God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
I woke up
this morning with the idea to talk more about the genetic influence of parents
to their children and – to my surprise – going through the plenty websites that
explain the genetic influence from parents to children, I learned that the most
influential are the father’s genes.
This means
that my mother (now
about 83 y/o) has
been correct telling me that both my children would have come the same, no
matter who their mother was. In fact not only my young angel daughter G. is
pretty much identical to me, not only in skin color and attitude in studying
and work hard for whatever she wants, but my son Br. too is almost the reincarnation
of my own dad, his passion for camping and climbing is totally out of my dad,
who when young climbed several mountains in the Italian alps and of whom I have
several pictures (from about 80 years ago).
This goes
totally against my love for anything that has to do with water (oceans, lakes, rivers
and seas), but
gives me too a very good idea of both strengths and weaknesses of my son, who’ll
learn from me what to pay attention to, as his life will go on.
My dad had
a cyst on his right shoulder that was given to him by his older brother who
used to look over him when studying math, his brother used to punch my dad on
the shoulder if he wasn’t correct in doing his homework, at least this is what
my dad always said about the importance of studying (like he would ever
punch me for not studying hard enough).
Well I must
admit that I wish that my son had an older brother too, because he isn’t like
his sister at all when it comes to studying for school, but hey! Wat the heck! How
could a two years younger girl punch an older and much stronger brother when
studying?
Aside from
this I love my son more than I can say and I know of his huge importance for
the Lingiardi family name, in fact he’ll be the only one who – through his
children –is going to bring into the future not only the name, but my dad’s and
my genes too. Now look at the links below that explain how important are the
genes from the father in the makeup of the personality of an individual.
My eternal
love and mother of my two treasures has been telling me that if I still love
her is just because my brain is injured and that she’s afraid of me and of my
crazy determination to get better.
In thinking
long and hard about this, I believe that my determination in getting better is
totally genetic, i.e. I had an ancestor who was convinced that only if he tuned
the (lead
made) organ canes,
his organs would have a “human tone”.
No matter
how many times his relatives and doctors told him not to put the lead organ
canes in his mouth, he ended up dyeing for cancer in his mouth, not much known
in those far times back.
As for the
genetic heritage that my spouse has, it all comes from her father, in talking
with her mother (whom
Michele hates) I
learned that the only reason why he took care of his 3 children was simply
because he was getting government money for having them living with him.
This
actually explains well the reason why the mother of my treasures is so focused
on being their mother and takes care of them (as best as she can…..).
Here again
this is simply the product of her genetic makeup that would surely be different
now if we could have remained together.
What I
found somehow funny is that my spouse's’ mother told me that she pretty much had
to run away from the man she had married because not even 4 men holding him by
legs and arms could have taken him inside a church.
Since I
know that my spouse is identical to her father, I’m a little worried because
her soul is only destined to eternal nothingness, or real death, the end of it
all.
What may I
say now?......maaybee
she’ll figure out that love is the most powerful force in this universe –
unless
as I’ll be dying my newly acquired “universal intelligence” will
have me see clearly and realize how much she’s been hurting me in the past 9 long years.
Given that I
know that you, my two treasures, come here to look at what I publish, I want to
tell you the story of your great grandfather Renato (father of my own mother
– your nonna from Venice).
His story
is that during WWII he was the main manager of a train station outside of
Venice and since he knew of the thousands of Jews being transported to the
concentration camps, he used to go with some of his friends where the train had
to slow down due to either a bridge or a sharp turn and using a metal tool he was
breaking open some carts of the trains that would let free Jews by the
hundreds, who would run towards the woods to hide.
Well my own
nonno never told me how many times he did that, nor approximately how many Jews
had the chance from him to survive the concentration camp where they were all
going to be in few hours.
The one
thing that’s certain for me is that given that he died in his sleep without any
suffering of any kind, he must have been blessed for what he did around 1943.
The other
thing I want to tell you is that when the American planes started to bomb the
hell out of our country, your nonna/my mother was going in the middle of big
fields behind the train station where she lived with her family and she would
be terrified because the planes that were dropping the bombs by the hundreds,
were doing it pretty much above her head, your nonna was a young teenager, so
she didn’t know that when the plane is at a speed of several miles per hour the
bomb must be dropped well before because they keep the same speed,
Your
nonna/my mother tells me that still today - more than half a century later – she wakes
up in the middle of the night screaming because she still dreams to see the
bombs dropping on her head.
