Carlo Lingiardi: January 2015

Friday, January 30, 2015

LIFE AFTER BETH

I've been thinking to post something about marrying a loser, BUT this is much closer to one I want to talk about in reference to marrying a loser, even a movie was made on this, so enjoy!!

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Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Several hundreds of thousands of years ago the first hominids (Neanderthal?) were living in caves (in southern France) painted (or made graffiti) scenes of people hunting with great success that are now understood as portraying those dead already, being in heaven doing what they liked most, let's forget about what every single religion on earth has been saying (or promising) about what happens after we die (we all do), it now turns out that official science and research seem to have finally figured out what even Neanderthal hominids knew so well that even painted the caves where they lived.

As usual I put here few links to "official websites" that say that science and researchers have figured out what any man who ever lived has known very well and that with the freedom of the free-will has decided to believe in or not. What my injured mind makes me believe and hope is that when we die, we "pass on to another dimension" that's built around our knowledge and living experiences. In my most favorite movie (what dreams may come) the souls that are in heaven never see the creator God and all they see and experience is a reflection of their minds that lived on earth.

Therefore, I'd say that if you believe in nothing, that's what you will experience after you die, same if you believe in heaven that's where you are going to exist in eternity, there's going to be no God judging your life, it's going to be yourself with the newly acquired Universal intelligence that will determine how your afterlife is going to be spent.

I hope to have posted sufficient videos, links and writings to make this concept easily understandable, but then again, it's only you that can decide what you believe, as for me, being a true survivor only because of my love feelings, I'm going to remain here alive, no matter the pain, sure that once the right time will come, I'll go to my own heaven of scuba diving.

Monday, January 26, 2015

MY DUAL NATIONALITY

Since I was born in Brescia, Italy I'm Italian and regardless that I had to renounce my nationality when I naturalized here as American citizen of the USA because this country doesn't want to recognize any other birth country that this one, I'm a dual citizen (American + Italian) for Italy but I'm only American for the USA.

This brings me to say that all we think, have, learn, appreciate since our birth originated in Italy, arts, science, democracy, finances and even religion (catholic) come from the country where I was born 51 years ago, just look at what every important museum in this country has on display, what every theater programs in the show schedule, the materials used to build some important and beautiful buildings in towns in this country and you are going to have just one word in your mind: ITALY!

My today's post could be very long and articulated, but I don't want to bore my readers with too obvious concepts and ideas, suffice for me to say what I just said, what matters most for me is to say that while Italy is the country of origin of very many beautiful artistic and scientific concept it's also the country with the worst possible government, I cannot even remember how many special elections have taken place in my mother country, nor how many presidents and dominant parties have been in power over the last few hundreds of years, even now the current president (the one after the magnate Berlusconi) has resigned and the entire country is in the "guessing mode" that's been its way of functioning almost since the time when the very first government was formed (XVIII century).

I've been posting here too about the other country (or kingdom) located in Italy besides San Marino (unique in this field) that's the Vatican kingdom with its emperor (the pope), its army(the clergy, or the hierarchy of the roman Catholic church ) and its huge wealth (donations plus the many art treasures made and donated from great artists inspired by what the Vatican represents and stands for.

I truly can't tell where my interest and fascination with the history of my country comes from, but I can say with great confidence that there exists very little that I never saw or visited while living in Italy.

I'd say that it was just my luck that my mother was born in Venice and my grandparents (her parents) lived there for their entire lives, so I'd be visiting them in Venice at least once each month until I moved here in 1989, in addition I still have many relatives (cousins and uncles + ants) who live either in Venice downtown or very close to it (Lido).

After I was married with Michele and before we moved to MD we went several times to Venice and I still have pictures of those trips and times.

