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Thursday, June 30, 2016

ABOUT GOD & JESUS



I’ve always been very objective, to the point that I was considered agnostic, however (as the Merriam Webster dictionary defines) now that – during the 2 months long coma – I’ve met with Jesus, I have no reason not to believe in the afterlife, that’s today very much researched by the quantum physics, simply because when we die all the micro electric charges that made both our body function and our brain create ideas, make plans (when awake) or have dreams (when sleeping) are freed from the duties that make us living and go into another dimension – now called afterlife.
One very good friend of mine who was working we me and made the commitment (to himself) to call me every week, recently asked me to better explain my understanding of our creator, that the entire world has been calling God and Jesus called both father and Jehovah as I had posted already here

In my (injured) mind however our God, creator is very simply the gravity (omnipresent) that explains very well too some of the miracles that Jesus did while here on earth (walking on water, wedding at Cana, etc.…..)


I’m hoping that this gives the bases to my hypotheses that the only sin that exists is to hurt someone else that makes our soul gain or lose weight (you can call it power or influence on others in general) which determines how we’ll judge ourselves regarding the way we’ll spend our eternal afterlife (in the hell of regret or in the heaven of satisfaction).
My next post will be about the meaning of my often used term loser, you just need to wait and see…….



  1. https://answersingenesis.org/is-god-real/god-natural-law/
  2.  https://answersingenesis.org/answers/books/taking-back-astronomy/the-universe-confirms-the-bible/
  3. http://findingthefield.com/?page_id=136
  4. http://www.physicsclassroom.com/class/circles/Lesson-3/Newton-s-Law-of-Universal-Gravitation
  5. http://blogs.reuters.com/faithworld/2010/09/02/god-did-not-create-the-universe-gravity-did-says-stephen-hawking/
  6. https://principlephilosophy.wordpress.com/2011/11/17/endowed-by-our-creator/
  7. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_gravitational_theory

Monday, June 27, 2016

ROBIN WILLIAMS


Given that I’ve labelled here the movie “what dreams may come” as my “Bible movie”:

I’m one of the people who refuse to believe that Robin’s death was due to suicide.
In this movie (that I must have watched at least a dozen times) it’s very clear what happens to people who commit suicide, in fact Robin’s wife (in this movie) does commit suicide and ends up in her own hell, or her home destroyed full of disgusting critters, unable to sleep and forever trying to paint (her true love while living). Robin’s soul in fact, searches for her by meeting - and asking for help - the souls of very strange and at times famous (or funny), souls of people who basically have him travel through the afterworld.
For this reason I can’t believe that such an intelligent and well educated man, who acted in a movie that describes so well what afterlife is all about, would consider ending his  life – no matter how depressed he might have been – with suicide.
In my (injured) mind, for someone who took part of such a well done representation of what happens after we die – regardless that someone believes that it might be just the phantasy of the one who wrote the story of this movie may be true - nobody can possibly say how true this movie can be, therefore to  decide to kill himself, means to take the big risk to deny all that this movie is based on (extensive research of all the religions of the world, past and present).
I want to say that this movie is a love story too therefore, this movie, like the plenty others I watch on a daily basis, it shows in a clear way what love truly is and how it’s very often expressed with a tender kiss on the lips. 
The number of Youtubes of actors kissing each other (including the gay kisses J) is about infinite, I can’t tell how much these movies – with their (heterosexual) kisses – make me miss my very beloved (still) wife Michele who remains unable to understand how much better our collective lives can be IF she could forgive herself and “take me back”.



  1.  http://www.nationalenquirer.com/celebrity/robin-williams-murder-bombshell-0/
  2. https://www.theguardian.com/film/2015/nov/03/robin-williams-disintegrating-before-suicide-widow-says
  3. http://popchassid.com/robin-williams-didnt-kill/
  4. http://conspiracy.wikia.com/wiki/Murder_of_Robin_Williams
  5. http://21stcenturywire.com/2014/09/18/the-truth-about-robin-williams-death/
  6. http://www.celebdirtylaundry.com/2015/robin-williams-death-investigation-reopened-shocking-new-evidence-revealed-by-mystery-witness/
  7. https://www.mrconservative.com/2014/08/48353-shocking-new-evidence-robin-williams-did-not-commit-suicide/
  8. http://www.vulture.com/2015/11/robin-williams-wife-depression-didnt-kill-him.html

