God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
I’m sorry
to say that even these prepared, experienced and very cultured quantum
scientists make the same big mistake that humanity has been doing for at least
2K years.
I’ve
explained here (maybe) very much of the difference
between what we’ve been naming God and our creator – named by Jesus Himself
either dad or Jehovah.
Am I too
crazy and foolish to say that God is us humans and the very different entity is
the creator (either
Jesus’s dad or Jehovah)? What I do – as I always do – is to put a couple of Youtube videos in
support of what I’m saying; the one at the bottom is about something I had said already
earlier here of that (as the Gods we are) we create with our minds all we can see, maybe it could have been
better to use it in the post where I had said of our ability to create all we
see and are surrounded by while living.
Anyway, I
find it funny that it’s taken “official science and research” to prove what
Jesus tried to tell us 2K years ago, proving it with his crucifixion and resurrection.
So I guess
that now there shouldn’t exist any atheist anymore, I’d love to hear what
Hawking could say about this new development (Iacopo too), I can imagine already how this proof of God’s
existence is going to be challenged in its very core, simply because it doesn’t
take into account who our real God is and the way this universe had started (X billions of years ago).
I’m
thinking that maybe in a short future I’ll talk about the concept of time – our
4th dimension – that Einstein declared it inexistent, so what does
it really mean that the big-bang began it all X millions of years ago? What if the Big-Bang happened a week before I
was born of it’ll happen on this coming New Year’s Eve?
Oh my, this
is really going to have an entire post dedicated to, time being recognized as
our 4th dimension. This is going to require a vast research, not just of the
correct Youtube to put here, but of websites to put as a link.
Now –
always – enjoy both videos and linked websites without forgetting the
donation to thank me.
Iacopo
doesn’t remember, however I’m pretty sure that he’s the first one who made
reference to the double slit experiment – about which I post here both Youtubes
and linked websites – this experiment truly fascinated me because it scientifically
states that all we see, measure, touch and work with is the product of our (human) consciousness, I’m not sure but I
guess that it was the fact that depending on the observer’s expectations that
such experiment would give its real outcome.
Talk about
my (broken) head spinning!!
In addition
the more recent idea that all that surrounds us is nothing more than the
product of the expectations that – once created – reside in our consciousness,
I truly understand the reason many have to think that we live in a matrix/simulation.
Boy! What a
true nightmare this is, I can’t begin to tell you how many are the questions I’d
have if we living in a matrix were real:
·Why
do we still have cancer?
·Why
can’t we still repair the brain once it’s injured?
·And
why can’t we travel in time?
Don’t even
let me start with religion, philosophy and quantum sciences………My list of
questions would be way too long to make any sense, in a future post in fact it’s
my intention to talk about Jesus and his knowledge/use of quantum mechanics,
that’s very obvious – especially for Catholics such as me.
(B.T.W. a small
donation could really speed up the publication here of this post on Jesus and
his use of Q. M.)
My bottom line
here however is that the true proof of the existence of a God creator (Jehovah as Jesus
referred to) is in
our brain, which – no matter what neurologists or (worse) neuropsychologists
convinced themselves to have learned during their years of studying – shall now
realize that THEY KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING.
In fact, I’ve
been explaining that while one entity is the God creator =Jehovah and (separated) the other entity – commonly named God is very simply ourselves.
I’d say
that my LAST QUESTION to all the brain experts would be “what the F.
do you know of anything having to do with God?”
In fact –
as an individual who experienced a NDE, sure to have kept both some kind of
connection with communications with the afterlife AND having experienced having
my intelligence freed from its “normal duties” (for about 2 months) I believe that my very poor performance when
assessed by a neuropsy. just means that I cannot perform a neuropsy. assessment
NOT that I’m unable to take care of my “retirement
money” that nobody is able to know for sure how much it’s soon going to be.
