Carlo Lingiardi: April 2017

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

MY NEUROPSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATIONS

It just so happens that I had to bear several evaluations from different clowns in this field (with Ph. D. even), starting from the few days after my coming out of my two months long in a coma to several years after. I had to see that these clowns who must all be part of some kind of mafia organization since nobody ever wants to say or put in writing anything at all contrary to what already assessed by someone who had assessed me earlier, especially if one with experience and therefore of some kind of importance (???) what’s beyond ridiculous and surely very sad is that the poor judges who make decisions about the ones being assessed,

One. They have no idea nor any experience to understand what a neuropsychological assessment is

Two. Their IQ/level of intelligence is way below the muddy ground they live on.
Three. I doubt they've ever done themselves this kind of assessment, if so I'd love to see their final score!!!

Therefore anything they do, say and decide is truly borderline criminal, BUT being that these real losers have the honorable title of superior court judges, nobody ever feels right to say a word to contradict the crap that they spew out of their mouths.

I truly wish that this mafia could have worked for the assessments made to me by a fairly renowned neuropsychologist who interviewed me few weeks after my “awakening” or that the one done by a fairly unknown clown of this tipe in the middle of the California's wild lands, who both – in fact - never mentioned the word “conservator”, in addition I had a fairly long evaluation (sadly not an assessment) from a highly respected UCLA psychologist who did put in writing that he doesn’t see the need for me to be imprisoned under the huge powers (too many) of a legal thief/conservator.

Again I can say that it’s very clear the lack of minimal intelligence of these high court judges, simply because they listen only to the mafia belonging clowns.

They’ve all decided it’s best for me to be imprisoned like I’m a serial killer in “at home arrest”

The fact that sadly I know damn well the way they are all going to spend their eternities after they'll die, but this really doesn’t help my mood to improve of a micron, because every cent these judges authorize to be paid to these conservators-losers for doing less than nothing to help me, is one cent less that my children/treasures will inherit from me, when in several more decades I’ll pass over.

What helps me feel somewhat better however is to know precisely what kind of effects the high court judges, the conservators and their ignorant attorneys’ will experience soon, but not on themselves, rather to whomever they love or feel to be close to.

In fact I can tell that – after having had a lengthy email conversation with a former attorney very close to Jesus – I now understand that our father God truly is like a father to us, simply because fathers do feel a love infinitely large for their children (us) BUT what may any father do when his child behaves criminally, steals cars and other valuables or – worse – uses drugs? Well, any father who really loves his child will try to disapprove in any visible way he can or lightly punish the child, but no way a real dad will ever give a real hard time to his own child (I’m both guessing and hoping) the same is for our creator, otherwise can anyone explain the reason why when Jesus died on the cross an earthquake destroyed the town of Jerusalem where even today the Jews go as pilgrims to the wall of tears and what about that war that's about never-ending in that area? Not to even mention the atrocities that Jews had to live through in more recent history? This last personal concept is very much questioned by both theologians and people of faith but since is based on true facts I’m still waiting for someone who can convince me that I’m wrong.

Staying in the "facts" area I want to guess that we can see very well see that the Santa Barbara high court judge has punished herself already, she wouldn’t be as ugly as she is, I bet that nobody can guess how she wipes her a.. when she’s done with her extra-large toilet seat, same for the Ventura judge, does anyone cares to tell me how crappy his family life is because of his own doing?

As for my first conservator she’s a woman who chose to be a sex-object for a man who not only will never marry her but there’s the fact that she’ll never give birth to any child, her business (yes being a conservator is a business for her!) will very soon go into a scary bankruptcy, she’ll be losing all of her “friends” (friends only for their own financial advantage) and will be forced to move into a shack.

As for my current conservator, he has daughters who will be eliminated with a lungs infection that although it will be quickly taken care of with strong antibiotics, this will dangerously weaken their overall immune system bringing them to a quick death.

Let me stop here and say nothing at all, about the attorneys who support the conservators but paid by the conservatee’s what our father Jesus will do to their beloved ones is something I don’t want to guess at all………. Too sad and upsetting……..our Holy Father’s powers are immense HOWEVER please remember that all I just described isn’t something the God will do directly to us, his children, as I’ve been saying here more than once.
It’ll be our own brains that have immense powers and once it'll be realized the injustices that our free will and sick logic have done will make all this bad happen to those we love and care for, just like it happened to the Minister in Italy named Aldo Moro(go look at my post about that minister and never forget that all the links below are carefully chosen after hours of search). P.S. what I just described here comes from dreams I've been having, that I decided to consider to be true predictions of what's about to happen, simply because I've seen my dreams becoming true several times since my coma, therefore if you want to, feel free to consider what I just wrote here the unbalanced expressions of a poor brain-injured man, if you instead choose to take action based on my predictions, you can protect your loved ones and secure to yourself an afterlife of peace and prosperity.