Sunday, June 26, 2016

MY LONELINESS

I’ve concluded that - as a matter of fact – my being absolutely lonely is real just because I've been abandoned and left to my destiny (by wife, sister and sista) has been making me even stronger than how I used to be. 
Let’s put aside now what a stronger mind means for those who have it and have knowledge of it (or understanding) and can use it, I surely know that - being one who survived death - there’s absolutely nothing left to fear at all while living.
In addition my “trip in the afterworld” where maybe my guide wasn’t really Virgil, like  for Dante, I came out of it with a great knowledge of what happens (or where we go) after we die and with the clear understanding of what's in the Genesis:  “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.”, I’m now firmly convinced – by putting together the still totally unknown capacities of our brain (some say evolved from monkeys....) together with the fact that having the soul, we humans (only) are practically immortal and decide our afterlife destiny on our own, the God all the religions on earth have been referring to, is simply us humans and in addition – as I had stated here before – we now haven't the complete control over all of our brain capacities  but in time we’ll certainly have them, therefore able to do again all that Jesus did when here on earth.
We certainly won’t need to die by crucifixion because there’s no need anymore, but – as Fr. Betto used to tell me almost every Sunday - I'm truly blessed and this challenge of solitude and abandonment is surely giving more strength to me and to my mind/conscience.


  1. http://thelife.com/challenges/the-blessings-of-loneliness
  2. https://ollinmorales.wordpress.com/2011/06/06/loneliness/
  3. http://www.incourage.me/2012/05/the-purpose-of-loneliness.html
  4. http://thoughtcatalog.com/olivia-belle/2013/10/loneliness-was-my-battle-solitude-my-strength/ 

Saturday, June 25, 2016

NEUROPSYCHOLOGICAL TESTING


My furious and bloody disappointment with the assessment done by that loser with a Ph.D. who still practices his science in Oxnard (not for too much longer hopefully) and thought it best (for himself only) to have me live under the powers of some other type of loser who tho had chosen self-condemnation to an eternity in hell, this has made me study this science to the point that while Google searching about this topic, I was “gifted” me with some websites about the limitations of it, I’m not going to say anything else, rather than inviting my (plenty) readers to go to the websites I offer to read after having enjoyed the video above.
  1.  http://www.psychology.org.au/publications/inpsych/universe/
  2. http://www.markedbyteachers.com/university-degree/biological-sciences/what-are-the-advantages-and-limitations-of-a-cognitive-neuropsychology-approach-to-development-disorders.html
  3. http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0887617700000809
  4. http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/02687030544000191
  5. http://study.com/academy/lesson/limitations-of-neuropsychological-assessments.html
  6. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11790904    NIH official



Friday, June 24, 2016

EMOTIONS


This is what comes right after the absolute inability to understand the way our human brain functions (or operates), again we still are in the field of the absolute guessing (much like all else that concerns our body with all of its organs) truth is - however - that humanity has reached a decent level of understanding of what the human brain (truly God-given) can do, in fact from both the video and the usual links to other websites I put below my readers can see (and read) that our progress in this field has been impressive.
Enjoy what someone who must have - according to what several judges decided - someone else (a friggin' conservator) take care of my money and even make medical decisions for my health ( I say that maybe it's all of those people who shall hire a conservator/body guard to enjoy a peaceful going forward in their lives). 
  1. http://www.thebestbrainpossible.com/whats-the-difference-between-feelings-and-emotions/
  2. http://www.brainline.org/content/2008/07/understanding-your-emotions_pageall.html
  3. http://2012books.lardbucket.org/books/beginning-psychology/s07-02-our-brains-control-our-thought.html
  4. http://examinedexistence.com/intuition-gut-feeling-and-the-brain-understanding-our-intuition/
  5. http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/feeling-our-emotions/
  6. https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/fulfillment-any-age/201205/the-complete-guide-understanding-your-emotions
  7. http://science.howstuffworks.com/life/inside-the-mind/human-brain/5-ways-your-brain-influences-your-emotions.htm

Thursday, June 23, 2016

FUNNY!

