Carlo Lingiardi: 2016

Saturday, December 31, 2016

QUANTUM MIND POWER

Since I’ve been researching for countless hours all that has anything to do with the quantum theories (physics and mathematics).
Yesterday I came across several websites that describe what the “quantum mind” is and how it can exist.

Therefore I came to the conclusion that my own mind is quantum and since I had a N.D.E. and met with Jesus Christ, I’m now able to figure out what goes on in the mind of people who deal with me, for whatever reason.

In addition to my deep knowledge of what happens as we die and all that concerns the so called afterlife it’s almost too easy for me to give both warnings and advices to those who know me – either because they met me in the past, must deal with me now and will deal with me both in the near future and the distant one.

Now before I begin, I want to explain that I had the belief that when our God creator became human as Jesus, he did exercise revenge for his crucifixion and death (i.e. earthquake that destroyed Jerusalem = the walls of the tears, the holocaust of the Jews from the Nazis, the end of the Roman Empire with the assassination of Julius Caesar, never-ending war in Palestine etc.…).
However I recently understood that these calamities didn’t come from Jesus - or our God creator who loves us like a father - they all came from us, meaning that since our creator God made us to his likeness, we basically have a quantum mind that gives to us the ability to make miracles (what no science can explain) both in the positive and negative sense, in fact for example, when our mind wishes something good to happen with strong mental clarity and it’s eventually obtained, we say that it’s a miracle, if we wish for something bad to happen to someone else, we just say that’s a curse (or the opposite of a miracle, that’s a calamity).

Most – if not all – the calamities that happened in human history were the product of the creations of our own quantum mind; I realize that this concept may be difficult to understand but to make it way easier to understand I can try to translate it in how we are going to judge ourselves after we die – as souls.

In fact when our (eternal) consciousness judges our life to have hurt/damaged someone else (in words or acts) I said here already how the permanent and eternal existence of our consciousness (often called soul) is going to be.

What however isn’t understood – because never told – is that calamities do happen to us while we are still living here on earth.

Think for example how many times you heard, when somebody dies – in an accident or for some disease – that it was a punishment from God, therefore it’s often said that what that person experienced comes from some other entity, well there’s no “entity” involved here – God is our father and we all are His children – such calamity is the simple result of our own quantum mind that – independently from our awareness and logic will take the initiative to punish ourselves, no matter if we are still living.

Now, for those of you who may wonder why I almost died in my 2005 accident, I can tell you that it wasn’t that my own quantum mind had decided to punish me for something…. Why would I still be here (in pain) then?

I’m told by my own quantum mind, theologians, priests and people who can profoundly meditate (plenty not necessarily following any type of religion) that what truly happened to me is a “blessing”, that initially made me very angry to think about, what kind of blessing is it when I almost die, I lose my well-paid job AND my entire family?

These very knowledgeable people all told me that our quantum mind (and maybe our God creator) never challenges (or blesses?)someone if the subject won’t be able to overcome such challenge (the blessing J).

It’s definitely true that at times I regret having made the agreement to remain alive to be with my treasures – even if in pain – but when I move my attention to my joy to be with my treasures, nothing truly can bother me and I just pity those who’ve been taking personal advantage of me while disabled because I know that their own quantum mind will rectify their wrongs before and after their death.

Now I stop here to leave room for a more detailed description of the who, why and when the quantum minds will re-balance what’s been done to me over the years, so stay tuned…..

Friday, December 30, 2016

DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

I too agree the friends who reviewed this movie as laughable. This movie is filled with the latest quantum physics discoveries and it is presented in an easy to understand documentary/movie. They are presenting amazing facts that are changing the way people view the world, and it is such an amazing positive change in the view of reality. These scientific discoveries are huge and are finally making its way to the masses and it seems obvious that these friends/critics gave these less than raving reviews-for the simple fact that this information changes the view of reality. When scientists discovered the earth was round and that it is us that revolve around the sun, it took a couple centuries for these facts to be accepted by the masses. It would seem that my friends are those types of people who abhor change, even if it is a welcome change. This movie should just be seen so you can make up your own mind. Also there is no talk of Ramtha being a channeled entity in the movie and it appears, to those who don't know Ramtha is in fact a channeled entity, that Ramtha is just the name of a woman who speaks occasionally in the movie. The movie is based on facts, not spiritual beliefs. It should be noted that consciousness has no place in the Newtonian world. Newtonian world explains most things, but in fact, Newtonian science does NOT explain the quantum physics world!