Well I put
here few pictures and videos of what I’m talking about, but believe me that I
can tell you dozens of other stories of our family, all WWII related.
Today this f…..ing brain injured, lonely man is going to make his funked
up critic to probably the most known and used prayer to our Lord, as taught to
us by Jesus Christ, first let me place here its Latin text, because it’s the
way I always said it in my mind:
Let me now
spare you from the one in Italian, not too different from the one in Latin, but
here’s the one in English:
Our Father in heaven
Hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread
and forgive us our debts
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil.
I’ve taken
the (blaspheme) liberty to highlight in light blue where this prayer states
that it’s our Lord who takes care of us and our needs, while I used the orange
color simply to differentiate that He’ll forgive us onlyIF we forgive our
debtors, I can guarantee you all that this is the most difficult and unnatural one,
especially since we were given the free-will (thank you Eve!!).
It’s pretty
clear that in my (broken) mind, my arguments here simply all disappear if you
just think to what I had posted recently (1/14) and think of God as ourselves
and you’ll understand how this all makes very much sense.
Rather than
post here links to crazy websites or even crazier Youtubes, I invite my readers
to both post comments or contact me directly, to tell me if they agree with me
and my injured logic or not.
Michele (my wife forever) has been telling me that I still
love her only because my brain is injured and while I always comment that love
comes from the heart – like it’s been portrayed for centuries by artists of all
kinds and in all fields of arts – I’m going to list here all my plenty strong
loves that I’ve had at least since I was a teenager and ask why am I so
much in love with the practice of these activities (mainly sports) so here we go:
PLAYING PIANO
Glenn Gould
is the piano player who was just about like a God to me, he used to play Bach (Goldberg Variations) using the grand piano – even if at
the times of Bach, the harpsichord existed – in such a beautiful and innovative
way that the important musicologists of his times were saying that as he was
playing Bach, he was recomposing such was
the strictness to the written notes, while – of course – his interpretation and
tempi was immensely liberal – as Bernstein explains to a public before a Brahms concerto.
DIRT BIKING/MOTOCROSS
I'm just going to put here the link to a post I had published on 1/26/2015 simply because I said it all already with the main difference that my dad drove me in the middle of the night (I wanted it yesterday!) to buy my first dirt bike that I put it in my bedroom and slept with for a full week
I believe
to have been among the very first “addicted” to this sport, the lake of Garda
is close to where I was living in Verona and I owned a small apartment in
Malcesine, very few miles south of Torbole that’s considered the Hawaii of
Italy, for its very strong winds and (not big) waves. I remember that when I brought Michele there, she was horrified
by the crowd of girls all topless and by my being extra-fool with my windsurfing
friends – nothing could ever hurt us, no matter what we were doing, both in and
out of the water (brrrrrhhh).
SKIING
I started
to sky when I was 7 y/o and my father owned a home in Folgaria, that’s in the
Trentino region (not
very high mountains)
so by the time I was 25 I was an extremely and self-confident all terrain
skier, I was happy to ski no matter the steepness, the type of snow (powder or icy), in or out of piste, sometimes in
the pine trees woods.
In fact I
used to go skiing with some of the great skiers who were working with me at
Tecnica USA who were either ski champions or “ski bums” and I never showed to
be with the wrong group of skiers.
SWIMMING
As much as
my dad loved the mountains and climbing them, I was in love with water since 5
or 6 y/o, therefore not only all that has anything to do with it, both
fascinated me but it made me feel that I was doing my “homework”, in fact I remember
going to the pool to train at 6 am before going to school and going back for
the formal training at 2 pm for a total of 5 hours spent swimming per day. My
trainer at that time later became the Italian Olympic team trainer (Alberto Castagnetti) and I remember having been among
the swimmer to be chosen to be part of the swimmers to choose for the Olympic
games in Rome in the 80ies, here too I wasn’t taking anything for granted, just
work as hard as I can to obtain what I planned to have.