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

MORE ABOUT REALITY

It seems to me (and to my injured brain) that reality is a true obstacle to justify many of the quantum mechanics theories and – not at all surprisingly A. Einstein – in this (very long) Youtube he states that reality is an illusion……whaaaat??? Now, on one side we have the quantum physics that says that all we see and have been in touch with is a projection of our consciousness, since ALL – including our universe - is empty, just like each and every atom is mostly empty, but from there to say that nothing is what it looks like and even feels like, it truly takes a big effort of imagination.

In fact I do like the example of the one who says that when you kick a stone and feel pain to the foot, that feeling of pain is absolutely real…….it isn’t certainly an illusion – like Einstein and the quantum researchers claim in these days, but this is such a difficult subject to talk about, furtherly complicated by what I just talked about: “reality is in the eye of the beholder” on 4/12 (scroll down in this page) as you all know (sadly) too well I’m more than passionate of this new and very unpredictable way to look at life and our world, I’m in fact starting to dream that my accident with all of its losses (personal freedom + family + personal wealth + financial independence + ability to kick asses real hard.....when I want) is taking place in some other reality, therefore every night I go to sleep with the hope to wake up next morning in the reality I’ve always wanted and work hard for……….I mean, what the heck!! Where’s the manual for you to study in order to transfer from one reality to the next (the one I want)? I remember watching a movie where the main character kept transferring from one reality to the next and he could even remember what had happened in the past reality……

Boy, oh boy! Talk about science fiction, the other movie that keeps coming to my mind is the “futuristic” the Matrix I mean, how the heck did all the people involved at any level come up with such a scary concept??

As I always do I researched the internet for the most “to the point” website consistent with my subject, simply because I’m hoping that your mind too will be blown away and while closing here my script on reality I want to anticipate what I just learned from someone really close to Jesus about the role played by our creator, Jesus (son) in death, accidents, diseases and whatever else of bad that happens to us mortals…..I swear it’ll be very interesting.

Monday, April 24, 2017

HUMAN BRAIN COMPLEXITY 2

Last night I watched again one of my most beloved movies: Lucy, I love it because in a very simple and cinematographic (visual) manner it talks about the powers of the human (our) brain, how much of its capacity we can now utilize and the potential we have in front of us.

I specifically love the fact that the super-intelligent Lucy (100% use of her brain capacities) tells to the police inspector – in the car with her – that “we never really die” that’s directly quoted from today’s quantum physics.

With this post I start a series today, to show – beyond any doubt – how complex and still completely unknown is what sits between our two ears.

My goal (not too secret nor surprising) is to have my readers understand that a neuropsychological assessment is a complete crappy method to figure out the way someone uses this organ and therefore that the assessments done on me (and on my use of this organ) are all a pile of bullshit spread on paper.

I start today with something very similar to few of my posts in the recent past and I can anticipate that it’ll be followed by posts about neuropsychology (the specialty in bullshit).

Since my N.D.E. has increased my intelligence, logic and learning abilities, I put here with this post links to other websites and a longer Youtube video in full support of my claims.

In few days I’ll talk about those who make these assessments on me and all those who thought it best to take money from me and from my children, including what kind of afterlife they are looking at unless they realize it’s best to return to my treasures all (I mean ALL of it) the money they have stolen from me.

Saturday, April 22, 2017

HUMAN BRAIN COMPLEXITY 1

With this post I start a series today to show – beyond any doubt – how complex and still completely unknown is what sits between our two ears, or the brain.

My goal (not too secret or surprising) is to have my readers understand that a neuropsychological assessment is a complete crappy method to figure out the way someone uses this organ and therefore that the assessments done on me (and on my organ) are all a pile of bullshit spread on paper.

I start today with something very similar to few of my posts in the recent past and it’ll be followed by posts about how much of our brains we truly use and why, plus one specifically dedicated to neuropsychology (crappy specialty).

Since my N.D.E. has increased my intelligence, logic and learning abilities I put here with this post links to other websites and a short Youtube video in full support of my claims.

