God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
It's been
very evident that each and every one of psychologists and neuropsychologists I’ve
seen this far must have studied (some to Ph. D. level) on the same text books,
because I’ve been told dozens of times that the brain once it's injured never
can repair itself, it seems very clear that all of these specialists haven’t kept
up-to-date with the recent brain research, therefore without spending any
additional words about this I post here few links that demonstrate both
medically and scientifically that a damaged brain can repair itself:
·
This,
together with the fact that mine wasn’t a TBI but something like a stroke (as I posted here
earlier) if in addition my body has had almost miraculous recovery
ability from damages to it PLUS I add the imposition of hands done by the 2
angels who made the inexistent Mass here at the Villa, I can say that my brain
has fixed itself more than anyone can imagine, Ph. D. or not.
I give to
this movie – even if somehow historical – 3 gallons of good dark beer and the
invite to watch it in company of good friends, it’s in fact the story of a very
famous race horse who competed and won plenty races during the time of the great
depression in our country and gave hopes that our wealth could return available
to all who would work hard for it.
One quote
that still sticks in my mind is when the rider – later badly injured to the
point to be told that he could never ride a horse again – says that a roman
emperor said once that Rome was built "brick
after brick"
and this made me think to my eternal impatience for something to happen every
time I want something of any kind.
In other
words this movie gives a very good explanation of the American attitude about
the fact that "nothing is impossible if you
really want it and you are willing to work hard for it" that’s the
very reason that's created the power of the USA in every field it has wanted to
be in.
To me this
explains too the reason why our country has fallen – again – in a depression of
financial nature, because of the lack of any regulation in the financial
markets, where everyone could become super-wealthy just by showing up, pretty
much.
Aside from
the teaching message of this movie, there are great horse-riding scenes and
deep moments of human to animal (horse)
relationship and connection/understanding.
In other
words this movie has my advice to be watched not only for the reasons I just
listed, but very much also because it gives a perfect picture of my life since
my debilitating accident, that only with my hard work will be fully overcome,
given that the impossible simply doesn’t exist.
I certainly never asked nor hope in
any way to know what happens to humans after we die, I neither had any interest
for this about any animal; the only thing I always knew for sure is what my dad
(Saint
Gianfranco) used to tell me of it, or that death is just like birth,
part of life and if an end to life exists it shouldn’t be considered like a
tragedy (unless
it happens to someone youngor in a violent way).
I just
realized that my bashing against Iacopo isn't good at all because – even if
cannot accept the existence of a God creator (named father or Jehovah by Jesus)
most of what he says is very catholic indeed, I’m actually at the point that I
feel it right to call Iacopo Father Iacopo, given how catholic his reasoning
and writings are.
In fact,
even if Iacopo refuses the existence of the soul (now being studied and measured by
quantum physics) what he describes the "rebirth” of somebody after death carbon copies
all theories of what our souls do after we die.
This
considerations aside, I can now say (supported by plenty researchers in this field)
that once we are dying we do acquire Universal Intelligence (or cumulative, as per Iacopo) that’s nothing
given by Jehovah as some kind of gift, it's very simply our own intelligence and/or logic that once it leaves
the body with all of its functions (5 senses) becomes free to focus all its(electrical, see Lavoisier)
energy in what we think it's important (it can be anything)
and becomes able to influence– but I must give an important explanation here - or that a soul can influence the world of
the living ONLY if willing to have some pain (no idea what).
This
actually explains well the reason why it's usually saints only who appear in
this world to the few people chosen by the saint only.
I believe it
to be important is to say that not even if you are in heaven you can see God,
you can certainly see Jesus, but not Jehovah, your soul knows that Jehovah is
looking at you just like a father does looking at his children, just think
about the sign of the cross you do when you enter a church, in the name of the father, the son and the
Holy Spirit , you touch your head, your shoulders and your stomach, is the father your head? I'll be talking about the sign of
the cross maybe later, all I want to say is that maybe the plenty ones that
don-t believe in the existence of a creator are right, given that it can’t be
seen in heaven AND after we die to make the judgement of your life (much more about
this later).
