Carlo Lingiardi: September 2015

Monday, September 28, 2015

ALBERT EINSTEIN

Veeery long Youtube

In spite of the fact that the last neuropsychologist (a loser in a town close to Ventura) dared to assess of me as unable to manage (and spend/invest) my money, therefore humiliated by the court in that town to have a conservator, I cannot hide my big astonishment when - while learning about he very new and current Quantum theories - I see that their very foundations, are built on (or derived from) are what Albert Einstein had expressed himself about one century ago. This - in my injured brain and mind - is surely one very good example of a way to become immortal, anybody in this entire world knows very well who Einstein was and has at least heard of his theory of relativity.

Without having to explain this theory I post here very few links that explain the very close relationship of the theories expressed by Einstein and the Quantum ones (mechanical and physical), my (forever injured) mind is unable to know who's going to be the next loser who'll say that I cannot have access to my money BUT that my money shall pay somebody else (totally unknown to me) to decide how to use it (at own profit).

All I can say is that I'm at least glad that we just started to figure out the way our brain it's made, at least (still a universe away from understanding how it works) one of the great researchers in the Quantum fields is Stephen Hawking who said that hope presupposes God's existence, therefore (given that I did meet with Him) I'm free to hope that I'll be soon proven right concerning the way to let our body repair the brain once it's injured.

Sunday, September 27, 2015

PREDICTIONS

I've always been very good in predicting how others might react to my actions, especially in business I always found it pretty easy to predict how both the market in general and my individual competitors would react to my actions, or the ones of the company I was in charge of.

However, what cannot stop to surprise me, is that since my NDE experience not only I can predict with high confidence the destiny of someone's soul, but I also receive messages - mostly while I'm sleeping - that come to me from people who've died already and that remain in my mind - once I'm awake - as a precise memory of something that had happened to me in my past, or that's going to happen sometime in the immediate future. In example I'm completely convinced about my own father telling something to me about my brother in law, that after having checked with the participants and those who might know, resulted in something totally unreal.

As for predictions of something that hasn't already happened, all I can say is that given that they aren't good things, I really hope to be wrong when the time comes.

As I always do I made a simple Google search about this acquired ability coming from my NDE and - much to my great surprise - I learned that I'm not the only one who - as a result of NDE - can make/have predictions of facts related to people I know (well), I put here a couple of links to websites that talk about this particular matter, mostly to show that I'm not the only one with this Predictive ability.

Saturday, September 26, 2015

WHY EVE?

Emailing people all over the world is definitely one of the greatest possibilities given by the internet not only because all it takes is to have a PC internet connected and a simple emailing software.

I'm now using OEC which is really great and is my true salvation after Microsoft decided to get rid of their marvelous Outlook Express (that I used for well more than 10 years and I still keep the thousands of emails I received and sent year-by-year both in OEC and Outlook 2003).

Given that my NDE experience gave me the very weird (for me) interest in religious matters I've been exchanging few emails with the Catholic priest whom my mother is very close to and who visits my dear mother frequently where she lives.

I asked to him what's the reason for the creation of Eve - aside from reproductive purposes - the reply this priest gave to me is worse than bad, in fact he emailed me that the existence in the bible of Eve is only due to the fact that who wrote the bible lived in a different time from ours, or in the very distant past, my disappointed reply was simply to say that I was taught that the old testament had been written under the direct dictation from God and I decided that this priest isn't worth my time anymore.

Therefore I'm going to try to say what my reason for the creation of Eve might be for God to have and in doing this I'm going to utilize very well known evolutionary examples. In fact - aside from the fact that women are needed to create new human beings - they have the capacity to brake rules of all kinds (original sin by eating the forbidden apple) in addition you can simply look at the role of men in evolutionary history, men have always been the providers of safety, security, food and comforts of all kinds, while women do need a man at their side to receive these benefits and most importantly to be men's friends, in fact while I know (for personal experience) that the promise made in a holy matrimony can be broken by women as much as by men, I know that these are the reasons that explain why in history women very rarely have been president of companies or countries or even of households.