Last February I published this post:


and I just found this additional video of the same movie




 But as I was browsing Youtube I found several other videos that truly cracked me up such as these:


Making money as women


This makes me think of the way that jackass B. - MD treated my M.W. therefore condemning himself to his own hell of eternal regret.


OK, now just enjoy these Youtubes and take it easy just like I've been doing (surely) for way too long......

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

LUCY


I'm going to start today a cycle about what we now - only in the second millennium - of the human brain and its capacities and in order to do it, I'm going to use a movie (Lucy) that I cannot stop to watch and that I watched already at least 7 times (I'm not done yet) simply because it shows in a beautiful cinematographic way how little we know about "what we have between our two ears" (as per pres. Obama) in fact all we can still only do is to GUESS that - as stated here earlier is what makes medicine science - that's so rejecting to me and to my intelligent logic.
Anyway, I'm going to put below the links to websites that my (injured) logic has chosen the very good lesson given by beloved actor Morgan Freeman about the way our brain has been making choices to ensure our survival -as a species - no matter the environment we had.
  1. http://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/films/reviews/lucy-film-review-scarlett-johansson-will-blow-your-mind-in-luc-bessons-complex-thriller-9684523.html
  2. http://www.metacritic.com/movie/lucy
  3. https://www.theguardian.com/film/2014/aug/24/lucy-film-review-scarlett-johansson-luc-besson-morgan-freeman
  4. http://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/lucy-2014
  5. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2872732/

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

GET HARD


Looks like every other day I publish my movie review and given that the lead actor in this movie is one of my favorites (Will Ferrell) all I can say is to do all you can (really!) to get to watch it with many of your good friends drinking frozen Finnish lemon Vodka.
This movie is about as demented as the “Old school” one – that if you still haven’t watched it you can only be as demented as that very movie – in fact the stupidity starts with its very title, I thought a little to buy it, because I thought that it might be a porn movie (Get hard?!!!) but when I read that Will Ferrell is the main character in it, I immediately thought “nahhh,  impossible for such a below average dude to perform in this type of a movie”, so I bought it……and ho my golly!! If you think that Will had reached his top of dementia in Old School, you’ve got to watch this Get Hard before you can make up your mind, this is the type of movie that I’ll watch at least 35 times before feeling fully satisfied (good thing that time isn’t scarce these days).
Anyway I’m hoping that watching its trailer and going to the sites linked below you’ll get the curiosity (at least) to watch it too, AND never forget that I’ll be happy to keep talking about movies to watch unless you donate me a dime.


  1. http://time.com/3757655/get-hard-movie-review/
  2. https://www.theguardian.com/film/2015/mar/29/get-hard-review-lame-will-ferrell-prison-comedy
  3. http://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/get-hard-2015
  4. http://www.metacritic.com/movie/get-hard
  5. https://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/get_hard/
  6. http://parentpreviews.com/movie-reviews/film-info/get-hard
  7. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Get_Hard 

Monday, June 20, 2016

IT WAS LAZARUS NOT NDE


I was told and I’ve been calling my experience due to my in the accident induced coma a Near Death Experience, commonly shortened as N.D.E. in my infinite browsing the internet however, I just learned that my experience can be best named as Lazarus phenomenon that’s apparently something that 15 millions of Americans have experienced.
So much for feeling special, or unique, it seems that not only Catholics get to meet with Jesus, but it’s a bunch of others who meet with Jesus, no matter what race they are or what religion they follow.
As I had mentioned before, this doesn’t make the Catholic religion “the right one” to follow, it simply reflects that this religion is so widespread that even for people who follow different Gods and religions is common to have notions about Jesus and the Catholic religion.
What I find peculiar however is that even if Jesus and his followers (Catholics) are only 2.000 years old, if you just think of the Egyptians with their god Rah this number can easily be 5 times bigger and if you consider the religions from other parts of the world it’s easy to get numbers 10 times bigger, let’s forget about the fact that Neanderthals painted pictures of friends who had died when hunting 300.000 years ago, still hunting after they had died. Surely their religion can’t be named, known or remembered, but those caves paintings prove that mankind has known for hundreds of thousands of years that there’s an afterlife.
You may want to go to my post about the expression of democracy that my dad used very often, or that “the majority always wins” and this is a case when the majority can’t even be expressed in a number, who may know how many people ever existed/lived since the beginning of times? Talk about majority here…..

