Carlo Lingiardi: February 2015

Saturday, February 28, 2015

ON OUR GOD CREATOR

On complex numbers.....if you can.....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complex_number#Analytic_number_theory

A very nice priest in Ventura - who used to bring communion to me every Sunday - told me once that my survival was a certain sign that I was given a mission in my life that I was to work on to accomplish, he also always had very nice comments about my blog and what I publish here.

However today I want to talk about my explanation of the real existence of the Catholic God because it has convinced already several atheist friends I have and because its logic is very simple and linear, aside from the fact that real geniuses such as Albert Einstein and Stephen Hawking stated that our universe - with all of its order and physical laws cannot be the result of some random effect driven by simple case.

Even if it can be somewhat difficult to grasp, God is exactly what's described and referred to in my "Bible movie" (What dreams.....) where it never appears but is just referred to as the one "upstairs watching and loving us" - in a movie mostly played when in heaven - anybody would expect to see God, since the Catholic religion teaches that when in Heaven your soul is in the presence of God.

In thinking about the movie I realized that given that we humans "were created similar to God" we really are God ourselves, therefore if you don't believe in God, it's like saying that you don't believe in yourself.

It's like what a former caregiver I had (who doesn't email with me anymore) used to tell me: "to believe in God is like to dive into the unknown, it takes great courage and few do it"

It makes it clear too the reason why the latest studies claim that God's intelligence is human, who else would punish someone in eternity for something wrong done to others? and - on the same line of thinking - why is it that forgiveness is always ready, no matter the wrongs done?

It's based on these concepts (plus my links and videos here) that I say that we humans are God, which is different than the real Creator of the entire universe and here too I've been correct saying here that the name God is very misused (i. e. blasphemy and bad words) and it's truly ourselves, while the "superior entity" is the universe Creator, not to be confused with any God or a father (as Jesus used to say), much less with the "God squared" I had posted here earlier.

Therefore - as I've been saying here - Jesus is the true Creator who made himself man and tried human suffering, but don't forget that he was talking to Palestinian shepherds 2.000 years ago and needed to make himself understood. This is why I invite the faithful people to focus their mind on Jesus, because human and easier to talk to. Maybe more to come on this on fearful Michella, lazy Anna, ignorant Stefania and on the already forever condemned doctor in fear Enrico, BUT only IF......

Friday, February 27, 2015

WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN, BECOMES REAL

Very connected with the truth that the Mental ism expresses there's also the fact that our own body can repair the brain too, when injured and on this simple concept I post here few self-explicate links and videos, while I continue to cry over myself for having lost not only all of my hard-earned money but also all of my bank accounts at the Bank I had been using for decades and that I was just told of how sorry for me they all are.

I just want to make it very clear that - even if brain injured - my love for M. is truly eternal (33 posts on it!) and I'll be the one who will bring her to heaven with me just like Robin W. in my bible-movie, simply because - as I said in my plenty posts about love - love is uniquely human and the most powerful feeling we have that keeps having its effects after we die too.

Therefore when M. will have realized all the bad she's been doing to me and to our treasures, she'll be in her own hell of regrets but that's when I'll go to take her with me to heaven to continue to exist forever together.

I put few links about me believing that I can heal my brain by myself, even if the perispinal Enbrel would be a great help for my body to have, ho well... I'm going to have to learn to be patient.

Thursday, February 26, 2015

MY TRAINER MATT

Thanks to the support of my guardian, I've started to go to the 24 Hour gym, close to me, where I was assigned a good personal trainer named Matt, we talk very much about what I put in my blog here and he's certainly someone with a great capacity of mentalism, but what makes him dear to me is that we share a true passion for motocross and this affinity in our passions makes us talk very much about ideas I publish here in my blog.

Of course when we talk about the afterlife and I sound so convinced of it, he comments usually that any other person without my experience would never believe in what I say and just "put me in the drawer of the crazy ones".

This actually makes very much sense and it's very easy to justify, I too few years ago would have dismissed as crazy/lunatic someone telling me that the afterlife is real, even if I've been Catholic since birth.

I therefore did a little research about the effects that someone absolutely convinced of something (unreal too) can have on others, and besides some motocross I post here few links on this, that's also addressed in my "movie Bible" but sprinkled across the entire movie, therefore I cannot put a single video here.

