Carlo Lingiardi: March 2014

Friday, March 28, 2014

POWERS OF GENETICS

The science of genetics never stops to surprise me whenever I see its powerful influence on people who act in a fixed and “pre-determined” way as they live normally.

On one side there’s my absolute refusal to accept that in this second millennium human kind still has no idea of what to do (or even try) when the brain get’s injured.

It’s very true however what my last neuropsychologist (who destroyed my life due to his limited ability to understand me) told me last time I saw him, or that we still have no idea on how to “cure” anything at all in our bodies, he explained that when a surgery is done on someone, all that can truly be done is to remove the diseased part of the body and then……hope that the body itself will heal the cuts done to enter the body for the removal, same if a bone get’s broken, all we can do is to immobilize it with a cast and then……hope that the body itself will repair it.

I’m not going to open here my talk about the fact that using the Enbrel is truly just like giving an aspirin to reduce the inflammation in the injured brain that can go on for entire decades after the initial injury, simply because my post here is about the mother of my treasures who has shown the devastating force of her own genetic make up (I’m guessing probably from her mother?) to try as much and as brutally as she possibly can, to consider me as I had died in 2005 in the accident and I’m therefore someone that in Hollywood is often called the “dead man who talks (but DOES NOT walk J

Even after we divorced she still keeps my last name, justifying it by saying that it might confuse our treasures, but I know very well the reason why she’ll never go back to her original last name, or Werney, she used to tell me that it sounds horrible when pronounced, it sounds like saying “worm” so it isn’t that our treasures would get confused if they mother changes her last name.
It’s the mother herself who’ll never accept to take it back.

Looking at her “Werney way” to behave in my regards, I truly wonder if I shouldn’t strip away from her my Lingiardi last name, simply because no real Lingiardi has ever done to another true one (like me) what she’s been doing to me for so long. Well, I guess her soul will end up spending eternity where she herself decides to be (= her free will).

AND AS ALWAYS, SOME MORE FACTS (just 13):

Thursday, March 27, 2014

ON THE DEATH OF CONSUMERISM

When I was a teenager in Italy the USA used to be the dream country to be in, all looked beautiful and the strong consumerism made it the financial super-power of the entire world.

I even remember that as I was studying to earn my Ph.D. in economics, several of my professors at the University in Bologna (the oldest in the world for having been founded around the year 1.000 with medicine and chemistry as main matters to graduate on) used to make examples in their lessons with cases taken straight from the way how companies were running their businesses worldwide in those times, practically the managements of American companies was used to make teaching examples to explain what’s right to do.

However, I see now that the deep love for our consumerism and its way to act on issues or problems of all kinds has seemingly crashed against the wall of our current financial crisis that will be studied for decades going forward in the (futile) attempt to find “the guilty one”.

It’s my deep and firm belief that the “guilty one” is our love for consumerism and the forgetfulness for “higher concepts”, what I’m in fact seeing is that Hollywood and the movie industry in general have embraced this change of paradigm that can truly save our country with its economical superiority and strength.

It’s truly not a case that right in this time movies like God’s not dead and Noah, together with the “religious effort” of our president Obama to bring religion and faith in God back on the front pages of our newspapers that we cannot simply dismiss these contemporary events as meaningless random episodes in our history.

As the man of faith I’ve always been I’m very confident in the sure financial recovery of our country as well as I have very gloomy feelings for half of South Europe, but I best stop now with my forecasting attitude before I may regret what I write.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

NEXT STEPS

I truly hope that my readers figured out that I expressed both my belief in a God creator of the universe and that we were given the exceptional organ we named brain.

It’s a part of the Almighty and with its powers and capacities it can really influence reality, to the point that when what happens and can’t be understood or scientifically explained we usually “call the phenomena event” with the word “miracle”.

What most impresses me is tat drawings or paintings were found in cave walls that humans (or hominids) use to inhabit tens of thousands of years ago that showed that even at that time humans had the understanding of the existence of the soul, that after the end of the functioning of the body (=death) would continue to exist in a much better place (or dimension) that the great poet Dante Alighieri named heaven.