Of course you can make an internet search about the topic of afterlife and see the millions of sites that say that afterlife is just something to help to diminish the fear of death, that’s part of human condition (survival of the species) but all of those sites are just like r those that say that the Catholics were used by the Roman empire to keep the people in their empire quiet, docile and less prone to fight their dominators.
As I’ve been saying “the internet contains everything and its opposite, no matter what you are looking for the websites in support of what you are looking for are as many as the ones in complete opposition of it, only experience and knowledge give the ability to pick the right ones to go to and read completely, like the ones I always put at the bottom of all of my posts here.
What I put below is my post about what my dad always said (la maggioranza vince)



and at the very bottom the full movie (double WOW) the Lazarus phenomenon that’s 1h, 40 minutes long, make sure to have at least 100 minutes free to be able to watch it all.


  1. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2121643/
  2. http://www1.cbn.com/700club/ian-mccormack-and-lazarus-phenomenon
  3. https://drmarkgriffiths.wordpress.com/2012/07/12/state-of-the-heart-a-brief-look-at-lazarus-syndrome%E2%80%AC/
  4. http://www.doctorshangout.com/profiles/blogs/dead-man-returns-the-lazarus-phenomenon-a-second-chance
  5. https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2014/11/17/woman-wakes-up-in-morgue-the-lazarus-phenomenon-surfaces-more-than-you-think/ 


Sunday, June 19, 2016

MY BRO DAVE

This is how my former prod. Specialist at Geox believes himself to be like, it’s due the fact that when he was 5 or 6 y/o and was running naked from his bathroom – where he had just taken a bath – to his bedroom – to get dressed – his grandmother told him with a big surprise painted on her face “ho my, you are as big as your granpa” that carved in Dave’s mind the absolute belief that his penis is of monstrous proportions to the point that we all have been referring to it as his monster, I can’t tell the billions of jokes that me and my other bro have been making about Dave’s monster that include horses and plenty other types of animals, he’s now divorced just like me BUT he’s moved in what he calls the “single men’s heaven” and tells us that he had to hire a real policeman to keep in an orderly line the dozens of women who go to his apartment for what they all call “a visit”.
He now is a shoe store owner and manager in the Boston area but he was a prod. specialist at Rockport that had him do several trips to China where he tells us brothers he had “several girlfriends”, in fact our jokes now are about how many Chinese children he must have in that country (NONE of them with such a monster though).
As a matter of fact Dave and his monster act just like any comedy movie I watch almost every day, what makes him funnier it’s that he is a real person whom I know very well.
One of the best jokes however, is the one about the time when he was driving his Mercedes and had an accident “but nothing happened because "I was having an erection which saved me from smashing my face on the steering wheel just like any air-bag could do” how much me and my other brother Pat laugh about this accident is difficult to measure, but I think that I surely could have saved my head if I had an erected "monster" while I was riding my bicycle the day I hit the car with my head……



  1. http://thoughtcatalog.com/wayne-wax/2014/06/having-a-big-penis-is-a-curse/
  2. http://metro.co.uk/2016/05/12/giant-penis-frog-didnt-have-a-giant-penis-after-all-5876183/
  3. http://thoughtcatalog.com/wayne-wax/2014/06/having-a-big-penis-is-a-curse/
  4. http://www.nbcnews.com/id/51469938/ns/health-mens_health/t/science-proves-women-men-bigger-penises/#.V2V7hfkrIdV
  5. http://www.slate.com/articles/health_and_science/science/2013/12/average_penis_size_human_penises_are_huge_compared_to_other_primates.html
  6. http://www.phillymag.com/news/2013/04/11/study-penis-size-matter-women/
  7. http://www.sciencemag.org/news/2015/03/how-big-average-penis
  8. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priapism


