Carlo Lingiardi: April 2018

Sunday, April 29, 2018

MY BRAIN INJURY HAS MADE ME SMARTER AND MORE INTELLIGENT/LOGIC

My dear son has been making fun of me – I’m sure because of his mother – by telling me that I’m certainly not smarter than I was before the injury, but I do beg to differ mostly for the reason that when you almost die - as my NDE confirms and proves – the brain isn’t taking care of the “functioning” of the entire body (all the internal organs, sight, breathing, heart beating with blood circulation etc.… etc.…) so the mind with the intelligence and logic are more independent to operate using their capacities.

Many researchers call this fact “universal intelligence” and my friend Iacopo calls it “cumulative intelligence” I posted it here before that I’d rather call it “freed intelligence” in the sense that, the part of the brain dedicated to intelligence isn’t “restricted” by the rest of the activities that the rest of the brain must perform to allow the body to function (live).

Given that having any disagreement with my dear son – who represent the immortality of mine and of our last name – drives me to research how far am I from my beliefs, I google researched this very topic and – much to my pleasure and surprise I found what the websites linked below attest, or that my thinking, logic and intelligence truly increased as a result of my brain injury.

While I already “scientifically and specifically” explained the reason why the parts of the brain involved in these capacities become stronger (especially in my case where the motor cortex area is the only damaged brain area) I found myself smiling when I read of those who became savants after their brain injury or were able to do things very far and different from both what they were doing before or were even interested in.

Could it be that my contempt about neuropsychological assessments and the neuropsychologists (who give them and believe in them) is in some way related to my newly acquired “universal intelligence”? Intelligence that is, was and will always be greatly superior to that of those Ph.D.’s in neuropsy?

Friday, April 27, 2018

GOD WHAT? WHAT GOD?

I hope to have, step-by-step explained that – according to quantum physics – we humans are the God creator of the universe and we can make miracles (what science still cannot explain).
The next question however is the reason why in this entire world and over the centuries several trillions of people have prayed and believed in the existence of a creator of the universe who sent his own son (our creator who made itself man into Jesus) …..I’ll dedicate soon an entire post about Jesus – the son of God. My answer to this question (using my injured brain) parallels very much the explanation of the miracle, nobody can explain, therefore “it’s simply a mystery not yet explained”.

In doing my usual internet research however I noticed that nobody all over the world still knows much about the brain, how it’s made and much less what we can do with it. It may be also the way our brain functions or it’s made that pushes in us - in order to feel better - the need to have the (strong) belief that all must have been created by a “superior entity”.

I guess that this explains well the people who say that Jesus was a time traveler who took a trip from the year 5 or 6.000 as a birthday gift ☺…

Those who claim this time travel hypothesis, surely base it on the realization of the magnificence of the human brain and all of its capabilities and powers, in fact I remember touching on the idea that thanks to the Darwinian evolution in some more hundreds of years we’ll all be able not only to walk on water but to make again most of the miracles that Jesus did as a Jew in Palestine.

I must ask here too to spend some of your time to go check the websites I put below and spend some of your “precious” time watching the Youtubes here especially the very long one at the very bottom (The Human Brain And Quantum Physics "or the theory of EVERYTHING")

VEEEERY LOOOONNG

Monday, April 23, 2018

QUANTUM SCIENCE CONFIRMS THAT WE ARE GOD, CREATORS OF OUR UNIVERSE

As the logical conclusion to my recent several posts where I explain that we are the creators of this universe – including the parallel ones – being our minds closely related (or entangled) to the universal consciousness, it comes simple (and logic …..BUT NOT FOR ME….the brain injured in need of surveillance…) to understand what a revolution in faith and religions these quantum sciences (mechanics and physics) are bringing to the important strongholds of our lives (and our beliefs) since several thousands of years.

Very shortly, quantum mechanics says that all we see, experience, study and measure are the product of the very fact that we do all of this – also called “the observer effect”.

When you fit this large and somehow stretched concept in the simple term/label of God, it’s very simple to conclude that we are the God creator, omnipotent, omnipresent who looks over us every moment of our lives and is always ready to forgive us for anything we ever do…..good or/and bad.

