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Saturday, November 10, 2018

MY “FAILED” ACCOUNTING TEST




Last summer I was “graced” to be assessed again (he 3rd one) by yet another of those “neuro clowns who was somehow unsure to put in writing that I cannot count to 3, he therefore came up with the genial idea to have me show that I’m able to manage (my) money on my own(dahhh).
Now I’ve been criticized for what I’m about to say by a very dear (to me) person who states that I had my "test" because I didn’t keep an eye on my incomes – that were deposited in my (new for me) account, according to the normal timings.
While I certainly agree with the statement, I simply feel the need to add little small info that in my (broken) mind put this “test” under a different light and I’m doing it as I always do…..by bullet points:
·         My initial capital was the “luxurious” amount of $3K
·         I was told of my “fixed monthly expenses” (rent, medical, medicinal, my personal luxuries – as decided by the very generous court) prior to the beginning of the “test
What truthfully happened – aside from the fact that I had no credit of any kind, neither any other type of monetary flexibility – is that my Queen (who I still love like in the beginning….27 years ago) thought it to be OK to take from my initial (bare) fund $2K as “anticipation” for my treasures’ support (”I need it to pay rent earlier this month”), my princess daughter’s ballet school called me to be paid for the upcoming month but charged me for 2 full months, when I was supposed (BUT , I was never told) to just pay for half of one month (I paid quadruple the amount for her ballet class), at the same time it was decided – by our collective family in Italy that my princess should spend her summer in Verona to both improve her spoken Italian and to get to meet and know well the Italian side of her family, I therefore anticipated (for few days) the full cost of the air-ticket from LA to Verona (with Lufthansa).
My dear son put the final “cherry on the pie” represented as fooling me to cut him a check for $1K for a “cab ride” to my prison (VSB) and to buy back a golden bracelet that used to belong to my princess he had lent to a pond shop for cash, when in reality he used the money to buy drugs for himself.
The (logic) result of my “test” was to tell to the court that I had decided not to go forward with this “test” rather than say (to a non-human mound of lard) that I love my family more than my own life....
Bottom line, the man who used to be for several decades the president of multi-million dollar companies mainly in the footwear industry, but in spare parts equipment for agricultural machinery too always showing profitable and above-budget results was put in the position to fail something I could easily do when I was 15 years old.
The consequences are that I lost my entire US family and I’ve been imposed the financial control initially by a woman who I best say nothing about (nothing good, I’d be moved to another jail…. ) and now by a former/failed Presbyterian minister (best for me not to express what he showed to our God what he likes best……).
And here (and now) once again I’m in the position to refer to Iacopo, my atheist friend who’s been proving through his studies what I’ve been saying here, or that the true God we’ve been referring to since the beginning of time is simply us, “normal people” who - using the organ between our 2 ears - have created “at least” this universe and all that surrounds us, since the beginning of time. In fact what he’s been saying with his writings is that “the time when people will realize what kind of afterlife they are looking at - depending on the kind of life they lived - will be the time when the entire world will change overnight ” which to me it sounds exactly the same to what Jesus Christ had attempted to teach to humankind (us sinners). If I was one of the “neuro clowns” who had attempted to figure out what kind of person I’ve always been (and still am) I’d immediately start to “sweat bullets” while I rush to see an experienced and very good attorney able to modify the assessment made on me asap.
Last but not least, you can go to my past posts where I explain the (Catholic/religious) reason that clearly explains how hurting "somebody else” does bring earthly damnations, that are often fairly noticeable. My references to A. Einstein here, predict a future post that will explain the reason for my increased logic and intelligence that are simply explained by the Quantum Physics related NDE.


  1.  https://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/10/17/abert-einstein-facts_n_3987801.html
  2. https://www.quora.com/Did-Einstein-suck-at-mathematics
  3. http://mentalfloss.com/article/20812/everything-you-ever-wanted-know-about-albert-einstein
  4. https://www.scotthyoung.com/blog/2017/03/16/how-einstein-learned-physics/
  5. https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b00ss1jg
  6. https://www.askamathematician.com/2009/12/q-do-you-exactly-know-what-einstein-meant-by-do-not-worry-about-your-difficulties-in-mathematics-i-can-assure-you-mine-are-still-greater/