Without
anticipating too much, I can say that it's going to be us – as souls withUI –
who will determine how our own eternity will be spent (for hell see my 6/18 post on the Lazarus
effect movie). As I’ve been saying I'll explain more and better in
future posts, but my readers are free to ask questions using the gadget here on
the low right.
This movie
is about as demented and as good as the movie Superbad, it’s about the bigger
losers and heavy duty stoners I’ve ever seen anywhere, what makes this movie
amazing is the choice not only of actors, but very much also the occupations (or jobs)
that these stoners have, well the one who’s wearing a suit delivers letter of property
acquisition for bankruptcy or other serious felonies and he’s actually the
biggest stoner who happens to see a drug distributor and a policewoman murder
another drug trafficker in his house, the guy who witnesses the homicide goes
into a panic and goes to his drug dealer to hide, but - besides them being super-high they come up
with a plan that I cannot describe, you are going to have to watch this movie
with good friends and more beer than can be drunk by an entire army of very
thirsty soldiers.
This is all
I can say of this tremendously hilarious movie, aside from the usual Youtube
movie trailer and the links to its reviews.
My current conservator has finally given to me the reason to
make this post about God, Jesus and Christianity that I’ve been putting off for
several weeks, given that what I’m about to say can’t fit too well with what I’ve been calling the
Vatican kingdom (much
more to say about this later).
In fact in my real encounter with Jesus while in my too long
coma, I learned about things that no priest (simple soldier in the Vatican army) knows and can say, it's just
like when I asked to my mother's preferred priest about the reason why it was
Eve who committed the original sin, he replied that it's simply because the
Bible had been written by people in a time when women were considered inferior
to men and therefore sinful.
This simply resulted in my complete interruption to talk by
email with someone who teaches catechism to children and makes me wonder if my
readers here do know the correct answer to this question (a post about this later).
In my new and very improved blogger here it’s simple to make
a search for the word revenge in the search
window here on the right.
I published about
revenge that’s a very much used in the Bible in both the old and new
testament (i.e.
the Egyptian soldiers who drowned in the red sea while going after the Jews
running away from slavery in Egyptand the earthquake that completely
destroyed the town of Jerusalem and when Jesus died on the cross)
.
For this reason I never bothered to ask my question about
revenge to both theologians and priests, what I surely know is that whenever
someone hurts somebody else (either physically
or with words) a sin is committed that will determine how your eternity
will be spent.
And here comes the real kicker, since – as my readers
already know – God is the gravity the decision (or judgement) isn’t made by God,
it’s going to be your own soul that – freed from the noise
coming from physical life - is able to review you own life from birth to
death and pinpoint each and every one of your sins committed when living,
therefore decide the way your soul’s afterlife is going to be.
On this subjects (eternity, punishment, hell, purgatory and hell)
I wrote already plenty posts (with Youtube videos too), just scroll down to
earlier posts to read what these dimensions are.
With the big help of my dear sister Anna in Italy, we had
the joy to buy for my 2 treasures several gifts that not only they had
suggested as them being the right ones, but that they are also available online
to be delivered to my room, For my princess the gifts are mostly
clothes and a special gift card for her to buy branded items online, then for
my true climber it-s about several DVD movies of climbing expeditions and of
bouldering (now his big passion).
In short my 2 children are going to have a very good
Christmas with the gifts they had asked for and the caring love from their
parents, who'll always do their very best to make them happy.
Michele and I, however aren’t going to receive any gift for
the simple reason that while I don’t know what my beloved spouse Michele may
like, I can’t afford to buy anything at all (thanks to a certain juvenile court)
and even if even the walls know what my most beautiful Christmas gift could be (live again with
my creation/family) there’s very little hope (nothing at all) that I may be
accepted again to live with my family.
By posting this here I’m hoping that my readers who still
communicate with Michele might put a word of compassion for me in her ears, all
I can do is to put links to websites consistent with what I’m saying.