It's a very important objective of mine to bring my two treasures to Italy, go to historical locations/towns and have them get to know well all their relatives who live in that country, I often tell to them that since I'm their true father, there's a piece of that country in their genes, so once there it will be for them like going back home, in addition they both can speak Italian, with my son surely ahead of his sister in this field, mostly because he remembers having been there when I was in Italy for work meetings, he'd come with me and Michele and they both used to travel around while I was working. Since I own the very upscale residence where my parents lived for many years (and my mother still occupies) my treasures will inherit this great place that's few steps away from the Saint Zeno church, built in the year 1.000, and this is going to give a target to go to and visit for their future vacations.

Of course my sweetest memories of living in Italy are all related to the times when Michele and I were living together and I had just started my work career, in example I have fun memories of her taking courses of Italian language in Bologna with a woman as teacher who would go with her in an Italian bar (cafe) and drink several glasses of wine in the middle of the day, in addition her driving skills with the car I had passed on to her (Fiat Panda) and the almost F1 speeds se would take driving in the hill roads around Bologna, I have friends that still mention their panic in those moments.

In a way I'm proud of being a naturalized USA citizen, but I'm proud to still be Italian too, with all of my culture, experience and knowledge that only being born in Italy and being myself I can have, in fact my own sister, her husband and very many of my friends never accumulated a level of experience and knowledge like mine. Sadly my beautiful Michele too has remained to be the thoroughbred Werney she was born to be, no matter how much I had dreamt to have turned her into an Italian Lingiardi too, her recent behaviors have brought to light her innermost genetics.

However, I don't mind at all that she's kept my last name, it's more clear for my treasures and my hopes to have influenced her in the Lingiardi direction will die with me.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

GREATEST MOVIE FUN!

It just so happens that I found a movie that makes me cry by laughing very hard if I just look at its DVD, so I just post here its trailer and links to rated clips (do NOT watch if you are less than 16 y/o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1MHXYx2820

RATED! very bad:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viayqfXbEuk

ONE MORE......

Friday, January 23, 2015

MOVIE REVIEW AND ON NEUROPSYCHOLOGY/STS

Of the hundreds of movies that my forced abandonment forces me to watch every day, I put here the trailer of the one that I advise NOT to ever watch in fact I cannot even say if it's a comedy, action or even love movie, it just makes you feel sick if you watch it (crazy!) and while watching it, I received an email from an Italian friend of mine - who's an important philosopher (Third hypothesis) who has done something really good for me, sent the Youtube video posted here AND explained to me that the I (self) of his hypothesis is simply the conscience that's part of everyone and has no time nor space limitations, my only doubt is about the reason why he hasn't called it soul but I'm sure that eventually - with his help - I'll figure this out.

This video gave the initiative to me to research a bit about neuropsychology and those who practice what I now call a truly idiotic game and on this I post here below some of the hundreds of websites that are in agreement with what used to be my frustrated sensation that has now turned into confident knowledge. All I can say is - like in the Third hypothesis - enjoy your time to go through this material and don't forget that we all are part of the same conscience (we all have some of Hitler and Jesus Christ within our own mind/conscience/soul) therefore there exists no point nor benefit in killing whomever hurts us, we'd be killing ourselves and get into a negative circle of reincarnations of bad lives.

AND HAVE SOME MORE FUN ENJOYING THESE VIDEOS
sorry Enrico Labia, this is too complex for your logic:

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Dr.+Ken+Hayworth%3A+If+we+can+build+a+brain%2C+what+is+the+future+of+I%3F

Thursday, January 22, 2015

HAVE NO REGRETS TO AVOID ETERNAL HELL

As I'm doing my only activity of each and every day (watching movies) I watched (and purchased) the movie "heaven is for real" of which I put here the Youtube of its really scary and deep moment, it makes me think to what will happen to the women who aborted their developing being (already with their soul) once they will have departed from living earth.

What I find really scary about this movie is that begins with the full screen writing that says that this movie is based on a real story that truly took place somewhere in our country, of course since my abandoned life is both empty of human contacts with people I love and care for and full of time spent in meditation and prayers, I developed the idea that it's always best to live your life at its fullest to never have any regrets for something not done (for any reason), rather than passing over (die) with the conscious knowledge that something could have been done to both avoid or correct something done to hurt anyone else.