Now that I’m back to my movies review, soon I’ll be getting back to the most misunderstood organ we have between our ears…..that NOBODY knows what it can do……..YET!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

ABOUT DEATH

To know what this post is all about, just watch and listen to this fairly long (6.5 minutes) Youtube because it pretty much explains well what I’m about to say here with my own words AND with my usual links to other websites at the bottom.

I’ve been saying here that my (injured) brain has made me hugely interested in Quantum physics and – as I’m studying it – I saw that a researcher with an Italian last name (Lanza) has developed his theory that’s named BIOCENTRISM (shall I name mine LINGIARDISM??) That pretty much confirms what Jesus came here on earth to demonstrate in person 2K years ago.

Now that even the most advanced science and research have discovered and can mathematically measure that we humans all have a soul that simply migrates to another parallel universe, once it leaves the body here on earth to rot in a coffin, I feel like smiling to Iacopo and M. for being absolutely certain that we have no soul and while Iacopo has developed his hypothesis that we keep being reborn in another body (NOT to confuse with reincarnation) M. is convinced – just like her father was – that death is the end of it all (much to say about this, but not now).

I believe that this is the reason that explains why when a Buddhist has a N.D.E. and says to have met with Jesus, it goes on all the news in the world.

HOWEVER don’t think that the Catholic religion is the right one - the one to follow – it doesn’t even matter if one believes that being in heaven means to have a large number of virgins to have sex with, Jesus isn’t one who cares of these differences, what counts is that you don’t hurt anyone else while living.

I’ve been aware and believed for years that there exists an afterlife after our death, but I recently watched – maybe in Youtube – the story of someone who keeps jumping from one universe to another while living and – very interesting – one universe is the same one where he’s living while the other is few centuries behind, meaning that he’s still in the exact same place, but he sees that it isn’t with cars, traffic and paved roads and, buildings are very different there’s much less noise (and pollution), but as he walks back he jumps in the universe of his contemporary time. Aaaahhhhhh…..how I wish I could do the same!!!

However I’ve decided to focus my consciousness to the fact that I never left my previous company in NH - where I’m now its president – and me and my family are all still one united entity with my treasures studying in Boston at very good colleges.

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

I’M GOING TO HELP MY INJURED BRAIN REPAIR ITSELF NATURALLY

I believe that my readers here are well aware that since I live alone with less than zero to do, all day every day, I have the luxury to dedicate about 14 hours each day on my great PC browsing the internet (that contains everything and its opposite, at the same time).

It goes without me having to mention it that I spend most of my time researching for something (anything) that claims to help the injured brain heal itself. Well, I’ve now gotten very involved into the use of the so-called “herbal supplements” that have the huge advantage to require no med. Prescription and are considered totally ineffective by the “official medicine science”, so I’m going to list here below with all the usual links (that prove my foundations) what I’ve been giving a chance to prove (to me) what they can truly do to help my injured brain to recover.

Many spices have powerful medicinal properties, which is why they’ve been used to promote healing for thousands of years prior to the introduction of synthetic drugs.

Some spices are clearly more useful than others, and one “star player” within Nature’s pharmacy is turmeric, a yellow-pigmented curry spice often used in Indian cuisine. Turmeric also has a long history of medicinal use in traditional Chinese medicine.

Curcumin is also capable of crossing the blood-brain barrier, which is one reason why it holds promise as a neuroprotective agent in a wide range of neurological disorders.

Herbs that help repair or regenerate brain cells have potent antioxidant action.

When I read what’s being said about the way natural herbs and oils can give to the injured brain the ability to repair, or rewire itself when injured, my mind cannot avoid making parallels to the only reason why I was condemned to conservatorship.

If in addition I think that to oblige me not to waste few thousands of $$$ to receive what I now call the “P.E. miracle”, I’ve been robbed (only this far) of $80.000, my eyes, ears and mouth start bleeding of homicidal fury, immediately replaced by the confident knowledge that those thieves will be spending their eternity in their own hell, so why hurt them while living here on earth? They’ll be spending their eternity paying the price for what they’ve done to me and (surely) to others.

Anyway, this is just the first post about unexpected ways to help the brain to rewire itself when injured.

