Carlo Lingiardi: February 2018

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

HOW ABOUT (biblical) EVE?

Not too long ago I posted here that what I say isn’t coming from Jesus talking to me – either through angels or through dreams I have while sleeping – however today I want to explain to my readers that I’ve recently become convinced that what I know of the Catholic religion must be coming either directly from Jesus or from my connection to the afterlife.

In fact I was one who used to question the reason why between Adam and Eve (50/50) it was the woman (Eve) who chose to commit the “original sin” I must sadly and embarrassingly admit that this idea used to give me pretty bad (or nasty) thoughts about the role of women in both human kind and society, aside from giving explanations about women’s roles in my life.

However (YET again) an angel came to me to explain that it had been the woman Eve who disregarded God’s order not to take the apple from the forbidden tree, simply because men were much more chauvinist when the holy bible was written than we are today.

Talk about my catechism teacher (a simple priest) telling to me and my class that the Bible had been written directly from God’s words, who pretty much “dictated” every word in it.

Now that I’m aware of this, I can just smile at my ingenuity in being strongly convinced of God-self talking to men who had committed to write His book.

This concept actually truly goes hand-in-hand with my being fully convinced that God is very simply us men and on this you can read the dozens of posts I published here already.

Not only we:

· wrote the Bible

· can make miracles

· created our entire universe (and parallel ones)

· all we see and believe it to exist is the product of our mind

· time is irrelevant (i.e. according to Einstein, past, present and future all exist together at the same time)

I’m starting to begin to think that it’s possible that my Queen might have been correct in refusing the idea that some God created all we see, touch, measure, taste and study, in fact what if we – human kind – are the simple result of totally random mutation that happened over a time of millions of years? And what if Jesus Christ was nothing more than someone who was born – by complete accident – with the ability to use his brain above 90%? If I follow Darwin’s theory, I may conclude that in few more centuries we’ll all be able to do everything that Jesus did 2K years ago in Palestine.

Anyway, please enjoy my Youtubes and links to consistent websites posted with my writing here and do not forget to reward me for this post with all of its “gadgets”

Thursday, February 22, 2018

NOW I HATE CALIFORNIA

I have email messages I had exchanged with several different people - of different extractions – in my personal (home) PC since the year 2003 and – while my PC techs kind of hate me for this – I’ve become proud in some way to have been able to preserve and collect 15 years (to date) of messages that are now all safely kept in my gmail account, no matter what my internet provider was.

Every once in a while I look at very old emails in the oldest years of my collection and I recently found several about California and me and family moving here with a job (=income source).

In the 90es when I was in DE working for Gore (& Assoc.) I was dreaming to be working for the same employer in this State and in fact I had explored this possibility with some of the Associates (=employees) who were working in this State, however since my unique asset to be in DE was that I the one in full charge to be the link between the Italian footwear manufacturers with their USA distributors (mostly based in the East Coast) I had no possibility to bring any advantage to my employer being in CA.

Then at Geox and Tecnica, being both Italian companies firmly located in the East of this country (for time difference and geographical distance reasons) I had put out my dream/idea to move the (fully owned) US subsidiary, clearly received by total lack of interest.

It was therefore a real “dream come true” when Deckers hired me as the president (title I had wanted for several years…….I had grown tired to be just a vice-P.) of the TEVA brand in truly wonderful and very upscale Santa Barbara.

Well I think that you now know how this story goes and this is the reason that makes me hate this entire State now.

So much for bringing back my Queen to the place where not only she was born and her family lives, but where I first met her (Berkeley), if on top of this I add to have been imprisoned under the full powers of two losers conservators, divorced because cheated on by my Queen, lost my entire family, my job and entire wealth built in a lifelong dedication to do my job well, it’s certainly not surprising to know that I hate this part of the earth.

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

QUESTION TO MY READERS

Could any of my readers tell me the reason why even if human kind has been fully convinced since well before the Egyptians (6.000 years ago) that after death there is some sort of afterlife

(many different kinds, according to the time and plenty different cultures), until Jesus arrived in Palestine to show by example that after death we can return living again – plenty attempts to justify the very existence of Jesus from that one that he was a time traveler

http://bigthink.com/articles/was-jesus-a-time-traveller

to that of the Roman Empire interested to keep people quiet and orderly by giving a religion based on forgiveness and violence refusal and now in these times that real

science (quantum) that basically confirms all (or most of) that those religions of the past and in several parts of this world - with their different cultures have been trying to teach (or preach).

Read this, it's our very ancient history:

https://io9.gizmodo.com/5794078/neanderthals-might-have-believed-in-the-spiritual-world-before-homo-sapiens-did

Quantum physics are scientifically and mathematically proving that after our death the afterlife is real

https://edgylabs.com/life-after-death-according-to-quantum-physics

– or that it truly exists - my question is simply:

Why is humanity so terrified of dying?? Could any of you explain to me the reason why we still fear our own death with such strong feelings of panic and terror?