Here’s a movie that left me totally speechless for both the
choice of actors (genialoid) and the story itself, all I can say is to read
the reviews I put below, have your friends bring lots of beer and buckle up to
your most comfortable couch to watch it, then at its end you might need to
drink some pure single malt (by the bottle) or smoke what’s still illegal
in this country (like
it's legal in any other one….),
this Youtube trailer will hopefully activate your curiosity and have you watch
this beyond crazy movie, I like the choice of actors made to make this movie
even more enjoyable than the script would be just by itself, in fact the fact
that the "addicted " guy is the main actor of the Hangover series and
the professional manager is an actor (Robert
D. Junior) with main roles as a professional in several other movies, makes
this one even funnier than if other actors would have been chosen. Anyway, I’m
done recommending it and all I can add is to follow my advice and read what I
post here.
Today I-m going to talk a little about what my dad (Saint Gianfranco)
always said, or that any reasoning makes sense IF the premise (what’s built on ) is true, therefore all
that Iacopo says in his 3 hypotheses makes very much sense however since it’s all based on the premise
that God doesn’t exist, it all falls apart and in addition ALL the references he bases his "proves" of
the non-existence of our creator God come from people who ALL believed that God truly existed.
Regardless of these contradictions in everything that Iacopo
says in his 3 hypotheses are - as I’ve been saying too many times already – the
most Catholic teachings I ever read in my (Catholic) life, maybe it’s simply because we are all God’s
children and we just found in our brain the God-spot (latest neurological discovery), in
addition – even if Iacopo says it to be impossible – Quantum physics (most advanced scientific research) has proven (by measuring and
with repetition) that we ALL have a
soul that’s very simply represented by the charges of electricity created by
our body (mostly
the brain) that – thanks to the law of conservation of energy (see my recent Lavoisier
post) – leave our body at death while keeping all that represented
ourselves while living (culture, experience,
loves and hates).
The 2 things that fascinate me most are that (1) it’s taken more than 2,000 years of scientific
research to prove what Catholic believers have known for the same amount of
time and (2) Jesus Christ – who Iacopo admits was
real – proved to be God with the shroud in Torino, that no research of any kind
can prove it to be a fake, no matter the number of times it’s been tried.
Aside from the (old and new) scientific research done, for me it’s
the very idea of the premises that proves beyond any doubt that - even if
Iacopo sounds like a Catholic priest in all he says – we do ALL have the soul that as we die moves into another
dimension of existence very much based on our own life (mental projectionof it)
I leave you now to think about what I just said and invite you to look at the
links I put below, as always.What I want to add is - just like Iacopo says - that the only way to commit a sin is to hurt someone else, not by avoiding to go to Mass each Sunday or use blasphemy when talking or even not make money contributions during Mass, last but not least praying before going to sleep, only the Vatican kingdom has these rules, certainly not our creator God, just make sure to NEVER HURT anyone else to be confident to go to heaven forever.
Having been since my birth very attentive to details, I was
attracted from the title of this movie and since it's free for Prime members,
yesterday afternoon I dedicated to watching it a couple of hours.
Ho my!! I can’t begin to say how demented and terribly
stupid this movie is, however I'm not saying here what this abortion of a movie
is about, you’ll have to watch it with friends, while – obviously –drinking Vodka
in large quantities, in order to be sufficiently stoned to realize how idiotic
this movie and its main character are.
What else can I say? IF you are sad or depressed for
something watch it and all of your negativity will dissipate like water in the
sun, guaranteed!
I received through the wonderful gadget that allows to my
readers to send messages to me, several pretty negative comments about the
mother of my children and while I feel bad to have given the impression that I’m
very upset with her, I just want to remind everyone something I said here
already in various posts, or that love is the way that can distinguish humans
from animals, or that when you see a mother animal (bear, horse or any other animal) taking care of the newborn by
feeding it, or using the tongue to keep it clean and making sure that it can be
recognized by that the smell, it’s just instinct that makes that animal act in
that way, while for us humans is probably the most powerful feeling in this
universe, or love.
I want to add to all I said here already that love has been
represented in art with a heart and this makes sense because the heart
increases its rhythm to give more oxygenated blood to parts of the brain that
create the feeling of love.
