U COMPLETE ME

If there would exist any sure way to say that I’m unable to logically process my thinking and therefore end up wasting my wealth is that my love for my Queen is the result of my brain being injured, that’s what my Queen has been telling me for many years, in fact to have the undeniable proof of this – aside the demented neuropsy. assessments, it’d be sufficient to see what I basically did yesterday in my latest post, in fact as I was listing the first letters of the eternally damned people who surely are going to condemn themselves to what I’ve described already what hell truly is.

I did in fact erased her initials - as single woman -  because too close to those of my current conservator – which in fact explains very well the reason why I felt it necessary to add few letters to the initials.

What forced me to do so is that I was watching an unrelated movie to the clip of the Youtube I put here, in fact how could I dismiss my life-Queen as someone who will forever regret not taking care of me and my 2 treasures in the only time in my life when I need help when she truly completes me?

Our lives used to be more than wonderful, like heaven on earth, but something totally generated by me, trashed 15 years of heaven lived together and tossed it down the crapper.

Of course – given my brain injury, go to look at the websites I linked below, they all talk about the devastation that TBI brings to families and couples without any distinction, not even for the couples – like we used to be – who already were living in heaven.

The other concept I want to describe is that since my Queen believes that after death there exists nothing , “you die and that’s it” I’m not 100% sure yet, but I believe that those who are convinced of it, truly die and won’t ever experience afterlife, the one thing I’ve been unable to clarify to myself is the idea that if for the souls who truly die (non-believers) there may exist any self-awareness of it.

And if this is the case I can say – for direct experience – that that’s true hell.

I don’t know if when I’ll die and my intelligence will become universal, I’ll realize that my love (most powerful force in this universe) for her will be able to “rescue” her to be forever together again, even if she's been trashing my life and that of both my treasures, wasted the wealth of my Italian family and cheated on me with some piece of trash.....all of this only for genetic reasons, so I'll see.

1.  http://www.huffingtonpost.com/richard-c-senelick-md/disabilities-can-wound_b_805614.html
2. http://www.nytimes.com/1999/05/31/us/disabled-spouses-are-increasingly-forced-to-go-it-alone.html
3. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2011979/Am-I-wrong-cheat-disabled-husband.html

ST.FRANCIS OF ASSISI AND ME

I’m really hoping that my readers have watched the video at the bottom of my last post: “Quantum Theory shows that consciousness moves into another universe after Death” and what I want to say today is that St. Francis of Assisi, me, Iacopo and Mr. Lanza share the same

feeling/approach to death, that since we know for sure that our earthly existence is just like a “blip of time” in the eternal existence of our souls, which makes me ask questions of deep importance to me, because I still have no answer at all for any of them, like i.e. in the beginning of time there were at most few thousands of humans on earth, where have the billions we are today come from, if nobody ever really dies? Than – related to this is the next, or that there must be the way to create new individuals/souls and attached to this why is the Vatican baptizing every newborn if they were already baptized in their previous life, does baptism have an expiration date? BUT the most important of all is the one about giving birth to a “brand new” individual/soul, what are the signs? Can anyone tell if their baby is someone who never ever existed before?? I’m sure that theologians and priests can only smile at these questions, but if you know their answers you are cordially invited to post them here or message me, using the tool on the right.

Anyway I remain shocked by the terror and deep fear we humans have of “sister death” I understand that it used to be needed to have in order to populate our planet, BUT what about now that our natural resources, agricultural skills and cattle management have reached the top of our abilities?

Please don’t say that this is the reason why we have tornadoes, earthquakes, volcanoes eruptions and other things of that nature…….

This would be so stupid that even a dumb ass like me (unable to produce a neuropsychological assessment 3 times in a row) refuses to consider any of them.

Maybe this is the very reason why St. Francis is a Saint, he had death as sister, but hey, how many saints are we going to have today? I can already count by myself at least a dozen – without considering the plenty quantum physicists around….

Let’s talk a little about the absence of fear of death, because I see that while mine is very primitive that of the others I just named is much deeper, scientific and carries very important differences, so let me try to make this list:

·         Saint Francis was all based on his very profound Catholic religion that gave him absolutely  no doubt that he had a soul for real that after his death would join afterlife where he would meet not only Jesus Christ and his mother, but plenty other people he knew and met while living.

·         Iacopo is convinced that the day everyone will understand that the way we live our lives will cause any war and criminal act disappear overnight…and this from an atheist who doesn’t believe in the existence of the soul……..

·         Robert Lanza, much like the quantum physicists base their beliefs in this field in rigorous scientific studies with experimentations

·         Me, dumb ass Carlo imprisoned by conservatorship that bases the personal very solid belief in the idea of having met with Jesus Christ and made an agreement with Him during the 2 months long coma.