I mean, given that the entire world since 6.000 years (at least) is convinced that after our death we all “trans pass” in a much more interesting and very different form of existence, why the heck is everyone still so scared of the personal end of our earthly existence?

Few weeks ago I had tried to hypothesize that our government has been attempting to give a positive spin to the deaths of the plenty soldiers in the war fields of this world still in turmoil for whatever reason, but this attempt of mine got shut down pretty quickly, in fact our government isn’t even trying to give a "positive spin" to justify the reason to send our youth to very probable death overseas, it could have been done since the Vietnam times, using i.e. the Catholic religion for its very large expansion across the world, instead we kept shipping to Vietnam for too many years our youth to fight a war that was lost before it even started.

So, can any of you explain to me why we are still so petrified when the word death is used?

Monday, February 19, 2018

MY CHALLENGE AS DAD

I’ve said it here before that when I came out of the coma I told to my father and to my best friend – both present – that I had made an agreement with Jesus Christ to remain alive for the love I have for my two treasures, no matter that I was told that it was going to be painful.

Well, I’ve posted here to the excess about my having been agnostic and of my passion for quantum physics – that scientifically confirm what Jesus Christ taught to the Palestinian 2.000 years ago.

I was hoping that losing my job, monetary wealth, personal freedom, and a home to live with my family would represent sufficient pains to withstand, aside from the destructive experience to be divorced from my queen, but the fact that I’ve had to add to all these huge pains that of losing my hero-son was nightmarish, to say the least.

As the true agnostic I turned out to be, I was reasoning in terms of the fact that when the free-will makes us men hurt ourselves or each other, all father God does is to suffer for what’s happening to his children.

This was actually my way to “digest” the additional pain I was given to remain alive, but my heart (and stomach) were making losing my son way too hard for me.

In my mind in fact I had come to the conclusion that my son had gotten lost from me and from his family.

However, I’m happy and proud to say that my son and I have been reconnecting lately, I cannot express my joy in seeing him come to my place (prison) to spend time with me, his only real dad (ready to give my life to save his).

Given that we are together for several hours when he comes to my room, we get to talk about many topics for several hours, sometimes in very emotional ways, anyway to make a very long description short, I bullet point here where I see him being a real part of me:

· Very clear ideas about life and society (with its rules)

· Very strong love feelings for “his women” (mother and sister)

· Huge self-confidence (just like mine)

· Strong determination in obtaining what he believes it to become part of his life

For these reasons not only I feel to have found again a very important part of myself and I want to believe that my feeling is totally reciprocated by my son.

In fact as I’m planning my short term (but very important)future, I’m fully making him a very active part of it, just like he’s become my business partner rather than “simply” my son.

Once again I’m in the process to overcome this yet big challenge being the dad of a man who has had to live through an exceptionally hard period of life BUT that – just like his real dad – he’s wiping away from the whiteboard of his life, that will continue to be as beautiful and positive as mine was for 42 years.

Monday, February 12, 2018

THE NEW HORNS ON MY HEAD

When the wife cheats, in Italy we have the saying that the husband got horns on his head (ti ha messo le corna).

I’ve been saying since I started this blog that I love my wife/queen, but I was doing it mostly not to put negative ideas in the head of my two treasures, however since now they both are practically two adults, I can say here that I’m not happy, nor accepting the fact that their mother (and my former wife) basically screwed my former MD (fucking B.) and she even attempted to fully replace me with that bag of putrid shit.

He was – according to her sad brain (way more fucked up than mine) – their “father figure” who was in charge of their education, living example and whatever the fuck else a “father figure” is supposed to do for his “children figures”, I must say that I’m very proud of my hero-son who scared so much shit out of B.’s mind (and hopefully out of his body too) that he had the local police emit a warning to my son to never get closer than 100 feet to this sack of shit, I know that 100 feet aren’t sufficient to withstand the mind pressure of both myself and my very strong son; you are condemned already to all the bad that someone like you can possibly ever experience – but surely not live through☺.

Anyway, to get back to my new horns that were given to me by the woman I used to adore for about 30 years of total and complete happiness at the highest levels.

I put here few links to websites that describe the pains and humiliations husbands have to “digest” in order to go on living.

What makes me completely different – to the point that the cheater tells me that it must be the effect of my brain being injured – is that I still love her and have forgiven her for all she did with him…..in bed (don’t let me start….) people have been saying that “before you can forgive someone, you must FIRST forgive yourself” and as I think to this concept, all I can say is “W.T.F. should I forgive myself of?” I was run over by an underage criminal who had me lose everything I ever loved and worked for in 40 years of my life (to that point) not only I lost my job and my US family, but – thanks to few dirt bags who assessed me as incapable to count to 3 by showing me pictures of cats and/or stones, I’ve been put under the full authority (medical and financial) of losers/conservators whose sole preoccupation is to steal as much monetary resources as possible while “taking care of me”.