This post
is the first one of a series of posts that has the goal to “scientifically”
demonstrate who God (the God we usually refer to) really is, I certainly am a supporter of the concept that Jesus was
our creator made into a man, however – as I had posted here on 9/12/2005
I have to
apologize to you - my dear readers –if I say that as I read again what I had
written more than 12 years ago still retains the same ideas I have today. When
I had made a timid attempt to say who God truly is, in fact don’t forget what
the Bible says about what God did creating mankind “Let
us make man in our image and likeness: and let him have rule over the fish of the sea
and over the birds of the air and over the cattle and over all the earth and
over every living thing which goes flat on the earth. And God made man in his
image, in the image of God he made him: male
and female he made them.”
It goes
without me saying it again that many of the websites I put here below go
together with the Youtubes, in fact it turns out that this isn’t just my own
idea, it’s shared by plenty others who – just like me – have spent time and
mental energies to make it clear and simple something that not only God-self
had expressed already, but that by continuously evolving we are soon going to
experience in person. In fact what I’m referring to is the “almost magical” abilities that our (the human) brain has now (second millennium) had several hundreds of thousands of years ago and is
going to have starting from few hundreds of years from now going forward, maybe
when humanity will relocate into another planet in our galaxy (the milky way).
I enjoy
thinking that we’ll be able to be and do what Jesus Christ did while in Galilea,
like walking on water, turn water into wine, suppress physical pain and heal
those in need.
Bottom line
in my mind the very o proof that a God creator (Jehovah) really exists is the very existence of our brain, no Darwinist can ever
explain how evolution can possibly produce such an organ that still in the year
2017 we have no idea, not only of the way it’s made (brain mapping project) but way much less of what it can
do and what we humans can do by controlling its powers and abilities that often
produce the so called miracles.
When you add to this the fact that with our universal consciousness we create all we see, study and use every day, you can easily make the connection that to a certain degree we are the creators not only of the universe where we exist, but of the parallel ones too that are now very popular in the mass media (a new post will soon come out here about the relationship of our ability to create what we see and the double slit experiment)
Given that
it’s taken few hours of reading and researching to find the websites linked
below, I strongly suggest and invite you to (at least) open them; you may find something both interesting and educational, finally if you feel like it, Paypal donate
to me the cost of a cup of coffee with a bagel......
I probably
said this already, or that when I came out of my 2 months long coma I said to
my dad and to best business friend – who were both present – that the only
reason why I was there alive was because of an agreement I had made with Jesus Christ.
However
going forward, since I couldn’t remember having seen or even exchanged thoughts
with Jesus, I decided that what I had said surely was due to my Catholic
upbringing (like
my friend Iacopo had suggested) in the country that has as Catholicism the “official religion of the
country” (unlike
here in the US where it all depends on some God – look at the $ bill - but not
a God of any specific religion).
Certainly I
have no such memory, BUT I have to admit
that from agnostic (as the mother of my two treasures has been saying) I became both very spiritual and
ultimately religious (Catholic, obviously).
The – so
called – cherry on the pie is that I fell in love with the quantum theories (mechanics & physics) and I ’m very strongly convinced
that (almost) every night Jesus Christ talks
with me and sends puzzling messages
to me via dreams.
I call such
messages sent via dreams by Jesus as puzzlingvery much because they are so very close to my own life experiences and to
personal friends of mine that nobody else could ever know or understand what
they mean.
On the side
of the quantum studies, I cannot express the greatness of the internet and of
the possibility to contact directly people all over the world by email, in fact
this amazing ability – that is now for me the 6th dimension (time and mind being the
4th and 5th dimensions out of the 11 ones being talked
about in these days)
– together with my earned Ph. D. education level, gives me much credibility
each time I contact a researcher in these two quantum fields, so that it
becomes very easy to dive into an email exchange (at least by the dozens).
Now, given
that several of my readers here asked me clarifications, or for a more clear
description of both the after-death and the (new) terms used to describe it, I’m going to put “all
the ducks in a row” hopefully to clarify enough what happens, how
and why.
