a good Youtube video as usual but I ask to my readers (including my treasures) to talk to my beloved Michele (mother of my treasures) about what I say here, because I know that she never reads anything I put in my blog.

Friday, July 10, 2015

ABOUT LOVE

All I can say is that I had created a folder for my posts in Word doc files that I see now it contains 734 files, but my blog here has few more than 400 posts, therefore I'm going to re-post some of those writings made since 2008 that - even if not really contemporary - express ideas of permanent value, just like this one:

Very much has been written about the feeling of love in humans and I truly cannot (according to Erik) add anything intelligent to this complex concept.

What I want to simply express is that love is a feeling uniquely human, if we see any animal taking care of the newborns or mate to have them, it’s just because their instincts somehow “force” them to do so.

As much as we descend from African monkeys (according to Darwin and Michele) we have the capacity of love feelings that make us act accordingly that’s uniquely human, therefore our mating and taking care of our newborns isn’t something coming from the “genes programming” like in any animal, but it’s truly something that resides in the human brain (not in the heart- as commonly thought) in addition us humans do have the soul, another major difference from animals, this brings me to say what I consider to be important, or that when we die our souls continue to exist with all of our memories and go “somewhere” depending in what you believe in.

Us Catholics have embraced what the immortal poet Dante Alighieri described in his Comedy, that given that it was a “collection of popular beliefs on the streets” in his times (about 1.200 -1.300 years) might just be a poetic fantasy.

What’s true however is that our souls end up somewhere after our bodies cease to function and there remain in eternity and – aside what the Comedy tells – if some person has caused to another to suffer or die eternity in what’s been called hell is sure.

So why would anyone trade few decades of success, importance and wealth here when it’s compared to the eternity of hell?

I just want to mention a couple of facts consistent with this post, or that the 17^th century French mathematician Pascal Wager stated that “it’s better (more convenient) to believe that a God exists, rather than not” and what Pope Francis recently stated or that even atheists have access to heaven, as long as they never hurt anyone else, here too I could write an entire new post in reference to what several people have caused to me to be hurt and humiliated, but not here.

Thursday, July 09, 2015

CLARIFICATIONS

Yet here is another post I wrote in 2011 and - for some reason I cannot think of - I erased it from this blog, but this too is about religious feelings that truly are part of my being almost since I was of very young age and here too I name Pascal Wager who was mentioned to me by my sista Beth, convinced that I had the need to find my Catholic faith again, but I post it again here in hope that one of my two 100% Lingiardi treasures will say something about what I post here to their irreplaceable mother.

I’m sure that you all know how painful it can be to have your children living not too far but never receive their call or show that they think of you and know you live close by, and can’t think it would be fun to spend few hours with their only real dad. My sharing my pain with that of Jesus while on the cross - as I was told by an experienced pastor - means that my room already is His home, I talk with Him many times every day because I receive from Him (and my treasures) the strength to keep living like this.
I consider it amazing that Jesus can send real messages to me using "messengers" or through very normal people I happen to be in company of and I talk with, I actually receive His messages even via phone calls that I can recognize being from Him just because I receive calls from people I don't know, nor I ever met before but who talk to me like we've known each other for ages.
Aside from the fact that I was born in Italy, where the State of the Vatican resides and the Catholicism is almost the ruling party over the (too) many others, I never really considered myself a very religious person, meaning that my going to Sunday Mass never was an obligation of any kind, much like receiving communion and doing confession before it.
I certainly grew up following all of these directions for any accomplished Catholic but I really never paid too much attention to following them, partly because living in the USA it's exceptional for anyone to behave following Catholic practices and very much because I chose as my companion a woman who never received any education in the religious field, in fact she thinks it's all just a big waste of time.
Many of the messages I receive from Jesus are simple for me to understand and report here (like the one about my wonderful daughter soon becoming a troubling issue for her mother), while I cannot really talk about others I received because they specifically name people (my unnameable psychologist, my divorce attorney, one of my caregivers, etc…) who would cause me trouble if I ever did.
The one thing I can confidently say is that since it's been very well known (even by atheists) that our Supreme Creator (God) is always ready to forgive anyone as long as regret is shown and is followed by the repair - at least attempted - of the wrongs done to someone else

I feel it to be my duty with my blog here to suggest to those who have been humiliating, robbing and hurting me to begin at least to repair what they know very well they have done to make me suffer so bad to avoid to their souls to be spending their after-death eternity in what is commonly called Hell.

Like the mathematician Pascal Wager said few centuries ago, "it's better (more convenient) to believe that God exists even if there is no proof one exists".