What these losers don’t understand nor predict is not only that each dime they steal from me is a dime less for my two treasures (inheritance) but – more significantly – they are “buying” their eternity in hell, in addition to this they’ve made themselves – while still living – magnets to whatever horrible they deem it to be (job and/or children), since here again I’m very sure of what afterlife these losers are facing, there exist NO WAY that I may even imagine to give any forgiveness, even if this might result in some type of remorse in my afterlife, forgiveness is too far away from my true Italian culture and makeup that I’ll simply NEVER forgive those losers.

Sunday, February 11, 2018

ANCIENT ROMAN EMPIRE

My readers shall know of my old passion for genetics, the ancient Roman Empire and the very new passion for quantum sciences (physics and mechanic).

My dearest son has been living in a pretty rocky and uneasy period in his life and I’ve been telling to him that he shouldn’t ever feel low or strength less simply because he’s a pure blood Lingiardi.

However I don’t see his chest inflate and come out forward when I assure him of this, so as I think of how he’s been approaching the difficulties he’s been forced to face I decided than rather than bring out the blood line from our family, I’m going to bring out his having real Italian genetic imprinting that’s something to be very proud of.

In fact, I’m going to post below (few) links to websites that say that the Roman Empire dominated this entire world for about 1.000 years, so in his soul, genes and very core of his being his truly a descendant of a gladiator or Roman soldier – the most powerful army this world has ever seen.

Aside from the fact that the Roman language – Latin – was like English is today the Roman influence on architecture, government, town plan metrics, hydraulic planning and army organization with battle planning.

Basically the influence of this empire has influenced and built the way we do and think of all types of matters today, in Italy in fact it’s very common for people – of any cultural and economic level – to pronounce in Latin quotes used by Roman emperors when in key points of history or used by people on the streets every day.

I’m really hoping that when my son will read this post and go to the websites I linked he’ll become proud of his true nature and realize that his way to approach the difficulties that life brings to him is unique, not only because he’s a real and true Lingiardi, but very much more because he’s a descendant of a legionary in the mightiest army of the ancient world.

If you can remember and feel what you are made out of and where you come from, any and all difficulties your life will present to you will never have you even lift a finger to overcome. Please son learn from me by example the right way to face the bad times and never forget that as your true dad I'll always be supporting and helping you, no matter what.

Sunday, February 04, 2018

B.

This guy is so afraid of the entire world – that he offended and continues to offend – that he’s decided to eliminate 4 letters from his own name plus has had the local police dept. issue an order for my hero son to never get closer than 100 feet to him and surely has a sleep totally polluted by horrible nightmares.

I hope that you – my readers – have understood that I’ve formulated the hypothesis that when we think or pronounce the name God, we simply refer to ourselves.

In my never-ending browsing the internet I found people who are convinced that Jesus Christ was someone from the future who traveled back in time to explore the world of 2.000 years ago (for us now) and show what man will do when the brain will have reached a higher level of development.

This actually makes me think that my hypothesis about men being God isn’t too unreal at all, is that it’s sufficient to read the Bible, the Ten Commandments and look at the lives of the saints of the past, to have it very clear in mind, that while certainly there’s a creator (Jehovah?) of this earth and our universe, God is simply composed by mankind…….us, in particular now that the double slit experiment and quantum physics are scientifically demonstrating that all we see, measure and study (including this and the parallel universes) are products of our mind.

The fact that B. - with his God – is afraid to the point that he’s been trying to build protective walls around himself, makes me smile because his only concern should be only about his soul once he’ll die (I bet due to brain cancer or tumor), this is the very reason I gave to my wonderful and very beloved son to stop thinking to the way to terminate this B., he’s going to be forced to repay what he owes to mankind and to himself forever, so why the heck would anyone want to get in trouble with the earthly law?

It truly would be a great satisfaction to hurt him so bad to end his living, but since his own God will take care of his wrongs forever, what’s the point to terminate the sad life of such smelly piece of rotten shit?

Then if you add that it’s going to be his own mind strength that will not only grow his deadly cancer, have his new “family” melt in shame like water in the sun (no room to predict all the wrongs he’ll have to live through).

The very fact that B. dared to insert his cock where he shouldn’t ever dream to insert it will give him eternity to serve the sentence his own soul will assess it appropriate for what he did while living.

It’s true that I don’t understand the why Jesus didn’t make people aware that the afterlife is real and be aware that things may not be very pleasant after someone dies” this is the case where I say that my philosopher friend Iacopo is totally correct when he states that when everyone in the entire world will become aware of what will surely happen to the next individual after the re-birth, this world will change overnight. No more crimes or homicides and every war will stop to never start again (go to my 10 commandments post). Some other time maybe I'll be posting about the cheater too (maybe with pictures).