I don’t know what to say that the Catholic religion fully embraced what Dante narrated in his Divine Comedy, both because Dante himself told that his Comedy was just a collection of legends as told in the streets by people at his time (around the 12^th century, or year 1300) and my own imagination of what happens to our souls after they leave their bodies.

In fact my own imagination is that hell truly might exist, but not like the one so well described by Dante, no fire nor devils with forks to give pain to your soul, I more simply imagine a place in the universe where those “damned souls” end up for eternity knowing well of the true existence of heaven where the souls that merit are, that’s best described with the “earthly heaven” word.

Another concept that’s different from my Catholic religion is that God doesn’t decide – based on your entire life – where your soul will remain in eternity, instead it’s you and your last thought before you die that determines what will be of your soul forever.

In a certain way it’s true what some say that right while dying your entire life passes through your mind, so be careful not to have any feelings of guilt for something you did to others that made them suffer and couldn’t understand its reason/purpose.

This actually makes me think to the several (not few, sadly) people who have been taking advantage of my disabled conditions (and my money) in the time when there’s nothing at all I can do in my protection.

I conclude asking to (you know who you are) if what you’ve been doing to strip away from me all I ever did, earned with work and loved in my entire life AND humiliating me worse than if I’m a serial killer, again if this behavior will make you retain the thought to be happy, proud and satisfied of how you conducted your life in the “key moment” of death, that’s going to determine where your souls forever will be!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dante_Alighieri

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

MY OWN “RELIGION THEORY”

First, I hope to have made it very clear that I do believe in the existence of a “superior being” called since many centuries God that was also given several different names, depending by what part of this world and its cultures are considered.

I also want to clarify that I don’t believe just because I might have made an agreement with His son Jesus while in a coma to remain alive, I simply believe because of the plenty rational and scientific proves that have been done about this existence that’s also supported by real facts (as usual see my links below).

However, I’ve developed a somewhat different religious concept from the Catholics way to believe in God that has all to do with the real miracle of us humans having the brain.

It’s existence cannot be explained with Darwinian evolutionary theory at all (it actually makes me laugh that it was believed that we may derive from monkeys in Africa that started to walk upright to see food from further distance but, what about the trees, couldn’t they be used for this same purpose?)

My own theory actually says that the human brain is a direct creation done by God self, we only use a minor percentage of its capacities and when we can somehow use more of it, we have the Einstein, Michelangelo or J.S. Bach of the time, depending on the area chosen to work in.

Part of this theory criticizes the Catholic religion too, in fact how can everything told to shepherds 2,000 years ago still be the basic foundation of what’s being taught to and spoken about by men with culture to people of at least the same level?

I think, in fact to faith as being just like love and everyone knows that “love is blind” meaning that when someone is in love with someone or something else, very little can be done to bring logic into it (i.e. my “crazy” love for Michele).

I conclude this post by simply saying that the God I believe in gave to us our brains that can both make true miracles and get in touch with Him, just like an “antenna receptor” that explains why we say that He’s always present and can influence our reality, no matter what, when it’s ourselves with our brains that by making miracles and connecting with the God creator that do it all.

Hope not to have offended anyone, nor to be accused of being a Calvinistic reformer.

-few interesting links:

Monday, March 24, 2014

A DIFFERENT “I NEED HELP”

While my still beloved former wife Michele always tells me – every time I say, “I love you” – is that it’s an effect of my injured brain, I may reply by saying that the injured parts of my brain (motor cortex and R. occipital lobe) have nothing to do with love, that comes from my heart still in great condition after 40 years of athleticism at the highest levels.

Nevertheless, this doesn’t change the fact that she keeps behaving like I had died in the 2005 accident.

After much thinking, questioning and guessing I believe that I might have finally understood what’s the reason why I’ve been on my own for such along time, that has all to do with my own refusal to accept my disabled condition.

