God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
I believe
that the best way to start this movie review for this movie would be “quadruple
WOW” especially because based on a novel written more than one century ago, in
fact I cannot imagine that somebody could think of such a corruption at the
highest level of our government, especially in the military part of it, anyway
this story goes more or less like this. Near the end of the Korean War, a
platoon of U.S. soldier is captured by communists and brainwashed. Following
the war, the platoon is returned home, and Sergeant Raymond Shaw is lauded as a
hero by the rest of his platoon. However, the platoon commander, Captain
Bennett Marco (Denzel Washington), finds himself plagued by strange nightmares
and, together with fellow soldier Allen Melvin, races to uncover a terrible
plot.
I admit
that the part played by Meryl Streep, one of my favorite actresses who, in this
movie plays the mother of her son, Sergeant Raymond Shaw, plots to make him
race for the position of vice-president in our government, regardless of the
fact that this guy is tortured by horrible nightmares, just like those that
persecute Denzel Washington about things they had been subjected to by very
dubious doctors while they were wounded soldiers in military hospitals.
This is
really a good movie – with a great cast – to watch with your smartest and most
politically involved and mentally involved in our political system and its way
to make things happen.
I can’t
believe that so many years ago someone could even imagine of such a deviant use
of powers, people and advanced medical methods to keep under the complete
control whoever could be in a very weak and defenseless position.
Talk about
political-fiction, this movie can only generate a very interesting discussion
lubricated by gallons of gin with Doritos topped with chocolate or some other
sweet delicatessen.
I’m sorry
to say that even these prepared, experienced and very cultured quantum
scientists make the same big mistake that humanity has been doing for at least
2K years.
I’ve
explained here (maybe) very much of the difference
between what we’ve been naming God and our creator – named by Jesus Himself
either dad or Jehovah.
Am I too
crazy and foolish to say that God is us humans and the very different entity is
the creator (either
Jesus’s dad or Jehovah)? What I do – as I always do – is to put a couple of Youtube videos in
support of what I’m saying; the one at the bottom is about something I had said already
earlier here of that (as the Gods we are) we create with our minds all we can see, maybe it could have been
better to use it in the post where I had said of our ability to create all we
see and are surrounded by while living.
Anyway, I
find it funny that it’s taken “official science and research” to prove what
Jesus tried to tell us 2K years ago, proving it with his crucifixion and resurrection.
So I guess
that now there shouldn’t exist any atheist anymore, I’d love to hear what
Hawking could say about this new development (Iacopo too), I can imagine already how this proof of God’s
existence is going to be challenged in its very core, simply because it doesn’t
take into account who our real God is and the way this universe had started (X billions of years ago).
I’m
thinking that maybe in a short future I’ll talk about the concept of time – our
4th dimension – that Einstein declared it inexistent, so what does
it really mean that the big-bang began it all X millions of years ago? What if the Big-Bang happened a week before I
was born of it’ll happen on this coming New Year’s Eve?
Oh my, this
is really going to have an entire post dedicated to, time being recognized as
our 4th dimension. This is going to require a vast research, not just of the
correct Youtube to put here, but of websites to put as a link.
Now –
always – enjoy both videos and linked websites without forgetting the
donation to thank me.
Iacopo
doesn’t remember, however I’m pretty sure that he’s the first one who made
reference to the double slit experiment – about which I post here both Youtubes
and linked websites – this experiment truly fascinated me because it scientifically
states that all we see, measure, touch and work with is the product of our (human) consciousness, I’m not sure but I
guess that it was the fact that depending on the observer’s expectations that
such experiment would give its real outcome.
Talk about
my (broken) head spinning!!
In addition
the more recent idea that all that surrounds us is nothing more than the
product of the expectations that – once created – reside in our consciousness,
I truly understand the reason many have to think that we live in a matrix/simulation.
Boy! What a
true nightmare this is, I can’t begin to tell you how many are the questions I’d
have if we living in a matrix were real:
·Why
do we still have cancer?
·Why
can’t we still repair the brain once it’s injured?
·And
why can’t we travel in time?
Don’t even
let me start with religion, philosophy and quantum sciences………My list of
questions would be way too long to make any sense, in a future post in fact it’s
my intention to talk about Jesus and his knowledge/use of quantum mechanics,
that’s very obvious – especially for Catholics such as me.
(B.T.W. a small
donation could really speed up the publication here of this post on Jesus and
his use of Q. M.)
My bottom line
here however is that the true proof of the existence of a God creator (Jehovah as Jesus
referred to) is in
our brain, which – no matter what neurologists or (worse) neuropsychologists
convinced themselves to have learned during their years of studying – shall now
realize that THEY KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING.
In fact, I’ve
been explaining that while one entity is the God creator =Jehovah and (separated) the other entity – commonly named God is very simply ourselves.
I’d say
that my LAST QUESTION to all the brain experts would be “what the F.
do you know of anything having to do with God?”