Friday, September 25, 2015

THE MYSTERY OF GOD

I believe that the existence of a creator of us men and the entire universe (since the Big-Bang) has fascinated us humans and our continuously developing science ad scientific research since we appeared on earth, there are however plenty intelligent people who state that the existence or belief in a God that may have created all we see and ourselves is the elementary need to believe that something must have created all we see and touch or experience to make sense of life and its existence.

I'm certainly not philosopher, nor any kind of scientist, but I believe - and post here few links to other websites on this matter - that it's very possible that we humans are the real God, here - again - the quantum physics plays an important role since what I'm saying is very dependent to my point of view, same for all the very intelligent and experienced researchers who dealt with the idea of God, in example Einstein - father of the quantum physics theories - believed in the idea of God as the creator of the entire universe, with us in it (on earth inside the milky way) I believe that there are - or were - as many important scientists who believe in the existence of God as many who believed in the opposite, or that no God can possibly ever existed. BUT if someone looks at this question in a very objective way- without any bias or preconceived notion - I believe that real science is on the path to realize that we humans created our universe with all that it contains.

Why would have we ever found the so called "God Spot" in our brain? and why it's taken about 2K years to try to understand how our brain is even made (B.R.A.I.N. project) ? forget about what the brain can do - once freed from bodily existence (or after death), we don't even know how it's made, therefore cannot control or utilize its capability, how can we even think that God does exists and it's ourselves? I guess that this is the very reason that explains why intelligent people like my philosopher friend Iacopo waste time and space of mind trying to demonstrate that God cannot possibly exist, while the correct question to ask is "why am I here and what shall I do with my life? (another of the very important questions still unanswered).

Thursday, September 24, 2015

MY OTHER HALF

Last night I had a dream - as I always do - about being with "my other half" or Michele, we were sitting on our blue couch, drinking a chamomile while watching a movie about Italians making a mess of something too stupid for me to say here. In my dream she was sitting at my left and I had a dream to put my left arm around her shoulders, but that's when I woke up, it was 2 am and I immediately thought that my dream was fake, how could I even dream to use my left arm? It's been "dead" for almost 10 years and I have no muscles anymore, therefore even if my brain could move it, I wouldn't be able because I have no muscles that can do that!

Therefore I started to think that in a way it seems somehow funny that my left body side is hemi paretic, of course it is! Not only my brain is injured but I also lost my "other half" twice due to both hemi paresis and divorce!!

That's when I started to cry and laugh at the same time and I thought at my tomorrow's post about my additional loss of my job and at what it would take for me to ever work again, and this thought is the one that put a big smile on my face, because the company I was working at is the perfect company for me to be in, not only because its products are of very immediate understanding but very much also because its whole environment is in aquatic sports, therefore filled of people who have my same passions and attitudes, given that I was a semi-Olympic athlete, I see no reason for me not to add value where I'm going to be working, as soon as I'll be walking again.

In fact, this is truly my biggest obstacle (as I understood last night) I'll overcome my hemi paresis only when "my other half" will return to live with me again, forget about psycho therapeutic sessions or miraculous medical therapies, what I need is to rejoin my family (my creation) and with that psychological support, overcome any and all motor coordination issues and be ready to work, walk and travel again.

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

HERE IS WHAT'S HELL

I admit to find it extremely pleasing that the more the science and research with understanding of NDE that much it becomes clear that Christianity is turning out to be based on true concepts, however I must say that having the Vatican embraced what D. Alighieri narrated in his comedy disappoints me because it puts us people as the ones who receive punishments by the devil (third party), in fact I want my readers to know that given that as we die we gain the so called Universal Intelligence, we see everything we did since birth that caused pain and/or humiliation of some kind to others while still living.

I put in this post 2 very good Youtubes that amazed me for the description of hell, that to me mean that plenty others have figured this out already, however I believe it important to say that the opposite of hell, that's heaven isn't a dimension where God can be seen (as the Vatican has been preaching for centuries) it's simply - as I had said before - the mental and conscious projection of all we loved while living that's places, people, places and activities (i.e. sports). I invite my readers to simply watch these videos and go to the websites linked below, because they all are fully self-explanatory.