Saturday, February 03, 2018

ON CONSCIOUSNESS

“Incosciente!!!” my mother screamed at me every time I was either skiing or riding my one of my off-road (with and/or without the motor) bikes, given my new sick passion and interest to quantum physics, I spent some time looking for the most accurate translation – in Italian – of the word consciousness, that’s very much used in this modern and very current studies area.

The result of this translation effort is that consciousness is the “coscienza” that’s a very much used word mainly by people with religious affinities, but by “normal people” too.

Now, consciousness refers to the immediate ability to warn, understand, and evaluate the facts that occur in the sphere of individual experience or stand out in a more or less near future.

"Be fully aware of the gravity of the moment" which is totally appropriate to what my dear mother was screaming while looking at me showing off while expressing my courage and confidence in the sports I was performing.

Basically “incosciente” is the absence of “coscienza”, that translates in English as unconscious and here on this term/word you can look at the (very) short number of links here below.

In a sense I want to dedicate this entire (Youtubes AND links) post to my great son, who has been somewhat “incosciente” following what his free-will suggested to him to do.

I’m truly hoping that by fully reading this post it’ll be very clear and simple/easy to understand that as much as our own consciousness creates our own reality – before and after death, everything we do, see and know is the unique fruit of our own free-will, therefore each and every life on earth is the product of what, when and how we want it to be……..pretty deep.

Thursday, February 01, 2018

FUCK ME!!!

I’m sure that by this time you (my readers) all know that I watch documentaries (preferred ones) and movies all day long, every day and I want to let you know about our amazing intelligence and intuitive methods we’ve been using since the beginning of times.

What I post here are 2 simple Youtubes, with consistent websites linked – as I always do at the bottom of the post – that explain the reason why we’ve been putting a heat when we meant to refer to the feelings of love……..WOW this fact that we knew – even before we had access to microscopes that it’s exactly the heart that is sensitive to love and transmits it to the brain – where we have been convinced that it all happens – connects me to the thought that it was simple man thousands of years ago who wrote the holy Bible and the 10 commandments that this now – second millennium – we find very appropriate to our daily lives.

This actually makes me smile because before being a teenager my catholic education taught me that both the bible and the commandments were the actual word of God – meaning that somehow God dictated the texts of these two directly to mankind – then I receive kind of a wake-up call when I asked to a very well educated and experienced bishop in Verona why it was Eve who had eaten the apple from the “forbidden apple” therefore giving to mankind the reason for all the bad we’ve had since the beginning of time.

I mean, it was either Adam or Eve with this possibility or 50/50 why Eve? I asked to this bishop.

His answer was very revealing to me because he said that when the Bible was written, women were considered inferior to men……(no comment) not much of a difference from today, 2017…….

Anyway the idea that the Holy Bible isn’t the direct word of our God creator BUT it had been instead written by real people – like you and I – put a very different perspective in my considering all the so-called Holy Scriptures.

Now I watch this documentary – that I only chose because of the word neuron in its title – that pretty much scientifically explains that we’ve been indicating our heart as the location of our love’s feelings and NOT the brain, as having always been very correct, you can watch the entire documentary too where you can see even the presence of neurons in our hearts, of course connected with the billions of others in our brains……..God-dang! How can it be that not only we could write – on our own – both the Bible and the 10 commandments (go to my post specifically on this) but – before microscopes and the sophisticated electronics used today by the medical and scientific science – we could understand how many of the organs we have in our bodies operate and connect with each other?

I want to repeat again that we people have been very intelligent and intuitive and it’s my hypothesis that the external “climate” always played a very important role in our evolution, i.e. the way we are today, in fact while earth’s climate changes (very extreme in the very far planet’s past) influenced our very physical features, I believe that the “noises” from our surroundings” have influenced very much our way of thinking, our logic and brain-size. Think about in fact to a 24 hours day 300.000 years ago, could you hear anything at all aside from wind and/or rain falling? Think of today - when beside the billions of engines (electric, steam, gas based and whatever else) that surround us, we are literally bombarded by too many images, sounds and thoughts - I mean it’s my hypothesis that since anyone who wants to meditate or focus on either a concept- of any nature – or wants to create something using the mind…….what’s normally needed? You want silence. The more, the better.

Think of the great Beethoven, which are his “immortal compositions”? They happen to be the ones he composed while totally deaf I posted 3 different posts about Beethoven’s hearing loss in 2012 (easy to search for them).

I’m very proud to belong to this species and – following the theory of Buddhist reincarnation – I’m hoping to come back as a dolphin (the one in charge of killing sharks!).

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