Saturday, April 15, 2017

MY AFTERLIFE CONNECTION

As it stands, I did post several times about the Zeitgeist movies

However I was recently watching them again and – through my connection with afterlife, I understood that the part completely overlooked by the filmmakers, is the one that regards the explanation of the so called Holy Shroud (several posts in the past about it too):

As I’m watching these Zeitgeist movies again, I must admit that the astrological explanation of Jesus – and of his several predecessors – kind of makes sense, just like the one that claims that Jesus was used by the Roman Empire to keep the people quiet because focused on something else.

What the Zeitgeist people cannot explain in any way, shape or form is the actual presence still today 2.000+ years later of the shroud, after having survived a destroying fire that burned everything around it and having been studied by the most advanced scientists who used the latest instruments available for centuries, without any explanation of the possible way it could have been made centuries earlier.

To me it’s the simple existence of the Shroud that confirms the real/true existence of Jesus and of his otherworldly capacities.

It’s just like when you look for some proof to justify the real existence of something/one or fact told in ancient books, it’s often sufficient to find just ONE piece of evidence to justify the entire story/report found in that ancient book.

So, why the heck do people (atheists) spend time and money in the (futile) attempt to prove that Jesus was just some Jew who somehow built a followership against the Roman Empire to be killed with crucifixion?

I mean, with billions of people all over the world expressing followership and faith for Jesus, what were they hoping to express and prove? If you can think to the answer to this question, please put it here below my post.

Friday, April 14, 2017

SAINT THOMAS THE APOSTLE

As I’m re-reading some of the sacred scriptures, I realize that all the agnostics do have a saint in Saint Thomas, in Italian there’s a refrain that rhymes with the words Thomas and nose (Tommaso e naso) that uses the meaning of being curious and wanting to “stuck your nose in it” that I learned when I was 5 or 6 y/o and can never forget.

The fact that the disciple Thomas couldn’t believe that his master Jesus had resorted had him be present when Jesus appeared again to all his disciples and Thomas put his fingers in the wound in Jesus’s chest.

I cannot remember having seen Jesus myself – even if as soon as I woke up from my 2 months long coma I said so – but I do remember well the terms of my agreement done with Jesus about my reason to keep living (my two treasures) no matter if I was told that it would have surely be painful for me to stay here on earth, very much of what I know is due to my uninterrupted contact with the Afterlife…..maybe one day I’ll post here what I know about Jesus, the Jew and his parents.

The first person who told me that she believed I was agnostic is Michele and I had to go see the meaning of this word because I never heard it before, I hope that you are going to enjoy the small collection of links to websites and the Youtubes too.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

SUPREME OEC DELIGHT

The improvements to the address book in OEC are so great that I never look nor miss the address book of Windows Outlook 2010 because the search for people by name, activity or location is super-easy and intuitive plus friendly.

This – together with the innumerable other improvements truly make OEC my best PC companion, in fact – no matter what I’m doing – it stays open all day long in the background, therefore whenever I receive a new message I hear it’s arrived and can look at it immediately.

This together to the soon arriving the IMAP capacity, is going to make OEC my best emailing software since the fools at Windows decided to give all their beautiful emailing programs with the arrival of windows 7 and al.

I put below the links to my posts on this same program done in the past, that already have plenty links to OEC websites and I only add the recommendation to get it as soon and as fast as you can to return to live in the wonderful emailing world of the past Windows environments.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

REALITY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER

While I’ve been talking about how much reality is created by our mind (or consciousness) I came across this concept (as expressed in one of the dozens of movies I watch all day long) that states that we all believe that we observe reality, things as they are, but what actually happens is that the mind interprets what the eyes see and gives it meaning; it’s only at this point, when meaning is assigned, that we can truly say we have seen something. In other words, what we see is as much in the mind as it is in reality. If you consider that the mind of a person from one culture is going to be different in many ways from the mind of a person from another culture, then you have the explanation for that most fundamental of all cross-cultural problems: the fact that two people look upon the same reality, the same example of behavior, and see two entirely different things.

Any behavior observed across the cultural divide, therefore, has to be interpreted in two ways:

· the meaning given to it by the person who does the action

· the meaning given to it by the person who observes the action

Only when these two meanings are the same do we have successful communication, successful in the sense that the meaning that was intended by the doer is the one that was understood by the observer. This idea makes me think very much to the losers who made my assessments, what the heck did they see (or understand) about me and my way to think and being logic?

They surely have seen someone else…….there must exist some logical reason to explain what they saw in me……….can’t tell if it’s my convinced belief in at least try once the therapy that I’m tired to name or if it truly works for TBI or because they didn’t want me to turn into a bum, living on the street.