This is where I think that the mother of my treasures has
been correct since years when she tells me that I still love her because my
brain is injured, however given that love is related to the action of the heart
and mine is stronger than any other one, even if my brain is injured (onlyin
the motor cortex area) it’s impossible that my love for her is a
mistaken feeling, or just a memory of my past, in addition why does she tell me
that she loves me? Is she brain injured too to love someone with the brain
injured who tells to her that I love her but I cannot mean it because my brain isn’t
normal anymore?
Well people, aside from the fact that my heart can pump
blood by the gallon in my brain (that’s not the injured one) no evidence exists
that I may feel different about my queen who’s been sitting on the throne I
built for her since we married 24 years ago (hundreds of ups and one downonly).
Therefore there’s nothing strange with my passionate and
unending love for my queen, even if I post here what she’s been doing to try to
replace me in some way. NOBODY can ever take my place as her life companion and
father of our treasures, no matter how hard she tries or in how many ways
she may look for losers, because the man who may find a place in her heart
has simply yet to be born (not to mention how he will end IF he’ll exists!).
As I’m thinking at the reason of my "goddanging" I
become aware that what caused my being under conservatorship is specifically
because I was trying to pay for a cheaper (and
illegal) way to receive the miraculous Perispinal Enbrel (that too many consider just a scam to rob
desperate people who either survived TBI or have Alzheimer) The real hero (Michael)
who attempted to parallel import the Enbrel (or Etanercept) needed to restore the plasticity in my brain (through the simple reduction of its
inflammation) was kind and savvy enough to exchange dozens of emails with
me to describe in minuscule details how this medication needs to be injected an
how, then on top of it all I was lucky enough to get in email contact with Ian,
the clinical senior lecturer in the Australian medical school based near
Canberra who’s now supporting the request to the ANZTCR action to have the
Australian FDA approve the use of Perispinal
Enbrel for TBI recovery and to this I can
only add that when the FDA in a country so close to the USA (for plenty
reasons) all the financial (only)
obstacles that pharmaceutical companies have in place here, PE will finally become a real option for people
like me.
On this subject I also want to add that since I was put
under conservatorship to protect my financial interests, I’d like to be
explained how paying more than $130.000 to my conservator AND to her attorney may protect
my financial wealth.
Of course I cannot mention that the mother of my treasures
felt it right to "invest" $100K in some project in Texas that went
bankrupt few days after it was founded and she forgot to make any claims to our
government that when will liquidate this scam might return to the claiming
"investors" a dime on each dollar "invested" that in my/our
case would mean $10.000 BUT since I was assessed to be at risk of wasting my
money, I-m much better off having a conservator to protect it from me.
I realize that I might have put here too many numbers that
require good confidence with basic arithmetic, so why don’t you look at my post
named "FINALLY" with all of its
links especially the one (in orange) to the ANZTCR.
The title of this post is in respect to my sista of Ventura
who believes that by spending countless hours praying AND going to Mass each
and every day (while checking her emails on her laptop,
or looking at my blog) is firmly convinced that her soul will go
straight to heaven when her body will be left behind.
Let me make a small diversion from what I intend to say with
my goddang by simply asking if anyone really believes that our God creator
gives a dime J(am I being
too nice here?) about what we say
or think while living.
My goddang expression does refer to my learning that can
only come from my encounter with Jesus while in a long coma.
In fact regardless that I had said that plenty of what I
know comes from my "natural superior intelligence ", I cannot believe
that what I’m about to say can come directly from my own intelligent mind.
In fact, somehow I know that that the Erik living in Oxnard
of German origin (maybe the reincarnation
of the Nazi J. Mengele?) is a pretty intelligent man (with a Ph. D. in idiocy) and has
therefore already realized that to condemn me to conservatorship will make his
soul spend eternity just like fish on a cutting board being prepared - with a
very sharp knife - to be cooked in a very hot pan with flesh burning oil for a
meal (how could I imagine that it’s what
he likes to do when he prepares a meal for his family?) what mostly
impresses me is to know that he believes that by not correcting his mistake in
his assessment of me, he thinks that his professionality and credibility wouldn’t
be affected negatively.