Saturday, June 18, 2016

MY PLANS


IF I still won't be running like I used to this is what I'll do at my angel's wedding!
Every single person who knows me for any reason knows very well how my life has always been driven by plans I was making about anything I would think I may wanted either to have or accomplish in life. I must admit that my brain injury has thrown out of the window any and all my plans for the future not only regarding myself but very much too regarding my family here (not the Italian part) in fact not only I decided to throw out of the window the sure presidency of Tecnica USA – in order to come to a warmer and upper scale location of this country AND bring back to the State where my beloved wife was born (another plan) AND be company president immediately (no time to wait for the position to become available) of a very well-known and healthy footwear company under the direction of a great CEO, but I had planned already to give to both my children/treasures the same youth I had when growing up
i.e. a new car to drive for my hero son, the possibility to go to Italy for my fashion designer daughter


and the best and most luxurious living conditions – to which I had gotten used to – for the woman who chose to be at my side and gave me, our unique treasures.
This is truly the example that the saying “easier said than done” did sadly truly applied to me, in fact I believe to have become famous with the people I mentioned above that anything I ever wanted was done at the speed of a lightning, in other words what I used to want was done already before I was even finished saying it. The very sad AND unfair of my condition is that their mother, through behavior and talk has distanced my treasures from me, to the point that even if they are now on school vacation never come to see me in my lonely  high class prison.



  1. http://raisingchildren.net.au/articles/parents_with_physical_disability.html/context/1000
  2. http://sfhelp.org/gwc/abandon.htm

Friday, June 17, 2016

DON JON


I have just one word to describe this movie: stupidity, having said that it’s a XXXX rated movie, not only for my treasures – given the amount of pornography that this movie shows (my two treasures) but for - given the impossible to count the number of times that the actors say when pissed off, or “Jesus f…king Christ!” (ma sista).
On the lovely part however the main actress is the very hot Scarlett Johansson who plays a very interesting part in this movie and asks the question that I consider the pearl in this movie: “do you have to watch porn to jerk off?” the guy/main actor (Joseph Gordon-Levitt) doesn’t reply immediately with a no! (the lie anyone else would use) instead he starts thinking if she’s worth an answer at all, in fact as the movie goes on he tells to his mother that he has no intention to get married and have children, once he tells this to his family, the mother starts screaming saying that it’s her time to become a grandmother, while the father can’t believe what a catch Scarlett must be for his son.
This movie basically addresses the very intrusive role that pornography plays in these days, I mean when I was a teenager at most you could put your hands on a Playboy magazine, now the internet gives the possibility not only to watch full XXX rated movies, but you can also meet “freed women“ online and schedule to meet with them, not to mention what they can show while you can see them and the very “dirty talk” you can exchange any time you want or at any time of the day.
Anyway, aside the fact that this is a movie based on male stupidity, I give it two thumbs up, plus my usual advice to watch it with your good friends and lots of beer to drink.

  1. http://www.metacritic.com/movie/don-jon
  2. http://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/don-jon-2013
  3. https://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/don_jon/
  4. http://www.nytimes.com/2013/09/27/movies/joseph-gordon-levitt-stars-in-don-jon.html?_r=0 



Thursday, June 16, 2016

911 and 911


The other day as I was watching a documentary about the national (if not worldwide) tragedy of 9/11 I realized that the same numbers are the ones of our national emergency number to dial whenever help is needed, this made me wonder if in fact this tragedy had been planned (by that Dick of C.) to coincide to each other, therefore impossible to ever forget.
That eternally damned of Erik could say that this is the effect of my brain being injured, however – as the usual links I put at the bottom – it looks like I’m not the only one who thinks that it’s a simple coincidence, totally unplanned.
In fact, since I’m now very aware of the roles played by “certain” people in the government (only thanks to my former psychologist) and I had the guts to buy a couple of DVD movies in this very good website
http://dvdtruth.com/
That has an entire page of movies about what’s called “the 9/11 lie”, I bought one for curiosity about what might be this lie, but I saw too plenty DVD’s about the Illuminati and the N.W.O. or the New World Order, that from what I could find through a Google search may be the organization that controls all the banks in the world and even appoints the presidents of every democratic 
(NOT dictatorship or monarchy) country that exists.
I’ve spending hours browsing the dozens of movies/documentaries offered that gave me reasons to search some of their subjects, meaning and original source.