We suppose that our mind is in the brain, but more advanced physicists and researchers have already made the word mind fully replaceable with soul, meaning that as well as we have no idea of where our soul can be placed in the body (some convinced that it must be in the brain) same applies to the mind body location (brain or heart… as it’s been pictured for thousands of years?).

What’s objectively true is that by using (and controlling) our mental powers we can really make miracles…..as well as create our own reality (simulation hypothesis?), when we add to all of this what Einstein used to say in his late years, or that “time doesn’t exist”

Saturday, April 21, 2018

WE CAN SURVIVE

I’m convinced that no matter that my dear son looks very similar to his family’s mother, his core is all mine, in fact I’ve been taking care of him since his mother decided to fully get rid of him.

I consider my boy (or my creation) a survivor as much as I am, in fact to lose your loving and very active/important dad at 6 y/o is a bigger loss/tragedy that I can imagine.

However as the true man of my (our) family that he’s been since he was born he’s survived some of the hardest and harshest situations all on his own, without any help from his dad (me, the disabled/brain injured dad) and having to overcome and live through his mother’s rejection.

As someone who grew up in a heavenly environment with a family of the same type, I cannot want to hug him and use each and every resource I have (way too little) to give at least little relief to my survivor and champion in life.

I’ll be talking of his sister (my princess) later in another post, because she’s very special and unique too, but my focus is now fully on my unique survivor and I add to this post – as I always do – few links to other websites, consistent to mine and a couple of Youtube videos.

Now that my “hero son” has reached the 19^th year of his life, he’s working already in a nice place where he’s already been given a directional occupation and is paid not too bad, in fact he’s been looking for a room to rent so that he can overcome his mother kicking him out without any possibility to be back in his family (mother and sister).

Him not having a place to be while he isn’t at work, has given the possibility to us both to spend true “quality time” together and I want to express my joy to be able to help my son in his time of need, giving the support that any father would give without thinking to it to his son.

The fact that I have the great possibility to honestly and openly talk with him, about pretty much everything we want, is easily offering the chance to discuss the “right approach” to what can happen in life and share my personal point of view in what concerns work attitude, religion and behaviors.

I’m really hoping that this (little) time spent together opening our minds to each other will form his strong memory of his dad who, like he is, became a survivor, due to life and my own God’s will.

I’m comfortable in expressing my total confidence that as time goes by (and he gets older) his life will turn by 180 degrees for the better, simply because he’s learned “on his skin” that we make our own lives the way we want and it all depends on what we do and/or decide to do.

I can’t express in simple words my love for my Lingiardi creature, who by his very young age has shown already to be a real survivor, just like me….his real dad.

Monday, April 16, 2018

HISTORY OF ITALY

Being a naturalized US citizen, it’s kind of understandable that I have a deep-rooted love for my country of origin, Italy and given that there’s so much love for the people of this country towards Italy, its geography (smack in the center of the Mediterranean basin) history and culture, today I’m going to get on a podium to give a lesson about it and give support to my claim that the entire “occidental culture” developed from Italy.

Italy's deep-rooted history began some 200,000 years ago in the Paleolithic period, but is best known for the ancient Greek and Roman civilizations that reigned over Italy for over a millennium. Evidence of these powerful empires can be seen throughout Italy, and is ingrained in the lives of Italians today.

In Sardinia, Sicily and part of Mainland Italy the Beaker culture spread from Western Europe. ... In the 5th century Gauls settled in Northern Italy and parts of Central Italy. With the fall of the Western Roman Empire, different populations of German origin invaded Italy, the most significant being the Lombard, who had Milan as their capital, that remains the capital of the Lombardy region where the town of Brescia is - my birth town – which makes me a true Lombard warrior .

A complex genetic structure reflecting the multifaceted peopling pattern of the Peninsula emerged: southern populations show high similarity with those from the Middle East and Southern Balkans, while those from Northern Italy are close to populations of North-Western Europe and the Northern Balkans. Interestingly, the population of Volterra, an ancient town of Etruscan origin in Tuscany, displays a unique Y-chromosomal genetic structure.