SCUBA DIVING
The logical
activity connected to my love for being in water, is to scuba dive, in fact I’m
(still
now) a PADI scuba
diving instructor.
This
devouring passion came to me for having spent my one month long summer
vacations in the island of Ponza that initially was were the ancient Romans
were going to vacation – and had built magnificent villas, still visible today –
but later it was the place where the fascist Mussolini was sending in
imprisonment anyone against him or his beliefs.
Anyone can imagine
how strongly the people living in the island were Fascist, in fact every summer
a communist party attempted to take place and it always ended up with a fist
fight of communist – from Rome - against local fascist, one summer I remember
my cousin Vittorio – convinced communist – returning from such a festival with
blood coming out of his mouth, he never said a word about this, but we all
understood what had happened and nobody asked any question….
BICYCLING
The great
skier who were working at Tecnica with me used to ride road bicycles all summer
long – I guess to keep the legs muscle tone – so, since I wanted to keep
contact with such great athletes, I purchased the great Cannondale bicycle that
I was riding when I got killed, I
post a picture of it after my accident, to
show that my bicycle got truly murdered.
ANCIENT ROMANS
Given that
Ponza is practically in front of Rome and I had plenty very good friends who
lived there, being in Rome was like being in Verona for me, I had so many
friends that when my dad was in Aprilia (small town near Rome) to work for a week, I was going with him and
I was staying at friend’s homes and explored the Appia Antica, the ancient
Roman’s main road to downtown Rome sided for many miles with tombs of Roman patricians,
I remember that once there were road works behind the house of one of my
friends and in the excavations a tomb was found, this had to stop the
excavations to notify the find to the ministry of culture in town, so there
were no more workers in the place and me and my friend went there to take a
bunch of oil lamps and broken pieces of dishes, fully against all the laws that
protect such finds in Rome, and in the rest of my country too. This turned out to have their language Latin become a true passion for me, in fact I ended up reading the entire "De bello gallico" in Latin as written by Julius Caesar.
ANCIENT EGYPTIANS
Complimentary
with my fascination with the ancient Romans there’s always been the same for
the ancient Egyptians and since – as a scuba diver – I was going on vacation
sometimes to Sharm el Sheikh, that’s on the Red Sea not far from El Cairo,
neither from the great pyramids, I did once visited during a flight stop the
Cairo Egyptian museum, therefore I fell in love with that ancient civilization and
culture too. Sharm El Sheikh is very
close to mount Sinai too, where God gave the ten commandments tablets to Moses
and where a very ancient monastery was built hundreds of years ago, if you want
to go there you must be prepared to walk uphill for about one mile, but once
there, the view of the red sea and the desert is magnificent.
ADVANCED MATHEMATICS
I guess
that since I had shown since I was very young interest for numbers, my parents
chose to make me attend the “Liceo scentifico” that’s equivalent to a
college of mathematics and science, there not only I became good in dealing
with Italian literature, Latin, geography, foreign language (I chose German) chemistry and with an approach to
high level mathematics that comes from the way that Pitagora used to define it:”
At its deepest level, reality is mathematical in
nature”.
Since what
you receive at this type of Liceo is the science of space, number, quantity,
and arrangement, whose methods involve logical reasoning and usually the use of
symbolic notation and which includes geometry, arithmetic, algebra, and
analysis. I’ve been considering the graduation of this type of Liceo equivalent
to a college degree in science here in the USA.
PHILOSOPHY
Regardless
of the fact that quantum mathematics has made me very interested in philosophy my
Liceo teacher in this matter (Dello Russo)
was an alcoholic who would smoke his preferred cigarettes – filterless camel -
in class during his lesson that – among the
various philosophers, mentioned how great the “blonde tobacco” used for those
cigarettes tasted. I was told that he died few years ago as an alcoholic for
liver poisoning…..
GEOGRAPHY
Geography
is part of what the Scientific Liceo offer as education matter, in the sense
that what you learn is how the continents were formed, how they had moved when
planet earth was still young and forming, the way mountain chains formed and
the influence over countries of eco-systems.