People have
been saying for centuries that when someone dies the entire life can be seen
just like in a documentary and that either the universal or cumulative
intelligence is reached, Well, what truthfully happens is that since our brain
isn’t in charge anymore of the millions of activities it usually performs (breathing, heart
beating, digesting, new skin cell production, among few of the millions usually
performed by our brain, even while we are sleeping) our usual intelligence is freer to do its work, it isn’t that all of a
sudden you become an Einstein, your intelligence with all of its knowledge and
connections – built when living – is completely freed
to function without what we call today “rumors” or noises created by other
parts in the body, that isn’t functioning anymore (dead). So, rather than the terms I just made the example of, my own term is freed intelligence, freed from all the activities
that our body performs on a 24/7 basis all lifelong.
My (wild) guess is that this is when our
“pituitary gland” (our third eye)
can give to us the view – in one moment and all at once - of our entire life,
from birth to the moment we die.
That’s
exactly when – by having an instantaneous view of the way we lived - we decide
– on our own – how our eternity will be – and here you should go to
read the several of posts where I talk of “personal hell or personal heaven”
and seeing Jesus – (or Buddha, if I was Buddhist), or whatever else you believed it to be your
creator when living.
What’s
important to underline here is that no matter what your religion taught you
about what happens after you die – i.e. God behind a desk to judge you and your
life or some other God looking at the times when you hurt someone else – or
some other one deciding if you eat too much pig or some other animal.
What counts
is what your consciousness contains, which explains the very reason why we must
live this life on earth with all of its pains, disappointments
that ultimately bring you to death.
Few more
points explained now:
·Many
people consider themselves atheists, but how cultured, intelligent and educated
are they? My guess is that all they are is simply lazy or fearful of the so
called unknown/superior entity that all religions follow and pay respect to.
Well, I’m
sorry for you atheists, who by believing in nothing you clearly have proven to believe
in yourself only, this newly acquired freed intelligence
surely is going to have your soul follow this same (identical) path, even those of you (like Iacopo)
who have no belief whatsoever of the (now proven) fact that we all have a soul and your soul (yourself) is going to go through – or
experience – the exact same “routine” I’ve described here many times already
BUT to save you time (and frustrations) I’m going to list here once
again what’s going to happen at the end of your “dream
come true” kind of life or for the wished for the end of this “piece of shit, I wish
I had died when I was 6 y/o“, life.
The real
“key” (or
determining factor)
is what your consciousness contains – or is made out of – meaning that IF you (and you ONLY) while
seeing your entire life, decide – thanks to your now freed intelligence determine that the weight of your hurting others surpasses the lightness
(the
atheist Stephen Hawking said that our universe created itself when gravity
appeared……..who
is our God creator Mr. Hawking?) of your being nice and/or helping
others, you – JUST YOURSELF – are going to
decide the way you will dedicate yourself (as a soul) either eternity or the amount of “time”
you’ll decide it to be sufficient to re-balance your soul in weight to
enter your heaven.
Now, I’m
sure you are wondering why I put the word time in bold green and I can explain that this
concept simply doesn’t exist in afterlife, in fact, there are no days, weeks,
months or years and time is the forever NOW.
In example
say, you meet your grandpa and have a very brief conversation maybe about the
time you last saw him, while it feels to you, that a moment (or a NOW) has
gone by, here on earth 100 years may have already gone by and this explains
very well the reason why, when someone you love very much passes over, it’s much
easier to meet this person again after you die, rather than wait to see his/her
soul appear to you while you are still living.
If you add the
concept that, for a soul it’s painful to come back here on earth, forget about
having the vision of your dead mother or wife while you are still living,
surely it’s going to be a couple of thousand years before a soul acquires the
desire to “sneak a peek” to living earth, where everyone you cared for, or
loved, already is “on your side” and earth isn’t recognizable at all anymore (ever dreamt how life on
earth is going to be in another 2K years?). I’m now really hoping to have made this
“process” very clear and understandable; it surely is very consistent with what
quantum research has been saying, as my Youtubes and linked websites can
confirm.
My latest
neuropsychological assessment suggested that I show in a trial that I’m able (to count to 3) to manage money in order not to
need a conservator to take care of paying my bills.
I was given
the large amount of $3.000 and a cash card in a newly opened bank account for
this test.
These
following are the reasons that forced me to give up on this test.