Friday, November 02, 2018

OF THE AFTERLIFE




Following my post of few days ago where I talked about the triplication of the chances to die sooner after a TBI – once again – I want to make reference to my good friend Iacopo.......the atheist, in the sense that him being somewhat of a philosopher with very specific ideas about what happens after we die and about our human afterlife, he introduced me to D. Kolak, about whom I’ve read some of his writings that I find interesting but that bring forward what I define as very strange ideas about human existence and especially the individuality of each of us, I also find that Iacopo is very much influenced by this other American philosopher, however as the “born Christian” that I’ve been since I can remember I’ve developed a very nice email-relationship with the Roberta in these Youtubes I put in this post.
I’m not totally sure, but we’ve had our highs and lows in our email exchanging because she says that all she knows which is the fruit of her “half century of research on afterlife”, that’s very much intermixed with her absolute faith in Jesus, to the point that she recently published an entire book about it, with the title “Liberating Jesus now sold through Amazon worldwide of which I both have her original (from her directly) pdf copy and the pre-read version sold by Amazon, this way it’s much easier for me to read (listen) what she wrote about our afterlife.
Anyway I know (by direct experience) that Roberta and Iacopo are at the 2 opposite extremes of the idea about where we end up after we die.
While Roberta’s hypothesis is very close to what Jesus taught to us – that’s now being scientifically confirmed by the quantum physics – the (opposite) position taken by Iacopo and Kolak is what I’d say “fully based" on the quantum physics too.
Therefore in a certain way both hypotheses are totally opposite BUT both based on quantum physics’ claims, if you want to know which side I prefer, my preference goes to that of Roberta, not just because she’s a Catholic - just like me – but very much more because what she says – that forms the foundations of her hypothesis – is fully based on research done interviewing real people who truly experienced – like I did – what happens with death and after (NDE, Near Death Experience). Of course – aside from suggesting to read her book (please think NOT that I make any money from saying this) and keep checking my blog here that’s growing by the day and that soon is going to reach the one thousand posts……what am I going to do after that? Well, at least I can say that it had me develop a cultured spiritual individual who has studied for many months most of what humans have scratched their heads for centuries, no comment on the fact that I could do it only because I’m alone and retired….


  1. http://www.transfigurist.org/2015/01/you-am-us.html
  2. https://philpapers.org/rec/KOLIAY
  3. http://phantomself.org/kolak-i-am-you/
  4. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daniel_Kolak
  5. http://robertagrimes.com/





Wednesday, October 31, 2018

ANONYMOUS DONOR



I was just delivered (VERY MUCH to my amazement) a brand new beautiful motorized wheelchair that someone who doesn’t want me to know his/er name gifted to me in my unique time (hopefully) of real desperation and need.
For someone like me, who used to plan it ALL to the microscopic detail since birth, my accident could never have been planned in any way, shape or form; however at the same time - I’m very surprised to realize – how much this accident, brain injury and divorce/separation plus retirement has changed me and the way I look at things.
In fact, I now consider myself to have become a very much more spiritual individual than I used to be.
Of course my passion for scientific and technological matters hasn’t changed at all, I just have much more time (than needed) in both exploring and learning all that’s new in those fields, that’s enormous……just think to the quantum fields research, that’s pretty much revolutionizing the way we look at everything.
What I call spiritual however is simply this new passion I’ve developed for afterlife, religions and deeper understanding of humanity.
It’s pretty obvious that for me not to be able to know – and therefore directly thank – the identity of this donor is very frustrating, at least as much as the joy to receive such a stupendous gift. The timing too is perfectly good and correct, in fact the motor-wheelchair (my Ferrari) I had for 5+ years had its engine die on me, in consequence looking for a Ferrari 2 was starting to look like a real challenge for all involved, therefore this “anonymous donation” arrived right when I was in a big need for help.
Now, since I don’t know if the donor is a man or a woman (neither if it’s a group of nice people who must know me pretty well), in which State this donor lives and how/why we know each other, my unique manner to give my thank you is to post it here in hope to soon find out who this hero (of mine) is.