Now, I realize that my links aren’t of the usual number, but I do invite you to spend little time watching both the Youtube I put below and that of my previous post both really very well made.

I’m hoping that my readers know of my belief that each of us is his own God, therefore – as my own God – allow me to predict (from my dumb ass point of view) without naming names those who shall best do something to correct their wrongs while living here on Earth (too bad nothing can be done from a coffin) I’m simply going to put the initials of those who best repair their wrong-doings while alive…. you’ll understand who you are, but nobody else!

Here we go:

·         T.Ns.

·         M.Wt.

·         E.Ld.

·         J.Fm.
·        B. 

Only 5 people?? If I can think longer, I may come up with someone else, however please consider this my gift to you…..there’s still time to fix your wrongs before you’ll die (like everyone in the entire world).

1. https://www.abbeycaskets.com/francis-of-assisi-embracing-sister-death-with-hope/
2. http://andrew4jc.blogspot.com/2007/10/seraphic-father.html
3. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_of_Assisi

ROBERT LANZA AND HIS BIOCENTRISM

As I study the creation of Biocentrism from R. Lanza (the one I mentioned in my 9/27 post about the I.Q. movie) what comes to my mind is something I heard being said in a totally different movie or, “we are the ones who created God, He didn’t create us” that to me is a good way to describe his biocentrism, or that all we see measure and study since ever is a creation of our consciousness, including the entire universe (and now the parallel ones too) that to me it goes all back to the simple question asked to kids attending the elementary school, or “what came first, the egg or the chicken?”.

In a way this seems to me what Mr. Lanza is doing, he’s telling the answer to that question for young kids, or that all we see, experience, study and measure is just the product of our consciousness and here I must force myself not to think what I used to believe for a very long time, or that the consciousness is another name for imagination, what I’ve done in fact is very scary, I replaced the word consciousness with the word imagination and I realized not only that they both are perfectly replaceable but that the entire quantum physics and biocentrism go in the toilet, meaning that they make no sense anymore.

However this Mr. Lanza and his Biocentrism are very popular today, you can find videos and articles about this man and his theory pretty much everywhere you go in the Internet and in magazines with very high circulation (i.e. the TIMES).

My belief is that this theory addresses the idea of death and what’s after it, much to my surprise in fact both biocentrism and quantum physics talk about something (death and resurrection) that we Catholics have known and believed in for just 2.000 years. BUT to me both the quantum physics and the biocentrism simply describe the immense powers (still mainly unknown) of the organ we all have between our 2 ears = the brain, that some say is the most powerful entity of this universe and I say: “I bet, it’s our brain that creates it!”

Since mine is injured though, I can only be depressed by the fact that I'm the only one to believe in the way (P. E. therapy) that  makes it possible for the brain to repair itself (much like when the skin is cut) that isn’t FDA approved yet and surely won’t be for several years after I’ll be dead.

Talk about our brain being able to make miracles, with mine being injured and everyone around me profiting from my disability, this miracle simply will never happen.

1. https://beyondbiocentrism.com/
2. http://www.robertlanza.com/biocentrism-how-life-and-consciousness-are-the-keys-to-understanding-the-true-nature-of-the-universe/
3. https://biocentrismnews.com/
4. http://www.robertlanzabiocentrism.com/is-death-an-illusion-evidence-suggests-death-isnt-the-end/
5. https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/robert-lanza-article/
6. http://discovermagazine.com/2009/may/01-the-biocentric-universe-life-creates-time-space-cosmos
7. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biocentrism

MY NEW SAD UNDERSTANDING

Terrone is the term used by Italians to refer to people who live from Rome down in the country or in the regions of Campania, Puglia (and worst of all Sicily). What’s hugely different though is a terrone isn’t someone of a different color, way less possibility of better/higher education and opportunities to find a well paid job are available to people living in regions in the south of the country, as a result there’s been a true migration of “terroni” to the north of the country, primarily because of the presence of real jobs in the “industrialized” part of the country.

Keep in mind that a “terrone” looks identical to someone who lives in the north of the country, the language only sounds little different due to the particular accent – like someone from New York sounds different from a Texan -  but “terroni” look identical to any other Italian citizen no matter where they are from. So for some time, when my living in the USA was still fresh, I had thought that black people are like the Italian “terroni”, BUT now that I’ve become a citizen and have been living here in the USA for more than 15 years I realize that black people aren’t like “terroni” at all, they are 100% American, even if the whites really treat black people like they were “terroni”, in fact the access to well-paid jobs and higher education remain forbidden to back people only for the color of the skin, as a result black people end up living in what whites call ghettos, have much less opportunities of a well-paid job and their access to better or higher education is pretty much impossible.