I want to say too that if one truly believes that Dante's is a real description of hell, that's exactly where its soul will end up forever and IF you follow what Jesus kept repeating while here on earth, someone can always be forgiven, no matter what sin, what's important is to make repairs to the wrongs done while still living, I can think of too many who shall better repair their wrongs done against me and my children/treasures to even start listing them.

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

PROOF OF GOD

I wonder what Hawking (very famous atheist) Thinks when he drops a pen, or a handkerchief, of course he must know of the gravitational force that, is simply universal and affects all that's in our universe, meaning that our moon affects with its gravitational force the tides on our planet earth and our planet uses this same force in its rotation around the sun, same for any other planet in out galaxy (the solar system) and all the other plenty galaxies in our entire universe.

Doesn't he have a clue that gravity is the most understandable force both in the entire universe AND on earth, where we can not only experience it on a daily basis but we can use it repeatedly, we know it so well that we developed formulas to describe it and anticipate its effects on anything solid.

This is in my (broken) mind a very simple and clear example of the existence of God, who could imagine that this gravity developed by itself by chance?

And what about the new discovery that all the galaxies in our universe are expanding at an increasing speed rate? Of course I'm not an astronomer and my math knowledge isn't fully advanced but my guess is that it isn't that it's the other galaxies that are expanding away from ours, it's simply ours that's moving away from the rest of the others in our universe.

In this the theory of quantum physics gives very clear explanations because it states that everything is dependent by the position/location of the observer, no matter what and the observer does influence the observed phenomena.

Again this seems to me (and my injured, illogic brain) very simple and I cannot see the reason why such eminent minds haven't figured this out yet.

To me the real question is: where is our milky way galaxy with our solar system and earth going? could it really be a black hole? I apologize, maybe I'll think of an answer to this question, but I can't think of any rational one to give now, without bringing out God or Catholicism.

Monday, September 21, 2015

TIME IN AFTERLIFE

Time is a very mysterious and of relative size, it's difficult to define and explain, but let me give it a try.

St. Augustine in his "Confessions" wrote: "What is time? If no one asks me, I know; if I want to explain to someone who asks me, I don't know anymore." We could say that time is a primary concept, indefinable with other concepts: it's a measure of the succession of events.

Time is also a concept and a relative magnitude in physics, since the theory of relativity indicates its variability as relative to the observer and to its state of motion.

Time in afterlife is different from that on Earth. The souls have a very different feeling of the passage of time than we do, and don't know how to correlate their time with worldly events. This happens not only because of the absence of the seasons and of the alternation between day and night, but mainly because the world is based on events with a vibration frequency greater than our own, the higher they are and the more that world is refined. It's a common experience that those who receive psychic messages from the afterlife carry time stamps that are very different from ours; such an event is called as "imminent"and can occur on Earth in months. This could be reconciled with the theory of relativity that those who could travel into space at very high speed, return to Earth to find their friends much older. When father Betto in Ventura told me that centuries can pass before we can connect with the soul of someone who's passed already, I thought that he had found some silly justification for being unable to prove what he preaches about for his entire life.

However, after having done my usual research I can say that what I just wrote is objectively true, it's just a matter to have the brain injured and not be allowed to take care of my money......

Sunday, September 20, 2015

DARWINISM vs. CREATIONISM

I hope that everyone here knows very well that I'm a true creationist, sadly though my adored ex-wife is a convinced Darwinist (Just like Nazism was), what amazes me is that an intellectual confrontation has been going on in this country - where no specific position on Catholicism's has ever been taken - however since God has an important place in our constitution it's not that the USA is a country of atheists, I'm therefore surprised that so much news interest is given to this very issue, where it's become scientifically evident that what Jesus did and said is very true and even possible to demonstrate.