The future of the southern Italian peninsula was shaped by the different peoples who inhabited it between the years 800 and 200 BC. These include the Etruscans, Greeks and the many Italian tribes such as the Latins, Campanian’s, Samnite, Sabine’s, etc.

The bull was a symbol of the southern Italic tribes and was often depicted goring the Roman wolf as a defiant symbol of free Italy during the Social War. Greek historian Dionysius of Halicarnassus states this account together with the legend that Italy was named after Italus, mentioned also by Aristotle and Thucydides.

Family is one of the most important alter of respect, therefore an individual may sacrifice their rights or beliefs for family honor. Religious Practice: Most Italians are Roman Catholic. Once, the church had a great deal of influence over the way of life of Italians. Today that influence has declined.

Italian culture is steeped in the arts, family, architecture, music and food. Home of the Roman Empire and a major center of the Renaissance, culture on the Italian peninsula has flourished for centuries. Here is a brief overview of Italian customs and traditions.

Religion in Italy is characterized by the predominance of Christianity and an increasing diversity of religious practices, beliefs and denominations. Most Christians in Italy adhere to the Catholic Church, whose headquarters are in the Vatican City, Rome.

Italian people are generally known for their localism (both regionalist and municipality) and their attention to clothing and family values.

Italian breakfast (prima colazione) consists of caffè e latte (hot coffee with milk) or coffee with bread or rolls, butter and jam. A cookie-like rusk hard bread, called fette biscottate, and cookies are commonly eaten. Children drink hot chocolate, plain milk, or hot milk with very little coffee.

The name Italia was in origin applied only to a portion of what is now Calabria, possibly from an Oscan name Víteliú, interpreted as "[land] of young cattle". It was not applied to the entire peninsula (now under Roman rule) until the 1st century BCE

Between around 1880 and 1924, more than four million Italians immigrated to the United States, half of them between 1900 and 1910 alone—the majority fleeing grinding rural poverty in Southern Italy, mainly Sicily. Today Americans of Italian ancestry are the nation's fifth-largest ethnic group.

The websites I linked below represent very well the different aspects that my country of origin offers to both researchers, scholars and people who love to see and experience beauty in everything at the maximum possible level.

These are the reasons that have me determine that in Italy are the roots of our world today.

And now few really nice Youtubes for you

Italian culture

Truth about Italian DNA

Italian fashion

Renaissance

Sunday, April 15, 2018

THE “BILL”

A couple of days ago I received by mail the “very thick printouts” of the bill that some true losers are going to give to the court for
1. Having paid all my bills

2. Give legal support to such deplorable theft (or inexcusable and unacceptable way to steal money from defenseless people)

Now, the poor bitch who first came to my defense and support with power of attorney on me, stole (with her own attorney – a real loser) from my own pockets $80K already. Now these other two (losers) have developped a bill for (only) $40K

The saddest part of this – aside that my real sister and the mother of my two treasures clearly showed they don’t give a damn – is that all of my money, present and future shall be used to both provide to my treasures a very good living standard and receive a large inheritance when I’ll pass over (just like my dad did for me).

I’m sure that my readers know that I’ve kept some sort of contact with both Jesus and the afterlife, in fact I’m sure that this increased clarity about money, wealth and their use while living came to me (via a dream, as usual) directly from Jesus. You can look at the links to websites below that explain and clarify what was Jesus’s attitude about money.

I believe to have mentioned here in the past that it matters not how rich or powerful someone can be when death arrives, in fact everybody dies…..even the Pope (emperor of the Vatican empire).

In simple words, no matter who you are or what you did while living, life will end at a certain time, this unless you look for it by becoming a soldier who ends up in a war location or you have a passion for something dangerous (car or bike racer, skier or mountain climber) or you don’t follow basic self-protection principles (you are an alcoholic or a drugs user).

After your death your life will be judged based on the way you dealt with money, and on this I’m going to let Jesus say what the right way is to deal with it.

Stealing money from disabled and defenseless people truly can’t be the way to make money, even if it’s used for the comfort of your own family.