In fact –
as an individual who experienced a NDE, sure to have kept both some kind of
connection with communications with the afterlife AND having experienced having
my intelligence freed from its “normal duties” (for about 2 months) I believe that my very poor performance when
assessed by a neuropsy. just means that I cannot perform a neuropsy. assessment
NOT that I’m unable to take care of my “retirement
money” that nobody is able to know for sure how much it’s soon going to be.
This post
is the first one of a series of posts that has the goal to “scientifically”
demonstrate who God (the God we usually refer to) really is, I certainly am a supporter of the concept that Jesus was
our creator made into a man, however – as I had posted here on 9/12/2005
I have to
apologize to you - my dear readers –if I say that as I read again what I had
written more than 12 years ago still retains the same ideas I have today. When
I had made a timid attempt to say who God truly is, in fact don’t forget what
the Bible says about what God did creating mankind “Let
us make man in our image and likeness: and let him have rule over the fish of the sea
and over the birds of the air and over the cattle and over all the earth and
over every living thing which goes flat on the earth. And God made man in his
image, in the image of God he made him: male
and female he made them.”
It goes
without me saying it again that many of the websites I put here below go
together with the Youtubes, in fact it turns out that this isn’t just my own
idea, it’s shared by plenty others who – just like me – have spent time and
mental energies to make it clear and simple something that not only God-self
had expressed already, but that by continuously evolving we are soon going to
experience in person. In fact what I’m referring to is the “almost magical” abilities that our (the human) brain has now (second millennium) had several hundreds of thousands of years ago and is
going to have starting from few hundreds of years from now going forward, maybe
when humanity will relocate into another planet in our galaxy (the milky way).
I enjoy
thinking that we’ll be able to be and do what Jesus Christ did while in Galilea,
like walking on water, turn water into wine, suppress physical pain and heal
those in need.
Bottom line
in my mind the very o proof that a God creator (Jehovah) really exists is the very existence of our brain, no Darwinist can ever
explain how evolution can possibly produce such an organ that still in the year
2017 we have no idea, not only of the way it’s made (brain mapping project) but way much less of what it can
do and what we humans can do by controlling its powers and abilities that often
produce the so called miracles.
When you add to this the fact that with our universal consciousness we create all we see, study and use every day, you can easily make the connection that to a certain degree we are the creators not only of the universe where we exist, but of the parallel ones too that are now very popular in the mass media (a new post will soon come out here about the relationship of our ability to create what we see and the double slit experiment)
Given that
it’s taken few hours of reading and researching to find the websites linked
below, I strongly suggest and invite you to (at least) open them; you may find something both interesting and educational, finally if you feel like it, Paypal donate
to me the cost of a cup of coffee with a bagel......
I probably
said this already, or that when I came out of my 2 months long coma I said to
my dad and to best business friend – who were both present – that the only
reason why I was there alive was because of an agreement I had made with Jesus Christ.
However
going forward, since I couldn’t remember having seen or even exchanged thoughts
with Jesus, I decided that what I had said surely was due to my Catholic
upbringing (like
my friend Iacopo had suggested) in the country that has as Catholicism the “official religion of the
country” (unlike
here in the US where it all depends on some God – look at the $ bill - but not
a God of any specific religion).
Certainly I
have no such memory, BUT I have to admit
that from agnostic (as the mother of my two treasures has been saying) I became both very spiritual and
ultimately religious (Catholic, obviously).
The – so
called – cherry on the pie is that I fell in love with the quantum theories (mechanics & physics) and I ’m very strongly convinced
that (almost) every night Jesus Christ talks
with me and sends puzzling messages
to me via dreams.
I call such
messages sent via dreams by Jesus as puzzlingvery much because they are so very close to my own life experiences and to
personal friends of mine that nobody else could ever know or understand what
they mean.
On the side
of the quantum studies, I cannot express the greatness of the internet and of
the possibility to contact directly people all over the world by email, in fact
this amazing ability – that is now for me the 6th dimension (time and mind being the
4th and 5th dimensions out of the 11 ones being talked
about in these days)
– together with my earned Ph. D. education level, gives me much credibility
each time I contact a researcher in these two quantum fields, so that it
becomes very easy to dive into an email exchange (at least by the dozens).
Now, given
that several of my readers here asked me clarifications, or for a more clear
description of both the after-death and the (new) terms used to describe it, I’m going to put “all
the ducks in a row” hopefully to clarify enough what happens, how
and why.
People have
been saying for centuries that when someone dies the entire life can be seen
just like in a documentary and that either the universal or cumulative
intelligence is reached, Well, what truthfully happens is that since our brain
isn’t in charge anymore of the millions of activities it usually performs (breathing, heart
beating, digesting, new skin cell production, among few of the millions usually
performed by our brain, even while we are sleeping) our usual intelligence is freer to do its work, it isn’t that all of a
sudden you become an Einstein, your intelligence with all of its knowledge and
connections – built when living – is completely freed
to function without what we call today “rumors” or noises created by other
parts in the body, that isn’t functioning anymore (dead). So, rather than the terms I just made the example of, my own term is freed intelligence, freed from all the activities
that our body performs on a 24/7 basis all lifelong.