I offer the advice to my latest psychologist that one important reason why we live our lives here on earth is to show not only that we know how to respect others, but very much also that we can reproduce and bring new lives into existence, so no point in having interests in a side that cannot allow reproduction - even if it can ensure educational and title goals, what's the life of someone who chooses not to multiply while here alive on earth? Such God-given life is truly a complete waste, if in addition you hurt someone else, to me there's no question where your soul will spend its eternity!

I simply want to conclude this post that the only reason why I'm still living is for the immense love I have for my treasures who are worth any pain and anything else I must suffer every day.

Wednesday, July 08, 2015

ABOUT GOD

I had written this post in September 2011 and since I had deleted from here AND my eternal love Michele is a total Darwinist I post it again in hope that by reading it she may decide to follow the smart reasoning of a true scientists named Pascal Wager who many years ago stated that since the reality of God cannot be proven it's safer to believe that God exists rather than ignore this idea. So here you go Michele, look at the sites I linked below, it's going to be good for our children too since they are growing up in the idea that we descend from African monkeys.
I grew up in Italy, the country of the Vatican and growing up I received all the Holy Sacraments so when I got out of the coma I said that I had spoken with Jesus Christ who asked me if I wanted to return living on Earth or cross the death river, I was told that I replied that I had 2 children who I loved so very much that I wanted to continue living, that’s when Jesus warned me that coming back to Earth would have been very painful but I thought that nothing can’t be managed by some Tylenol. I also thought that I must have committed a bad sin and all I could imagine is that I had cheated on my wife, but after having asked to very many women who used to work with me I realized that cheating wasn’t a sin I ever committed, and I later learned that my accident isn’t a godly punishment for something I had done or thought. Since I grew up with the teachings of a protective and caring God I started to think that since my accident wasn’t a punishment for any sin I may have committed, I rejected the idea of a loving and caring God and became an atheist and started a research about religions and faiths. That’s when I discovered Pascal Wager who said something very logical and full of sense, which represents now my faith and belief
1. One does not know whether God exists.
2. Not believing in God is bad for one's eternal soul if God does exist.
3. Believing in God is of no consequence if God does not exist.
4. Therefore it is in one's interest to believe in God."

Monday, July 06, 2015

Sunday, July 05, 2015

ABOUT EXISTENCE OF YEHOVAH, GOD, GRAVITY AND SOME QUESTIONS

I'm hoping that it's very clear now that there's a difference between our creator (Jehovah) and God (ourselves), therefore I'm not going to talk about it now (just go look at posts I made in the past about God or philosophy).

What I want to say here is that the universal force of gravity is possibly the most evident prove that we had a creator (Jehovah) of this and all the other "parallel ones" (from time-travel).

Maybe Quantum mechanics can explain the hidden force that's making all the galaxies in our universe expand, or moving away from each other, but I now think at much more basic questions that have driven nuts plenty researchers, philosophers and scientists for several centuries (to say the least) and I list here these questions in no particular order:

· our universe has been scientifically proven to have begun with the "Big Bang" but what existed before it, did time and space ever exist before?

· our 5 senses make us appreciate the NOW but are we absolutely sure that we lived a yesterday, or that we are going to live the tomorrow? Is yesterday totally a product of our experiences - based on our 5 senses - and "recorded" in the memory part of our brain?

1. And what if someone's brain is injured and all the recent memories are lost few moments after we live them?

2. And what if - no matter how well we plan our lives - something happens that's beyond our control that changes our well planned tomorrow?

· If our universe had a beginning, will it ever end?

· Will we (people) be able to foresee the "End" coming?

· If we can predict this "end" will we be able to avoid it in any way?

I'm surely not a philosopher nor any kind of scientific researcher and way less someone religious, but I think that since we can now perceive (see and measure) the parallel universes, this means to me (and to my injured brain) that our universe isn't going to end any time soon, we can - in fact - detect parallel universes that are from our future, therefore if an end will truly happen it will be in trillions of years from NOW.

P.S. I'll write a post about this NOW soon because it's packed full of interesting meanings and concepts.

Saturday, July 04, 2015

UNPLANNED

For someone like me who's been planning to various degrees of detail all that ever happened in life, my accident and meeting & agreement with Jesus Christ truly was never planned in any way, or - for that matter - even ever thought, imagined or dreamed.

Regardless of the atrocious pain I've been since my exit from coma, I must agree with what Father Betto (Ventura priest who used to bring communion to me each Sunday) used to often say, or that I'm "blessed" for my survival and NDE experience.

I want to add to this that, no matter the amount of pain and solitude I'm very grateful to be still living simply because I can see my treasures fairly regularly and I do know that as time moves forward I'm going to see way more than I can see them now.