Hey, this is yet another example of both Iacopo being
correct and of the strength (sometimes
negative) of our free-will. Who would ever choose eternal damnation over
self - esteem?
I can only add that this fool has not only condemned his own
soul, but also the ones of my court-appointed conservator, in addition to the
ones of his women.(??). I truly cannot say why nor how
these thoughts come in my head, I don’t dream
any, nor I’m told by a messenger but
given that use my blog just like my "personal diary", here they are,
I hope they can help to avoid eternal hell for your soul.
This post today is dedicated to my treasures who – I’m sure –cannot hear from their mother, or that the scientist Lavoisier stated few decades ago what Christians believed to be true for just 2 thousands years, or that - as in the title – since nothing can be both created and destroyed, all just transforms into something else. What surprises me the most is that bi-millenarian idea is now being studied by the most advanced science with its scientist in the quantum physics field. Maybe –as Erik had the courage to assess or me – I’m brain injured, but if this is the case, then also many serious researchers in this field have their brain injured too, in fact – as a catholic follower myself – since all we do, dream and think is the product of micro electric powers produced by our brain that once we die leaves the body to transform into another entity and continues to exists somewhere else (?) therefore giving to mankind true immortality, what fascinates and makes me curious too is that such electricity contains all of our learnings and experiences, that once freed by the noise formed by our living, with all the functions of the body, seeing, reading and watching (maybe TV) is free and projects into this new status/environment all I just described. In a way I feel to be blessed (as Fr. Betto stated once) that my NDE taught me what mankind has been trying to know since the beginning of time AND that Jesus Christ tried to teach by example. In this I actually must congratulate my friend Iacopo who – even if atheist – has been saying that IF we knew that our behavior and actions while living have a real consequence in our future life, nobody would ever even think to hurt anyone else, which to me seems to be like a carbon copy of the Christian teachings every Catholic is taught. Let’s forget about the fact that – as I’ve been saying already plenty times – the issue is about semantics, I can only say that I truly like that through quantum studies, it's now possible to scientifically prove what any Christian has put faith in for about 2K years.
Here comes another
of my movie reviews that I feel important to publish here for these 2
reasons;
1.It’s what inspired me to write about the
possessive “my” I talk of yesterday and
2.Has made me realize my total inability to “move
on”, I’ve been living like nothing ever happened to me and worse of all I’ve
demanded to the love of my life to get stuck with me in the hole I fell in
October 2005
This also explains
the several posts about marriage, abandonment and commitments taken by
spouses at their wedding.
My only excuse (if one exists) is that I cannot see
anyone good enough to take care of my (still) wife.
I do vote however
this movie so good to watch with good friends drinking either Gin or frozen
Vodka, by the end of it everyone will feel to be a good friend of (hot) Jennifer
Aniston (my main reason to have this
movie!).
Aside from
Jennifer however, Aaron Eckhart is a pretty good choice as male lead role, he’s
credible in this character and I’m sure it’s broken plenty heart of female viewers.
My advice is
definitely to watch this movie for your own reasons, while I’m going to start
working on mine (hoping it isn’t too late).
Right after my
brain got injured I was assessed by a respected neuropsy. to be unable to have
full control on my emotions and therefore I couldn’t be fully trusted in
managing my money and since it was very shortly after my accident, I’d
say that this wasn't too much off the wall, later I was assessed again by
another specialist in this field in Fresno, who never even mentioned my inability
in the money management, he just confirmed my anger to have suffered too many
losses for someone as successful as I used to be BUT when several years later
AND after having done several dozens of HBOT sessions (medical oxygen in the brain that gives to the brain the partial ability
to use its lost plasticity)I was
again assessed by a criminal Ph.D. in Oxnard who put in writing for the local juvenile court that it’d be dangerous
for me to manage , therefore have any access to my own money, which is the
reason why I’ve been under conservatorship for (too many) years.
