For someone like me who's been planning to various degrees
of detail all that ever happened in life, my accident and meeting &
agreement with Jesus Christ truly was never planned in any way, or - for that
matter - even ever thought, imagined or dreamed.
Regardless of the atrocious pain I've been since my exit
from coma, I must agree with what Father Betto (Ventura priest who used to bring communion to
me each Sunday) used to often say, or that I'm "blessed" for my
survival and NDE experience.
I want to add to this that, no matter the amount of pain and
solitude I'm very grateful to be still living simply because I can see my
treasures fairly regularly and I do know that as time moves forward I'm going
to see way more than I can see them now.
I recently realized that what I can explain here and often
predict doesn't come from either the afterlife or even Jesus, it's very simply
my superior intelligence that's always been helping me in gaining an
understanding about what may happen in a near future, just by using my logic to
process and put together few simple facts that by themselves mean nothing, but
once put in logical line of importance paint a very clear picture of what's
going to happen. In addition to this ability I have there's the clear understanding
of the universal law of gravity that states that all needs to be in balance
eventually and my biggest obstacle has always been this "eventually"
simply because I wasn't born with the ability to be patient in any way, but my
accident has certainly made me aware that being patient has its pay off,
therefore I'm not too impatient anymore for something that I just know that
will surely happen, even if for me it's always late, because when I want
something the "yesterday" is my usual time frame.
What I'm trying to say is that while I feel to have lost all
I ever loved and cared for in my life due to a totally unplanned accident, I'm
not too upset anymore because I learned the answer to the most constant
question of mankind, or "what happens when we die?" and what's after
death?.
I already sprinkled this blog with the answers to these 2
questions, but I realize that it might be better for my readers if I posted my
learning's in one single post.
I can do that BUT....only if sufficiently asked......
- http://www.hawleytroxell.com/2012/06/unpredictable-attendance-requirements-under-the-americans-with-disabilities-act/
- http://crr.bc.edu/working-papers/the-effect-of-unplanned-changes-in-marital-and-disability-status-interrupted-trajectories-and-labor/
- http://todayisawgod.org/dealing-unplanned/#sthash.r72LfiLj.dpbs
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