GENERAL MANAGEMENT
This didn’t
really come from my Liceo education, it actually mostly came from my times being
a swim teacher and scuba dive instructor, especially given the fact that as a
swim teacher you must deal with children not older than 8 and as for the scuba
you must deal with people of all ages and education that, at times think to
know everything about diving better than their instructor for having watched
few documentaries and have read the book text.
OK I do
realize that this post is very (maybe too much)
long but I’m really hoping that with all the videos I put it’ll be both a fun
and interesting for you, just know that
no matter all of these loves of mine, based on education and experience my
primary love is and forever will be for Michele, mother of my two treasures!
A couple of
days ago I spoke about my plenty frustrations, however I didn’t mention that my
biggest one is that everyone treats me like I have no brain, in fact now I must
prove to a woman judge, fatter than tall (32 feet in circumference vs. 5 feet in height) that I’m able to manage my money,
by paying all my bills regularly and keep an updated accounting of the way my
money gets spent, to say that this is insulting to do for a former company
president who used to go to the financial dept. to instruct the way I want the
accounting done and how I wanted the monthly reports prepared, is impossible for
me to say, too many bad words I’d be using to describe all the people who have
been humiliating for too many years, I therefore decided to embrace Iacopo’s
advice, or that when you know what afterlife these people, I can only pity them
all, this actually refers well with my explanation of the term “loser” that
applies very well to everyone who wants to have anything to do with
conservatorship laws, even the judge here looks and sounds very upset and my
best guess is that she finally realized that to take the job of judging
conservatorship, isn’t the career step forward she was sold, it pays the same
and it gives big headaches (maybe she figured out that she was “offered” such position not to have
her around anymore).
Anyway,
this post isn’t for minors, given the bad language being used both in the video
and in all the linked websites, it does however give a good idea of the way my
fucking brain feels like all day long.
A parallel
universe is a hypothetical self-contained reality co-existing with one's own. A
specific group of parallel universes is called a "multiverse",
although this term can also be used to describe the possible parallel universes
that constitute reality.
The term reality fascinates my mind to no end, it’s
tremendously related to the quantum mechanics and about this I want to share
the way I figured out how to explain the famous Schrödinger cat experiment in
fact you may have heard the thought experiment of Schrödinger’s cat, a spooky
animal who lives in a closed box. The act of opening the box allows us to
follow one of the possible future histories of our cat, including one in which
it is both dead and alive. The reason this seems so impossible is simply
because our human intuition is not familiar with it.
But it is
entirely possible according to the strange rules of quantum mechanics. The
reason that this can happen is that the space of possibilities in quantum
mechanics is huge. Mathematically, a quantum mechanical state is a sum (or
superposition) of all possible states. In the case of the Schrödinger’s cat,
the cat is the superposition of “dead” and “alive” states. This very strange
concept has made it much easier for me to understand the idea of the parallel
universes (that
now I definitely love!).
In fact scientists
now believe there may really be a parallel universe - in fact, there may be an
infinite number of parallel universes, and we just happen to live in one of
them.
These other
universes contain space, time and strange forms of exotic matter. Some of them
may even contain you, in a slightly different form.
Astonishingly,
scientists believe that these parallel universes exist less than one millimeter
away from us. In fact, our gravity is just a weak signal leaking out of another
universe into ours.
This is the
concept that’s given to me the amazing idea that my accident has thrown me in a
parallel universe, where I lost my mobility, family (overseas too) and job.
In fact I’m
still in NH in reality in another universe, where I’ve become the president of
the US subsidiary of the previous Italian company I was working at, I’m not
divorced, my treasures are going to great colleges in Boston and Michele still
loves me like the day I married her.
One of the
amazing beautiful capacities of our brain is that once you become convinced of
something, it comes to you as a dream when you are sleeping. As far as I’m
concerned I convinced myself that while I’m sleeping I have glimpses of my life
in that (parallel) universe.
Now, it’s
obvious that on the background of all of this, there’s the complete ignorance
of what our brain is capable of (I bet, we have just started to learn how it’s made with the Obama’s
brain mapping project).
Maybe I
could convince myself not to ever had any accident, so tomorrow afternoon I’ll
go for a jog around town………..
