Carlo Lingiardi: June 2015

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST

I guess that once again our very old (ancient) way of saying not only are true, but must come from very deep roots of understanding of our human nature.

In fact when I said before here that to be in heaven might be like an astronaut immersed in a pool to train with zero gravity, that isn't the same at all than being in outer space for what astronauts usually do, isn't at all correct, in fact we say - since ever - to live life to the fullest and we say this to impress in our brain and memories the exact feeling (or memory of it) we experience while doing something we love to do.

As a matter of fact, in example I still have very vivid memories of my motor crossing (like the smell of the ground ripped up by the "dented tires" of my bike) or when as a young teenager about my skiing on winter times (being frigidly cold and the pain of wearing ski-boots all day long).

In other words the more you can do what you like and the more you love doing it, the better your memories of it can be projected when in heaven (IF you truly go there....)

I must admit that all of my memories of skiing (especially in fresh snow), scuba diving (wear my beloved special diving suit and my concentration with the underwater total silence), playing my piano (I can still feel on my fingers the little resistance of pressing on the keys) make me sure and determined that once I'll die for good I'll be in my own heaven with all the real feelings that my brain still has and will project very precisely to enjoy my eternity .

REASON WHY LIVING IS VERY IMPORTANT

I'm sure that anyone who's ever watched any video of (the free) Youtube has heard the people who had an NDE experience stating with confidence that the afterlife (wherever or whatever it may be) is wonderful BUT I'm now very proud to say that I figured out why it's indispensable to live our lives here on earth (no matter how painful or uncomfortable it can be).

Think in example to the zero gravity that every NASA astronaut must take, they are always fully inside the protective suits they wear when in outer space BUT they do this exercising in water, usually submerged in a deep pool where they train, has anybody ever asked to one of them if they felt any difference between being underwater and in outer space? Of course each one always says that "it isn't the same", even if the zero gravity situation is identical, I can also think that in a near future we'll develop helmets that activate electrically the brain in specific areas with a screen in front of the eyes to make you see what a real skier sees skiing down a slope, I'm sure that that subject will be in an environment where temperature, relative humidity and air movement (wind) will be exactly the same as in reality, in addition this person will wear ski boots, gloves and suit plus wool cap that can exactly imitate the real skier going down the same slope.

Would any of you want to bet that this skier will say that it isn't the same as doing it for real?

I could go on making similar examples all day long, but I hope you get my point, or that while when in heaven all looks identical and more beautiful than here on earth, "it just isn't the same".

Therefore while everyone would choose heaven over hell or purgatory, there's no way that anybody would renounce living a true life here on earth - no matter how painful or uncomfortable it can be - to simply go straight to heaven.

I'm posting this because I've been very dubious if I had made the right choice, because I'm sure that my soul will go to heaven, this explanation actually gives yet another important reason to be still here, in fact I intend to recover so much that I'll be scuba diving again, beside walking my daughter to the altar the day she'll get married.

Knowing this who would ever be in heaven already rather than living a (sometimes painful) life here on earth?

Monday, June 29, 2015

RETIREMENT

I realized (too late as usual) that - after having worked my ass off for several years, I retired at the age of 42 - which is still very early for anyone who both loves to work and takes good care of his family - therefore I can only complain to have been assessed more than once to be unable to manage my money - after having managed company financial dealings at all levels for very many years, in several different companies - but - as I had posted here already earlier - I have no reason to get upset for having no access whatsoever to my money, I'm actually looking forward to the day (which one?) when I'll be receiving all of my monetary wealth back, to enjoy and give as inheritance to my treasures (only reason to be still alive) so much monetary wealth. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Retirement

Then - of course as a NDE expert - I can say to those "nameless" people who have been starving me for what seems to me way too long, that it'll be their (eternal) time after they die that will place their souls, (or consciences) in the eternal hell of feeling forever regretful for their mistakes that did harm someone else, even if while living they never imagined the negative consequences of their acts to other people.

But I'll retire in my mother country, Italy!

Sunday, June 28, 2015

CAMILLA???

This post is a full demonstration of my previous post (1/14/2015) http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/01/connections.html about the fact that our lives are all connected to each other and I add that I'm very slowly starting to understand Iacopo's hypothesis regarding the concept of re-birth and importance of the "I" connected to conscience (even if I still see no difference between conscience and soul).