  1. http://advancedmobility.ca/products/power-wheelchairs/mid-wheel/m300-corpus-3g/
  2. https://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=103769774
  3. https://www.thirdsector.co.uk/ken-burnett-thank-donors-theyll-desert/fundraising/article/1024546
  4. https://www.pamelagrow.com/8276/saying-thank-like-mean/

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

TISSUE NANOTRANSFECTION



Talk about the miracles of science and technology together, we have on one side, what I call the “flue of the second millennium” and on the other – given the tremendous costs to support all the disabilities together with the inabilities – even for high level professionals – to work again, so no tax paying anymore the “cure to this flue has given extreme focus and determination in very many research and technology field in our country.
I’m not going to mention the fact that the best solution to this “flue” already exists since decades, BUT since the Big Pharma (=gigantic business) would be losing billions over billions of $$$ in incomes and profits, our political environment has been staying away from – at least – having a clinical trial being made, therefore there’s one intelligent man in LA who by protecting the use of this simple therapy with a patent has been making himself and the (too) few other (smart)  MD’s, who bought the extension to his patent billionaires (at least, if not trillionaires) offering for a reasonable amount of money, this treatment mainly to citizens of the USA and Australia – regardless that our FDA has approved it or NOT (which is the reality).
Anyway, given that my entire life as the retired man I’ve become has turned out to be the one of someone who spends 14 hours each and every day browsing the internet, I discovered that some researchers and scientists at the OHIO university have mixed medical science with advanced technology to produce an item that just by putting on a damaged part of the body can change both DNA and RNA to give to our body to rebuild what’s damaged.
To my huge excitement it turns out that not only clinical trials for the FDA approval are already in the plans but it seems that even the damaged brain cells (neurons) can reform/restore themselves using this nanotransfection.
I’ve contacted already a bioengineer who lives in town (incredible luck!) to let him know that if and when any clinical trial or explorative test with this new technology would ever be done, I’m the first on the list of voluntary participants.
I just invite my readers to both enjoy these 2 Youtubes and go to the linked websites that it took me some time to choose.

  1. http://www.tissuenanotransfection.org/clinical-trials.html
  2. https://wexnermedical.osu.edu/mediaroom/pressreleaselisting/researchers-develop-regenerative-medicine-breakthrough
  3. https://aleteia.org/2017/08/10/one-touch-of-this-dime-sized-disk-can-heal-anything-from-flesh-wounds-to-brain-injuries/
  4. https://www.natureworldnews.com/articles/38736/20170811/touch-device-heals-ailing-organs-tissue-nano-transfection-cures-brain.htm
  5. https://www.nextbigfuture.com/2017/08/regenerative-nanochip-restores-any-tissue-with-98-success-and-clinical-trials-start-next-year.html
  6. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tissue_nanotransfection






Sunday, October 28, 2018

EARLIER DEATH FROM TBI



WOW this time I stumbled upon something that’s giving me as much hope as finally fully recover my brain with all its functions.
It’s actually the (scientifically proven) fact that survivors of TBI are   three times more likely to die than if they never “bumped their head” against something.
I must share – as the NDE personal (first hand) observer of what happens after we die – that I believe to have I screwed myself with my agreement, however when I can have my princess Gioggi (too rarely) with me, each and every pain anywhere in my body and mind totally disappears and I feel to have taken the right decision to come back to life……no matter the pains AND all my god-damn frustrations for having to forgive the immense ignorance and disbelief in what I see as very obvious in those who believe they can control me (good luck, fuckers you’ll pay the price of your bad actions towards me both BEFORE AND AFTER you’ll die! ).
Having met with Jesus I’ve forgiven already all of those fuckers who I won’t name…..both because the list would be too long and because nobody knows or cares (gives a shit) for those losers.
Anyway I decided that I’ll be living at least until my princess will marry the “right man” (i.e. Lingiardi’s approved), I only hope that – because of my (soon upcoming) full brain recovery, I won’t have the opportunity/time to punish (while still living) those real losers using my right hand (that by now can put a hole in a brick wall) and/or my right foot (I can lift a car when I simply kick it). Soon I’ll post about the complete recovery from TBI, which more than my dream is reality already (as it’s been for decades already).I only want to add that I had tried to commit suicide inly three times but when it became very clear that my God wouldn't allow me to end my life so easily AND I realized what type of afterlife I would experience, I forever gave it up and keep enjoying the "explosive" presence of my princess as much as possible. 