No matter how much research I do and share with PD and TN (you both know who you are) my inability to walk (and therefore to work again) is the main reason why I cannot even think to one day rejoin my family as the loving husband and father I never stopped to be.

Therefore, there’s nothing to be surprised if I’m still desperately looking for a way or someone who can put me back on my feet, even if the repair of the injured brain is still science fiction material.

I therefore have been trying to walk on my own not just to simply get back to work and earn my money, I’ve been doing it only to conquer again the heart and acceptance of my still beautiful (now ex) wife Michele.

I’m just hoping that by saying it in this way PD and TN will better understand the urgency and gravity of my request – always scientifically supported with good attachments – to help me find the way to Walk and Work again as I was born to be able to do.

http://www.tbinrc.com/resources-for-people-with-brain-injury-and-their-families

Revelation: Enbrel injection location=Baxton plexus

Sunday, March 23, 2014

MY NICKNAME

One of my former caregivers – my preferred one actually – who’s a Catholic extremist, used to joke with me – after the priest who used to bring me communion told me that I’d be made a Saint if my survival and following story would have happened few decades ago – about what name of Saint I could have chosen – given that a Saint Carlo exists already – so sometimes I would try to think of a possible name if I ever would be in the position to be sanctified (impossible!) and after watching the movie I posted about yesterday I came up with the idea that my name should be that of Adam, given that the mother of my treasures truly is an Eve, for what she does (and did), her misbelieve in anything having to do with the existence of the soul and God (see my links) and for being a great and caring mother to our treasures.

I’ve done little research on the role of Eve for both Catholics and human kind, because I can’t convince myself that the “all knowing” Almighty could let the woman Eve commit the original sin and while I do understand that it was the way to give to us humans the free will I still cannot understand why it had to be the woman Eve to commit the original sin that put us all on the earth to prove with our lives to be worthy to return to heaven.

It’s very true however that I wouldn’t exchange my “free will” with anything else in the whole world, even if it’s what Satan uses to make bad things happen on earth all the time, think of any war ever done or even any murder ever committed, weren’t they only done only because of the “free will”? Rather than be like a programmed robot, I much prefer the freedom to plan how to strangle to death those I don’t like or hate for what they have done to me (even if I’ll never do it).

What I find striking though is that my sister Anna, my former wife and my conservator happen to be all women, or Eves! Who shall I thank for this??? please give me ideas through comments!

Saturday, March 22, 2014

TRUE MIRACLES!!

Today I went – using my motor-wheelchair – to watch a movie that I strongly recommend to my readers to enjoy in the theaters.

The movie is named “God’s not dead” and it made me realize that I’m truly blessed for having been the receiver of real miracles in my life:

First I made the agreement with God’s son Jesus to remain alive for the love I have for my treasures
Second the injury to my brain is really minimal, in the motor cortex and right occipital lobe, so my intelligence and ability to conceptualize ideas hasn’t changed at all since my pre-accident time, of course my being under full conservatorship is an additional challenge to my happy living as it used to be for more than 40 years, but if anyone thinks at earthly years with the eternity in perspective, it becomes very obvious that 40 years are like the blink of an eye.

I therefore advise all of my readers to invest little time and money to watch this movie that I’m going to try to figure out of a way for me to take my treasures to watch soon.

I hope to have made very clear here that not only I was born in Italy, the Catholic country that hosts the Vatican country and that given that I had received Catholic education since being a toddler I never doubted in the existence of God, not only then I married in an Italian church but as I became adult I saw that also Einstein - the greatest mind ever existed – believed in God (see some of the links I put below).