Anyway among the hugely strange dreams I've been having since my exit from the coma, very recently I dreamed - much to my surprise - that I was participating to a "family game" around a big round table in the luxurious apartment in Milan where my cousins live(d) when my cousin Alba stated - as part of this game - that I "never trust my father". I must say that this statement is so untrue to me that it woke me up and I started to think if it could be a good thing for me to call my mother (2 am for me = 11 am in Italy) to ask to her to call Alba to ask if she ever thought that.

In addition to this very weird dream I had a couple of days ago, last night I dreamt of my former girlfriend Camilla whom everyone close to me was convinced I was going to surely marry.

Without going into any detail I put here links to the island where we went together for a summer vacation (Formentera) and a picture of Camilla I found in the internet, because no pictures of Camilla exist anymore, the story in fact is that when I first saw Michele (just few seconds) I fell in so much deep and honest love for her that as soon as I went back to Italy, I destroyed any and all pictures of Camilla and when I announced to my family and friends that my new great love (Michele) was coming to Italy to be with me, I don't remember the jump of surprise that all the people who knew me well did, that was only lower than the jump they all made when - little after having Michele in Italy - I announced our upcoming wedding.

Anyway, my very recent dream about Camilla (who had her hip broken at about the same time I had mine broken too AND is divorced with a son about the age of mine) was about the fact that no matter how much I love Michele I'm going to spend some time in my purgatory of regret for having dropped Camilla like an apple falls from a tree at the right time, when I - again - woke up in the middle of the night due to this dream, I started to think that Camilla would never have walked away from me like Michele did, I'm sure that Camilla - being Italian - wouldn't have looked for comfort (AND money) from someone else (maybe a B. ) and would surely be my conservator, this led me to think that by marrying her, I could replace my current conservator, give a brother to my Brent and do what I believe that can fully restore my (superior) brain functions as they had been until the age of 42 (10 years ago).

Camilla is a university professor of English language at the Verona university and I'm thinking that she could easily be an Italian language professor here too (at UCLA or UCSB).
Too bad that my love, passion and gratitude for Michele are so immense that not even death can erase them in any way, in fact I'm convinced, that in afterlife I'll be the one who - with the immense strength of my eternal love for Michele - will have both our souls exist together again forever........

Saturday, June 27, 2015

THE THING scaaaarryy

Using a really little amount of my monthly charity I recently purchased and received this movie that - once again - attempts to answer the question that humanity has been asking since its beginning millions of years ago.

Basically it's about a team of scientists and researchers who go somewhere in Antarctica to see an extra-terrestrial vessel inside the ice since tens of thousands of years and find the "creature commanding this ship frozen for that long in the ice not too far from the vessel.

What makes this movie truly very scary is that as this creature is moved inside a barrack still inside the ice, it proves to be still alive and - like any bacteria - contaminates whoever can be infected.

What's really scary (for my injured mind) is that this infection from this extra-terrestrial creature duplicates exactly every cell of the infected person, except what isn't organic, in example one of the methods use early in this war against the alien (or thing) is to look at teeth who have refilled cavities, because this creature cannot duplicate what isn't organic (or human).

In the beginning it was thought to look at the blood of everyone, but since the entire lab was destroyed a smart bio-chemist girl came up with something much easier to do and as reliable as the blood testing.

Aside from the big tension this movie provokes in the viewer, in short the rest of the movie turns into a real battle to help this "thing" (bacteria or disease) get away from Antarctica and therefore be free to infect the entire world.

In short I can only advise to watch this movie because it's surely worth a full six-pack of beers and if you watch it with friends (or better alone with a young girl) you can certainly impress the other by showing no fear.

Friday, June 26, 2015

ON GOD AND LIFE AFTER DEATH

Since that for "some mysterious reason" I cannot add any blog to my list here on the right, today my therapeutic post is about the very current and broadly researched and followed life after death, but since my brain is injured I'm going to add my take on God, so that I either offend plenty or I open the minds of both fervent believers and/or atheists.

I'm certainly not going to add much to the video with where someone
I hope being a scientific researcher more than the show-man he looks like in this video and the plenty others in Youtube, I do however want to say what I believe God truly is, simply because I'm sure that I'm going to surprise plenty, but since I still have additional research to prepare, what I'm saying is going to be the subject of a near-future post.
In the meantime I focus my mind in having MY still very beloved wife (still) Michele and my former Ventura caregiver exchange emails with me again.