I recently realized that what I can explain here and often predict doesn't come from either the afterlife or even Jesus, it's very simply my superior intelligence that's always been helping me in gaining an understanding about what may happen in a near future, just by using my logic to process and put together few simple facts that by themselves mean nothing, but once put in logical line of importance paint a very clear picture of what's going to happen. In addition to this ability I have there's the clear understanding of the universal law of gravity that states that all needs to be in balance eventually and my biggest obstacle has always been this "eventually" simply because I wasn't born with the ability to be patient in any way, but my accident has certainly made me aware that being patient has its pay off, therefore I'm not too impatient anymore for something that I just know that will surely happen, even if for me it's always late, because when I want something the "yesterday" is my usual time frame.

What I'm trying to say is that while I feel to have lost all I ever loved and cared for in my life due to a totally unplanned accident, I'm not too upset anymore because I learned the answer to the most constant question of mankind, or "what happens when we die?" and what's after death?.

I already sprinkled this blog with the answers to these 2 questions, but I realize that it might be better for my readers if I posted my learning's in one single post.

I can do that BUT....only if sufficiently asked......

Friday, July 03, 2015

TOO MANY 4ths

After having completely forgotten of my single most important rheumatologist visit of yesterday, I can now say that I mix in my head too many dates with the 4th as day, in fact not only July the 4th is a national holiday here for the USA, but I can add also that November 4th is both the anniversary of my first name (onomastico in Italy) from Saint Carlo Borromeo (look at links below) and the anniversary of the day of "victory" in 1918 of my mother country (Italy) over Austria-Hungary. My only "excuse" for having confused the July 4th holiday with the double celebration of November 4th is only because the day of the month expressed by number......of course I cannot manage any money!! This kind of mistakes would have me become someone who must live under the bridge of a freeway and eat out of garbage cans! (as some notorious Ph. D. in fear assessed in writing of me and an even more notorious court decided to take it for good.....from this the saying, garbage in, garbage out).

As the permanently impatient man I've always been (since birth) I'm now both relieved and glad that I simply have to wait until Monday to be restarting my war of will and determination for my freedom and given that Monday is the day that my wonderful son will be back from his "solo camping trip" in North Carolina, I have very good feelings that my determination to win yet this other God-given war is going to be won just like any other I ever fought before, so sit down, relax and watch me win again.

War holiday:

Saint Carlo:

Thursday, July 02, 2015

SOMETHING ABOUT OUR SOUL

As the permanently brain injured repeatedly assessed as someone unable to manage my money with any safety, I'm probably crazy thinking that we all have a soul, that leaves the body here on earth to rot and disintegrate while it goes in what's now named (and very researched) afterlife eternal existence,.

I therefore say here what I learned from both my Saint father and my own NDE, put - as usual - few links to websites, both in support AND against the idea of the existence of the soul, with the consistent Youtube that I normally find and attach to my post. As I always do I beg my readers to either post their comment (as anonymous too) or vote the post by simply clicking on the description (interesting, cool or funny) to give some idea to me about what I think and post here and I thank you very much all the nice and intelligent people who did what I just described.

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Wednesday, July 01, 2015

ON GOD

Since I seem to have already fully convinced few "true atheists" friends with this hypothesis of mine, I now repeat it here, so that others can either refute or accept it, with the understanding of where it comes from (a lonely TBI victim). God is simply just us men, which is quite different from the creator of this and all other universes (that are the simple result of time travel that we'll learn how to do in a nearby future), therefore when you swear God you don't commit blasphemy nor an illegality(even punishable by law in Italy), you just insult yourself, i.e. when you say (in Italian Dio porco) or God pig/god damned, you are just insulting yourself and for this - after you die - you will give to yourself "X" amount of time (don't forget the eternal perspective) to regret what you had said.

I'm in total agreement to what the movie Zeitgeist says of the Vatican, being a true empire (but not of what it says about Jesus, who really existed and there is irrefutable evidence of His existence).

In fact, Jesus said to his followers (friends or disciples) that "his father" was Jehovah in several times of His life (as you can read in the Bible), but to be understood by the Palestinian shepherds and fishermen 2,000 years ago He had to use the same level of expression, to make Himself understood.

I have to smile when I see deeply convinced atheists say that God doesn't surely exist and then they talk about their own creation of children (Hawking) or when researchers talk about their finding of the "God spot" in our brain (only in one single spot?).

However, what truly impresses me now is the B.R.A.I.N. mapping project of our brain that in just the second millennium we recognize that we don't know how it's made, this is actually to me the best proof that our brain - asides it being another organ in our magnificent body - is truly a gift from our creator (Jehovah), that we still cannot utilize to its fullest and when we do - maybe by some accident - we make a miracle (= what science still cannot explain........).

As I saw in a Morgan freeman movie recently, our creator is looking at us like M. Freeman looks at his ants farm while saying that it wouldn't surprise him to see the ants build churches to adore him. Much more to come on this topic......

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