Aside that I
already can tell what afterlife that man is going to have, my intention now is
to warn any loser who thinks/hopes that by taking advantage of my wife (just like my mother, my sister - who married the unique guy who didn't run away because terrified of me and what I may have done to him - or my daughter) in exchange for some groceries, or little money thinks to have the liberty of
taking advantage of her beauty and intelligence.
The fact that I’m
a catholic believer, by direct and personal experience and that even for an
atheist a marriage carries duties and responsibilities because sworn in front
of relatives and close friends (forget
about the fact that once the marriage is done with God in a Catholic churchwhat’s sworn has much deeper meaning)
I can only pity the men who – after B. – may hope to spend their afterlife that
results from a positive weight, rather than the very negative one they have purchased.
Therefore – even if
my brain is injured AND my wife still loves me dearly - my new knowledge
forces me to warn those who - in exchange of some groceries - dream to go to
heaven, after death.
Watch out losers,
the length of life on earth is like the “blink of an eye” from an eternal
perspective and once you’ll realize this mistake it’ll be too late to make any repair (even if possible.....).
Free-will gives
the choice to you while it’s my duty to warn you, this will become very clear
as you die, simply because you’ll be able to understand with clarity how you “earned” such negative weight and why you'll be in your hell of regret forever.
Most of what I'm
about to say here drives from my good friend, the atheist philosopher
Iacopo, the title actually takes a bit
from his 3 hypothesis, that in my (broken) mind are probably the most Catholic
principles I ever read about, but more about this will come.
10 years ago I had
a bicycle accident here in Santa Barbara that resulted in Traumatic Brain
Injury and put me in a 2 months long coma that gave to me a fundamentally
different way to look at things. I’m going to make several examples with
different people who I’m hoping they can only recognize themselves but nobody
else can.
The mother of my 2
treasures told me not too long ago that she was convinced that I had become an agnostic,
in reality I had realized the immense powers of our brain (that in this second millennium mankind still doesn’t even know how it’s
made).
I’m going to
organize what I intend to say here by points, not necessarily in order of importance,
so here we go:
·The very
first scientist of the world was the Italian Galileo Galilei, who not only
realized that it's due to gravity that apples fall from trees (famous experiments of objects falling from
the Pisa tower) but that in 1633 was accused by the Vatican of heresy, for
saying that the earth isn’t the center of the universe
·God
really exists; anyone can both see and experience it, where does anyone think
that the universal force of gravity may come from? God is gravity that
regulates all the movements of objects (from
apples to food we put in our mouth to entire planets and galaxies) and our
living on our planet is immensely dependent to gravity (think to the influence of our moon that determines the tides or at the
gravitational force that keeps planet earth away from the sun).
This is actually
what I learned while in a coma (my NDE and
talk with Jesus) or that it's gravity too that determines how your soul
will be spend eternity.
In a way it’s almost
too simple to say, when you hurt someone else by doing or not doing
something you acquire a negative weight, while if you help someone else, you
gain a positive weight that by themselves determine
how your soul will forever exist.
Please note that
in doing this exercise there’s no God making a judgement, it’s all done
independently by us.
I find it interesting
that recently quantum physics has }discovered~ the reality of the soul
(Electrical pulses that always exist, according
to the law of mass conservation of energy from Lavoisier: nothing is created
and nothing can be destroyed) , I hope that it's logical to understand that
that electricity contains the memory of all we lived, loved, learned and worked
for while living, in fact the afterlife is the simple projection of all we
experienced while living, which explains well what I mean when I say that each
heaven and each hell are personal ways of existence, there's no Beelzebub that
puts our souls in a pot of boiling oil, as much as there isn’t flagellation or
beating with pointy baseball bats (unless
that’s what you imagine hell to belike)
what I truly cannot figure out is the reason why that German (maybe a Nazi in a previous life) man who
lives in Oxnard thinks his afterlife might ever be, he has accumulated already negativeness from me and my entire family in 2 continents plus since he isn’t
stupid he has already realized to have used incorrectly his powers on me is
looking at an eternity of his own hell, than let me say nothing about
conservators and conservatorship laws is fair and logical, I used to think that
if a male was a conservator, it was a matter to be a real LOSER (in capital letters), but then – based on
my example – I realized that by using this logic all priests on earth shall be
losers, when in reality they are doing what God asked them to do, what’s truly
wrong and very unfair are the laws that determine the use of conservatorship
for adults, no matter where they came from or what they used to do, I consider
exemplary that the court in charge of conservatorship is a juvenile court, regardless if the victims are 40+
y/o.