These bums must have a pretty high social cost, because I don’t see any in court when I’m there, in fact the only people I see are those with lots of money – like young kids with very large amounts of money either from inheritance or as a payoff from some accident they had – practically not only physically (only) disabled people like me but derelict young kids who have no idea of what to do with all of their money.

Talk about having a great job as a conservator, you can manage very large wealth without having gone through any kind of formal and superior education and therefore having less than zero experience of working in companies of various sizes, in different fields and geographical locations (even if just here in the USA).

But this idea of reality being in the mind of the beholder makes me think again that it’s us with our expectations and ways to look at things that do influence reality, or make new things happen.

Do any of my readers know that I think of good things to happen to both my two last neuropsychologists and my two conservators? I best not say what I’ve been thinking because it’s way too related to what I had said before about our own God/consciousness and to what Jesus showed to us when dyeing on the cross.

Sunday, April 09, 2017

THE MEANING OF LIFE

Oooohhh boys! This topic has crack the heads of philosophers, researchers, theologians for centuries, so I doubt that my thoughts in this field can bring anything new to this topic, in fact I agree with what I believe that my idol Michio Kaku said once, or that we are the only ones that can give meaning to our lives, then – of course – there exists no explanation about the meaning of our lives related to the billions of people both living or who lived.

My personal belief is that only by living (and maybe suffering) we can create what’s now seen as one of the most important discoveries of the quantum science, or that our lives on earth give us the unique possibility to create our own consciousness that’s what is going to create our life after death environment.

I strongly believe in fact that anyone who can’t believe in the existence of afterlife truly ends life with death, or – as explained to me by an expert in this field – their soul will keep switching from good to bad for eternity, or until someone will bring this soul in heaven using the strongest force in this universe, love.

I put – as usual – few links to consistent websites and a couple of short Youtube videos, but I can assure you that the internet is truly packed full of places that contain this topic, so please forgive me if my selection here is very restricted.

Friday, April 07, 2017

STRENGTH OF MIND

I put here below few websites that support my saying that my TBI hasn’t affected – nor reduced – at all the strength of my mind, for the simple reason that our mind isn’t in the brain, kind of like what Deepak Chopra said in the Youtube I published the other day.

I’m confident in saying that mind is a part of our mindfulness that’s part itself of our entire universe since the beginning (Big-bang) and that creates both our current reality, while living here on earth and the reality of afterlife, no matter if we decide to be in heaven of hell.

The reason of my accident – that ended all I ever cared and worked for – is that my employer while I was in NH had a very strong mind and got so furious for my leaving his company for coming in CA to be immediately a company president that his angry mind waves got me into that accident, right while I was very weak, because I was having some marriage problems and I didn’t feel as confident as I had always been in my new position in the new company.

I believe that this is the reason why I met with Jesus and agreed with him to remain alive for the love I have for my two treasures, too bad I didn’t understand what Jesus meant when I was told that to survive meant troubles and pain.

This actually clarified in me the reason why I didn’t choose to survive for the love I have for Michele.

I was in fact explained that the love of a mother for her children is surely very strong because she creates them in her body, but any father can say that he’s willing to give his life for any of his children, so it isn’t that strange that I agreed with Jesus to say alive – even if in pain – for the love I have for my two treasures.

My story explains too that a strong mind can bring disgrace to others, no matter God’s love for us.

Being myself a father too, I suffer immensely seeing my son doing something very wrong for himself both now and for his future, but there’s really nothing I can do for too many reasons (one of them being the free-will) This is the reason why when our father God sees us dying in war or for any other reason, he suffers for us, just like I do for my treasures when something bad happens to either of them.

Changing subject, it’s written in the Bible that God made us at his image and likeness that explains the reason why when we do something wrong to ourselves or others we do punish ourselves while still living, this punishment affects people we love very much and ourselves too, if that’s who we love the most…….

Knowing – from direct experience – what it means to experience an eternal afterlife (maybe in hell) I’d surely focus on fixing my wrongs to others to avoid both a bad afterlife and tragedies happening to whoever we are in love with.

Thursday, April 06, 2017

CONSCIOUSNESS AND SOUL

The "soul or spirit" is that part of us that enables us to be aware of ourselves. It is the essence of life, eternal and its' substance lies outside the physical parameters of the Universe. Moreover, when in place in any physical body, it connects directly to and is our consciousness.