Monday, December 26, 2016

Beyond the Bleep

I bought a product on eBay with the “beyond the bleep” title convinced that it was a DVD movie, however I then realized that’s a book and I must say that I’m very lucky because I found a caregiver here who read it to me in the evenings, so here is what I thought of what this book says:

What the Bleep Do We Know!? is the biggest New Age movie phenomenon . . . EVER! Spreading by word of mouth and an obsessive grass-root, in which discussion groups spontaneously form and people who never go to the movies go over and over again, What the Bleep Do We Know!? Is a wake-up call to the millions of people searching for a voice somewhere in this fragmented culture who has been awaiting a catalyst.

This outrageous film plunges you into a world where quantum uncertainty is demonstrated, where everything is alive, and reality is changed by your every thought. What the Bleep Do We Know!? Gives voice to the modern-day radical souls of science, bringing their genius to millions.

What the Bleep Do We Know!? Says that science and spirituality are not different modes of thought, but are in fact describing the same thing. And it brings the power back to the individual man and woman as it demonstrates creation as the god-like capacity of every individual.

In Beyond the Bleep, Alexandra Bruce illuminates the personalities and teachings of the physicists, neurologists, anesthesiologists, physicians, spiritual teachers, mystics, and scholars in the film, as well as the filmmakers, helping the reader sort through their wilder and crazier theories with simple explanations of the cutting-edge science on which they are based on. The phenomenon of the movie is only just beginning, spreading outwards from the yoga studios and health food stores of the Pacific Northwest across the world. There is a huge demand for more information on the topics presented in the film; Beyond the Bleep is the place to start to figure out why are we here? and what's our scope and purpose of existence? In addition I love the fact that this true science mathematically and scientifically explains what Jesus Christ demonstrated in person about 2,000 years ago, in other words we humans, are all immortal given that we are using micro electric charges that can never be destroyed. Watch the movie(s) and read this book and enjoy them all at least as much as I did.

Sunday, December 25, 2016

QUANTUM BRAIN

I believe to have touched to this concept as I was talking about the Quantum theories the other day, in fact – not surprisingly – it seems that currently all that’s still unknown and misunderstood goes under the “Quantum umbrella” and surely there’s nothing more quantum than the human brain, that can change reality, lets us see, perceive and understand what we can conceptualize and make in our consciousness (most powerful entity in this universe, before AND afterlife). Forget about the fact that I call medicine the “guess science”, where TRY is the keyword used by medical doctors of great experience and education and that at the beginning of this second millennium, all we can do when we have:

1. the skin cut is to put a band aid to let the skin itself heal and re-attach the sides separated by the cut

2. a bone broken, we put it in a cast paying attention to put the broken parts in alignment, so that as the bone heals itself, it does so correctly

3. One of the internal organs (i.e. liver, kidneys or lungs) is diseased; we cut the skin open to remove whatever part we can’t cure.

Now, since the brain is still quantum – Obama launched the brain mapping project given that it’s still unknown how this organ is made – all we can do is to let the body take care of itself, or to create the right conditions for the brain to return to be plastic and repair itself (like the skin or the bone).

Question: what medication, once inside the skull reduces the brain inflammation and gives the plasticity back to the brain (allowing it to repair itself)? (Answer: Enbrel maybe?)

What’s become very evident (and scientifically proven) is that our brain, with our consciousness give us immortality via the soul that – surprisingly – is simply the entirety of the micro-electric charges used while living, (i.e. studying, working, practicing sports, etc.… etc..)

Friday, December 23, 2016

QUANTUM THEORIES/SCIENCE

1. the skin cut is to put a band aid to let the skin itself heal and re-attach the sides separated by the cut

2. a bone broken, we put it in a cast paying attention to put the broken parts in alignment, so that as the bone heals itself, it does so correctly

3. One of the internal organs (i.e. liver, kidneys or lungs) is diseased; we cut the skin open to remove whatever part we can’t cure.

Question: what medication, once inside the skull reduces the brain inflammation and gives the plasticity back to the brain (allowing it to repair itself)? (Answer: Enbrel?)

Monday, December 19, 2016

FEAR OF VIOLENCE

I’ve been literally cracking my head (already cracked open) trying to figure it out a possible reason for my Queen Michele to keep telling me that she’s scared of me.

I did make a search of what TBI victims like me go through right after the injury and I realized that – like all others – I went through the so called period of “domestic violence” that I even remember pretty well, even if I do give it a strong reason for having been so mad at the world.

In fact, not only I lost my mobility and truly beloved capacity to ever have a job again, BUT way more importantly my own spouse made the attempt to marry my primary MD (my physiatrist, Barry R.) by gifting to him, her own biggest value.....