See you on Friday Matt and please keep working on the research for me that will liberate me from all of my pains (you know what)

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

OOOOPPSHHH!!!!

Yesterday I said the in the internet there's as much in support of the reality of the afterlife, as much as you can find against it.

Well, I must say that I really spoke too fast, I had to really come up with all of "my tricks" before I could find the sites and videos I put here and I can say that it's taken several hours of intense research to find what I was looking for, I mean if you look for something in favor of afterlife, it takes nothing with any search engine to find millions of places about it, BUT if you look for the opposite, you need very much experience and to be smart to find what I post here.

This actually makes me wonder if this is the simple result of this topic being "trendy" now, regardless of the accuracy of the content.

In fact I'd say that there are at least 100 sites FOR the afterlife for everyone AGAINST it.

Even if according to Enrico and his gang I cannot count, I'm always told by true experts that I'm pretty good with my PC and the use of internet, therefore I defy my readers to oppose me in this.

OK now try to watch this without jumping off of your 3rd floor window!!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

MENTALISM

What I now call "my bible movie" has pushed me to research some of what some say that our mind can do.

I cannot even think of the plenty times that I stated here that the human brain is a gift that our Creator gave to us, but my videos and links can say and show that I'm not the first one to know that our brain is unique in this entire universe (guess we know why), therefore I let my readers make up their own mind and I anticipate that soon I'm going to post that in the internet there's as much in support of Afterlife as much as can be easily found material in opposition to it, it's really true that you can see and touch only what you want to see and touch.

Have fun and please remember that it's never late to repair your wrongs done to others. But then again, this is solely your free-will that will have you decide what to do, when and how.

Monday, February 23, 2015

YOU DECIDE

Lately and very recently science of all types has been researching the Afterlife, or what every single religion ever existed has been preaching for at least thousands of years.

Now, given the number of messages I keep receiving about what I say here, rather than responding to each of them I post here what I mean when I say something here, in hope to clarify my (broken) thinking to everyone and stop to be asked the same question more than once.

First of all I'm sure that - no matter if I claimed that we humans are God I'm a true Catholic and do believe in the real existence of Jesus Christ, the true God - not the son.....remember the Trinity concept.

No matter how powerful our brain can be, there is a true Creator of this universe who made himself human in the person of Jesus Christ, to teach to us humans that physical death isn't the end of our existence and to put some control to the immense powers of our brain (that even if we use at a small percentage of its capacity, is more powerful than we can dream) and mind, that being part of our soul is truly eternal.

I must repeat here what a true struck of genius and wonder my beloved movie (what dreams may come) is and I invite my readers to Google search how being the main character in this movie impacted the life (and its end) of Robin Williams, who surely knew what committing suicide would have resulted in eternity for his soul.

With my links here and the Youtube videos I let you decide what can best be done for the happy continuation of your existence, now even supported by real scientific research.

But then again, it's only your own God-given free-will that will have you decide what you think it's best for yourself.

My only (crazy) curiosity is to know the reason why our Creator gave to us the free-will through the action of rebellion of the first woman Eve, why not Adam, men have been braking rules forever, it wouldn't have been seen strange at all........instead......EVE!

another personally top rated movie that I wish to watch with my treasures...

Sunday, February 22, 2015

UNIVERSAL INTELLIGENCE

In my repeatedly assessed limited logical understanding of reality, I believe that when we die, we acquire the so called Universal Intelligence - that Iacopo calls "cumulative intelligence" (even if he doesn't agree with my theory) - as we die we are given the ability to see our lives like in a documentary, this form of superior and very objective intelligence gives to us the ability to judge our life and consequently decide how (or where) our soul will spend eternity.

I put here - as usual - few links to consistent websites and Youtube videos too, not without inviting my readers to either post comments below my post or use the "CONTACT ME" link here on the top.

Saturday, February 21, 2015

WE ARE GOD ALREADY??