I must say that it makes me sad that such a convinced Darwinist as Michele is, my children can only hear from her and in fact my dear son reacts very negatively whenever the conversation turns to "religious subjects" (as he says).

Given that I'm sure that Michele is smarter than average and that she's been reading books by the ton her entire life, this far, I'm both surprised and astonished by her convinced belief in what Darwin said to have discovered. Without making any fuss about it, I simply post a couple of very clear Youtube videos and very few links to websites that are consistent with this subject and hope that my eternal love will come here and read what I post and link.

And as always:

http://thebrainaphasia.blogspot.com/2011_02_01_archive.html

Saturday, September 19, 2015

UNIVERSAL or CUMULATIVE INTELLIGENCE

I've been mentioning that after we die we "receive" Universal Intelligence, like we become more intelligent than when we where living, However, thinking about it, I realized that our own intelligence or logic doesn't increase - we don't become an Einstein all of a sudden - it's

simply that our minds aren't busy with anything else, time, temperature, what we are wearing, where we are, if we are hungry of thirsty etc… etc.. if you think for a moment all that you have in your head any second of your life, you can immediately realize how full of sensations, ideas, what you are doing and about to do, now and in the future, your mind is full of. This makes it simple to know that once your mind doesn't need to bother with any of this, you become able to be more logical and have wider thoughts than while here on earth.

It's true however that you can see your entire life like in a documentary in your freer mind but the fact that you can clearly see your unbiased mistakes doesn't mean that you've become more intelligent than before.

This is so obvious and simple that I didn't bother to look for any other websites or Youtubes that better explain what I'm saying, it would be like me saying that fire is hot and burns when you touch it.

Friday, September 18, 2015

BURN AFTER READING

The true title of this movie worth a truckload of beer should have been more correctly "BURN AFTER WATCHING" because even if I'm permanently sitting on my wheelchair I had to tighten the seat belt to avoid the risk to fall off of it for the too intense laughter.

Since the plot of this movie and its cast - composed by good and famous actors - is well described in the links below, I'm not going to spend any time nor words about them, I simply recommend very highly to buy or rent it to watch with your best friends, while drinking beer (or whatever else you like) by the gallon!

What amazed (and shocked) me the most has been to see such famous actors in a movie of such immense idiocy and convoluted plot.

How and why could a Brad Pitt ever dream that being in such movie after having read its plot could add anything to his career as actor?

Same goes for the other actors in it, however I must grant that everyone of the actor were chosen with great precision, I cannot imagine watching this movie being played by any other actor. While I very strongly advise to watch it in good company I remind to read about my description of hell and especially how to avoid being there forever if you just fix what you already know what you did wrong (hurt others)

Thursday, September 17, 2015

THEOLOGICAL QUESTION

It's evident that my injured brain makes me think of futile topics such as Catholic religion, in fact too often I wake up in the morning with the strangest questions whirling in my (injured) mind and since I no longer have a sista to ask these this kind of questions, I recently started to exchange emails with a Catholic priest in Verona, IT who lives close to my mother and is a good friend of her.

However from the responses I received from him I decided that he knows and understands less than I do, so I stopped to ask questions to him, in fact when I asked why it was Eve who committed the "original sin" for which every Christian gets baptized in the beginning of life, he just told to me that it was simply because the bible was written by people several hundreds of years ago who obviously were of a "masculine culture of the distant past", I had to reply that I had been taught that the Genesis in the bible came from God (Jehovah) directly, much like the 10 commandments and quit my emailing to him, because I decided that my own idea of the reason that explains why it was Eve who disobeyed the order of God ("You shall not eat the fruits from that apple") that's very simply because only women can make up their own mind even if bound by an important swear, in fact when it's a wife who cheats on her husband it's the woman who disobeys to her solemn swearing taken at her wedding, while if it's the man who cheats he's just following his genetic drive to conquer what he feels it to be his prey that's something that men have been doing for millions of years, therefore genetically imprinted in us.