Very differently from my several atheist friends when I was almost killed by a young criminal while riding my bicycle I lived just a very short time of atheism – mainly explained by the time when my accident happened – but rather than making it the reason of my tragedy, I reacted with the knowledge that God had nothing to do with it and focused all my mind energies in looking for the way to fully recover, because that license-less Wojcik trashed the lives to too many people who God loves dearly without a doubt. What I’m hoping to have made crystal clear here is that I’m going to continue to believe that by reducing the brain inflammation typical after a TBI, the brain is able to repair itself, so I’m not going to stop my hopeful research of who will treat me with Enbrel, like I’m not going to stop trying to get free from conservator given to me only thanks to ignorance and illegality or to figure out the way to make the lives worse than I’m sure they already are to B. – the lover of my wife – the young Wojcik, the ignorant man who put me under conservatorship, have all of my money returned with excuses and do all I can to get back to work to give to my treasures the life they deserve and haven’t had YET.

If you think that I’m just expressing my dreams here, worry not, because the one thing that's more sure than all else is that God is going to put everything in balance for everyone, eventually.

Friday, March 21, 2014

I TRULY WONDER

As I posted here before I’m not an MD, nor I ever had any interest in studying what I now call the “guess-science” where nothing is ever predictable or sure in any way, no matter the case.

In fact my passion has been since very young for mathematics and I earned my graduation at the most historical and demanding “scientific liceo” in Verona, Italy that’s very much about sciences, such as advanced mathematical analysis and chemistry that truly are very predictable and absolutely sure, no doubt at all about the result of what you are looking for or where and when you do the study or exercise, MUCH different from medicine/guess-science where nothing can ever be predicted or can give any type of certainty about.

So now that I learned from the FDA directly that my full recovery with the Enbrel injections/treatment is all in the hands of my MD (guess-professional) because there exists no risk at all to lose the license to continue the guessing activity in which they all believe since it gives the money to pay for their (precious) lives, I’m truly wondering about the way I can discipline my several MD’s who for un-based reasons condemned me to continued disability and my family to life without husband and father for so many years.

I’m actually wondering if the law has contemplated a case like mine, and while I’d love to personally discipline them myself, I know for direct experience that our life here on earth is somewhat limited and is followed by eternity experiencing what should have been done right while alive on earth, so there’s really no point in me seeking revenge of any kind, God almighty will take care of all the wrongs they did to me.

Friday, March 14, 2014

ABOUT JESUS AND CATHOLIC RELIGION

I was born in Italy, therefore never even given the choice to choose what religion to profess, given that Catholic Italy is the country of the Vatican country and it has 2,000 years of history from the crucifixion of Jesus (Ancient Roman empire, by Pontius Pilatus) to today’s Pope (now Francis from Argentina) and I’ve been told that as I came out from my 2 months long coma I said to “have made the deal with Jesus” to remain alive for the immense love I have for my children (NOT their mother, to my complete astonishment).

My awaken (and remembered) story is that I immediately thought that a couple of Tylenol pills would have taken care of any pain and given that I was injured in the still impossible to heal organ of the human body, I did what almost all my friend atheist did, I decided that the “good father God” cannot exist because otherwise I’d never have gotten into such a devastating accident that not only injured me in the one body part impossible to cure, or make it any better, but made me lose the job that I truly loved in the most perfect location of the whole world , for which I had been working since I got married with Michele in 1989, but made me lose also herself with my adored children whom I’ve been calling my treasures here.

So even if my friends who are very convinced and self-confident atheists became so due to some tragedy they had experienced while still very young (i.e. death of their own dads), I remain a Catholic believer and maybe it’s simply because while in the coma I really talked with Jesus, so I think that I may have an advantage over them all.

In this mind-set I went to the nearby theater yesterday to watch the movie titled “the son of God” and I hated it so much they I left well before the end of the movie, and I’m really glad that I didn’t force my treasures to be with me, simply because (no matter what Pope Francis says) it’s the most anti-Catholic movie I’ve ever seen.