Thursday, June 25, 2015

PROMETHEUS REVIEW

I post here yet another movie review made using the infinite amount of time completely empty of anything to do (my black hole from now on) I'm actually undecided if this movie could take the first place of what I named my Bible movie", or the "what dreams may come" and what my (injured) brain makes me understand that this is yet some visionary and futuristic attempt to figure out where we came from, or who we really are.

In fact the main line in this movie is the research and discovery of another civilization in a planet kind of far from ours but somewhat similar to earth, with a sun too.

I believe this movie to be a well made mix of several different concepts as old as we are, therefore I'm going to try to name them here:

"recent discoveries" around our planet of pictures (or graffiti's) that show very tall men meeting with those who made the pictures (or paintings) several thousands of years earlier(ancient sci-fi).
the main scientist (the boss) is a woman with a neck chain holding a Catholic cross (religion)
the future of space exploration made possible with the future of our technological evolution
all that's different - strange - unknown, is unpleasant and scary

As several movies reviews I post below say, I too believe that this movie should have been the first in a sequel of other movies, it was very well done and used very good special effects plus the connection to the movie series "Alien" is very evident, therefore since no other Prometheus-like movie hasn't been done I can only think that something financially wrong must have happened to this one, because if a success would have followed, I can't even think to the number of Prometheus 1 ,2, 3..... we'd see now.

The low profits from this movie is actually the only reason I can think to justify why there's one only because if I could see and/or buy a new one I'd surely do it.

I post here a couple of links to Youtubes about this movie:

And reviews:

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

MY TAKE ON ZEITGEIST MOVIE(S)

I just posted the "official review" of this "unsettling movie" and putting aside for a moment the claims done about Jesus, Christianity, monetary system and plenty others, I can say with great self-confidence (what's different?) that while all that's being described and explained about the financial, monetary and worldwide banking system is fully correct (from the victim of TBI repeatedly assessed as unable to manage his own money....) what's immensely incorrect is Christianity being described as being one of the other plenty religions around the world that shares with all the others the very astronomical foundation of all beliefs in the God-Sun, or what the ancient Egyptians believed to be real and wrote in hieroglyphics on the walls of plenty tombs and in many of their architectural marvels.

However, I must add that Christianity and all the other religions truly behave like empires and collect our money in tax-free donations by making faithful people become afraid of the consequences of their souls (or personality/conscience)

What I find to be very funny too is that only now (second millennium) mankind is rediscovering what mankind has known and believed in since it was possible to leave signs for others (posterity) to see/read/understand, or that there truly exist a form of life after we die, aside from the ancient Greek philosophies and the Egyptian too, I can think to the graffiti of early hominids painting on walls of caves they inhabited (millions of years ago?) that portrayed their belief that who had died among them was successfully hunting where souls go after the body is left here to rot. I believe that this is one of the latest interpretations of those graffiti found in caves in Southern France.

Putting all of this aside what my (injured) brain clearly understand from this movie is that God is us people (you included) in fact not only we can create (sexual reproduction or having babies) but our creator (Jehovah with the Big-Bang and all else) gifted mankind of the brain (I spoke too much of it already) that I know in some more time (time on eternal perspective) we'll learn how to control and manage according to our needs and wants, therefore miracles will no longer exist, because the explanation of what we'll do, no longer will be a mystery.

Since I know all of this I'm not afraid to die at all - like anyone else who had a NDE experience (I chose to be here only for the love I have for my treasures) but I'm looking forward to my complete recovery while taking care of my family (my own creation).

All here, take your time, very long and very intense too:

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

ZEITGEIST TRUTHS

Aside from what I already said of this addictive movies, it's very clear that on top of what's claimed about Jesus and all the religions, one point that's very strongly made is of the 9/11 tragedy being orchestrated by a money driven government to give to us consumers cheaper gas, I have to say that the precise explanation of all that happened on 9/11 is somehow fascinating, also for those who truly believe that it was all orchestrated by Osama B.L.

As a passionate financial specialist I do enjoy very much all that concerns what's being exposed of the banking system holding the reins of all the countries in the world.

What disappoints me the most is to see that our educational system is so low in the worldwide ranking and this truly makes me want to send my young Brent to Italy to complete his studies (not to mention my daughter).