I posted here earlier that some scientists say that God's intelligence is human simply because our sins are punished in eternity, depending on their gravity. However, I now want to say that we, as humans are God and that the true and real God is the creator of the entire universe, since before the big-bang, so I think that since the term God is used and misused very often I'm going to refer to the real God with the word Creator, since this universe (with the multiverse) was created by the superior entity that we have been calling God.

What I do here is - as always - put few links consistent with what I say and since I found very many Youtubes, I post the full one here above and put links to the others here below that you can watch by simply clicking on each of them to see how much forward our scientific research is now in this field.

Thursday, February 19, 2015

UNSETTLING

The only woman I have ever loved - and forever will do - is M. Lingiardi, the mother of our treasures (who lived half of this world away from me) and she expressed to me in just one word the very reason why the movie that's become my Bible that reveals the true unique nature of humankind the permanence of our spirit (or soul) beyond death, she said that it's an unsettling movie.
I could write an entire book about what this simple word relates to the feelings of the spectators of this movie over the years.

I just want to say (besides putting here many consistent links) that humanity has known of the existence of the soul and of the afterlife for hundreds of thousands of years (maybe millions) and in fact, every single faith and religion we have expresses the idea that there exist a continuation of life also after we die.

Now, given that there isn't any scientific way to prove this, our western culture has been simply refusing this idea, labeling it as unsettling but while philosophy has been trying to deal with it, in some "scientific" way it's been only since very little time that "true science" has studied this phenomena, now labeled as NDE or Near Death Experience.

Too many people have had stories of leaving their own body and seeing others (i.e. relatives or friends) deceased already while being in a wonderful place with the same features of what was experienced already while living here on earth.

Initially some neurologists or scientists of some kind attempted to justify these experiences as the result of the brain not receiving sufficient oxygenated blood, but now the research in this field has really "turned the page" to the next chapter.

Like Morgan Freeman says in his PBS video, we humans may become God ourselves, but if we could know when this will happen we would already be God, it's in fact my understanding that God is the only one who can see the future like we can see our past, as well as we can say what we did yesterday, that well we could say what we'll do tomorrow, like an "afterward memory".

If and when this will happen, I don't need to say how my life would have been lived, no accident, no divorce, no losses of any kind ever, but now I do what my dad told me he was doing shortly before passing away, or that he was looking forward to his continued existence with curiosity, mainly because absolutely convinced that we all have the soul, for having seen it leaving the body of the many people (relatives and friends) when passing over (die).

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

SON OF A GUN

Son of a gun is an ancient British way of saying used for prisoners made in ships doing illegal things (smuggling), in my (broken) mind it's the same as saying "son of a bitch", but it's much nicer, therefore that's the way I shall be referred to, given that my Italian blood has been boiling in my veins crazy for revenge and looking forward to make my enemies die of an atrocious painful death with my own hands.

However - in line with the true revelation I had in my NDE I need to forgive all those whom I'd be very happy to murder myself, very much because I recently figured out the reason why researchers and people of high culture say that God's intelligence is human.

In fact, just think to the God-given punishments to our souls for not having followed to the letter the 10 commandments, it's just like what Iacopo says in his hypothesis, we all are reincarnations of the same identity, therefore "love your enemy, as you love yourself"

Attached to this very same concept is my firm belief that us humans are a form of God, meaning that the Creator of this entire universe (with the multiverse) is certainly real but we were given the brain, the most complex organ in the entire universe that we still don't know even how it's made (physically and much less functionally).

I could talk of those who'll pay in eternity for the bad they have been doing to me and to my treasures, but since I have no freedom of speech anymore because evidently somebody is too concerned to be recognized for the bad done to way too many, I'm just going to wait for the time when their souls will leave their bodies to know what their own universal intelligence will be placing them forever.