So I now have the question about revenge that Jesus said it to be wrong ("when slapped on one cheek offer the other "), why did Jesus said this, if at his death on the cross, an earthquake brought down the entire town of Jerusalem when its walls are still standing today and are named the "wailing walls" where every Jew goes to in pilgrimage to at least once in life.

And what about the horrors that Jews had to be submitted to in history (i.e. the holocaust) and their wealth and being money-smart? Where does it come from that the Palestine area hasn't had one day of peace in thousands of years and we still ship there our young soldiers to die ?

Could anyone send me a reply. please?

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

MOVIE THE SPHERE

Here's another 4 cans of beer that I'd drink with orange vodka, because this mix surely can make me feel just like I did watching this movie (all alone, as usual) I'm not really going to give the story-line, I simply put few links to sites about it, what is truly exciting for me is the fact that a spacecraft is found at the bottom of the ocean and what's really crazy is that it's an American spaceship that's been there at minus 300 meters for few hundreds of years, the story goes that in the somewhat distant future (few hundreds of years) we Americans go around the universe, I guess to know more of it or to find other earth-like planets, in this movie the story is that this spacecraft found somewhere in the universe an extraterrestrial "golden globe" that it's soon discovered to give the capacity to people accessing it to make any dream a reality. Like here:
http://epiphanyasd.blogspot.com/2014/03/single-dose-of-il-6-antibodies-or-tnf.html
It's very exciting not only to see the way this newly acquired ability is determined, but very much more the suspense that the viewer has to go through as the story fully unfolds.

As a madly passionate reader of Isaac Asimov and all he ever wrote, I must say that I really enjoyed very much this movie (from here my "beer vote") and I'm confident in telling to my readers here to rent or buy it to watch with family and friends.

Sunday, September 13, 2015

JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK

Since I NEVER have anything to do all day long, I watch movies (online in my Amazon Prime or as DVD bought dirt-cheap on eBay) all day long, so in trying to fill my days with to do's I'm also dedicated to keep my blog here up-to-date with reviews of movie I both own or watch online and I want to say that this movie is another movie to watch with friends or family with a large supply of beer and snack food while sitting on a chair with seat belts tightly wrapped around your hips to prevent your falling from it for the very strong, loud and continuous laughing to tears.

I'm not going to tell what this movie is about, you can simply click on the links I put in this post and I said already how funny it is and how many beers I vote it with.

So just make sure to be watching this movie soon, in good company and with the supplies I just listed, then - of course - if you post your comment to this and previous posts I published here, you will give the deserved satisfaction to me, the brain injured man abandoned by everyone who lost more than can be counted.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

AMAZING

I must make these 3 premises to this post:

since I no longer have freedom of speech - in the very country constitutionally based on it - I'm therefore not going to name any names at all in what I'm about to say.
Having survived a surely mortal accident I had what's today being named an NDE or Near Death Experience during which I met Jesus Christ and made an agreement to survive my accident, followed by a 2 months long coma - even if in pain - for the immense love I feel and have for both my children/treasures.
I hope that everyone can easily understand that this is nothing at all I was (or even could) looking for.

However, as a matter of fact I'm somehow still in contact with what's named today "the afterlife" and I can state this with confidence simply because all I learn and comes into my mind (either in a dream or via what I decided to name "messengers") is always either a prediction that comes to be true very soon, or it's a true fact that's happened already.

I think it to be important to refer to the 10 commandments given to mankind directly from God (or Jehovah as Jesus named it) and I want to explain that God commanded to us:

2. You shall not take the name of the Lord God in vain

which clarifies to my (injured) mind that it isn't by saying Goddamned that someone commits a sin, that's just a word to express pain or disappointment like "ouch!" this second commandment is violated only if you think and make a mental image of our creator God (whatever you have in your mind of God), in other words if you know that it's a sin to say it and decide to use it anyway.

It's therefore our own personal sense of guilt that's going to make us (as a soul) decide - NOT GOD - both the length of time (with eternal perspective) and how our soul will be "paying" for what we believe it to be a sin - it's not that if you kill someone else and feel good about having done so, you avoid eternal hell - once we pass over we gain Universal Intelligence and we look at our lives like we watch a documentary, therefore the true sins are pointed out precisely in every detail.