This situation clearly indicates where your soul is going to end up in eternity (your own hell), I therefore dare to advise not to refrain yourself from doing or saying anything you feel you should say or do (unless it hurts someone else) especially if you can help somebody.

As I've been saying here it's going to be our own Ui (Universal intelligence) not any God that will determine where our own soul is going to be for eternity, therefore I advise to make sure not to die with any regrets or (worse) sense of guilt, because you are going to know for certain where you are going to be forever!

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

REALITY OF THE CREATOR GOD

I can imagine that for many of my readers, it can be easily dismissed as an effect of TBI or PTSD my repetitive mentioning of God and the Catholic religion, some say that it's in times of need that men appeal to the existence of a "superior entity" or God and since my need to communicate, feel to be listened and paid attention to is very clear, I'm sure that some of you have defined my posts and their reasons already.

However, I beg to differ, not only because when I came out of the 2 months long coma I told to my father that I had made an agreement with Jesus to return to living earth for the immense love I have for my children, regardless that I was warned that it's going to surely be painful.

Actually about this topic I need to give some explanations by bullet points:

My beloved wife Michele had accused me to having said that God doesn't exist, when what I meant to say is that the human brain is so sophisticated and powerful that I said here before that it's just like the "antenna that puts us in contact with God", if you want to know more about what I think of the brain, I invite you to read more posts here. In fact being in contact with God I'm told that:

That Ph. D. in fear (Enrico Labia) will commit suicide by shooting in his mouth with his revolver
His reason for doing this is related to one of his women (mother? - wife? - lover? or?)being gang raped either in the distant past or in the present

The most intelligent scientists, physicists and mathematicians i.e. Leonardo, Einstein, Hawking, etc... all agreed on the strong possibility of the reality of a God who created the universe with all of its laws
For some stupid reason I used to confuse very much Hawking with Dawkins, but I post here two very clear youtubes on what they say, so that I at least will remember their differences. B.T.W. I do agree with much of the reasoning of Dawkins, his weakness is that the very foundation of his logic (=God isn't real)
Hawking says that philosophy is dead, while I say that psychology is defunct too, how can something be studied and used to understand someone else when it comes from an heroin addict, guilty of pedophilia too (Kant)?
I hope not to be a religious racist if I say that of the many Gods there are here on earth, the most real and therefore credible is Jesus Christ, not only for the plenty miracles he did, but very much for what's still existent today 2.000 years after his crucifixion (i.e. Shroud, nails and wood from the cross besides truthful narrations from eye-witnesses). In example even my atheist friend philosopher Iacopo tells me about the real historical existence of Jesus.
As I wrote here before the "what dreams may come" is my favorite movie these days and while I post here a short Youtube about what it's said regarding the reality, I cannot post the Youtubes of 2 other parts in it, or:

the former patient (dead already) who tells to R. Williams that God isn't where they are "He must be in a higher floor"
Robin's wife, who commits suicide for the desperation of having lost her children is in her own hell, but is "saved" by Robin's love, or the movie says that love is the most unique and powerful feeling we humans have.

I know that I'm very critical with the Vatican, what it did and it represents today, but it being a kingdom based on the use of our brain and its focus, it remains something that can never be undervalued or disappear. Please read also my post on praying done on December 11th last year, it clearly explains the importance of focusing our omnipotent mind by praying.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

THE BRAIN CAN HEAL ITSELF

http://www.ted.com/talks/siddharthan_chandran_can_the_damaged_brain_repair_itself/transcript?language=en

Since I was very young my own body has been able to overcome pretty serious injuries all over my body and with this post I want to let my readers know that given that the brain sure is an organ of our body (maybe Enrico Labia should learn this) both my TBI outcome surprised pretty much all the neurologists looking over me and my physical recovery is becoming more evident by the day, in fact this gives even more credibility to the perispinal Enbrel treatment because it simply creates the optimal condition to allow to the injured brain to heal itself, that in my own case it would be very evident ........if only some of you would have let me do it.