I can in fact say with confidence – after having lived in CA for few years – that the “terroni” here are the people from Mexico, who share identical conditions to the ones in Italy (i.e. low-paid jobs, no access to good education, treatments from the “people from the north” = San Diego and above, like they belong to some type of inferior race – or like they too are black) same applies for Floridians too, who treat and consider as “terroni” all the people from islands of the Caribbean’s.

This was my mindset when I watched this movie named CHI-RAQ, initially because the title itself was somewhat mysterious to me, but as I was watching it, I realized to have tears in my eyes and I couldn’t stop watching it until the last name of the closing credits was on the screen.

Boy! Am I glad to be a white here, it seems like the times of slavery haven’t changed, and they just became more modern and sophisticated.

I give to this movie a pack of scotch to drink while watching it with family and best friends, to have the perfect conditions to discuss the its message, if anyone thinks that we are in 2017 and these are still the conditions of complete inferiority we make our brothers of black skin live in, we must realize that it shouldn’t be any wonder if black people are so angry and would prefer brake it all up rather than living in it.

1. https://www.brookings.edu/blog/social-mobility-memos/2015/12/15/guns-and-race-the-different-worlds-of-black-and-white-americans/
2. http://www.dailywire.com/news/7441/7-statistics-you-need-know-about-black-black-crime-aaron-bandler#
3. https://www.usnews.com/news/articles/2016-09-29/race-and-homicide-in-america-by-the-numbers
4. http://www.theroot.com/why-we-never-talk-about-black-on-black-crime-an-answer-1819092337
5. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_and_crime_in_the_United_States

OUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS OUR SOUL

As I read (maybe too much) about quantum physics theories and their belief in the power of our consciousness – given my Catholic upbringing and education I started to wonder if maybe consciousness is what us Catholics have been calling the soul since 2 thousands years.

Therefore – as typical for someone like me who never has anything to do – I ran a small google search to see if anywhere else in the internet universe, may exists a place where these two concepts/ideas are used interchangeably and if there’s any place that explains the reason why they refer to the same idea.

So please – rather than jump through my links to consistent websites always posted here at the bottom – give  a look at what I link, because – aside it being very consistent and to the point – they somehow argue the point of this post.

I must say/admit that it’s been some kind of a surprise for me to see how much of a debate this has been for many years and how many important thinkers of the past did argue this point, as I was researching this very topic I realized that the term mind is both misused or used with a different meaning.

But for this maybe I’ll make a new post (never having anything better to do).

Anyway, enjoy this Youtube with someone important giving a somehow complex explanation of very current concepts AND go look at the linked websites simply because they can help to have a clearer idea of the meaning of the two terms on subject.

1. http://www.patheos.com/blogs/secularoutpost/2016/11/28/consciousness-and-souls/https://www.quora.com/Is-consciousness-the-same-as-a-soul
2. https://markovthoughtchain.wordpress.com/2009/01/17/soul-vs-spirit-and-the-duality-of-consciousness/

TIME DOESN’T EXIST

I said it here before that the movie Lucy has hypnotized me in a way that I cannot begin to describe, I made a small reference to time when I said that time is where my beloved quantum physics collapses right on its theory, but yesterday I watched the movie IQ where Walter Matthau plays the part as Albert Einstein and he kind of argues with all of his famous scientists friends about the concept that time doesn’t exist.

In fact, in special relativity, there is no absolute simultaneity of events. ... Consequently, many philosophers have used special relativity as evidence against a theory supporting the A series of time. If absolute simultaneity doesn't exist, it doesn't make sense to say that one event is “in the present”.

According to Einstein Time is an Illusion, and Here is the proof. ... Time is actually relative, and flexible and, according to Albert Einstein himself, "the dividing line between past, present, and future is an illusion”.

Time is relative and flexible and, according to him, So reality is ultimately TIMELESS. This sounds pretty bizarre from the view of classical physics, but from the view of consciousness theory and spirituality, it fits in perfectly.

Now, physicists are unmasking a more fundamental source for the arrow of time: Energy disperses and objects equilibrate, they say, because of the way elementary particles become intertwined when they interact — a strange effect called “quantum entanglement”.

All this talk about time being inexistent and of the existence of other universes (parallel) has been making me dream not only that soon time travel will become possible to everyone (guess when I’ll want to go when I’ll be able to do so) but very much too that there must exist another universe where I never left NH, I became the president of Tecnica US and my two treasures are both studying in prestigious colleges in Boston.

What shocks me more than anything else is that I know (plenty quantum scientists still haven’t figured this out at all) that both parallel universes and time travel are available to mankind now already, it’d be enough to control our minds to use them both in the way we want and think it to be convenient to us.

1. https://www.wired.com/2014/04/quantum-theory-flow-time/
2. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/is-time-an-illusion/#
3. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/george-musser/space-time-illusion_b_9703656.html
4. http://www.physicscentral.com/explore/plus/timeless.cfm