Knowing about the afterlife I can tell already where Bush & co. will spend their eternity as well as I know where that psi. in Oxnard will forever be if he won't admit to have taken the liberty (at mine and my children's expenses) to avoid to say anything different of me, only because of what few other psi. had said few years earlier. However since I want to believe that the man is smart I say not to be afraid to lose little face with the court if he says that he wasn't too accurate in his writings, I mean what could ever be worse than spending eternity regretting whatever done that negatively affected others?

I must really admit that this Zeitgeist trilogy has had me fully addicted to it and - as always - I look forward to watch it with my son, currently camping all alone in N. Carolina.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

WHAT ELSE

Last night I suddenly realized (my own intelligence - not told me by God) that - as I had posted here on 2/27 - http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/02/what-you-believe-in-becomes-real.html all that happens after we die is a "simple" projection of our experiences and beliefs while living, therefore if someone is convinced that death is the end of everything that's exactly what will happen to that poor soul, while if someone follows in any way and with any degree of confidence that after death our life moves into another dimension (whatever you want to name it: hell, purgatory or heaven) that's exactly where your soul (or personality or conscience) is going to be in eternity.

I also decided that it's not fully correct to say when someone is dead that s/he passed on instead from now on, I'm going to say that s/he moved on because in my (broken) mind I intend the act of passing as involuntary without any control, while the verb "moving" truly expresses what you do as the result of your conscious decision, that for me it's what truly happens, at the cost to be redundant I say again that as someone "moves on" the only God that will decide - based on the instantaneous review of your own life - where you'll be spending eternity is where yourself (not Jehovah) with the additional knowledge and understanding that comes with the newly acquired Universal intelligence will place you. In example I can already say where my "saint" dad is now (heaven) and where the father of someone else (very close to me): his own nicotine addicted hell, in complete eternal solitude.

Of course me and my own God can add much more to this, but it's going to be a little longer before I spell out more clearly what my own God advises me to write inhere, because my "blog-police" tends to criticize what I say in my posts, because of complete inability to understand that I'm actually offering my honest advice to avoid eternal damnation.

I conclude by saying that most probably before our next presidential elections I'll say who the winner is going to be, but I'll do it as a money rewarded bet, so there's still more suffering for me (the abandoned man) to do.

Only 3 dimensions? Here's another theory:

Saturday, June 20, 2015

ZEITGEIST MOVIE REVIEW

Here are few other movies I'm getting addicted to, mainly for the way they try to justify that the real God is the financial and banking systems worldwide, I must admit that when the talk is about religions and Jesus Christ too, I was both a bit concerned and interested at the same time.

However when my injured brain helped me understand that all the financial line of thought presented is bull-crap (to be polite) I immediately realized that all it's presented about Jesus being the God-sun that started with the Egyptians few thousands of years before the birth of Jesus not only I knew for sure that it's just their way to advertise atheism, but also to go after structured religious entities - much like when I say that the Vatican is truly an empire, where the pope is the ultimate king and has an army at his service too (with a command structure totally military).

I post here below - besides the full movies - few links to movie reviews about this movie that I'm going to try to watch with my dear son to teach about the way to look at real things in life, but that I doubt I'll ever want to watch again on my own.

Thursday, June 18, 2015

THE LAZARUS EFFECT MOVIE

Here's the other movie worth several beers to watch and enjoy in stupor. Medical researchers Frank (Mark Duplass) and his fiancée, Zoe (Olivia Wilde), have developed a serum, code-named "Lazarus". It was intended to assist coma patients but is shown to actually be able to bring the dead back to life.

With the assistance of their friends, Niko (Donald Glover, Clay (Evan Peters) and videographer Eva (Sarah Bolger), they run a successful trial on a recently deceased dog. However, they notice that the dog is behaving differently than it did when it was alive - its cataracts disappear, it loses its appetite, and it demonstrates other strange abilities. Tests reveal that the serum, instead of dissipating, is constructing strange new synapses within the dog’s brain.

When the dean of their university learns of their underground experiments, their project is shut down. They are also informed that a major pharmaceutical corporation has bought out the company that funded their research. The company and their attorneys confiscate everything associated with the project.