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

YOUNG SAINT GIANFRANCO

 My sister Anna, who – according to my after-death hypothesis – will regret for a limited (by our mother) amount of time to have abandoned her older brother, scanned and sent me by email some pictures of my dad when he was young and used to climb the Adamello mountain, I put here a couple of very old pictures that show my dad – as always in his youth – smoking a cigarette while hanging out with friends who climbed with him that challenging mountain of rock.
I sent these pictures to my son - because he truly is my dad’s reincarnation – to see what a stud my dad/his grandpa (nonno) used to be and feel my dad to be still close to him. I love to have these pictures because they are from 1941 when photography was still very new and because they can really give a good idea about where my dad came from, in terms of character and determination (like mine) .
I can still remember the plenty Sundays spent hiking in mountains not far from where we were living and some of the stories he was telling us about those times for him, but what still sticks in my mind is about the time when the Adamello glacier had an exceptional melting due to the global warming and a great number of WWI soldiers surfaced still holding their weapons and wearing the uniforms, my dad looked really shocked and kept saying that he couldn’t count the times he had walked over that natural cemetery.
One of these pictures shows my dad holding two small cannon shells over his head which means that already in his times it must have been easy to find tools of a very bloody war that truly devastated all of Europe.

However, these pictures are really very precious to me not only because I can see my dad when he was young (he was already in his 40ies when I was born), him with his friends and what he loved to do his entire life, but very much too because my hero-son can see my dad a very long time ago close to a mountain that I’m sure he’d love to climb himself. One of the pictures in fact shows with a pen the line followed by my dad when he climbed there. Looking at old pictures is just like watching a documentary that you can make in your head just with what can be seen in the picture and I hope that my dad’s reincarnation is going to have as much joy as I’m having looking to the man who in a very short time was able to influence his character very, very much.



Tuesday, June 14, 2016

BETTER IF DEAD?

There are (sadly) numerous times that I can’t avoid to think that if I had chosen to remain dead, many people and plenty instances might never have presented themselves, my dearly beloved wife Michele would be married already with some “wealthy loser” (like B.having access to much more money than they have now and they would only come to visit me at the cemetery where my coffin might be once or twice a year.
I think in fact that my being still alive is due to my huge selfishness because all I think about all week long is what to say and do when my family comes to visit me on Sunday.
But then my selfishness takes over and I think that – even if always in pain – I can see and hopefully influence both my treasures at the same time, even if not for too long.
In looking around the internet about the problems that TBI gives to family relationship, I can’t tell how many millions of websites that google finds in 0.3 seconds, I certainly fall into the category of spouses having to divorce with TBI as a reason, in addition I’m left to live on my own in a place that’s certainly first class, it’s just that I’m not 95 y/o, like the rest of the residents where I must live.
As I’ve said before I spend my full days watching movies with my PC, that at times I like very much, it’s just that in most of the good movies there’s always a scene when the hero falls in love and tenderly kisses his princess and that’s when my back fills with goosebumps simply because I only have my pillow to hug, certainly not to kiss on the lips nor smell the wonderful skin perfume that makes my Michele unique and that I can still (only) remember.
It’s obvious (I hope) that the answer to the question above is certainly 
NO!!!
Enjoy my informative links now; at least I’m not the only one…….
  1.  http://armyreservistwife.blogspot.com/2010/06/to-spouses-who-are-enduring-hell.html
  2. http://www.brainline.org/content/2009/01/truth-about-divorce-after-traumatic-brain-injury.html
  3. https://karaswanson.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/till-death-us-do-part/
  4. https://patients.aan.com/resources/neurologynow/index.cfm?event=home.showArticle&id=ovid.com%3A%2Fbib%2Fovftdb%2F01222928-201309060-00019



Monday, June 13, 2016

WITH JESUS? NO WAY DUDE!!

In hope to have made it clear that our God creator is the universal force of gravity, I’m hoping to be able to explain clearly that it could only be Jesus Christ (the Palestinian Jew who lived about 2K years ago J) the one I met.
In fact:
·         If you believe that Jesus and God are the same (sadly some still believe that Jesus was the son of God because Jesus kept saying that God was his Father), how miraculous do you think that Jesus could walk on water? Ever imagined that without gravity we all could be walking - if not running - on water?
·         Couldn’t anyone who can use 100% of their brain capacities perform any and all of the miracles that Jesus did? i.e. wedding at Cana (Jesus liked to party with friends, drinking lots of good wine), the raising of Lazarus (in order to avoid infections, people with leprosy were buried still alive in those times).
·         The reason why Jesus came to earth to die by crucifixion in pain was to limit the powers of the human brain (as I had said here before) and given that my former employer (Giuliano) felt such an incredible hatred for me, when I gave my resignations (I was the upcoming president of his fully owned US subsidiary) such hatred had me crash  - while riding my road bicycle – and I hit my head against a car that resulted in TBI, the injury that we haven’t yet figured out how to help our body to heal on its own (excluding one not yet FDA approved therapy about which too many are my posts in this blog ).
·         I guess that my patience is now a big priority; all I can do is hope not to truly die before the FDA approval will become a reality, simply because I’ll be exercising my free-will with the legal suing for very much money all the MD’s (too many to mention now) who refused this treatment to me only for monetary reasons, saying that such treatment can’t be of any help knowing too well that’s been offered for more than a decade in LA by someone who rather than be appointed a Nobel prize prefers to enrich himself (I guess he doesn’t know what’s the value of money once he’s dead….maybe ask  to Bill Gates).