Good thing that my great son never accepted to have him replace me as his father (father figure Michele attempted to sell him to my treasures) in addition Michele came to the realization that he could never replace me in her heart, so she kicked him out of her life to see him getting married to someone else few weeks later (was he cheating my Queen with some whore he knew of?).

My treasures have told me about my threatening episodes while living all together in Oakdale, I’m told that while going after Michele, as either of my treasures would get in my way to protect their mother, I’d take them in my right hand and push them away, plus I’d threaten to put the cat we had, in the microwave oven to see what death would occur (explosion from the inside?).

It goes without me saying it that I NEVER put one hand on neither Michele, nor I intentionally hurt anyone of my two treasures, I’m absolutely sure of this and my proof is simply that nobody in my family is disabled in any possible way (that’s what would be if I’d ever wanted to hurt any of them).

What’s very important of all of this violence is that’s always part of the initial period after a TBI that happens to every victim and once it’s gone, it’s forever gone, which is why I cannot understand the reason why Michele keeps telling to me that she’s scared of me and therefore she keeps me away, However I know that in time my family is going to be made whole again, as always it’s just a matter of time and to be able to wait.

Sunday, December 18, 2016

THE HUGE IMPORTANCE OF CONSCIOUSNESS

It matters not that for my friend Iacopo too consciousness has a great importance after our death, what I’ve realized – and mentioned a bit – is that it’s our consciousness that recreates our afterlife environment, in other words if you have been in life a catholic extremist (like my Ventura sista was) you’d use your consciousness to meet with God who’ll decide how and where your eternity will be spent, if you have in your consciousness that our God creator is the gravity (like me), I won’t be seeing anything, nor anyone, actually in my case – as I did – I saw Jesus – who’s our God creator made into man.

Anyway, IF I was to damn my own soul to “my own hell”, I’m sure that I’d be drowning in eternity or ballooning to the surface from a dive using bottles from 600 feet below, therefore experiencing a bad embolism with internal explosion of hydrogen bubbles inside my veins, lungs and everywhere else in my body.

On the other side (heaven) the soul ends up in the most beloved locations on earth ever been while living together with the people most loved in life (my treasures for me).

This actually explains well and gives the reason why living life here on earth is important and why the stillborn or the children who die before the get to be 2 y/o end up in limbo, that’s the product of the genetic memories of the parents, who hopefully were people in love with each other and not the product of rape.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limbo

Talk about living a tranquil life in society without hurting somebody else, either with action or words, this latter is actually the tricky one because everyone thinks that since nobody died because being shot or stabbed, afterlife will be splendid, however when someone gets hurt from what’s said by someone else, the punishment can be like that of having committed a murder.

I could give too many examples of this about me, but I leave it up to my readers to make a self-assessment to realize both the gravity of what they had said and their punishment, never forget however that if and when you are still living you have the full opportunity to repair your wrongs, to avoid eternal damnation.

Saturday, December 17, 2016

WHAT REALITY IS

I’m hoping that my reader know that I have a new passion that’s closely related to a love of mine, since I was very young, or mathematics and all of its applications with the ability to describe very well and clearly our reality, no matter what.

I think it’s very clear too (from my previous several posts) that I’ve developed a real passion (if not love ) for the way that quantum physics approaches everything we believe to understand and know very well since centuries.

This is the reason why I dedicate this post (with its videos and links to other consistent websites) to the way that quantum physics is now describing our reality.

The thing that cannot leave my (injured) mind/head is how this new theory approaches and describes our reality, that’s pretty much the product of how we believe (in our mind) it to be.

Once again my passionate advice is to (at least) try to watch this mind-boggling documentary, so full of very new ideas or concepts that truly make you wonder if all we know and feel/see is truly real and not just the product of our expectations based on what we know (nothing?).

I just want to conclude what I’m saying with my (already given) advice to look at these Youtubes that took me some time to choose, go to the linked websites and watch “the bleep “so that you too may become hooked to this new way to look at things, just like I’ve been for weeks.

Friday, December 16, 2016

KRISHNAMURTI

My former caregiver in Ventura (Catholic extremist sista) told me several times that she liked very much and respected Krishnamurti for all he said and his line of thinking, when earlier I was looking for the trailer of another of “what the bleep” movies, this video came out and – even if a full hour long I watched/listened to it to its end because very much related to a couple of matters that have become part of my interests and daily research, or death and consciousness (plenty posts about them here), I’m going to paste below the link to the Youtube page with this and plenty other videos with Krishnamurti talking about philosophical matters that, reading their titles seem pretty interesting to me, I haven’t watched any of them yet, but I plan to do so.

