When the wife cheats, in Italy we have the saying that
the husband got horns on his head (ti ha messo le corna).
I’ve been saying since I started this blog that I love
my wife/queen, but I was doing it mostly not to put negative ideas in the head
of my two treasures, however since now they both are practically two adults, I
can say here that I’m not happy, nor accepting the fact that their mother (and my former wife)
basically screwed my former MD (fucking B.) and she even attempted to fully
replace me with that bag of putrid shit.
He was – according to her sad brain (way more fucked up than
mine) – their “father
figure” who was in charge of their education, living example and whatever
the fuck else a “father figure” is supposed
to do for his “children figures”, I must
say that I’m very proud of my hero-son who scared so much shit out of B.’s mind
(and
hopefully out of his body too) that he had the local police emit a
warning to my son to never get closer than 100 feet to this sack of shit, I know
that 100 feet aren’t sufficient to withstand the mind pressure of both myself
and my very strong son; you are condemned already to all the bad that someone
like you can possibly ever experience – but surely not live through☺.
Anyway, to get back to my new horns that were given to me by the woman I used to adore for about 30 years of total and complete happiness at the highest levels.
I put here few links to websites that describe the pains and humiliations husbands have to “digest” in order to go on living.
What makes me completely different – to the point that
the cheater tells me that it must be the effect of my brain being injured – is that
I still love her and have forgiven her for all she did with him…..in bed (don’t let me start….) people have
been saying that “before you can forgive someone, you must FIRST forgive yourself”
and as I think to this concept, all I can say is “W.T.F.
should I forgive myself of?” I was run over by an underage criminal who had me lose everything I ever loved
and worked for in 40 years of my life (to that point) not only I
lost my job and my US family, but – thanks to few dirt bags who assessed me as
incapable to count to 3 by showing me pictures of cats and/or stones, I’ve been
put under the full authority (medical and
financial) of losers/conservators whose sole preoccupation is
to steal as much monetary resources as possible while “taking care of me”.
What these losers don’t understand nor predict is not
only that each dime they steal from me is a dime less for my two treasures (inheritance) but
– more significantly – they are “buying” their eternity in hell, in addition to
this they’ve made themselves – while still living – magnets to whatever
horrible they deem it to be (job and/or children), since here again I’m very sure of what afterlife these losers are facing, there exist NO WAY that I may even imagine to give any forgiveness, even if this might result in some type of remorse in my afterlife, forgiveness is too far away from my true Italian culture and makeup that I’ll simply NEVER forgive those losers.
- http://www.cosmopolitan.com/sex-love/advice/a62137/ask-logan-wife-cheating-unsatisfied/
- http://husbandhelphaven.com/my-wife-cheated-on-me/
- https://www.today.com/news/my-wife-cheated-can-i-ever-trust-her-again-wbna7143679
- https://www.strongmarriagenow.com/she-blames-me-for-her-affair/
- https://greatergood.berkeley.edu/forgiveness/definition#gsc.tab=0
- https://www.elitedaily.com/dating/if-you-cheat-you-dont-love/1177853
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