Frank and his team sneak back into their lab to duplicate the experiment so that they can prove that they created the serum. During this attempt things go horribly wrong and Zoe is fatally electrocuted. Unwilling to let her go, Frank uses the serum to resurrect her. Initially, the procedure appears to be a success, but the team soon realizes that something is wrong with Zoe. She claims that when she died, she went to her version of Hell which was a nightmare originating from her childhood; as a child, Zoe's apartment building had caught on fire and she watched her neighbors burn to death after they were trapped inside, causing recurring nightmares. She also begins to demonstrate unusual psychic abilities. The Lazarus serum causes brains to "evolve" incredibly rapidly, giving Zoe inhuman powers such as telekinesis and telepathy.

The serum also causes increased aggression with horrifying consequences. Niko walks into a room and is surprised by Zoe. After he refuses to kiss her, she uses telekinesis to throw him into a closet and crushes it with him inside, killing him. When Clay demands to know where Niko is, she kills him as well by suffocating him with an e-cigarette. Later, Zoe kills Frank after he attempts to kill her with a poison injection. After this, Zoe injects herself with an entire bag of the Lazarus serum, making her abilities stronger than before.

Using her newly empowered abilities, she cuts the power to the entire lab. Eva, who is still alive and trying to locate Zoe to inject her, is left in the dark. Zoe eventually finds Eva and sends her into the hell that she went to when she died. Inside the nightmare, it is revealed that Zoe was the one that caused the fire in the building, causing her to go to hell upon death. Eva is able to escape and inject Zoe with the syringe, but Zoe survives and kills Eva anyway. She then injects Frank with her own blood loaded with the Lazarus serum, in an attempt to bring him back from the dead, presumably turning him into a monster as well.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

THE GUYS MOVIE REVIEW

I'm going to start a series of movie reviews today in hope that my readers can decide if they are worth a beer with friends or not☺

And I can only hope that doing this isn't going to censor me for what I say, even if what I've been trying to say is simple advice about avoiding eternal hell by those who believe in life after death (now scientifically proven ☺).

As a fire service chaplain and critical incident stress management provider, I worked with FDNY at Ground Zero, starting four days after 9/11. Rotating on night, evening and day shifts, I wandered along the edges of the WTC debris field and nearby side streets to check in with resting firefighters. I met an FDNY captain that lost nine "brothers," an FDNY lieutenant that lost his firefighter son-in-law. One FDNY member said: "We all lost somebody in 'The Pile.'" One conversation stands out. Seeing the small cross on my lapel and asking for a blessing, a lone firefighter operating a pumper vented for at least 15 minutes. "Do you realize how many Little League coaches we've lost, how many kids in this city lost their coaches, mentors and neighbors, how many husbands, fathers, sons, brothers, uncles and cousins we've lost?" That's the point of the film: the human side of such a great loss, beyond and beneath all the heroism hype.
Anthony LaPaglia brilliantly portrays an FDNY fire captain for what he was at heart: an ordinary guy; thus, the film's name: "The Guys." The eight eulogies LaPaglia's character had to deliver at eight funerals on behalf of his fire company were much more about ordinary people that served and died in extraordinary circumstances: "guys" that went to church picnics, to their kids' ball games, that fixed just about anything, that could (or couldn't) cook, etc. LaPaglia's portrayal captured the essence of so many firefighters: paramilitary, loyal, straightforward, problem solvers, action (versus reflection) oriented people that love "The Job;" people generally not given to wordsmith or "being in touch with their feelings." Yet, given the right encouragement (as from Weaver's character), we discover the deeper nuances and sensitivities of their humanity. They are indeed very ordinary people called upon to perform extraordinary deeds.
It's a subtle film that invites the viewer to ponder the immense human loss we suffered on 9/11/01 -- the loss of some three thousand souls, each with a life story worth telling beyond and beneath whatever they may have done for a living. Even more, the film invites us to reflect upon our own reactions and responses to 9/11 as "ordinary people affected by extraordinary circumstances," seeking to find a "new normal" after a day that will live forever, with other days like it, in infamy.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Guys

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

FINALLY

I'm sure that anyone can see (and read) what my (now greatly improved) blog is all about and - since I'm not an attorney, nor a MD - I find it very interesting that the "miracle TBI cure" still off-label here in the USA is in the phase of clinical trial in Australia and while I wonder if there may exist any reason (medical, legal or just for stupidity) to explain why what was patented and (very well) protected here in the USA is now freely being researched by true scientists and researchers in such a far and under-developed (to USA standards) country.

What I was finally be able to hear from the very voice of my good conservator yesterday when she was with me visiting a very cultured and experienced psychologist is that I was put under conservatorship for the reason that I would waste all of my money paying charlatans for something that can give back to me my life as it's been always, plus my family (or my creation).