Then I must say that the primary reason for my accident and its painful survival by me is simply because I didn't keep in mind the first commandment:

1. I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.

As the newly appointed TEVA company president - after having lost 2 previous job positions only because this title (President) wasn't available to me immediately (according to my usual timing) I really felt to have become the God of my own life and as I was riding my bicycle, having lost my control over my life (because full of myself) I was run over by a kid who was driving his father's car into its parking place in the home backyard without any visibility, since the windshield of the car was covered with mud. That's precisely what caused my 2 months long coma with NDE and my agreement with Jesus, that's the topic of this post.

For the fact that I'm somehow still in contact with what's named today "afterlife" I feel it important to warn the man who used his power and influence to imprison me under (or condemn me to)conservatorship (truly bad laws soon to be outlawed in this country starting with the CA State) that his soul will be spending eternity in his own hell of regret for not having done what his own voice of rationality has been telling to him to do, or go to the Ventura court to ask for the change of my condemnation, simply because his assessment on me was done both because he didn't want to disagree with previous other assessments and because he felt to be helping the woman that will forever be at my side (who most probably will be forever in her own hell, until I'll take her out of it - unless I'll be in hell myself already).

Now I simply want to describe what these "places in "afterlife" truly are, even if their description made by Dante A. is fairly accurate. In fact our God creator gave the human brain to us (NOT evolved from monkeys, as plenty researchers worldwide have already stated) that projects into afterlife all we loved (people or things done) when in heaven, obviously the opposite if in hell (where our soul is completely alone without any knowledge or perception of others, doing or receiving what we hated at most while living while purgatory is simply a determined (by us only, not by God) period of time spent regretting something we did, while experiencing that did cause pain (physical or mental) to others. I want to say that I find it at least fascinating that those who had NDE like I did, commonly report to have seen Jesus Christ, no matter what religion they follow (Buddhists, Islamic or any other) and what's truly most fascinating is that whatever punishment or prize (our soul/conscience/intellect) receives is the simple reflection of our life experiences, in this our creator God (Jehovah) truly is magnificent and the free-will we were donated, really has a major influence in our existence, before and after death. If my readers go to look at posts I wrote in the past it can be found that all I'm writing here is fully consistent to what I wrote weeks, months or years ago. If my reader understands this/my logic, it can be very easily understood what I'm saying, and - again - try not to pass over with any regrets for having done or not done something for/to others.

Wednesday, September 09, 2015

NEW THERAPY: tDCS

Given that:

I own a custom built desktop with a fixed drive of 1 terabytes of capacity, second generation Intel processor (i5) and the fastest Verizon DSL internet connection I ever had
I spend an average of 14 hours each day working and researching with it

Yesterday I received a very interesting email reply from a MD researcher at Neuroskills who introduced me for the very first time to what's called Trans cranial Direct Current Stimulation that basically uses low electrical current (few Volts) to stimulate the brain area and its plasticity where the electrodes are positioned (look at my links here below)

The Effect of Trans cranial Direct Current Stimulation Combined with Functional Task Training on Motor Recovery in TBI Survivors.

Various approaches have been used by researchers to facilitate motor recovery in patients undergoing rehabilitation. Among others, trans cranial direct current stimulation (tDCS) is of particular interest because of its ability to facilitate motor recovery and ease of use. The hypothesis is that coupling trans cranial direct current stimulation with functional task training will enhance the effect on motor recovery in TBI survivors. The learning of new skills (that is accompanied by behavioral changes) is linked to changes in neuronal activity and excitability. Successful manipulation of cortical excitability to improve learning processes has been demonstrated in humans in neuro-pharmacological investigations, with TMS, and with differentiation of adjacent or contralateral body parts. tDCS presents an interesting alternative to these approaches because it is non-invasive, painless (compared to TMS and differentiation), and without serious side effects (compared to pharmacological agents). Its purpose is to demonstrate that tDCS combined with upper-extremity functional task training in a virtual environment, is more effective than functional task training in the virtual environment with sham tDCS. Now I'm looking forward to see my new neurologist to ask if Cottage hospital offers this therapy while I'm learning as much as possible about it, especially in the benefits related to motor functions.(= I'll be walking again!!!)