For someone like me who knows this story (new testament) well since very young it was like watching very young actors pretending to act in parts they have no feelings nor any knowledge about and I’m very glad I left before the crucifixion part because I’m pretty sure that gallons of blood were used to give the “realistic touch” to the scenes. I conclude now as always saying that I’m very glad not to have forced my treasures to be at the theater with me to watch this movie and even if I got injured (too many) years ago, I still believe in the existence of God who gave to us humans the brain that cannot be explained by any evolutionary theory, simply because it’s an incredibly powerful and complex part of our body that can both make miracles and be in contact with the God creator of the universe.

I said here before that we normally use a very small percentage of the brain capacities, in fact whoever can use even a 1 or 2% more than “normal” either becomes an Einstein or makes miracles (or nothing that science can explain), even Jesus himself I believe was able (or was programmed by His father God) to use His brain at a much higher capacity than what everyday people can do, and on this concept I think that I can explain many of His miracles..

So while my brain injury had certainly damaged (or killed) my motor cortex and right occipital lobe, it's certainly become much stronger in other parts, which makes me mad because “very normal MD’s” are unable to understand my new way of thinking and use my superior (to them) logic and I’m therefore condemned to full conservatorship.

“chi vivrà, vedrà” we say in Italian (who’ll live, will see) and given that I survived an accident that could have killed anyone else, I guess that I’m the one "who’ll see".

and -as always - more of the SAME!

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

AGAIN MORE

What I’d say to be funny is my constant finding of articles (by the hundreds) of the use of perispinal Enbrel for TBI that in my (broken) mind only proves that in the past 14 months I’ve been only correct in what I said and asked for, I ask (again) how much longer the whole world will keep this therapy under the misunderstanding of the 629 people who proved it right and the fear of all my doctors to invest little money now to surely make much more later.

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/10/121031125522.htm

Sunday, March 09, 2014

OK, BUT.......

I must admit that I’ve made very much publicity and given big support to Mr. T. or the dermatologist who claims to have “invented” the Enbrel therapy and has been making huge amounts of money exploiting the desperation of people like me who can’t realize that paying tens of thousands of $$$ to have a “not yet” medical procedure done that’s going against what “normal MD’s” claim to know (=nothing) AND the hugely successful and wealthy Alzheimer medication industry can be considered foolish by the “common grocery shopper” walking on the street.

My unique reason for having talked and believed this much in this “Enbrel therapy” is that I never was given the chance to even try it, after having attempted the HBOT and having wasted about $30,000 to realize that it isn’t something that can repair my brain motor cortex area to the point that I can walk again.

It’s very true however that this same therapy has been used since many months on ALL the soldier who get TBI from concussions given by nearby explosions of IUD, so not only I wasn’t too crazy to invest so much in something that very clearly cannot help my main disability, BUT I did surely benefit from this continuous exposure of my brain to very high ATA oxygen pressures (i.e. 2.5) in the way I reason, use my logic and keep my mental focus all day long.

Before doing so much HBOT I could never be at my (older, lower level) PC doing research and writing memos for more than half an hour at a time, while after such a big exposure to pure medical oxygen, my logic, focus and intelligence raised exponentially even when compared to my pre-accident levels.

This brings me to say that this Enbrel therapy “might be just an “advertising scam” BUT nobody will ever know for sure until I try it on myself, just like I had done with the HBOT.

In addition the cost to try the the Enbrel is a fraction of what I had invested doing the HBOT so I refuse to accept to not being given the opportunity to TRY IT (key word) at least, because all of the “guess-science” specialists did give me reasons to negate this attempt to me, BUT each and every one of them has been proven false using their own “guess-science” reasoning.

I therefore cannot figure out why (in the hell) I haven’t been allowed to invest $2,500 (at most) in trying this, especially thinking that the success of anything in this “guess-science” is always related to how much the patient believes and is convinced of it. Is this too much for your brains to figure out and/or understand?

http://eu.battle.net/d3/en/forum/topic/9887929509

Saturday, March 08, 2014

ABOUT PRAYING

I was born and raised in Italy – the country where the Vatican is – and since I was very young I was raised and educated as Catholic, Jesus Christ is the son of Father God who treats us all as his children and always protects them from the “bad” or evil. So when I got my “dream job” in magnificent Santa Barbara, in the State of California, where my beloved wife was born I thought that I had been able with my hard work and correctness to reach the top of all I ever dreamed to have in my life.