In fact in the Divine Comedy, Dante puts thieves in the 8^th circle of hell where the thieves who are there, run naked through the darkness with the hands tied behind their backs by snakes. Serpent monsters chase them. If the thieves are bitten, their bodies turn to ash, only to reform painfully in a never-ending cycle. Their human forms are also stolen repeatedly by the monsters and other thieves. It seems that because they stole from others in life, they are damned to have their own form and personality stolen from them forever.

All I can say is that this circle – like all the others in hell – is creepy and scary at the same time…….surely you don’t want to ever risk to end up there.

In my (broken) brain however, I believe that the conservators have less guilt than their attorneys and the the neuropsychologists who make the assessments, I see the conservators as idiots (losers) who play the role of a knife that stabs the heart of the conservatee (me), but they aren’t really those who hold and direct the knife, in other words they are “tools” in the hands of courts, their own attorneys and the assessing neuropsys.

This certainly doesn’t mean that all won’t be spending their eternal afterlife running completely naked with their hands tied behind their backs by snakes that keep biting them painfully.

It goes without me saying it (again) that this eternal punishment can be surely avoided by “repairing” the wrongs before death…….who knows? Regardless that conservators & co. do have rotten living principles, they may at least stand a chance to avoid the 8th circle of hell…..I’m sure that if you can look at yourself objectively, you can predict with accuracy where you’ll be after you’ll die. A new post will come about the Ph.D.'s who felt compelled to assess me as "incapable to manage my money" (yeah right!!)

ho well.....

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

WE TRULY ARE GOD

I’ve been “rumbling” for several days about the concept of God, it’s meaning and who/what it can be, I’ve brought here examples that we humans have known to be God ourselves since several hundreds of thousands of years ago - graffiti in the caves in southern France and most recently Dante A. in his Divine Comedy – what the Bible tells us in its beginning (genesis) is that man “was created in the image and likeness of God”, given that the word image attracts y curiosity most my today’s post is about this very word……later I’ll talk about the likeness.

Now, you truly must be deeply convinced that Jesus was our God creator (Jehovah said Jesus once) made into man, it becomes logic and fairly simple to understand that we, people do look like our God creator.

However, given that God (Jehovah) is impossible to see and it’s an ethereal entity, or a soul (mind), the fact that we all have a soul/mind, truly makes us humans (only) similar (or in the image) of God.

In my (injured) intelligence this is right where the Darwinian evolution ism fully collapses, what did the soul evolve from? How come monkeys, dolphins and whales have no soul? They are mammalians just like we – humans – are.

When – after my death, in my afterlife – I’ll be diving with a group of dolphins, will it because they too have souls, or it’ll be the simple effect of my own mind to give me that pleasure?

I’m sorry dear readers, but the more I dig in this topic, the more I’m confirmed to have been on the correct line of thinking.

In addition the fact that this was D. Alighieri’s firm belief (to the point that he wrote it in his masterpiece, that’s still being read and studied 7 centuries after it was created) gives me some sort of pride for being his compatriot, having studied with love his masterpiece that I can still read and understand well today (even if written in the Italian of the 13^th century…..normally used by peasants on the streets).

Once again I invite you to watch these Youtube videos, go to the websites linked below and see if you can please dip in your pockets for a few cents donation.

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

THE ACCIDENT DIDN’T KILL ME, I’M STILL HERE STRONGER THAN EVER

My dad, (Saint Gianfranco) often said what Nietzsche defined in his philosophy or that “whatever doesn’t kill you make you stronger” well this is exactly what I think of my two treasures very often – especially when I’m depressed and ask to myself why the hell I hadn’t died – seeing them being so strong that they have been able to overcome losing their loving dad right before their teenage years, really makes me want to stick around with even more determination (if at all possible).

In fact I can clearly see in them both the distinctive “Lingiardi’s determination” to keep fighting to move forward no matter what.

I must – at this point – reveal my approach to my philosophy class while at the college of advanced mathematics while living in Verona, Italy.