My (wild) guess is that this is when our
“pituitary gland” (our third eye)
can give to us the view – in one moment and all at once - of our entire life,
from birth to the moment we die.
That’s
exactly when – by having an instantaneous view of the way we lived - we decide
– on our own – how our eternity will be – and here you should go to
read the several of posts where I talk of “personal hell or personal heaven”
and seeing Jesus – (or Buddha, if I was Buddhist), or whatever else you believed it to be your
creator when living.
What’s
important to underline here is that no matter what your religion taught you
about what happens after you die – i.e. God behind a desk to judge you and your
life or some other God looking at the times when you hurt someone else – or
some other one deciding if you eat too much pig or some other animal.
What counts
is what your consciousness contains, which explains the very reason why we must
live this life on earth with all of its pains, disappointments
that ultimately bring you to death.
Few more
points explained now:
·Many
people consider themselves atheists, but how cultured, intelligent and educated
are they? My guess is that all they are is simply lazy or fearful of the so
called unknown/superior entity that all religions follow and pay respect to.
Well, I’m
sorry for you atheists, who by believing in nothing you clearly have proven to believe
in yourself only, this newly acquired freed intelligence
surely is going to have your soul follow this same (identical) path, even those of you (like Iacopo)
who have no belief whatsoever of the (now proven) fact that we all have a soul and your soul (yourself) is going to go through – or
experience – the exact same “routine” I’ve described here many times already
BUT to save you time (and frustrations) I’m going to list here once
again what’s going to happen at the end of your “dream
come true” kind of life or for the wished for the end of this “piece of shit, I wish
I had died when I was 6 y/o“, life.
The real
“key” (or
determining factor)
is what your consciousness contains – or is made out of – meaning that IF you (and you ONLY) while
seeing your entire life, decide – thanks to your now freed intelligence determine that the weight of your hurting others surpasses the lightness
(the
atheist Stephen Hawking said that our universe created itself when gravity
appeared……..who
is our God creator Mr. Hawking?) of your being nice and/or helping
others, you – JUST YOURSELF – are going to
decide the way you will dedicate yourself (as a soul) either eternity or the amount of “time”
you’ll decide it to be sufficient to re-balance your soul in weight to
enter your heaven.
Now, I’m
sure you are wondering why I put the word time in bold green and I can explain that this
concept simply doesn’t exist in afterlife, in fact, there are no days, weeks,
months or years and time is the forever NOW.
In example
say, you meet your grandpa and have a very brief conversation maybe about the
time you last saw him, while it feels to you, that a moment (or a NOW) has
gone by, here on earth 100 years may have already gone by and this explains
very well the reason why, when someone you love very much passes over, it’s much
easier to meet this person again after you die, rather than wait to see his/her
soul appear to you while you are still living.
If you add the
concept that, for a soul it’s painful to come back here on earth, forget about
having the vision of your dead mother or wife while you are still living,
surely it’s going to be a couple of thousand years before a soul acquires the
desire to “sneak a peek” to living earth, where everyone you cared for, or
loved, already is “on your side” and earth isn’t recognizable at all anymore (ever dreamt how life on
earth is going to be in another 2K years?). I’m now really hoping to have made this
“process” very clear and understandable; it surely is very consistent with what
quantum research has been saying, as my Youtubes and linked websites can
confirm.
My latest
neuropsychological assessment suggested that I show in a trial that I’m able (to count to 3) to manage money in order not to
need a conservator to take care of paying my bills.
I was given
the large amount of $3.000 and a cash card in a newly opened bank account for
this test.
These
following are the reasons that forced me to give up on this test.
1.Doing a test with $3K is ridiculous
for somebody like me who lived the entire life with at least $20K in his “basic
bank acct.”
2.Having no credit card simply means
to have no flexibility whatsoever in managing any amount of money
3.In the middle of the test period the
mother of my children demanded me to anticipate the children’s support - $2.000.
4.One afternoon my dear son came in
the room at the Villa, where I’m incarcerated asking me – crying – for $1.000
to be able to buy back some valuable objects he had pawned for “easy cash” to
buy drugs.
5.I paid for half of an air ticket to
Italy – few hundreds of $$ - for my daughter to go to stay with my own sister
in Verona, Italy to take courses to learn to speak Italian and to meet and get
to know the Italian part of her family in Italy.
Surely this “money management test proved, rather than my ability to
count to 3, that I’m still a very loving (former)husband
and father, who’s ready to give his life to
take care of his family, no matter what.
In fact I was condemned to remain imprisoned under the superpowers
of someone who chose conservatorship as the way to put food in the plates of
the family and – legally – can take advantage of “seasoned international
professionals” such as I am without any sense of guilt("I just help disabled people in need, it's my God's call").