Anyway I'm just putting here few links to sites consistent to this matter with my anticipation of the subject of my next post, or on the real existence of God (you'll read).

Thursday, January 15, 2015

TIME TRAVEL

I hope I don't need to say in what time of my life I'd want to go if time-travel was possible already, I just post here below few links to websites on this topic and the video about the famous "grandfather paradox" of time-travel that to my injured mind completely explains the possibility of predetermination.

Something else that's very connected to time travel is the existence of the multiverse, in fact in my (broken) logic and mind when you travel in time you just create a parallel universe where you exist and act like you truly did in your past. Therefore, according to this theory, my travelling back to 2005 few days before my accident (= murder) wouldn't change the fact that I'd be in an accident that gave me TBI, so what would be the point of me doing something so experimental if the grandfather paradox cannot be avoided? You can actually read in one of the links below that some scientists claim to be able to avoid to be under the effects of this paradox.

However, overall this idea of the gravity force being the engine to travel in time gives a very good idea of the incredible genius of Einstein, who figured out that space and time are a unique entity in our universe and that by affecting one, the other is affected too.

Anyway, enjoy the links and the video I publish here, even if it isn't the one I wanted to use, it's published already in my post on the multiverse of November 16th of last year, much more clear in the explanation of this paradox.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

FRUSTRATINGLY AMAZING

I realize that this video is long to watch in its entirety, but since I have less than zero to do all day, I did watch it and I was both mad and offended by it, I'm going to list here the reasons of my being upset for having watched it (in no order of importance):

Cardinal Pell (high ranking officer of the Vatican army) kept repeating that "Jesus was the son of God" when even the deacon who comes where I'm imprisoned says that Jesus is God made as man. I see here an officer being corrected by the lowest ranking of his army (maybe the simple soldier who cleans the kitchens after they are used).

Richard Dawkins proclaiming several times that there's no need for the existence of any God, while using his God-given intelligence and accumulated knowledge through culture increase with study, experimentation and research at very high levels (only because he's wealthy, intelligent and good looking?)

The question I'd have liked to ask to those eminent thinkers (brains) is how they can explain that mankind not only exists (not because evolving from monkeys, dear cardinal!) but even has the brain that nothing nor anybody has both figured out and explained at all, in fact Obama has put very much of our taxpayers money in at least mapping it, in 2015 we still don't even know how it's made!

I hope that my readers here do know well what I think our brain is and what I imagine its potential can be, once we figure out how to manage it at a higher percentage than the current 10% of it (if we are lucky).

Here I must say something that may sound questionable and that's surely in opposition to the Ph. D. in fear that found it easy to ruin my life and that of my family, the brain is an organ of our body, (ask to any neurosurgeon for their opinion) and as such our own body only can repair it when injured (here I'm very much in agreement with that doc.)

What I'm saying (too many words?) is that our brain was given to us humans by God directly and because of this God has been focusing on something else, why wouldn't our desperate prayers result in His direct intervention then? and why so many people die at each and every earthquake, flooding and hurricane? does anyone think that God cannot do this? or that the victims all deserve to die because all sinners? I just finished watching a PBS documentary (my new passion) entitled :Will we become God?" that does make a very good point about our increasing capacities to dominate matter from the atomic level. It's really beautiful and full of information, so you have my advise to watch it.

http://www.spiritscienceandmetaphysics.com/scientific-proof-humans-are-becoming-gods/

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

NOT ALL IS LOST

My solitude is spent for 14 hours a day each day in front of my PC researching the internet for what comes to my illogical mind (as per EL) and I'm glad to post here the clips of the comedian most similar to the Italian Benigni whom I posted few youtubes in my blog in Italian, while I hope to give something to laugh about I remind to everyone that I'm someone in need of support and $ donations $.

this cowbell made history

Monday, January 12, 2015

FUNNY

I'm having great success in my blog in Italian because I posted Youtubes of an Italian comic who tells to the public of the hundreds of names that our language has for the female reproductive organ (vagina and pussy only in English) and that of another Ph. D. whose name is Giuseppe Simone(two first names) who made dozens of videos and I just published the ones where he says that he has a vagina where the asshole normally is located and can sell it for cheap, then I put another one where he says that his cat doesn't catch mice anymore and his chicken don't make eggs because offended not to be as famous as he has become with his videos.