The accident with TBI that had me lose all I had earned to that point, taking away from me also any possibility to re-start a decent life again made me convinced that the “father God” is just a story made up by those who are in power since centuries to keep the populations on earth quiet and focused on the inexistent.

Being told almost every day of the many people who pray for me gave me the concept that if all the mental energies of the ones who pray were to be used to do something constructive in life and reality, maybe something good could come out of all those hours spent in prayers.

My own mother tells me every day that she keeps praying for several hours each day the Monte Berico Virgin Mary, because she had prayed her to ask for me to be born, while she was having natural miscarriages.

So – as for the existence of a God – I thought that even if one really existed indeed, no prayer could ever be answered or the whole world would pray for the end of all wars and disappearance of i.e. cancer from earth, I read once on this subject in a site that explains why praying never results in what is being prayed for.

However everyone prays because they want to thank God and it is important because you are trying to express your feelings and you are in a way trying to block noise out of the way and trying to get peace (meditate)

Why prayer is important varies from religion to religion, but essentially, prayer is seen as talking to God. As God tends to be all-powerful, creator of the world, type being, talking to Him is seen as pretty important. People pray to ask God to forgive them, to praise God, to thank God, etc. For people, it makes them feel more connected spiritually, and often makes them feel more at peace in their every day lives.

So now even after having had all the doubts about the existence of a God and of the irrelevance of spending any time praying to ask for something, I do ask to all of you reading me here to pray for me and the triumph of justice for me, now that two separate neuropsychologists have castrated any access to my money saying that I’m incompetent, as suggested in text-books written decades ago.

I do ask for your prayers because – even if no God answers to any – I believe that the concentration of our minds can really move mountains, as proved by the history of the past 2.0000 years.

God’s existence is real and is proven by the gravity law as much as human justice is affected by them both (G+g), so with the help of your prayers/mind concentration justice will certainly triumph and give lots to think about to those who put their faith in decades-old textbooks that blindfold them in their practice.

Maybe when I write these posts in my blog I give the example of a brain injured who cannot elaborate thoughts or concepts like any normal person, if this is the case I do apologize, but writing and posting my thoughts is probably the best therapy I can do, so since it doesn’t hurt me, neither it can kill me.

SOME LINKS TO TNF-alpha (medical) STUDIES

Here just the first 14 I can show to my readers

1. http://www.nature.com/jcbfm/journal/v27/n11/full/9600487a.html

2. http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0014488698968777

3. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19616519

4. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23100196

5. http://www.intechopen.com/download/get/type/pdfs/id/33530

6. http://jneurovirol.com/o_pdf/8(6)/611-623.pdf

7. http://europepmc.org/abstract/MED/19616519

8. http://online.liebertpub.com/doi/abs/10.1089/107999099313640

9. http://link.springer.com/chapter/10.1007%2F978-3-642-19024-7_78
10. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19027875

11. http://www.enbrel.com/how-ENBREL-works-psoriatic-conditions.jspx?WT.z_co=A&WT.z_in=PSO&WT.z_ch=PDS&WT.z_se=G&WT.srch=1&WT.mc_id=A_PSO_PDS_G&channel=gosea&subchannel=azr
12. http://www.sciencecodex.com/new_hope_for_survivors_of_stroke_and_traumatic_brain_injury-101208
13. http://www.aetna.com/cpb/medical/data/300_399/0315.html
14.http://www.researchgate.net/publication/232705742_Selective_TNF_Inhibition_for_Chronic_Stroke_and_Traumatic_Brain_Injury__An_Observational_Study_Involving_629_Consecutive_Patients_Treated_with_Perispinal_Etanercept

I surely don’t expect you to read them all, but this is just a small sample of results from a Google search when done well,you will figure out why I want to try Enbrel so badly.