However
what’s absolutely true that the quantum discovery of consciousness has given
scientific proof that what we see and feel is just a minimal fraction of what
really surround us, i.e. our brain processes 4 billion of information per
second while we can do about 2,000 in the same amount of time, so who can say
that I’m still running in NH now? and who can say that we have the awareness of
our reality (whose
reality? Mine or yours?).
These
quantum theories never stop fascinating me and I can’t see what or when I’ll
let them go, anyway enjoy my videos and links.
The
fundamental nature of reality is actually consciousness.
It may be the fundamental essence of the Universe. Many have made such claims
from metaphysical perspectives, but the possibility has always been ignored by
scientists. The problems the materialist scientific worldview has with
consciousness and it proposes an alternative world view which, rather than
contradicting science, makes new sense of much of modern physics. This presents
a reasoned argument that shows how they are pointing towards the one thing
science has always avoided considering - the primary nature of consciousness.
Anyone can
find thousands of websites that explain what consciousness is and as for my
blogger, given that I’ve talked about it here already, I can only add that a
good analogy of consciousness is explained based on work by the Italian Giulio
Tononi.
Imagine the
difference between the image of an apple to your brain and a digital camera.
The raw image is the same whether on a camera screen or in your head. The
camera treats each pixel independently and doesn’t recognize an object. Your brain,
however, will combine parts of the image to identify an object, that it is an
apple and that it is food. Here, the camera can be seen as ‘unconscious’ and
the brain as ‘conscious’.
Then there’s
the whole concept that our entire universe is conscious itself and this makes
our human consciousness very connected (or entangled) to our mind, that half of the scientific
world is now trying to locate in our brain, or in the center of the universe. I
invite my readers to spend some time going to the websites I linked below and
know that sooner than later I’ll give a good indication to what the eternal
existence of those who’ve been costing me absurd amounts of money is going to
be.
I put below
the text of an email that – among the other dozens I had exchanged in 2004 with
the Ian who is now heading the drive to have the AU-FDA to approve the use of
Perispinal Enbrel at least in that country (“this
will NEVER happen here in the USA, the Big Pharma has too much to lose”) had told me that Michael (the “criminal” that Michele had threatened to report to the FBI) who tried to procure little Enbrel
to me from Venezuela, where it’s about an OTC med. – convinced me that this
“impossible” for me to receive a simple treatment
keeps not only making me pay someone (grrrr......) to make it impossible to go after my
dream, but that in addition keeps me forced to use glasses with prisms to
reduce my “left field cut”, for someone like me who was among the first in
Italy to use contact lenses, this is yet another insult that both my real
Italian sister (Anna) and my Queen (still) beloved wife (Michele) decided it best to have somebody who charged
me (only) $80.000 to make it truly
impossible for me to receive this treatment in nearby LA.
Here the
email:
On 17/04/2014, at 11:38 AM, Carlo Lingiardi wrote:
I sincerely
thank you very much Ian, I was afraid to have bothered you too much with my
constant questions and doubts because it drives me completely crazy that
something exists to improve TBI damage but nobody wants to even try it nor
believes in what the PubMed makes public, I’m now struggling with my sight,
I’ve been going to opticians with expertise in people who had TBI and I’m
dreaming that the “simple” Enbrel might be able to repair my occipital lobe
that’s the reason why I have such a definite field cutin my vision on the left
side, that everyone can measure but only my very first optician in Valencia, CA
was able to adjust, so now not only I remain prisoner of my wheelchair but I
can’t see well anymore.
I truly
struggle to believe that a “simple Enbrel treatment”
is this impossible to even attempt. In my (broken) mind I would make it like
taking the aspirin for a cold.
Carlo
All I can I
say now (only 12 years later) is that given that our new
president “owes nothing to anyone” he might
become the “agent
of change” that will make this “miraculous treatment” open to every
MD in this country (sorry for the too few patent holders). On 18/04/2014, at 4:38 pm, Ian replied:
In the Holy
Bible - genesis – is written that God made men “in his image and likeness”,
then when he became man, he was Jesus.
Let’s
forget about the fact that I did meet with him, I now know what provoked my
accident with all of the losses I had.
It was just
the owner and CEO (Giancarlo) of my previous employer of the company based in NH who hated
me so much that his (very strong)
mind/consciousness sent very negative waves of hatred in my direction – in fact I was already
planned to become the president of the US subsidiary, since the current one was
about to retire.