In thinking of what types of websites to put below, I realized that my blog is already packed full of links to websites about consciousness and death (and after....), so I decided to make a small search of sites about this man, who had a pretty interesting life, travelling around the world to spread his thinking.

So here are few links about Krishnamurti:

I put the link here to 2 hypnotizing talks by Krishnamurti:

DOES GOD EXIST?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYjYL448-yY

IS THERE SURVIVAL AFTER DEATH?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwCvbSiRkM8

And these 2, good:

Thursday, December 15, 2016

LIFE AFTER DEATH

What a great Youtube.....hahahaha

Few months before my dad (Saint Gianfranco) passed over, he told me not to be afraid to die, “actually, since I’ve seen the souls of all my parents leaving the body as they were dying, I’m somewhat curious to see where we go” this proved to me that – once again – my dad was on top of the latest scientific research and discoveries (quantum physics and mechanics).

It’s way too easy to find articles about what quantum science is currently working on, in fact it took me less than one minute to find the websites linked here below.

This – in a certain way – makes me agree with both Iacopo and Christianity in the sense that if all the people in the world would realize that their eternal life after death, all the wars, homicides and anything done wrong to others, would stop overnight and nobody would hurt someone else voluntarily (i.e. conservators and murderers).

Having become – absolutely unwilling – an expert in this matter, my real advice is to absolutely avoid to feel guilty for something done or not, because it’s the ticket to go to hell or purgatory, IF we die with such sense of guilt without having done anything in reparation.

It’s rather simple to explain because once dead you regret and punish yourself for not having made reparation to your wrongs while living, once a soul there’s no way to do anything to be back here among the living to make things right.

Now, I’m not going to say again what hell and purgatory are, I’ve said this already at least a dozen of times, you can look at my post on consciousness where I explained this idea pretty clearly.

Consciousness seems to be the latest subject of quantum research, I like this very much not only because it makes a lot of sense, but also because it puts me in agreement with Iacopo.

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

COMPASSION

Our daily gift comes from my very good Italian friend Iacopo (atheist phylosopher) that’s this Youtube video about compassion, its importance and how our world would change if compassion was a sentiment with more widespread use, I’m not going to say much more about this because the video itself is very good and gives a widespread explanation of it, all I want to add is that IF I’d be the object of more compassion myself, I’m sure that my life would dramatically improve (even if I’m not a wounded soldier alone in the middle of the desert, sista).

Monday, December 12, 2016

MY NEUROPSYCHOLOGICAL ASSESSMENTS

I must admit to have very critical and frustrated feeling from this type of psychological testing that pretty much has costed me this far (it isn’t over YET!) ONLY $80.000 to make it impossible for me to spend (WASTE for my family AND my conservators, INVEST for me ONLY) to do the very controversial (see my several posts that explain why it still isn’t FDA approved) perispinal Enbrel injection/therapy.

The fact that – even if worthless for me, I’d NEVER have spent more than $8.000, makes me shake with physical violence inside, even if I know FOR SURE that the souls of whoever did this, will forever regret what they did to me while still living.

In very simple words this is what this word of such “specialty” that requires to even earn a Ph. D. on it, is what follows:

· Neuro = the entire scientific and research worldwide community has finally realized that we still – in this second millennium – KNOW NOTHING about the organ that’s located between our ears

· Psychology = this section of the study of human behavior was pioneered by S. Freud, a child molester addicted to cocaine (Ha!!).

CHECK THIS OUT the value of cognitive assessment:

Putting these two words together is – in my injured mind – like a man having sex either with a cow, a horse or a sheep, in other words an animal, not a human female, as God had planned.

The other thing that makes my mouth salivate blood is that the justice system takes these assessments (done by sexual perverts) like they are written by some kind of genius who knows it all about what I just described earlier (neuro-psychology) and judges apply the totally wrong laws related to conservatorship without taking the chance to at least look at the subject of their decision making.

Looking at my own judge, I came to the conclusion that she might have been “sold” the position of judging conservatorship cases like some kind of “promotion” but now that she has understood that it was the simple way for her colleagues not to have to look at her too much, she’s very angry overall and ruins the lives of too many disabled people who want nothing else than support from the law.

Lastly I want to state that my very first assessment done right after my return from my coma done by J.T. was surely correct – given that I was convinced to have a real lobster inside my left leg – but then from the second forward, R. E. - E.L. – and J.F.