In fact while the very subject of philosophy was somehow foreign to students of mathematics, physics and chemistry, its professor was someone I would at most listen to talking about wine quality or a soccer game. In fact I remember well this professor starting each of his lessons by smelling a filter less Camel cigarette like sommelier smell wine to determine its quality and origin, right before lighting and smoking it (normally forbidden).

These were just few of the reasons that made me totally despise his class and the study matter, in fact I’m not at all ashamed to reveal that my knowledge in philosophy is very close to 0 (zero) if not negative (below zero -0).

While I was thinking about my dad, a couple of days ago, this statement from Nietzsche came to my mind and – obviously for me – I made a google search on it that had me learn about this philosopher who had such a strong influence on the history of Europe.

This convinced me to write this post about this famous expression AND apply it to myself and to my two treasures, which never stop to amaze me for both their resilience and inner strength.

Please enjoy this post, its Youtubes and links to other websites consistent with this matter.

Monday, April 09, 2018

WHO or WHAT IS GOD?

I realize that this is going to be a “difficult and challenging” post to read and understand, therefore I must force myself (and you) to watch this video with the Italian comedian Benigni reading and explaining the part in the Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri where Dante tells of his meeting with God and clearly stating that God is us because he “can see all our faces in His face” (below the English version – with the text – for your better understanding)

http://www.gutenberg.org/files/8799/8799-h/8799-h.htm

The idea that a “superior entity” must exist that created us and the stars in the sky, and all else we can see is as old as the time when we – humans – started to be able to think, or to form concepts/ideas in our minds, then came Jesus – a perfect example of the Darwinian laws of evolution - who due to some “genetic irregularity” was born with the ability to use his brain at 100% of capacity and being a Jew used what his religion was teaching, or that there exists a God creator who loves us infinitely an is always with us looking over us “from the above”, no matter what (i.e. time geographical location, our own age or life situation), which Jesus thought it to be appropriate to call “his father”, from which the concept that Jesus was our God creator made into man, as Jesus.

Just go into Youtube and make a search about “who is God” and you’ll see the plenty thousands of videos with people of any kind and any religion like Buddhist monks and from Catholic priests all the way up to the Pope (emperor of the Vatican) – talking about “their God” much in the same way that we Catholics talk about “our God”.

This is truly what blows my mind, especially now that quantum physics has figured it out that our higher consciousness is the consciousness of a higher Self, transcendental reality, or God. It is "the part of the human being that is capable of transcending animal instincts". The concept was significantly developed in German Idealism, and is a central notion in contemporary popular spirituality. Now, the fact that it’s taken me several posts, the reading of many websites and very much thinking to come to the same conclusion that a writer of the 13^th century described in poetic detail so many centuries ago, truly makes me feel very dumb, however looking at the plenty Youtube videos of important personalities who swear that Jesus was the incarnation of our God creator that’s some “superior entity” separate from us and probably located somewhere in the universe, makes me feel very much better, which may mean less than nothing given the fact that 3 neuropsys assessed me as unable....

Now the comedian too.....

http://www.iawwai.com/EveryoneIsGod.htm

Saturday, April 07, 2018

BRAIN & MIND

Allow me to spend few words (with Youtubes and links to consistent websites) to the reality that a brain injury doesn’t mean that the mind is injured too, no matter that the mind is normally placed where the brain is…..between our ears ☺.

My brain being injured is proven by the fact that I haven’t been able to walk since the time of my injury (motor cortex brain part) together with my so called vision/sight “field cut” (occipital lobe).

At the same time my mind wasn’t injured at all is proven by my ability to remain bilingual (Italian and English), as well as still remembering a bit of French, German and Spanish (Spanish mainly for its similarity to Italian and Latin) with social behavioral manners, friendships with people in 3 continents, short and long term memories and the ability not only to give professional advice (= I can count to 3) to former colleagues who are working, but very much too because my mind can still put fears in the minds of people who are in the cross airs of my viewfinder, aside from my (effective but still unproven) capacity to influence other people’s minds to have unpleasantness’s happen to themselves.