I like what R.
Kennedy used to say, or that the length of an entire life is like the blink of
an eye when in context with eternity, something else I learned in my NDE
experience is that it hurts very much for a soul to come back to earth (which is why only Saints do it).
My final word is
about my soon to be my former conservator who inherited this occupation and
will never do what God instructed mankind to do (procreate to increase in number).
It's truly sad to
know how many negative weights any conservator accumulates in life, knowing the
kind of afterlife is to be expected.
I find it really
funny that my friend Iacopo (atheist philosopher)
comes to the identical conclusions that the Catholic religion has been
preaching for about 2.000 years, while claiming the impossibility of God's
existence.
Please stay tuned
because maybe tomorrow I’m going to post about the big disappointment from
Jesus for the Vatican (that I’ve been
calling empire for weeks already).
Now plenty(maybe too many)
links about the logic on the idea of God
that we humans seem to have believed in since our beginning.
Yet another movie
to watch with friends drinking beer by the gallon, what I believe I might
enjoyed most is Samuel Jackson reciting verses from the bible (Ezekiel 25:17 ) that truly give a very
clear example of God’s vengeance/wrath that reinforce my intention to have revenge
against the several people who’ve been taking advantage of me when physically
disabled, meaning that while I’m very sure that those poor souls will eternally
regret everything bad they did to others while living, I’m unable to imagine what
they might consider painful and terrifying while living (too personal for me to even guess).
I really enjoyed
watching this Pulp Fiction movie very much also because –just like the movie
“The Lazarus effect”– it goes
hand–in–hand with my clear understanding of human afterdeath. I’m probably going to post here my
understanding and explanation of people’s afterlife because I receive plenty
questions from my readers to take the time to reply to each, it’s going to be
much easier if I simply express it here in a single post(compressed of theological elements, or
simple philosophy).
What truly
surprises me however is that it looks like several other people must have my
same knowledge of what’s named afterlife that in my super –objective reasoning
could never be of interest (I guess Fr.
Betto in Ventura was right saying that I’m blessed). I therefore advise my
readers to at least try to watch this movie that won the Cannes film festival
and has become part of the “must see” movies.
Aside some of my "usual”
links I put what I consider one of the best clips in this movie, where the
murderous Samuel Jackson recites a part of the Old Testament that – in his mind
– justifies his actions (it’s God ’s telling me to do this).
As I said already
before my advice is to watch this movie in company with good friends and get inebriated
- if possible – before the movie starts, it’s going too much fun watching it.
I’m pretty sure
that the somewhat weird and unpredictable disappearance of the Windows email
program in the new OE’s from this glorious company (win 7, win 8 …) must have
been taken by surprise and disorientation by millions of faithful users of
Windows OE’s.
As someone who’s
been spending 14 hours per day, each day in the past 10 years (about
50,500hours) it was for me like very good friend had died, however
my legendary tenacity had me find the "perfectreplacement" that doesn’t come from Windows(maybe it shall) but comes from a small independent company
based in a small European country.
I’m proud to say
that I’ve become a good friend with Zvonko, who’s probably a top manager in
this company and who’s been helping me to recover emails I had sent/received
since 2003 that I wanted to be able to keep, rather than lose them all, they
basically are the history of my professional and private life sine 2 years
before my death by murder.
I’m hoping that by posting below few links to this
wonderful email software my readers will see the opportunity to have again the
emailing program that they were forced to forever lose by that silly giant of
the software world (hopefully now realizing that what they intended to be
good replacements to their OE
has made plenty users very unhappy).
All I can say is
to trust me (the
brain injured man) when I say that OEC is like being in emailing
heaven again.