Since I
left there have been at least 3 different presidents of such subsidiary – all from
pretty important European ski companies who lasted at most one winter season,
primarily for their inability to speak Italian.
I was
therefore “the chosen one” not only because Italian born, but very much too
because I used go to the mother company in Italy (not far from Venice) twice each year and I had developed good relationships with
many employees in the Italian headquarters.
In other
words my determination to bring Michele back to CA had me resign from my
current employment in NH where I was already chosen to bring forward decades of
success.
This meant
that the very powerful founder and owner of that company sent very bad thoughts
my way, while I was probably in my weakest time I ever lived in (very personal reasons
that I may never say them here).
I put this
thought together with the idea of what the bible says and I understood that the
God we refer to is simply ourselves and with evolution we’ll be making what
today are called miracles (or what science cannot explain yet).
In
following this idea (we are Gods), I made a very quick Google search in the internet and I’m
glad to say that I’m not the only one who thinks so.
In a very near future I’ll talk
about the fact that Iacopo is truly correct in something he says, even if for
different reasons than mine.
This
concept has been labeled as “BIOCENTRISM” by
Dr. Lanza
Modern
physics and neuroscience are venturing into this once hallowed ground, and
radically changing our ideas of life after death.
It probably
wasn't long after ancient people developed a belief in the afterlife that they
began trying to contact those who had crossed over to the other side.
Roman necromancers
believed that it was easiest to reach the dead in caverns and near volcanoes, which
they believed to be passageways to the underworld.
Albert
Einstein said “Now Besso has departed from this strange world a little ahead of
me. That means nothing. People like us … know that the distinction between
past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.”
New
evidence continues to suggest that Einstein was right – death is an illusion.
We believe
in death because we’ve been taught we die. Also, of course, because we
associate ourselves with our body and we know bodies die. End of the story. But biocentrism
– a new theory of everything – tells us death may not be the terminal event we
think. Amazingly, if you add life and consciousness to the equation, you can
explain some of the biggest puzzles of science. For instance, it becomes clear
why space and time – and even the properties of matter itself – depend on the
observer. It also becomes clear why the laws, forces, and constants of the
universe appear to be exquisitely fine-tuned for the existence of life.
Consider
the weather ‘outside’: You see a blue sky, but the cells in your brain could be
changed so the sky looks green or red. In fact, with a little genetic
engineering we could probably make everything that is red vibrate or make a
noise, or even make you want to have sex like with some birds (or cows, horses or any
other animal you can think of). You think its bright out, but your brain circuits could be changed so
it looks dark out. You think it feels hot and humid, but to a tropical frog it
would feel cold and dry. This logic applies to virtually everything. Bottom
line: What you see could not be present without your consciousness.
In truth,
you can’t see anything through the bone that surrounds your brain. Your eyes
are not portals to the world. Everything you see and experience right now –
even your body – is a whirl of information occurring in your mind. According to
biocentrism, space and time aren’t the hard,
cold objects we think. Wave your hand through the air – if you take everything
away, what’s left? Nothing. The same thing
applies for time. Space and time are simply the tools for putting everything
together.
Consider
the famous two-slit experiment. When scientists watch a particle pass through
two slits in a barrier, the particle behaves like a bullet and goes through one
slit or the other. But if you don’t watch, it acts like a wave and can go
through both slits at the same time. So how can a particle change its behavior
depending on whether you watch it or not? The answer is simple – reality is a
process that involves your consciousness.
Or consider
Heisenberg’s famous uncertainty principle. If there is really a world out there
with particles just bouncing around, then we should be able to measure all
their properties. But you can’t. For instance, a
particle’s exact location and momentum can’t be known at the same time. So why
should it matter to a particle what you decide to measure? And how can pairs of
entangled particles be instantaneously connected on opposite sides of the
galaxy as if space and time don’t exist? Again, the answer is simple: because
they’re not just ‘out there’ – space and time are simply tools of our mind.
Death
doesn’t exist in a timeless, spaceless world. Immortality doesn’t mean a
perpetual existence in time, but resides outside of time altogether.
Researchers
stretched the distance the other photon took to reach its own detector.
