My eternal
love and mother of my two treasures has been telling me that if I still love
her is just because my brain is injured and that she’s afraid of me and of my
crazy determination to get better.
In thinking
long and hard about this, I believe that my determination in getting better is
totally genetic, i.e. I had an ancestor who was convinced that only if he tuned
the (lead
made) organ canes,
his organs would have a “human tone”.
No matter
how many times his relatives and doctors told him not to put the lead organ
canes in his mouth, he ended up dyeing for cancer in his mouth, not much known
in those far times back.
As for the
genetic heritage that my spouse has, it all comes from her father, in talking
with her mother (whom
Michele hates) I
learned that the only reason why he took care of his 3 children was simply
because he was getting government money for having them living with him.
This
actually explains well the reason why the mother of my treasures is so focused
on being their mother and takes care of them (as best as she can…..).
Here again
this is simply the product of her genetic makeup that would surely be different
now if we could have remained together.
What I
found somehow funny is that my spouse's’ mother told me that she pretty much had
to run away from the man she had married because not even 4 men holding him by
legs and arms could have taken him inside a church.
Since I
know that my spouse is identical to her father, I’m a little worried because
her soul is only destined to eternal nothingness, or real death, the end of it
all.
What may I
say now?......maaybee
she’ll figure out that love is the most powerful force in this universe –
unless
as I’ll be dying my newly acquired “universal intelligence” will
have me see clearly and realize how much she’s been hurting me in the past 9 long years.
- https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/under-the-influence/201307/do-genes-influence-personality
- http://www.wired.co.uk/article/sex-gene-age-personality-behaviour
- https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3058678/
- http://www.nytimes.com/1986/12/02/science/major-personality-study-finds-that-traits-are-mostly-inherited.html?pagewanted=all
- http://www.apa.org/monitor/sep02/genes.aspx
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