1.Doing a test with $3K is ridiculous
for somebody like me who lived the entire life with at least $20K in his “basic
bank acct.”
2.Having no credit card simply means
to have no flexibility whatsoever in managing any amount of money
3.In the middle of the test period the
mother of my children demanded me to anticipate the children’s support - $2.000.
4.One afternoon my dear son came in
the room at the Villa, where I’m incarcerated asking me – crying – for $1.000
to be able to buy back some valuable objects he had pawned for “easy cash” to
buy drugs.
5.I paid for half of an air ticket to
Italy – few hundreds of $$ - for my daughter to go to stay with my own sister
in Verona, Italy to take courses to learn to speak Italian and to meet and get
to know the Italian part of her family in Italy.
Surely this “money management test proved, rather than my ability to
count to 3, that I’m still a very loving (former)husband
and father, who’s ready to give his life to
take care of his family, no matter what.
In fact I was condemned to remain imprisoned under the superpowers
of someone who chose conservatorship as the way to put food in the plates of
the family and – legally – can take advantage of “seasoned international
professionals” such as I am without any sense of guilt("I just help disabled people in need, it's my God's call").
In my (very clearly broken) brain I had worked for few hours
the other day to create a new post about time, BUT when I was preparing the
Word page to write the new post text, when I went to save it – as time – I realized
that I had written and saved a post text with the same name, so I went in my
blog here and put the word time in the
search box and it this is what came out:
In reading
it and watching its Youtubes and links
not only I saw that a couple of Youtubes (i.e. the Lucy one) and several linked websites are identical to
my new ones, I felt truly brain injured for having wasted more than 2 hours
collecting something I had already searched for (yeah, like I have much more to
do) but that I truly like it, therefore I just put here above the link to it.
Therefore,
here’s my today’s post, go to look at it, it’s perfect and it’s simply the copy
of what I was planning to post today.
Good
example anyway that time doesn’t exist, what I had done about one month ago is
identical to what I had planned to do today…….boy!what a true genius Mr. Einstein
was…….
I want to
apologize to my readers because as I was studying (and learning) for a post dedicated to my son about my love
for him, as I was – as always – trying to find a Youtube – that since he speaks
Italian real well, like his sister does now – among the Italian Youtubes too,
when I entered “love from father to son” I had (obviously for Italy) as result a million of religious Youtubes about
it, however given that some were of Roberto Benigni explaining the Divine
Comedy by Dante Alighieri, I decided to challenge my readers by posting these
Youtubes here.
Worry not
however, I was able to post few Youtubes on the closest subject – in English -
too, so it isn’t going to be impossible to figure out what’s being said by
Benigni (one
of the greatest comedian we ever had in my country) in addition I put in my links below the way
to go to other English websites with the full text of the Divine comedy in the
canto 33 that’s the one being discussed and explained.
What makes
in some way very proud is that in the year 1.300 Dante wrote in his comedy that
God is ourselves, just like I said recently too, based on the discoveries of
quantum physics and of our universal connection to consciousness.
I just have
a word for the Italian speaking readers here because what Benigni says can’t be
easily understood even by those who can speak Italian, i.e. my two treasures
would need my presence to explain what Benigni says, his accent from Tuscany is
very strong, so don’t feel bad if it’s difficult to figure out what he says.
I’m hoping
that as you read this, you’ll be jumping from the chair you are sitting on,
just like I’d do myself.
In fact last
time I saw my dearly beloved dad was in August 2014, 2 months later he passed
away and with my greatest surprise he told me that since he had
seen each and every one of his relatives – including his parents – pass over with their souls leaving their
bodies, he was absolutely sure that life doesn’t end with our death, he even
said “I’m actually curious to see where we go after we die and that’s why I’m
not afraid of it” .
In truth I’m
hoping to write a decent post here, because there truly are no words to
describe what a great man my father was.
Aside from
the fact that he know all about the “recent discoveries” of quantum physics I
have a very clear memory too of him saying often what Mr. Lavoisier was saying
hundreds of years before my dad’s birth, or that “nothing is neither created nor
destroyed”, my dad did say this, kind of often actually.