I just conclude by inviting my readers to go to the websites I linked here and to watch the Youtube video too, because it's very important to keep in mind that IF you correct your wrongs while still living, you give to yourself the chance to forgive yourself for your own actions while here on earth and be in heaven for eternity.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

AMAZING LEARNING

I've been investing a minimal part of my monthly charity in buying fish oil to take as much as I can, all based on the claims made in these sites and Youtube claiming that omega 3 in fish oil is important to give to the injured brain the ability to heal itself and what I love about this is that it's a totally over-the-counter product that doesn't require any prescription filled by an MD, so it's the opposite of my dreamed perispinal Enbrel that not only is very expensive but that given that the FDA hasn't approved it yet, I'm free to take whenever I feel like doing it, my own mother - who keeps calling me daily - told me recently that her own sister Francesca took fish oil while she was growing up because in Venice it was considered a good balancing product while developing. However, even if I'm 51 y/o and my development stopped at least 30 years ago, in reading what fish oil can do and has done to the brain when injured, I'm proud and glad to say that I've been on an aggressive fish oil supplementation cycle. Still cannot wrap my head around the fact that my plenty MD never suggested to me something so easy, cheap and practical (no side-effects whatsoever).

PLUS:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xXp6XAiXX4

Saturday, February 14, 2015

MORE ABOUT GOD

In watching too many times I can count the movie "What dreams may come" and in talking both with my own now deceased dad and Jesus-self I realized that very much of what Iacopo says is true and real, even if he believes in no God at all what I actually believe to have understood is that God is us/human kind and I'm going to post here Youtubes that show that not only my beloved movie suggested it, but also Morgan Freeman and PBS.

I'm not going to spend too many words on this, I believe it sufficient to read the websites I link here and watch the Youtubes with attention, then - of course - you can email me directly for any question at clingiardi@gmail.com

Friday, February 13, 2015

MY STUPIDITY

On 2/11 I posted a correction to a previous post about the NeuroAid saying that a former neighbor had tried it and it didn't give any benefit whatsoever to him, the fact that I took his word on this for good and I completely gave up on even attempting to use NeuroAid is a sad sign of my own stupidity, for the simple reason that this neighbor also tried the Perispinal Enbrel even with Dr. Tobinick and he had no benefits at all doing that too. It's way too clear that this blog represents my way to "steam off" my immeasurable frustration for not having been able to at least try it and since I'm still at zero level here too I'm not going to delete the dozens of posts with this P.E. as subject, only because since nothing is ever sure or much less predictable in medicine, I'm still dreaming that by trying to do it, my own belief in it might make it really beneficial.

Other reasons are:

Dr. Tobinick has been practicing this for several years already with very much financial gain.
This procedure was granted a US patent and is therefore very protected
No medical association has said a negative word about what's going on about this.
There are already at least 4 other real MD in this country who practice this same therapy
Every medical and biological explanation I received by my former good email friend Ian (where are you now?) made so very much sense - even if I'm not educated in this field - that I still hope that something or someone will make this an acceptable procedure for neurologic improvement after brain injury (or TBI)

However, what's very true sadly is that if this was really beneficial to victims of TBI (the new epidemic) there wouldn't exist any reason (money, medical safety, availability or ability) not to make this P..E become like the aspirin for the headache, especially in a time of great financial difficulties like now.

I'm therefore now in the position to say that P.E. has been an exciting dream for me to have, sadly however reality has fully taken over and I repeat that I wish I could say this because I did try it on myself and not just because a trustworthy neighbor said so.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

MY MONEY

I'd say that no matter what you believe in, the fact that once you are dead money has absolutely no value, this actually brings me to criticize the Catholic religion for the fact that it's given to money (as gold, land and artistic objects) very much value and its use determines where your soul will be spending eternity.

Given the huge value that humans have given to wealth and money I cannot even begin to think of the number of people who died over the centuries in wars, or murders and genocides, simply because it's trillions, too big of a number for me to say.

I am very much like my dad was, money is the primary tool to provide comfort and security to those you love and the very fact that a court is very probably about to grant all of my money (accumulated in the decades of my honest and hard work) to somebody completely unrelated to me, rather than to my children/treasures, makes the blood in my veins boil.

I can say that this is yet another mistakes made by our Creator, God but because we are going to have Universal Intelligence after we die, we will spend our eternity as souls in our own hell of regret.

I truly don't wish to anyone to end up in hell, but taking my money away from my children is a sure way to end up there, all I can do is hope that my readers here can make some (few) corrections to their "money hunger" to make sure that my children/treasures only will benefit from my inheritance, they are still very young and to receive from me directly my inheritance/savings can give a "fifth gear" to the car of their lives.