However, they could add a scrambler to prevent it from collapsing into a
particle. Somehow, the first particle knew what the researcher was going to do
before it happened – and across distances instantaneously as if there were no
space or time between them. They decide not to become particles before their
twin even encounters the scrambler. It doesn’t matter how we set up the
experiment. Our mind and its knowledge is the only thing that determines how
they behave. Experiments consistently confirm these observer-dependent effects.
Of course,
we live in the same world. But critics claim this behavior is limited to the
microscopic world. But this ‘two-world’ view (that is, one set of physical laws
for small objects, and another for the rest of the universe including us) has
no basis in reason and is being challenged in laboratories around the world.
Pairs of vibrating ions were coaxed to entangle so their physical properties
remained bound together when separated by large distances (“spooky action at a
distance,” as Einstein put it).
We
generally reject the multiple universes of Star Trek as fiction, but it turns
out there is more than a morsel of scientific truth to this popular genre. One
well-known aspect of quantum physics is that observations can’t be predicted
absolutely. There are an infinite number of universes and everything that could
possibly happen occurs in some universe. Death does not exist in any real sense
in these scenarios. All possible universes exist simultaneously, regardless of
what happens in any of them.
Life is an
adventure that transcends our ordinary linear way of thinking.
Robert
Lanza has published extensively in leading scientific journals. His books “Biocentrism” and “Beyond Biocentrism”
lay out the scientific argument for his theory of everything. Once again Iacopo and I give different words to the same thing, or what I call the soul, is called by Iacopo Consciousness, that might be correct too, given the latest researches of Quantum physics.
When I came
out of the coma I told to both my father and to my best business friend – who
were there – that I had made an agreement with Jesus to return to be here on
earth for the love I have for my two treasures, both my dad and friend are absolutely
convinced that I wasn’t talking out of my “drunkenness” given by the two months
in a coma, but my good friend Iacopo says that it’s the simple effect of my
Catholic upbringing.
It’s funny
that he says that Jesus existed for real, because my topic today is about the
Holy Shroud that’s the true proof that Jesus wasn’t a simple Jew, son of a
carpenter and of a woman considered to be a whore, he truly was God made into
man, simply because the Holy Shroud has been tested for centuries by the most
advanced and expert scientists and researchers who used the most advanced and
sophisticated instruments, but there’s still no explanation whatsoever of any
possible way it could have been done (especially about 2.000 years ago).
In my (broken) mind this shroud is the proof not
only that Jesus truly existed, but that he wasn’t really human and therefore
all his miracles described in the new testament really were done by him in
person – aside from coming back from his tomb (one of the pillars of the Catholic religion).
Lots of
things have been said and done to prove that this shroud isn’t authentic, from
saying that the image in it was painted centuries ago, to trying to replicate
it with dead pigs (their flesh is almost human) cadavers and so on, the truth simply is that Jesus was our God creator
(gravity
in my humble opinion) and
the shroud that was used to envelop his cadaver to leave his body in the tomb
is probably the most objective and real proof of his true and otherworldly
existence.
So, maybe
my meeting with Jesus was the product of my growing up as a Catholic, but how
can you (Iacopo) explain that I know that
·Jesus
had warned me that my coming back to life was going to be painful?
·Why
do I know so well what happens when we die and after?
·How
may I better understand the sacred scriptures?
·How
am I able to predict (with fairly good confidence) the eternal existence of people I know pretty well?
·Why
am I so interested in N.D.E. and in quantum physics (scientific confirmation
of all the Catholic teachings)?
·Why
do I know of Jesus’s disappointment with the Vatican (empire, as I’ve been
saying here)?
If you can
answer with your innate intelligence any of these questions, I’m open to revise
my thinking, BUT you best leave me speechless
because having been in a coma with an N.D.E. has opened up my brain to an
intelligence that’s even superior to what it used to be before my accident.
This explains the reason why my
neuropsychological assessments cannot give intelligent results, but the souls
of the ones who did them to me will take care of it.
I woke up
this morning with the idea to talk more about the genetic influence of parents
to their children and – to my surprise – going through the plenty websites that
explain the genetic influence from parents to children, I learned that the most
influential are the father’s genes.