Therefore I have to publish here the video that in Italy would have become the subject of millions of jokes since that time but the here in the USA hasn't ever become any type of amusing topic to joke about.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

FINALLY

After having hoped for several years to find something published in the internet about the great residential facility in Santa Barbara fully dedicated to the functional and cognitive rehab for victims of TBI, within few days I found not only their "official website" but also a nice video in Youtube.

I was living at solutions for several months after having been dismissed by the Cottage hospital and kept going there few hours daily for several months, initially the cost of my full time residence was fully covered by my employer (Deckers) and later I was the one taking care of it - since I hadn't yet been assessed as unable to count to 3/manage my own money.

I do have very good memories of my times there, I have very pleasant memories of my walking trainer, named Laura, who cared very much for what I consider my unique real disability, or the waking, no matter that crazy Ph. d. in fear living in Oxnard had the insolence to assess of me and my logic.

I'm therefore very pleased to dedicate this post to the team of people truly dedicated to help as much as possible the rehabilitation of the victims of the new epidemic of this new millennium and I want to add that even when the Perispinal Enbrel therapy/procedure will receive the FDA approval, Solutions will remain in business for sure, since a TBI doesn't only involve physical and cognitive issues (easily overcome by the PE treatment) but also the re-entry in society, work and family too, meaning that both sides need to be helped and coached for the return to normality by all involved. I'm truly very pleased to be able to make this post and to be a very enthusiastic testimonial of Solutions.

http://solutionsatsantabarbara.com/

Saturday, January 10, 2015

OBJECTIVE TRUTH

It just so happens that I now understand very well the reason why my adored wife Michele says that I was atheist by telling to her that it's all what our brain that can make what we want happen, not God.

I published here before and supported with consistent links that we were given by the God (that atheists don't believe can exist) the organ we named brain, as the antenna receptor to put us in touch with our creator and that can make real miracles happen.

I also kept writing that miracles are just what "official science" still cannot explain (i.e. bending a spoon, or moving small objects with the force of our mind/brain).

Therefore - as always - I post few Youtubes and links to sites in support with what I'm saying to give the freedom to my readers to decide if I'm as unable to count my money - as assessed by Enrico Paese and his friends - or if what I say is well supported by both recent scientific research and millenarian religious faiths.

I also want to say (without upsetting the soldiers of the Vatican kingdom) that:

Jesus was very clear about the law of retaliation ("offer the other cheek when slapped on one") BUT what about the earthquake that took down the defensive walls around Jerusalem during the crucifixion and the Egyptian soldiers who all drowned when the Red Sea closed back again after having opened to let the Jews go through? Did those soldiers had no families?
and what about the fact that in Palestine there hasn't been a day of peace for millennia?
the holocaust?

This makes me want to say also that it's clear the reason why some scientist/thinkers/philosophers say that God has a human intelligence, why would God respond to our prayers for something when we were given the brain with its almost limitless powers?

And what would be the reason for earthquakes, eruptions and tornadoes to be stopped by our creator, are the victims all sinners and deserve to die?

All I can say again is to know that once we pass over (= die) our soul acquires Universal Intelligence and is able to pinpoint the wrongs done to others while living that IF not corrected before death will place your soul in the eternal solitude and emptiness of hell. But then, again, it's your own free-will that will allow to take the right decision (or course of actions) ML, AM, TN, EL, etc...

Friday, January 09, 2015

LOVE REPLACEMENT FOUND??

On 11/27/14 I made a post titled "love by replacement" in which I had explained that since Michele is the mother of our treasures, my love for her is irreplaceable.