Anyway enjoy my Youtubes and links carefully chosen – as usual - to support my point, all I can think that Jesus was truly correct in saying that to survive my (surely mortal) accident was going to be painful, HOWEVER you already know that I’ll pass this test and why.

Saturday, December 10, 2016

MY DIVORCE

My dear mother – who has been calling me every day since my accident and has been under depression that turns out it seems incurable – told me the other day that she often thinks about my treasures because she realized that not only their dad practically died but in addition I divorced their mother and cannot live with them.

This gave me the curiosity to look for divorce being something common for people like me and I found zillions of websites about this exact topic, I can’t really complain too much, I’ve been living in a beautiful retirement community in downtown Santa Barbara and with my motorized wheelchair (my Ferrari) I can go pretty much everywhere I want, no matter the time of the day.

In addition I enjoy a superlative internet connection for my “PC monster”, overall my only complaint and pain (as I’ve already stated here a zillion times) are related to the fact that Michele uses our divorce as the gate to keep me out and away.

However given that this accident gifted me of patience plus my TBI has reinforced my born-given ability to predict the future; I have no doubt that it won’t take another ten years before my family (my creation) will reunite under the same roof.

I also know the reasons that will make this somewhat of a necessity for my Queen, but I’m not going to publish them here, the most important, needed and necessary factor of my family reunification is that my children are going to have the chance to have their own real dad living with them, without having to wait for an entire week to see me, according to the divorce stipulations.

While reading the webpages that talk about how the divorce of the parents affects their children, I realized that my mother is totally right, in a way I died twice for my treasures, one for the accident and two for the divorce.

It’s really true that one must have a vast interior strength to be able to deal with catastrophic events and this is where I see that my Queen Michele has my last name only due to our (now ended) marriage, but truly not because she has the interior strength of a Lingiardi (like my treasures).

DIVORCE FOR CHILDREN

TBI RELATED DIVORCE

Friday, December 09, 2016

MY MOST PAINFUL INJURY

Much worse than being in physical pain on a 24/7 level since October 2005 what’s been causing my deepest pain at the conscious level is that my two priorities in my life have always been:

1. My family: spouse (Michele) and children (treasures)

2. My job and chance to work, give my business expertise and my comfort to travel around the world

Number 1 and 2 probably represent what makes my physical pain even more atrocious, very much because I can’t see a way to change this impossibility.
I’ve always sustained that the impossible can’t exist, if you want to work hard and for as much time as it takes, you make it a chance to learn something new to win over.

Every time I deal with my queen Michele, I’m always rejected by her, she never lends her hand when I beg for it and looks at me with sad and disappointed contempt –like it's my fault that my brain was injured...

My only real joy and reason to remain alive is the love I have for my children (my treasures) that’s wonderfully reciprocated and represents the reason why I made the agreement with Jesus to survive my (surely mortal) accident.

What confuses me most is why I still can’t live with them all (wife and treasures) given that – in some way – this contradicts my agreement with Jesus.

Truthfully however, Jesus had said that to remain alive was going to “be painful” … , too bad that I was convinced that few Tylenol/aspirin pills could take care of pain.

This has reminded to me that the Bible says that “God doesn’t challenge someone unless He knows that this someone is going to overcome the challenge.

When my good friend Pat asks how I can deal with such a sequel of misfortunes and that I truly inspire him every time he feels to be in trouble, I tend to quote this part in the Bible, together with my attitude vs. the impossible that I’ve had since birth, because it’s like an instinct for me, the harder the challenge (almost impossible), the stronger is my drive to overcome it.

I’m hoping to have genetically imprinted I this kind of attitude of mine into both of my treasures, because I believe that this been the key to my life of success (until my death in 2005).

I can also say that given that I’m learning what the human brain with the consciousness can do in our lives using their (still unknown) powers – depending on concentration, desire and time (I have them by the truckload) – my life is going to soon turn back to the path to success I was on till 2005, sadly this means that all the ones who have been taking advantage of the disabled myself are going to pay the price of their mistakes, either while living or (surely) after they’ll die.

But let me stop to talk about the very reason why I’m still here (B. & G.).
While I do truly love them more than my own life, two other are my losses that define my conscious pain and they are the ones enumerated in the beginning (1 & 2) in fact it seems that the impossibility to re-conquer Michele’s heart and find another company interested to give me employment is truly like pumping plutonium in my internal engine to annihilate the impossible, so just wait and see…… I’ll be back, sooner than expected and – once again – I’ll be the man who can prove by personal experience that the impossible is just a state of mind, it can’t exist.

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