Wednesday, March 05, 2014

BOTTOM LINE

I’m told that by emailing my doctors I scare the bejesus out of them, so while I’m just thinking to ask questions related to the reason why I see them or give my thoughts only based on my intuitions based on what I read in websites.

Not only I already lost few I never even met in person, but I was warned by my full conservator to stop threatening them or I’m going to have my PC (=life) taken away.

I’ve been reading again the several emails sent to these people and I absolutely can’t read anything that could be understood as threatening in any way, shape or form.

The only one professional I did threaten in written words is the man who condemned me to be under full conservatorship, and while I do admit to have done this, I emailed to him an apology with my full conservator (my accuser) in copy.

Besides this crazy misunderstanding, I truly wonder how can anyone feel to be threatened by a disabled (half) man condemned to be prisoner of a wheelchair, this truly drives me nuts! What can anyone dream that I could ever be able to do in terms of hurting anybody from sitting on a wheelchair?

Therefore, I’ve come up with my own hypothesis of this fears that I seem to be prompting in my readers’ minds, or that they are very unsure and afraid (?) of what they claim to be unsafe for me (?) about what I ask to them to (medically) perform to me.

Bottom line I guess that given that I truly never threatened anybody but I’m accused of having done it several times it makes no difference if I now say that in the unlikely (for them only) case that I’ve been right all along they will all best keep looking over their shoulders because to keep me disabled and away from my treasures is a crime that they all will be punished for in a very painful, expensive and immediate manner. Good luck to you scaredy cats!!!

AND.....of course

Sunday, March 02, 2014

I’M NO MD

I believe to have explained at length what I believe it to be what I call the “guess-science” here before, so it should not surprise anyone that I am not an MD, even if I have read very many medical documents about the research and potential therapies about the injured brain.

The one thing that I hope it’s more than clear here about my desire to “try” the therapy of perispinal Enbrel is simply that when I was very much into the HBOT I had an assistant who “went to hell and back” to help me satisfy my complete belief that by exposing my brain tissue to pure oxygen (at very high ATA pressures, even) the brain tissue itself would heal its injury, just like the skin does when it’s cut or bruised.

Even if doing “this experiment” was not cheap or without inconveniences of any kind, I’m very grateful to the assistant and to myself for having at least tried it in person and this is the very reason why I keep writing posts on the perispinal Enbrel therapy here, I won’t stop doing it until I will have tested directly on me. Now all I can say is that all those who are fighting me to forbid me to at least have the luxury to try this is to pray and hope that they are absolutely correct, because my continuing to be disabled, without a job and away from my children is going to cost to them more than dearly IF and WHEN something will happen to approve the use of TNF-alpha to reduce the brain inflammation after TBI and give back the plasticity to the injured brain, so that it can rewire itself just like when learning to ride a bike, play the piano or speak a new foreign language, it always happens when you are alive. As I’m saying I’m no MD so I can very easily be very wrong on this, BUT given that I’m not stupid and I can understand what I read, ONLY IF I try it and it fails, I’ll have the incontestable evidence that this therapy doesn’t work to repair the injury in my brain. I also would love to be explained why there are already 3 well known doctors in this country who have been giving this therapy to many patients since several years by charging very much money, and why is it that no FDA nor any medical association in this country nor (dissatisfied?) patients ever did or said anything against these people to discredit what they keep doing with very much profits? and how is it possible that I must go to Australia or Venezuela to receive this treatment (considered standard for TBI)?

1. http://saveyourself.ca/disclaimer.php
2. http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/10/121031125522.htm
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3. http://www.redorbit.com/news/health/1112799774/minocycline-enhances-the-efficacy-of-perispinal-enbrel-in-traumatic-brain/
4. http://www.cxvascular.com/nn-latest-news/neuro-news---latest-news/perispinal-administration-of-etanercept-helps-to-improve-neurological-dysfunction-following-stroke-or-traumatic-brain-injury-

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