Therefore rather than posting under my text some of the several dozens of "official websites" (NIH included) that describe very clearly what I believe since about 8 years that can give back to me my life (with work and full family) as it used to be until 10/12/2005, I just publish here in orange the link to the website of the clinical trials being conducted in Australia now.

Monday, June 15, 2015

MY PASSIONS

I have had 4 passions in life and I'm going to list them here, in no particular order of preference, or priority:

the mother of my 2 treasures and former wife Michele
both my treasures who are going to make me immortal for the simple fact that their genetic make-up is all mine and anybody can see that they are my children immediately.
J. S. Bach piano music played by my idol Glenn Gould.
recovery from TBI that even if everyone says it's impossible, I hope that my readers here do know what I think of the term "impossible"

Therefore I think it's time to show (through other blogs) that I'm not alone in believing in what I keep repeating in this blog since years.

Glenn Gould:

recovery from TBI

Saturday, June 13, 2015

CONSCIENCE

Gosh, I must admit that being forced to be alone (and unable to manage my money) has been sending me to websites that I'd never even dream to look for, but since my latest research on conscience has me (and my injured brain + logic) convinced that conscience may convince my good email-friend Iacopo of the existence of a creator who provided every human being of the soul since the beginning of time and that our soul is eternal and when it leaves the body here on earth (to rot) goes in the place or dimension now called the afterlife that I believe it being the projection of our conscience of what one experienced and learned while living (unfortunately I'm not supported by a very cultured and experienced researcher of such phenomena), I truly hope that using the concept of our conscience might convince Iacopo way better than using the idea of us all having the soul (even if photographed by a Russian man) given to us humans by our creator (always incorrectly named God).

Therefore, I put here - as always - few links to consistent websites (mainly to show that I'm not the only one with a brain injury) and one of the thousands of Youtube videos anyone can find with a simple search.

Friday, June 12, 2015

GOD vs. OUR CREATOR

OK given the number of messages asking to me about my saying that we humans are already God and that the "entity" that made us, this universe with planet earth in the galactic way, I've decided to post here my explanation, supported - as usual - by links to other websites and Youtube videos.

It's interesting that it's much easier and it takes much less time to find videos, rather than to find "the right website" and this hopefully explains the ratio video vs. website I put here.

When I say that we humans are Gods already I'm saying nothing new at all, just look in the bible and read in the genesis that God made us people "in his in his own image, in his likeness" (Genesis 1,26-28) http://biblehub.com/genesis/1-27.htm that - putting aside the billions of jokes about "weirdness's of nature and/or deviant sexual preferences" - in my injured mind/brain simply means that we people already are all God, now it's true that I've been referring to "personal God" here in the past, but it's just because we still haven't reached full control of our brain that with our conscience can truly make miracles (or what science cannot yet explain) and can sadly hurt someone else just by wanting it or using the feeling/emotion of hate. Take a look and tell me what you think.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

MULTIVERSE

The idea of the multiverse is very current and popular these days and I just want to add my point of view to it (as a brain injured who cannot manage money.....).

First of all in the beginning I was asking to myself if every universe had one God creator for it, then studying time travel and thinking more about this, I realized that just one God created them all.

I must however make the distinction now about the idea of the existence of the creator of us and our universe and God, who in my (broken) mind is simply us, people.

In doing my usual research - to fill time not to miss my treasures too much - I found few good websites worth posting here for you to read and I also found this Youtube that explains the multiverse concept in simple words.

Alan Guth makes some strong points with his theory of the inflation explaining the existence of more than one universe that makes me hope that the other me (Carlo Lingiardi 2) is the CEO of a footwear company already, living with wife and kids in a beautiful villa not far from the ocean, owning 2 cars, a speed boat and with 4 horses in the large backyard.

Can't say that dreaming with open eyes isn't therapeutic......

Anyway I hope that making this post can dissolve some of the fog that's around this subject and helps my readers know that if someone as brain injured as me can figure this out, there exists no reason to avoid it because "too complicated".