  1. http://www.theblaze.com/stories/2015/01/16/little-boy-who-claimed-he-met-jesus-in-heaven-during-near-death-experience-just-issued-a-major-revelation-that-is-rocking-the-christian-publishing-world/
  2. https://www.dmoz.org/Society/Religion_and_Spirituality/Christianity/Jesus_Christ/Near_Death_Experience_Encounters_With_Jesus/
  3. http://www.courierpress.com/news/former-atheist-to-describe-his-near-death-experience-ep-456467732-325189691.html
  4. http://www.bettybowers.com/neardeath.html
  5. http://www.near-death.com/science/research/jesus.html


Sunday, June 12, 2016

LET ME BETTER DESCRIBE


I’m constantly asked to explain what I mean when I say that it’s our soul that makes the “final judgement” after having reviewed the life lived that’s just ended, some of you actually accused me to say things like any atheist would say and even said that my friendship with the Italian philosopher I. is influencing me very much.
However, I’ve been trying to convince myself that’s been my NDE experience to have put all new ideas in my mind, that surely I wasn’t both thinking about nor I was even interested in, before my practical death.
In fact, even if I was blessed to remain alive, losing my entire family, my job, any control over my money  and the ability to walk (including all of the sports I was excellent in practicing), my beloved piano playing – including the very instrument – simply means to me being like I’m dead.
Regardless that plenty atheists tell me that it’s impossible for me to have met with Jesus, I ask, who/what else could have predicted that my return to living earth was going to be painful?
Forget about the fact that I had thought that to bring pain little aspirin or some Tylenol would surely do the job, what could take care of the pain of losing family, job, money and whatever else I ever worked for my entire life? My joking answer to this question is that little strychnine can truly make any pain forever disappear, but I will forever disappear too and my case is something impossible to do, I’ve died already once…….how many more times do you think I can die?? J
Forget about the fact that I’d be breaking my agreement to remain alive, how could I possibly explain that “living is too painful, so I just decided to give it an end 
NOT ME you can be sure about it!!
Soon I’ll explain the reason why I really met with Jesus, because the explanation is both simple and straightforward.

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grief
  2. http://familydoctor.org/familydoctor/en/prevention-wellness/emotional-wellbeing/mental-health/grieving-facing-illness-death-and-other-losses.html
  3. http://www.helpguide.org/articles/grief-loss/coping-with-grief-and-loss.htm
  4. http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/conditions/coping-loss-bereavement-and-grief
  5. http://www.bradhambrick.com/learning-to-grieve-losses-not-caused-by-death/

Saturday, June 11, 2016

MY BUSINESS TRIP

What I’d love for my two treasures to know (since I know that they often read me here…..and hopefully learn from what I say) is simply that they should consider me not to be at home living with them is just because I’m on a personal business trip that’s about my business to fully recover my brain from its injury, since this business trip is personal, there’s no company that’s picking up my bills, therefore all I spend must come out from my own pockets and since I was forced from some ignorant judges to have as boss first a royal bitch who paid herself $50,000 out of my pockets to prevent me to spend at most $8,000 who’s now being replaced by one of what I’ve been referring to here, a loser who charges me $150/hour out of my own money to do less than nothing for me, his case is actually curious because he believes in the true existence of afterlife but doesn’t seem to understand that by being the conservator of other people who unfortunately are disabled, his soul after his death will  review his entire life and decide to forever regret his choice to make money taken from disabled people like me.
Of course there are some conservatee’s who truly need someone else to take care of their medical and financial decisions, in my particular case however, I’m under conservatorship only because my family – on both sides of the Atlantic ocean – decided it best for themselves to leave me alone.
All I can say is that Jesus was correct in telling me that to survive my accident would have been painful, however I remember well what’s written in the bible, or that God never gives any challenge (my blessing used to say Fr. Betto in Ventura) unless it’s already sure that the challenged one will overcome (or win over) the challenge. In my case I can say that I may be unable to overcome my challenge, however it’s sufficient for me to see and be with my two treasures, (no matter if it’s just for few hours on Sunday) to know to have taken the only right decision (for me) I could take.