I’m truly NOT someone who enjoys in any way (shape or form) the way my brain injury has impacted my life, my family, my work and my wealth BUT I must objectively admit to have learned through it what others can learn at their death and – even if with silent/dampened anger I have to agree with the Ventura priest who defined me as a “blessed” person, for having been able to personally experience what happens at death and had the logic to process the billions of information that such experience had me process and live through.

I’d say that this is the very reason to make/have this blog, meaning that I feel it important and my life principle to share my learnings that I fully consider as being just like “alarm bells” for (my) readers who can fully understand what I’m saying. What I most like is that by creating my blog I advise those who choose not to follow the 10 commandments, to “rectify” their life direction while at the same time give valid and objective reasons to the minds, or “personal Gods” to “take care” of their “mortal sins” before they die.

In my way (as weird as you want) I believe that I fulfill the mandate I received from my own God to explain (as clearly as I can) “what we are” and how to maximize our (very brief) permanence on planet earth.

Friday, April 06, 2018

PROVING I CAN COUNT TO 3

After having been “tortured” (i.e. assessed) by 3 neuropsychologists – who all agreed among themselves that I cannot count to 3 (i.e. I’m unable to manage my money) I was “graced” by the high court to be assessed again (Ho my! it’s always best to save your money) by another of these Ph. D. in the functioning of the organ about which the entire world still knows nothing at all (not even the way it’s made, or its anatomy) paired with the science of the mind, or “psychology” as founded by the cocaine addicted Sigmund Freud.

This latest neuropsy. thought it to be appropriate for me to prove to the powerful court via a test that I can at least pay my bills (after having managed million dollars companies for 20+ years).

Well, I was graced by the “initial” amount of $3K followed by my receiving my retirement money, but here’s what happened to my test and the initial amount: I had no access to credit (in form of a credit card or a bank acct. with some form of flexibility) unforeseeable expenses, that couldn’t be budgeted in advance:

· Anticipated payment for my children’s support ($2K)

· Trip to Italy for my princess ($1K only for few weeks)

· Help to my son for his sad addiction ($1K)

In my (injured) mind I can see the love of a father for the components of his family; therefore I proved that – like any father since the beginning of time – I can give my life to save that of any component in my family, BUT NO! what I did wasn’t good enough and simply proved that I’ve turned into an idiot who must be protected by people (conservators) who’ve charged me – this far - $80K and another $40K to come.

Wait a minute?!? Are you saying that to have my money saved has resulted in a total cost of about $120K?

No wonder that conservators are leeches who protect their “legal stealing” occupation using attorneys (all frustrated losers) to cover their dirty asses and that those “superior court” judges are people with personality problems (i.e. mine is a woman who shows to have a depression at least as heavy as her body-weight is…….definitely not light).

I consider it my principle – as a NDE survivor – to further explain the logic of after-death, or that money is the integral part of the afterlife equation, in fact while someone certainly won’t deserve to go to hell for stealing $2 from someone in the family, it’s totally different to steal the same amount from a bum on the street, as well as it’s criminal to steal from someone disabled, especially when from $2 you go to $20K.

Then if you add the conservators to this scheme the neuropsychologists, you can go directly to read my previous posts that describe the manner we use to punish our souls. In the meantime make me a donation and look at both the Youtubes and the websites linked below

Sunday, April 01, 2018

PLEASE HELP ME SUGGESTING NEW TOPICS TO DESCRIBE HERE

Given that I sit at my desk in front of my monster PC all day long (14 hours/day), sometimes – too often for me – I must make the effort to come up with the idea for a new post, with its consistent websites to link and – if lucky – a couple of videos from Youtube too.

Since I know that I’ve grouped up few attentive readers with expectations, I want to ask to you all to use the messaging form (under the blog archive here on the right) to suggest topics you wish for me to deepen and treat more extensively.

I’m sure you all know that the internet contains the entire knowledge of humanity (universal knowledge of everything) since the beginning of time, so please give me few hints that I can research and treat to make all of us even more interested in this blog I make.

Last but NOT least, see if you or someone else whom you know can put the hand in the pocket where the money is and make a small donation to show appreciation for my posts here that are the result of plenty hours of research, sometimes for several days (927 posts X 3 hours on avg. each = 2781 total hours).

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