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

SUICIDE

Aside from the fact that - no matter the amount of pain (both physical and emotional) I suffer - there's no way that I'd ever leave the memory of a dad to my treasures of a father who gave it all up (life) because too much to bear (= too weak of a person) I'm pretty sure that our creator (Jehovah) doesn't accept it, mainly because since as we die we know how (through Universal intelligence) life could have been and whom we might have positively influenced with our bare physical presence, therefore condemn ourselves to eternal damnation for what we couldn't have done due to being dead already, there's no way that I'd ever (again) think to end my life anymore, it horrifies me that this State to keep true to the progressive description it has gained overtime has recently passed a law that somehow legitimates those who decide to end their lives for superficial reasons, such as terminal diseases or unstoppable physical pain.

Once again I can only repeat what Iacopo states or that if everyone knew and understood what existence they go to, the entire world would be changing overnight. I'm posting here below - as usual - few links to websites consistent to this matter and I promise too that going forward I'll be talking about quantum physics/theories and the inflation theory connected with the idea of the existence of an ever expanding multiverse, that while it seems to have become pretty popular somewhat surprises me to have become the matter of intense research and studies by very many high level minds (I bet it must be my injured brain that makes me think that I can understand things still under big and intense research by true geniuses).

Tuesday, June 09, 2015

THE KILL TEAM

The last one of the very many movies I watched (being always alone with nothing ever to do or think to do) is the movie entitled "The Kill Team "that to me represent the cost - beyond that of young Americans' lives - of a war that's been proven having no reason, nor sense at all.

I put here just the trailer to this movie, but there are plenty parts in it that really show how nonsensical and almost suicidal it's to be in this war and to go to fight maybe thinking that the American ethics and principles are being defended from some type of aggression or even from anarchy.

One part that's now engraved in my (broken) mind is when one murderer (a US soldier) asks "why the hell they are all taught for months how to become real killing machines and given very advanced lethal tools=guns when to be able to kill any of those uncivilized killers of Americans one must go through the entire ladder of command, almost to our president to have official authorization to pull the trigger on one of those "savages".

I've been hoping to have my beloved son Brent be here for at least a couple of hours to watch it with me because - given his passion (directly from me) for using guns - I fear that sometime in a near future he might decide to bring our stars and stripes flag in this war by himself and nobody will be able to convince him stay here in safety and sanity.

The other point made by this movie is that there exists a true jungle of laws and directives that can easily be used to turn a straight murder in an act of self-defense, in fact one of these murderers says in an interview that any gun ever found on the ground is best taken, because it can be put near the killed savage to prove that the murder was done just for self-defense, anyway my vote to this movie is a 10, so watch it instead of drinking a beer with your friends, after having watched it you are going to look at our presence in that region with completely different eyes......

Monday, June 08, 2015

PBS

Here's a good list of questions as asked in a PBS video (my latest passion):

what is knowledge?

is it the information gathered by human brain through scientific research?

is the universe illuminist and the human brain a mere collector of information which flows to its interior?

Perhaps the universe is even animate and the soul of the universe and the soul of men indissolubly bound to the law of interdependence.

Total knowledge is to be found within us and we are inhabitants of a universal space whose environment and purpose we shall comprehend when our life will extend to another domain bound to earthly life but will pass into another form of existence.

I believe that given that the most serious, reliable and academic/scientific research of today is basically giving confirmation to what every Catholic has believed in for thousands of years, everyone will soon understand - while living - that we men are eternal and nothing we ever did, didn't do, believed or learned while living can ever be erased with simple death.

Since I'm someone who experienced NDE and spoke directly with Jesus Christ, not only I believe that having full understanding of this, mankind will change this entire world overnight, but I'm also very much hoping that those who hurt me while I'm living will be able to correct their mistakes, simply because I'm thinking that since they have earned degrees they shall all be confident that unless they correct their wrongdoings while living they will surely end up in hell forever.

Ha, it matters not if your pride might be offended by your repairing your wrongdoings, it only counts what you do before you pass over to the eternal dimension, simply because - as I've been saying here - you are your own God, nothing or nobody else will ever judge what you did while living except yourself after death empowered with Universal intelligence (or U. knowledge).

I wouldn't want to risk to wait till I die to know if what I'm posting here is true or not, too much of a risk, but then.....who knows? My brain has been injured for about 10 years and who's talking here can't be reliable, logic or intelligent at all, all I can say is to watch the plenty great and hopefully reliable PBS videos available online.

Here are the links to some PBS videos:

Part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vnuRxfyk78&list=PL979233BCD6DC295C

Part 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPpNfq5yJEQ&list=PL50DA9F84CFB73E19

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