Well now I must admit that I found her perfect replacement, in fact I've fallen in crazy love with the actress Kate Hudson, I think that I have every movie she has been in and I've been reading about her life and partnerships like I'm reading one of my preferred books (science fiction by Asimov) I have to say that I enjoy dreaming about our meeting and lives together, across the Atlantic with all of our children together, the parties with actors and famous and important people.

I'm convinced that - given my increase in wealth - my guardian would be even more difficult to get rid of, but since I'll be free and wealthy enough to receive the perispinal Enbrel treatment by any MD on earth (haven't you figured it out Edward that wealth doesn't count in afterlife and it's much more important to be recognized as the one MD who discovered a simple and inexpensive therapy to help the brain repair itself once injured?).

In very short I've been dreaming to be accepted by Kate as her constant Italian companion for life, even if I'm prisoner of a wheelchair (thanks to universal ignorance and fear of shadows) I do have much knowledge and fun life stories to keep Kate happy and entertained for many years to come.

I can only conclude his post by saying that this idea isn't mine, it comes directly from Michele, she tried to do exactly the same with my own former MD, named B. (not to waste too much breath, he isn't even worth that).

Thursday, January 08, 2015

MY NEW ADDICTION

If I cannot watch this movie once each week (at least) my complete desperation for having been abandoned by women I either used to love with passion (Michele Lingiardi) or for having family ties (real sister Anna Mai) or very deep friendship (sista Beth) would really become like a slope downhill to suicide.

However very luckily I'm able to find and purchase in DVD format movies that really make all my pains for abandonment ad physical (neurologic) fully disappear, in a way it's just like when I think of my 2 treasures, who are the true reason why I chose to survive my accident, no matter the pain.

I put here few Youtubes about one movie that has completely addicted me to keep watching it, but this is just one of about a dozen, that I might post here too if and when I'll find their Youtubes. Enjoy and be careful to becoming addicted like I have been maybe for too long!

DEDICATED TO BETH

Wednesday, January 07, 2015

OUR LINGIARDI FAMILY

I wrote few times about my dad in this blog in the past and I even put links to the organs that my (+my treasures) used to build for many decades in Pavia (North-east of Italy), I also made mention to my great grandfather who developed a cancer in his mouth because he used to tune the organ canes, made of lead with his mouth, but since he was convinced that by doing so he was giving to the whole instrument the "human voice/tone" he never stopped to do this until he died.

What I want to do with this post here is to teach to both my treasures what kind of genetic heritage I transmitted to them, all their ancestors did have a life of eminence in all they ever did and when they did die, they all finished to live in very important and influential positions that still today are both admired and respected (instead of another father who smoked himself to death ).

Even if most of the website about the Lingiardi and the organs they built and put in many Catholic churches in the North-east of Italy are in Italian, I was able to find few in your mother tongue, English, I also found - to my own surprise - Youtubes where organists play on true Lingiardi Organs.

Putting aside that I hope that this post will make you proud, I'm hoping to strengthen our relationship and clarify my reason to refer to you both as "my treasures", what you have in your genes and blood is unique and I need you to believe me when I tell you that next summer we'll go in Italy all together during your school summer break, so that while Brent's spoken Italian will become very fluent and my angel too will overcome her shyness for being so very much smarter and talented than her friends.

Monday, January 05, 2015

THE PANTHEON: TEMPLE OF ROMAN GODS

When I was a teenager I was spending weeks in Rome (capital of Italy) either right before or right after the summer vacations of August (entire month) in the island of Ponza and while in Rome I remember going to play with my friends in front of the Pantheon, I believe that already at that age I knew that the souls of the very important people buried inside the Pantheon (kings and generals) were both watching us and transferring little of their knowledge and experience to us teenagers playing very close to them, otherwise there wouldn't exist any other explanation for the way my character developed.

Anyway, my post of today is to give a glimpse of one of the most important buildings of ancient Rome still standing (like the coliseum) if any of my readers would ever have the opportunity to go to Italy and in Rome, I say that this is a "must see" place to go to, not only for its phenomenal architecture but very much for the people buried in it, who I believe are all integral part of the history and development of humanity as we live it today.