I'll also become smarter! (daaaahhhh)

Sunday, September 06, 2015

LIFE AFTER DEATH

I now realize that the Catholic he priest who used to bring communion to me when I was living in Ventura was correct in telling me that I'm blessed, in fact while I don't really remember seeing the person of Jesus, I distinctly remember what I had agreed with him, or that to continue to live would have brought very much pain to me.

I certainly don't need to repeat what I've been saying here about my understanding of the word pain (a Tylenol will take care of it) but I was truly blessed to be one who saw that there exists for sure a continuation of existence after we die.

I think it's a bit funny that only now (2.000years after Jesus (our creator or God) came here to earth science (as the most advanced Quantum Physics) here in the USA is studying using scientific tools what Jesus Christ had told and personally demonstrated 2K years ago, AND that billions of Catholics plus followers of various other faiths have been saying about what happens after we die.

I put here below both links and videos that support exactly what I'm saying here, so that you (my reader) can see that this isn't the product of someone with his brain injured, because if that truly is, trillions of people both now and in the past must have been injured in the brain just like me.

Without sounding like a religious racist, I want to say that its truly Catholicism that's turning out to be the most correct, even if - of course - all other religions that believe in a God cannot be "wrong" because - as my dad would say - a God is a God, no matter the name you use for it.

The Ventura priest was correct also in saying that with this blog I can influence others especially my children whose mother believes that death is the final end of it all and since I now know that she'll be proven correct (her soul will be idling forever) my soul (or that of her mother) will be pulling her out of her status to bring her to heaven (IF we'll be in heaven ourselves).

Now look at my videos and go to the sites I put the link of below and let me say that given that this "new science" is being studied very much by psychologists I really don't understand the reason why "that psychologist" isn't willing to change his assessment on me by simply telling to the Ventura court that he was in agreement with my other psychologists had assessed of me already in the past.

Saturday, September 05, 2015

DEDICATED TO MA SISTA

My caregiver in Ventura was very close to me and - aside talking religion all day long - helped me to accomplish several very important goals, however I've been calling her here "Catholic extremist" because she's been attending Mass each and every day at 4 am while checking her emails on her laptop (always open and on while attending Mass), among the plenty teachings she gave to me to me there's one about the use of the word: goddamn that I thought it to be very normal, given that it's enunciated by actors in several movies plenty times as a normal expression of disappointment or anger for something not being right, I learned from her that saying goddamn is basically like saying a "bestemmia" in Italian that's punished by law with a monetary fine, if said when a policemen or "carabiniere" can hear you.

Well, I guess that if this word would be outlawed here in the USA too, our finances wouldn't be bad at all, in fact I can't even count the times I hear it being said both in movies and talk-shows, by important people that truly stand for something good in this country.

To end this post I just need to say that I wish that ma sista could start to exchange emails with me again because now she's joined my dear ex-wife and loving mother of my treasures and she'll be in hell forever (unless she changes her mind), God always forgives us, no matter what and I'm absolutely sure that if someone swears at Him, nothing happens to the soul.

Long Youtube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FiHRVb_uE0

Websites on swearing:

Friday, September 04, 2015

IN GOOD COMPANY

My dear sista kept telling me to focus to how lucky I am to still be alive in "good health" rather than keep crying on myself for having lost (only) my entire family in both continents, my ability to walk and work (closely connected) be near to my treasures to guide them entering in adulthood and travel around this world to make friends and learn about different cultures and way of thinking, aside from the ability to take my treasures on vacation in great places of the world (Italy among them) and in trying to make sense of this, I found out the plenty important people whose like ended at age 42 (as it happened to me, I'm still living in pain for the immense love I have for both my treasures) I therefore made a small search of who had died at my same age (42) and I must say that plenty very important and famous people did die at my same age, in some way this another reason for me to look forward to my "passing over" when the time will be right.