My own dad had taught by example to me that to have a good work career means salary increase and this was my sole reason to focus on becoming a company president, as my dad always said - "the title counts for nothing, only the money that comes with it, is what's important".

Same when he said that "the Ph. D. is just a piece of paper, useful to open certain doors, but you either ARE a Ph. D. or not, it's certainly not just a piece of paper that makes you one."

These concepts were such a part of the way my dad used to be that he never said them like teaching a lesson, they were expressed in the way he lived his life and fathered me.

I wonder what a Ph. D. in fear truly means.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

CORRECTION WITH APOLOGIES

My constant research about total TBI recovery has helped me get in touch with a friend and former Ventura neighbor of mine who actually truly attempted the NeuroAid, I posted about yesterday and - sadly - he tells me that while it may help recovery within the first 6 months after the injury, he did try it without any benefit whatsoever, I'm back again on the Perispinal Enbrel therefore and while I'm very aware of the reason(s) that keep it still FDA unapproved (money!) I just want to say - as a life-changing NDE subject that dr. Edward T. shall be aware that money is worth nothing after death (ask to Bill Gates, if you can), while we know that i.e. Madam Curie is certainly in heaven for having worked on the X-ray (at her own life's cost).

What I simply want to say is that in a time when TBI has become the epidemic of this new millennium, you best become like the Curie of TBI recovery, rather than filling your pockets with money, that's truly worth less than nothing after you die.

It's however very true that if you are the one who brings out this simple and inexpensive method to make the injured brain return to be plastic (or able to rewire itself) the doors to heaven are going to be wide open for you.

This concept actually makes me ask the question about the reason why we all live our lives like there's nothing after we die, I mean who would ever decide to hurt anyone else knowing for sure that they will be spending eternity in their own hell of regrets? I believe that it might be better to believe that after death there's nothing at all, it seems to me that the nothingness is better than the eternal regret for something bad done while alive, but then again, what if as you die you can see heaven and understand what you are missing forever? This is just another mystery that hopefully will be discovered in a not too far future. Meanwhile I wonder why (you know who you are), have been hurting me and my treasures so bad for such along time.

I'm sure they know nothing or don't believe at all in afterlife, why wouldn't they repair their plenty wrongs done to me/us otherwise??

Sunday, February 08, 2015

CHINESE MEDICINE in Chinese....

Maybe my good neurologist Phillip doesn't want to bother himself with something in Chinese, but a very good neurologist woman (among the plenty I saw) once explained to me that it doesn't really matter the way a brain is injured, what counts is the fact that many neurons are dead, therefore there's not much difference between a bullet through the head and a stroke that deprives the brain of oxygenated blood, same for me where the increased blood pressure on my brain deprived it of the blood circulation to bring the vital elements to my neurons (brain cells).

In my infinite and never-ending internet browsing I just found a Chinese medication for stroke victims recovery (NeuroAID) that I want to believe it was never even suggested to me because it's Chinese, so no American MD can understand what it's for.

I hope to have made it beyond clear that all my hopes and expectations to have a complete recovery from my TBI are in the Perispinal Enbrel injections, however I put here few links and Youtubes in hope to wake up my neurologists, who can say - in their defense - that they don't speak Chinese.

AND

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnCklSvLG0s

more about the Chinese neuro-aid:

Saturday, February 07, 2015

GOD2 SQUARED

My last post about saying that our brain is the real God has initiated a number of email discussions with different people, I find it amusing that someone said that if we humans are Gods, then the creator of the entire universe - with us included - must be a superior type of God or a GOD² squared because more powerful and important than we are, the human-gods.

Therefore I need to explain that what I suggested as the human-God doesn't eliminate the existence of the omnipotent creator of the entire universe, it simply explains the reason why prayers cannot put our creator in motion to satisfy our needs or desires, nor going to Mass every Sunday can send our souls to heaven.

I've been talking about the power of our brain that through its focus and concentration can make miracles happen and that we humans have no idea of how to control and manage it any more than "the usual" 10% of its capacities. I mean, just now (second millennium) we are starting to map it (B.R.A.I.N. initiative) to know at least how it's constructed and formed and we know that the exceptional artists or scientists (i.e. Einstein and Leonardo or Michelangelo)could do what they did thanks to their ability to utilize the capacities of their brains at a superior level than usual in their specific fields, in fact I don't think that the great Einstein could form a David out of a block of marble like Michelangelo did, and so on (I can make hundreds of examples like this).