Something
else that was very often in his mouth was about the length of names, his first
name was in fact somehow long and when put together with the last one (Gianfranco
Lingiardi……19 letters!!!) he remembered it being a real nightmare having to
write it all down when he was learning how to write (6 y/o) This is actually
the very reason why my sister and I have short names – Carlo and Anna.
I have so
many beautiful memories of him that I could write an entire book with them, I’m
just going through few highlights that I’m going to put here in no order:
·My
two treasures rather than calling him “grandpa” they always used the Italian, “nonno”, and they both loved their nonno very much.
·My
dad loved their mother and my now ex-wife very much too, to the point that he was saying that she
was like another daughter to him, or Anna’s sister.
·At
that time the currency in Italy was the Lira that had the exchange rate was 1
Lira = 1.8 USD, almost the opposite of what we have today that the EU has
replaced the Lira, 1 EU = 1.12 USD.
Regardless,
he gave very much money to us whenever I bought every
home we owned here in the USA. I recently figured out that in total over the years my dad's contribution to my purchasings of homes here in the USA came to a total of $1mil, just like if your son goes to live in any European state you decide to help him by gifting to him 1 mil of EU, given that now the exchange rates are the exact opposite of what they were about 30 years ago.
This was
his way to show his support and show happiness for my way of living and working so
far away, especially for my American career (as he used to call it).
He also
sent his money to pay for the divorce attorney, but I’m not going to elaborate
on the reasons why he felt it important to take care of it directly.
Someone
else I’m not going to talk about is the father of my former wife who simply smoked away his own life.
I remember
of the 2 or 3 times he came to visit his daughter when we lived in DE, his
biggest (and sole) excitement was that the Marlboro 100’s were much cheaper in DE –
due to taxes - compared to CA, in fact I remember gifting 3 or 4 bars with 20
packs each of Marlboro cigarettes to take back to Fresno where he lived.
I remember
too that while he was visiting we used to make him go to smoke outside the
backyard on the wood balcony we had there, since his after dinner meant smoking
about 30 cigarettes, I was told that right before he died, and he lived in his
garage smoking like a chimney and popping morphine pills like they are candies.
My plan
used to be to take the way my dad was with me as the example to act of the way I wanted to be
for both of my treasures……….talk about my misunderstanding Jesus when he said
that to remain alive would surely be painful.
Hang in
here anyway there are two more posts to come, one about who God truly is and
another about love (both God and love, very close to
each other)
In my never-ending
time spent browsing, studying and learning with my magnificent Internet tool,
the other day I was going deeper in the topic of consciousness that interests
me both for its very close relationship with quantum physics and its research
about what our brain can do (create the universes), well I “stumbled upon” this idea
of the third
eye that apparently we’ve known to have since many centuries…..BUT somewhat we recently forgot not only to have but
also what it can do and how to use it.
Rather than coming up with personal concepts, I admit that what follows comes from a mix of what
plenty websites say about this “third eye” that today we know what and where it’s
located in our very unknown brain, so here we go:
The pineal gland (also called
the pineal body, epiphysis cerebri, (epiphysis or the "third eye") is
a small
endocrine gland. It
produces melatonin, a hormone that affects the modulation of wake/sleep
patterns and photoperiodic (seasonal) functions. It is located near to the
center of the brain between the two hemispheres, tucked in a groove where the
two rounded thalamic bodies join. Unlike much of the rest of the brain, the
pineal gland is not isolated from the body by the blood-brain barrier system.
It is reddish-gray and about the size of a pea (8 mm in humans).
Considered the most powerful
and highest source of ethereal energy available to humans, the pineal gland has
always been important in initiating supernatural powers. Development of psychic
talents has been closely associated with this organ of higher vision.
The third eye controls the
various bio-rhythms of the body. It works in harmony with the hypothalamus
gland which directs the body's thirst, hunger, sexual desire and the biological
clock that determines our aging process. When it "awakens", one feels
a pressure at the base of the brain.