  1. http://www.duhaime.org/LegalDictionary/P/PersonalTrip.aspx
  2. http://www.nytimes.com/2016/03/04/fashion/how-to-stay-sane-on-a-business-trip.html?_r=1
  3. http://www.forbes.com/sites/reuvencohen/2012/08/23/does-business-travel-lead-to-divorce-and-alcoholism/#1fa166078b27
  4. http://www.cnn.com/2015/11/03/travel/dark-side-of-business-travel/
  5. https://www.quora.com/What-are-some-business-trip-101-tips-especially-for-first-time-business-travelers
  6. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Business_travel 

Friday, June 10, 2016

AFTERLIFE



Since only my two treasures come here I just want to pretty much tell them what I believe it to be important to know.
It turns out that lately the most advanced research (quantum physics) is telling to us what Jesus and plenty other ancient civilizations have been saying for several thousands of years, or that after we die our existence continues in another dimension, therefore - aside from putting below few links on the subject - I put here the link to my post made on 2/11 that pretty much explains that once many people believe in something it should become much easier to be in agreement and believe in the same thing (=democracy):


I also watched the Gladiator movie (trailer above) that truly talks about the afterlife and since it refers to the ancient Rome giving a strong connection to their belief in what's after we die I immediately thought to the ancient Egyptians who constructed an entire culture about what we do and were we go after we die, forget about the fact that we know of this only because tombs of pharaohs are represented by the very well known pyramids, I find it hard to believe that those who worked in their construction didn't believe that what they were working on was only related to the very wealthy upper classes, in other words, even if no mummified corpses have been found in the areas were the workers  lived, I'm pretty sure that they too knew what was going to happen after their death,anyway let me post below few of the links to websites I found regarding ancient cultures and their belief in afterlife:

  1. http://www.history.co.uk/study-topics/history-of-death/death-in-ancient-civilisations
  2. https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-ancient-Romans-beliefs-on-the-afterlife
  3. http://christicenter.org/2013/02/ancient-aztec-perspective-on-death-and-afterlife/
  4. http://www.crystalinks.com/egyptafterlife.html
  5. http://www.uchinavisa.com/chinese-religions.html
  6. http://www.ancient.eu/article/701/
  7. http://www.theologywebsite.com/history/afterlife.shtml
  8. http://www.history.co.uk/study-topics/history-of-death/death-in-ancient-civilisations
  9. http://death.wikia.com/wiki/Death_in_Ancient_Rome
  10. http://www.novaroma.org/religio_romana/afterlife.html
  11. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Afterlife



Wednesday, June 08, 2016

OPPOSITES

One of my former neurologists (who refused to ever see me again) sent me this page (linked here) recently:



giving support to the very reason why he doesn't want to be my neurologist anymore.
Few minutes after I received his email with this page above I received this other one:


emailed to me by a woman by the name of Coralie who is very involved with the progress of the campaign to have the perispinal Enbrel treatment approved by the FDA in Australia.
What I find greatly interesting is that the bio-expert (and professor at the university in Washington) championing this effort is that the Ian who exchanged with me dozens of emails on this same subject to the point that he practically taught me in detail how to safely perform this procedure, he also explained to me the reason why my former Ventura neighbour didn't have any result from his first (and only) injection from Tobinick (owner of the patent) directly.
I actually made an entire post about this reason in this blog



 where I copied and pasted what he had written to me, of course you don't need to have yet more links in support to what I've been talking about since years, just look art my posts under the label of Enbrel and enjoy these opposites trying to support the Australian campaign with a Paypal donation (like I've done already more than once).