What truly fascinates my injured mind is that "real science" seems to have discovered what every Catholic has known for about 2.000 years, or that we all have a soul that continues to exists after we die and goes where the personal assessment of the way the life on earth was lived, or if anybody had to suffer for the action of that soul/individual or not.

I also mentioned the Universal intelligence as a condition of the mind being acquired after death, but I did receive criticism about mentioning and believing it real. I therefore don't want to say again that this may happen, in the end we'll know only after we die and I won't make a buck if I'm right.

Few links and one Youtube as usual:

Friday, February 06, 2015

YOUR DECISION/YOUR FREE WILL

I believe to have watched the movie "what dreams may come" so many times that the CD is starting to wear out. I can only say that all of my posting about religion and God in this blog must be a direct consequence of my NDE in which I said that I had made the agreement with Jesus to survive and return to living earth due to my immense love for my children, no matter if I was warned that it would be surely painful.

Related to this I want to say that after very much emailing with my friend Iacopo (the atheist philosopher), I think that he may have been correct in saying that I hadn't talked with Jesus, but with myself "in another space and time", now that he told me that his third hypothesis involves the important concept of conscience (but why not soul?) I'm getting the feeling that I understand the concept of what happens after we die much better than before. Based on this new interest I may have watched the "dreams" movie so much because it's a movie packed full of ideas that belong to both religion, philosophy and very recent science, in fact I post here a very key part of this movie that describes the concept of God's existence and its role being played in life and afterlife. Enrico may say that my understanding of this movie is just a sad expression of my injured brain, however I say what might please atheists too (without being blasphemous).

In simple words I understand from what this movie conveys is that while God surely exists and loves us He gifted us humans of the brain that not only is hugely powerful but that with evolution over several millennia has made us like Gods too. In my injured and simplistic mind we were given the brain to take care of ourselves, much like we have the moon to shelter our planet earth from comets or other objects to collide against it/us.

Every time I watch this movie the idea that it's our own brain (and mind) that allows to our personalities (the self) to eternally exist also after we die and this brings me to say that living on earth is of paramount importance, how could we ever create a place to exist that's both comfortable and recognizable? (there are even pets there....)

On the other side I'm impressed by the accuracy of how hell is pictured and also by where Robin's wife is after having committed suicide, there was no God who judged her decision, just herself in her own home in a rotten state, everything fallen apart.

It's now impossible for me not to make this movie the favorite movie I ever saw and I'm really astonished that it hasn't become a greater success.

Maybe I'm seeing and understanding much more than others in it, but the fact that trillions of people over millions of years, several different religions and the latest scientific research are all in full agreement with what this movie portrays amazes me very much and I look forward to watch it with my treasures.

Who hopefully will believe - as I do since a toddler - in the true existence of heaven, so correctly described in the Italian language (paradiso terrestre = earthly paradise) because that's where their souls will be in eternity after having left their body here on earth.

Tuesday, February 03, 2015

OUR BODY CAN REPAIR EVEN THE BRAIN WHEN INJURED

The Ph. D. in fear Enrico told few things to me that I do agree upon, especially those regarding the medicine "science" (guessing science) still completely unable to repair, heal or cure anything that isn't right in our body. Among the good examples he gave to better clarify this idea was the one of the bone that once broken all we can do is to immobilize in a cast and hope that our body will reconnect the broken parts correctly and in a reasonable amount of time (usually 40 days). This is why I believe so much in the Perispinal Enbrel, nothing more than an inflammatory reducer that gives back to our brain its plasticity, simply because it isn't inflamed anymore.

I put here links and Youtubes that regard this self-healing ability of our body even regarding the most complex organ in the universe, or the human brain. I think that to be punished with conservatorship for having stated that the brain is just an organ in our body is way excessive and God knows how much I'd love to "teach a lesson" to that Enrico, however since I'm the survivor of a defining NDE, I know (and will soon post) what happens after death, so I have no need to get my hands dirty, Enrico's mind will take care of everything, forever.

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