Now, look at the video with Deepak Chopra it simply says what I’ve been saying here for several months now, or that it isn’t right to look for either consciousness or the soul in our brain, both aren’t part of our body, so there’s no point in looking for where they may be located……c’mon! You look in the brain? Ha yeah, because given that now we’ve found the “tubules” in it, that play a role in NDE and at death, all that we have no idea of what it might be or might do, it must be in the brain…..the most complex entity in the entire universe!

When I see Youtubes with very famous and important scientist declaring this…..I feel true pity for both neurologists (specialists of the unknown) and of their buddies, the neuropsy.

I actually remember well saying that those Ph. D.’s earn a doctorate in a science about something we don’t even know how it’s made combined with what an heroin addict plus child-molester wrote it’s important to know…….while in jail (Dr. Freud).

Therefore, saying that soul and consciousness are the same, isn’t as crazy as saying that you studied the brain with its functional mechanisms, therefore you can safely predict how someone with an injured brain is going to behave, depending on the situation……..

Maybe we should ask to these specialists where our consciousness is in the brain and what happens to it when we die.

Well, maybe it’s best that they don’t even think of this…….it may change their confidence in condemning people like me to conservatorship given by failed priests…....

CHECK THIS OUT TOO........MY HERO!

ON HOW COMPLEX OUR BRAIN IS:

something for neurologists and neuropsy to think about, before......

INCREDIBLE BUT VERY LONG!

Wednesday, April 05, 2017

QUANTUM GRAVITY

Quantum gravity is an overall term for theories that attempt to unify gravity with the other fundamental forces of physics (which are already unified together). It generally creates a theoretical entity, a graviton, which is a virtual particle that mediates the gravitational force.

Loop quantum gravity tries to achieve this goal by looking at the smooth fabric of spacetime in general relativity and contemplating the question of whether, like regular fabric, it might be made up of smaller fibers woven together. The connections between these quanta of space-time may yield a background-independent way of looking at gravity in the quantum world.

If found, the graviton is expected to be massless (because it acts instantaneously at long distances) and have spin 2 (because gravity is a second-rank tensor field).

Using the simplest words I can use, since gravity is a force that explains from the way entire galaxies (with solar systems) behave and connect with each other and quantum means microscopic, there’s a basic disconnection between trying to explain in with physical and mathematical models why the earth rotates around the sun and why an apple falls from a tree.

This is the reason why researchers have come up with both the concepts that a theory of quantum gravity must exist. Whether or not gravity is exactly what we think of as quantum mechanics is fundamental to quantum gravity remains open. A general suspicion is that gravity, in the geometrical trappings of Einstein’s theory is not fundamental. In this sense “quantum gravity” may be a misnomer, but the key point is that it pertains to a unified description of physics, whatever that turns out to be.

As you’ll see my new hero – Michio Kaku – gives a truly precise description of the way every physicist feels like when trying to mathematically explain these new quantum entity…….infinite plus infinite multiplied by infinite divided by infinite, results in ………(too bad that my injured brain knows the answer…. daaaahhhh….).

Tuesday, April 04, 2017

COMPASSIONS

To begin this post let me define what compassion is (or should be) it literally means “to suffer together.” Among emotion researchers, it is defined as the feeling that arises when you are confronted with another's suffering and feel motivated to relieve that suffering. Compassion is not the same as empathy or altruism, though the concepts are related.

I was asked what I meant by saying that Michele has no human compassion for me and I must distinguish human from animal compassion.

In fact Michele has a great compassion for suffering animals, she’s the kind of person who’d get out of her way, or change her route just because she sees either a dog or a horse with a broken leg or even with a sad expression in the eyes.

Therefore make no mistake about the ability for Michele to have any compassion, I actually believe that if I was a dog she’d never ran away from me, I’d rather be sleeping in the same bed with her and taken very well care of.

I’m not putting here any link to compassion websites; I’m hoping it’ll be sufficient to put these two pictures of suffering “animals”, in fact I can bet a trillion of $$$ that if I was any kind of animal Michele would keep me very close to her and would do all that’s necessary to take away such a sad expression from my face.

Sunday, April 02, 2017

HUMAN COMPASSION

I have so much free (empty) time every day that all I do is to think, meditate, study quantum theories and watch movies by the hundreds.
Lately I’ve gotten into a path along the science fiction movies, I’m not going to talk here of any of the movies I’ve watched, I’m just going to point out something that hit me right in the (already injured) head, or something that my life companion obviously has nothing of it.

I’m referring to what’s called human compassion that I’m hoping my readers know already what it is, I just put here a couple of Youtubes and very few links to other websites consistent with this topic.

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