All I can add is to enjoy both the video and the links about this incredible piece of true history that made our world the way we see it today!

Sunday, January 04, 2015

CONNECTIONS

I have to say that having been assessed by a Ph. D. in fear to say anything already assessed by other neuropsy. in the past, has created the opportunity to live in a nice and safe place (Villa S.B.) and given enough time to me to explore and study subjects that I don't think I may ever had time to focus on, but since I'm now completely alone - because abandoned by my dearly beloved Michele Lingiardi (loving mother of my 2 treasures) and my real sister + sista B. - I'm able - thanks to my superb internet connection and my "monster desktop" - to research and study things that may have interested me as an article in some magazine before, but that I don't believe that I could spend any time on.

As my research focuses increasingly on the quantum theories (especially mathematic) I "stumbled" upon the idea that our lives are all connected in some way and since this is consistent to the Ui (Universal intelligence) I've become fascinated with this topic and I post both a Youtube and few links, to give the idea of what this is all about:

AND WATCH THIS TOO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=CV7xSRywh54

Saturday, January 03, 2015

I MUST EXPLAIN

I'm surprised to have received many emails that ask questions about some statements in my latest post (and previous ones too).

Therefore, rather than reply to each and every one individually I address most of the question with this post here, in hope to satisfy the curiosity and wonderings of most of my readers and in order to make this easier I'm going to list my explanations by topic and bullet point:

the soul of the mother of my treasures - Michele Lingiardi - having to expiate her abandonment and unrespectable behavior in my (and her own) regards during her afterlife hopefully will be just like the suicidal wife of Robin William's character in the movie, his huge love for her will bring her soul to salvation, or to heaven with their children. Same for us, due to our inextinguishable love for each other.
the Vatican being a monarchy I'm convinced that given that the Pope is just like a king with abundance of wealth and an army where priest are like simple soldiers, bishops and cardinals are parallel to generals and officers, the parallel with any other kingdom is really exact, with the difference that since this kingdom (or empire) makes a predominant use of mental powers, it has been using its great strength for at least 2K years, or since Jesus told to Saint Peter:" tu es Petrus et super hanc petram aedificabo Ecclesiam meam" the fact that Jesus was God made man, I'm sure that he already knew how many people the Vatican kingdom was going to bring to death, but for the same reason I ask to my readers why is it that the Jews have been so wealthy but died by the millions during WWII at the hand of the Nazis and why is it that Palestine has been at war almost since Jesus died on the cross.
the powers of our brain, I posted here before that my practical death was due to my former employer enraged for my resignation during the most important footwear show in the States (WSA show).

However having been a victim I'm now aware of such phenomenal power, I've been using it to make life impossible to the Ph. D. in fear who mis-assessed me and also to the judge and court that assigned to me that conservator (who is in my focus to have it all bad going on with her and her full life, present and future - unless she re-aligns herself, sooner than later).

I remain amazed by the depth of the screenwriter of this movie and can only warn the disbelievers that all is still open to forgiveness, as long as it's done before death.

Friday, January 02, 2015

THE MULTIVERSE IDEA

Human kind has struggled with the idea of the existence of God for hundreds of thousands of years and most recently both philosophy and science have tried to answer the question that for billions of people across our planet is simply resolved by faith in a God.

Aside from the fact that I made it very clear that I'm a true believer in creationism, or the word used lately to label the anti-Darwinian believers/followers, I post here a PBS video (my new passion) and few links that talk about this idea, that seems to say that science - with the discovery of the multiverse - has determined that a God cannot exist simply because not necessary.

In a certain way these writings completely support what my dearly beloved former wife - Michele - has been sure about since very young, however I just say what my sista B. used to say about non-believers "wait till you die to know what's true and real".

In general my thinking on this remains to be very close to what real geniuses - like Einstein and Hawking - decided to say, or that while philosophy is dead, it's science that can give answers to questions that us humans have had since the beginning of existence or that we and all the universes are the creation of our God, in fact I'm a believer that the number of universes is simply the result of time travel, even if not existent yet.

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