However, aside saying that I'm going to be in good company after I'll die, there's something else I want to say that's completely based on my new real connection with the afterlife, which means that I'm now able to predict with great accuracy where the soul of people I know will be spending their eternity, of course given that I'm censored in what I say here I cannot name names, nor I can give any idea of whom I'm referring too, freedom of speech is lost one under conservatorship which is the reason why I support the NASGA organization, regardless of its total inefficacy(IF I know you, simply contact me and I'll tell you).

Anyway without spending any more words or any or more of your time I put here links and a video that give a good idea of the people I'll meet while there.

Thursday, September 03, 2015

SENSE OF HUMOR

As it can be seen in this video the TBI victim has a good sense of humor and I'm glad to confirm that - among the too many losses - I too have a very good sense of humor, I actually often send emails to friends telling them that I'm concerned that drying up the tear glands could be dangerous, because sometimes I crack up laughing so much and so hard that the shirt I'm wearing get's soaked by my laughing tears.

What truly throws me off of my (wheel)chair are the Youtubes with both religious content (God's real existence) and those that talk about "natural methods" to heal an injured brain, these are actually more than hilarious because they make me go passed the laughing, which you know it's the crying for desperation, when I see people absolutely convinced that it's enough to eat certain types of apples (or any other kind of vegetables) when the moon (or any other planet in the solar system) is in a determined position respect to earth, the victim of TBI will initiate the natural healing of its injured brain, I mean, who wouldn't cry of sadness and frustration plus desperation if I was to say that to get rid of the cancer you have in your stomach all you need to do is to eat a rotten apple with worms while singing a psalm with the bible attached by left hand to the chest, (hey if you really have cancer you might try……who knows? I might just have given away the cure for cancer!)

Anyway, I can say that there's nothing that can stop me from having a great laugh, no matter how much pain, frustration and solitude for abandonment from those whom I still love tremendously I'm having, day after day since 2008…..not too long if looked at from the eternal point of view.

Anyway, I post here the video of the Australian guy who's fighting for perispinal Enbrel to become legally (and medically) approved in his country and - as I've been doing very many times - a new link that says that using Enbrel for neurological pain is what's needed to do to be free (at least) from pain.

http://www.har-journal.com/archives/1184

Wednesday, September 02, 2015

COULD IT BE??

I post here today about the Griffith University in Australia that's trying to have their own FDA pass a law about the use of Perispinal Enbrel for neurological recovery from TBI and I can only hope and pray that once this will become legal to do in that country that's so very closely connected with the USA.

I recently found that someone else is working on the same project and I find it funny that Greece the country is the first domino that's going to start the domino effect for all the other European countries in the following sequence Spain, Portugal, Ireland, Italy, France, Luxembourg, Belgium, Netherlands, Austria, Ireland, Finland, Cyprus, Estonia, Malta, Slovak, Slovenia, Litany, Latvia and Germany last. So while it's going to be challenging as it was in the 70ies and 80es to sell American products in EU due to the exchange rate EU/$$ I fear that it's going to take a real miracle for our FDA to approve this Enbrel therapy in the USA.

Tuesday, September 01, 2015

IMPORTANCE OF THE NOW

You all can see from the links I put here how much importance of focusing on this particular moment, you reading and myself writing, I'm probably the first one who's guilty to never keep my eyes on my current event of the NOW, in fact - especially as a top manager - I'd always be thinking to the future (moves of both the market and my competitors) that are always based on their past behaviors and actions, in simple words the future was the predictable result of what I could see in their past ☺

However my terrible amount of losses has taught to me to keep my eyes on my current situation and fully enjoy the (too) short times when both my treasures visit me and I feel that this feeling of joy and satisfaction is reciprocated by them too.

So, I'm done making plans of what I'll be doing later, tomorrow, in a week, next month or in few years my mind and my focus are all on my NOW because only God knows what happens next minute.

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