The pineal gland's location
deep in the brain seems to have hidden importance. In the past, its function like
a physical eye that could see beyond space-time was discovered; it was
considered a mystery linked to superstition and mysticism. Today it is
associated with the sixth chakra (?).
It's about the Eye, Zero
Point, focusing your consciousnessand
trusting what you see. You do it all the time and may not beware of the
difference between your thoughts and those from higher frequency. The third eye
has a lens that opens to see behind physical reality, so you might want
to relate to that theory. When the third eye opens, you can feel like a
pressure at the base of the brain. We all want to be more psychic and increase
the connection with the other sideas our
Consciousness Hologram closes and souls return to light. We want to empower and
most of all to understand beyond the physical. Meditation, Visualization, Yoga,
and all forms of Out of Body Experiences can help.
My own reaction to the
existence – in our brain – of an “invisible” eye that can see what surrounds us
is ethereal in a way, it scares the living crap out of me!!
Already I’m confused and
cannot believe that the chair I’m sitting on right now is real.
OK, since I
just found links and Youtubes that clearly explain that it’s us with our
consciousness that, not only create our own reality (same as our own hell
and heaven) but we
even create(D?) our universe (and now the parallel ones too) with all of its galaxies and
planets (billions) who can ever say that we – humans –
aren’t the creators of our universe?
I love it
when “geniuses” like Stephen hawking state that it’s impossible for a God to
exist…….”there’s no need to have one“.
Sadly what
they have in mind as God is what religions have taught to us for centuries that
our God creator is a universal entity that is always present, knows it all and –
when you pray with deep faith – can give you what you prayed for, in other
words, what Einstein labelled as “personal God”.
But what if
you apply all the characteristics of the “universal God” to yourself? Any doubt
that God knows everything about you is always present and can respond to your
prayers giving to you what you pray (your own)
God for?
My (broken) logic tells me that this unclear
idea of a God creator that’s somewhere in the universe, is omnipotent and
personal too, becomes very understandable and clear too, however given the (still totally unknown) abilities of the human (our) brain, it’s still good to be part
of a religion (any) because the praying and getting
together in groups on specific days of the month does affect what our brain can
do and that’s when the miracles happen, therefore please understand that I’m
not throwing down the crapper any religion on earth, they all have their
values, I’m just saying that given the way our brains are, they do affect our
brain’s abilities and can have the unexpected happen (miracles too sometimes). OK, now while you enjoy
(hopefully) my Youtubes and other websites I linked, never forget to buy me a
simple coffee via the Paypal tool here on the side.
I must admit that I’m borderline shocked by “scientists” like R. Hawking and others like him when they say that God cannot exist, even if they have no scientific nor mathematical way to prove that it truly doesn’t exist.
Well, in my deeply brain injured logic I’ve come to the (simple) conclusion that God is us humans, not only
Enjoy this great video now:
because it’s clearly written in the Bible that our creator made men “in his image and likeness” which means that we can make miracles (what science still has no way to explain) but even more because – not only we know NOTHING of our brain – think in example to the fact that “the God spot” was recently discovered in it and we are still struggling to find where the heck our mind is located in our brain, now it turns out that out mind is part of (our) consciousness that quantum physics explains that’s universal and connects us humans with the entire universe (surely at least this one). As a matter of fact I count myself among all the other brain injured scientists who say that as our brain will further its development in time, we’ll be able to walk on water too, just like Jesus Christ showed he could easily do (I’ve actually developed my own hypothesis on this that’s too blasphemous for me to publish here).
Anyway, I remain convinced that already today mankind can use – in special circumstances – the unlimited powers of what’s been sitting for at least 2K years between our two ears…..our brain, so let’s wait and develop our brain for another 2K years and you’ll see if we won’t be walking on water, turn water into wine and make more food appear at parties, not to mention the healings or even more….……..
Now not only we have an organ in our body that not only we cannot control in any way or even know what we can do with it, but it’s turning out that with something that’s part of it (mind and consciousness) we created this entire universe (with all of its galaxies) and through the double slit experiment we even figured out how we can do this.
Talk about Einstein saying that (his) God doesn’t play dice with the universe…….
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