  1. https://psychcentral.com/news/2014/01/18/brain-trauma-triples-risk-of-early-death/64720.html
  2. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2077742/
  3. https://www.huffpost.com/entry/traumatic-brain-injury-premature-death_n_4595990
  4. https://www.cbsnews.com/news/traumatic-brain-injury-early-death-risk/







Sunday, October 21, 2018

NEUROINFLAMMATION & NEUROPLASTICITY




I feel sick to think that I must say …again….that I’m not a MD., however I can follow with my logic (still intact ,dear Ph. D.’s) what’s recently being proven to be true, or that after an injury the human brain gets inflamed and rather than remaining like this for few hours  its inflammation can last for decades.
Well, it turns out (new to me) that neuroinflammation pretty much stops the natural neuroplasticity of our brain and this is the very reason why what Tobinick has been selling as therapy - described as miraculous – is so effective and real.
The other day I was thinking to all the medical progress humanity has reached with some sort of pride, but then I realized – through few very simple facts – that we haven’t made any progress at all, in this field, in fact, just think to when you cut your skin…..what do any MD in the entire world tells you to do?
1.     Disinfect
2.    Apply a Band-Aid
Reasons being that in this second millennium all that medicine has figured out is to create the best conditions to let the body repair itself.
Same for if you break a bone……most advanced medical solution? Make extra-sure to put the broken bone either in alignment or as close as possible to its original configuration, then immobilize it with a cast (in many different colors today😄) to let the body repair the bone by itself.
Same for Tobinick’s  patent….by eliminating (using what and how is the patented trick) the neuroinflammation, the (damaged) brain returns to be plastic and in a fairly short time, it repairs itself.
I find it both funny and frustrating that if I could be able to use (assume) some Cannabidiol I might have some benefits…..HOWEVER, I can’t smoke it (I never smoked in my life because I cough my lungs out of my chest) I can’t eat it (I tried to eat some marry-brownies and felt like puking my own liver out).



  1. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4273623/
  2. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0278584616302524
  3. http://neuroscience.oxfordre.com/view/10.1093/acrefore/9780190264086.001.0001/acrefore-9780190264086-e-56
  4. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25565964




Thursday, October 18, 2018

NOTHING EVER HAPPENS BY CHANCE… saint Gianfranco




You all know very well (maybe too well) that having NEVER anything to do, I must apply my (still very awake and productive) brain in thinking of “reasons why things happen to both me… and to others, so the other day I was thinking to the reason why I “sanctified” my dad.
I remember in fact what he told me few months before passing away (truly a passage as Jesus and quantum physics demonstrate) he told me that I did always make him proud to be my father and he never had the thought to replace me with anybody else, then he started to list the reasons why he was very proud to be my dad, all with examples of what I had done - to that point - in my life.
I therefore concluded that if he’s now in heaven isn’t only for his own sole doing, but very much too because he had two children who are simply two great individuals. In fact I
believe that both my sister Anna and I have turned out to be pretty good, aside from the fact that we both made our mistakes that we both accept and try to work around.
I believe it to be mainly because of my dad that Anna and I always keep very clearly in mind our objective, the path to
get to it and the determination it may be required to be on that path in order to reach the goal.
Anna and I have been very close to each other, I’d say more than just like any brother and sister but as very close friends too, where I was – as men have been doing for hundreds of thousands of years – the protector and caregiver of the woman, while she’s been the individual comfortable in receiving my loving care (non-sexual, obviously).
Anna in fact was my primary caregiver for all financial matters, however since our father was passing over and our mother was understandably pretty desperate, Anna had to support (all alone/by herself) – both our parents, in addition to taking care of her twin children – as consequence she gave up on this important support, I’m convinced primarily because her husband (my brother in law) didn’t do anything to both support his wife, nor me. I cannot say here any of the plenty scenarios (examples) I’ve been trying to propose to both in order to receive their help, no matter that I used to have a wife who lived with me, nor I’m going to say anything about this both because mentioned earlier (several posts in past months) and because too risky for my continued use of my computer with internet access.
Anyway the message of my today’s post is that nothing truly can substitute the care of your family – no matter how much you can make your spouse a part of it – when times get hard…..especially all of a sudden like in my case.
What’s keep being hard for me is that regardless that our dad is in heaven already, our mother is about to join him, but she’s terrified to pass on and calls me each and every morning (her evening) to share with me both her physical pain and terror to pass on. As for me – an NDE survivor it really matters not anything I can tell her to quiet down, because “her Carlo who’s always right and knows everything about everything” (as she always said and still sustains today) cannot win over her fear “to move on”


  1.  https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/happiness-in-world/200910/overcoming-the-fear-death
  2. https://www.huffingtonpost.com/margaret-manning/overcome-fear-of-death_b_6767446.html
  3. https://www.theguardian.com/science/blog/2017/jul/25/we-fear-death-but-what-if-dying-isnt-as-bad-as-we-think
  4. https://www.wikihow.com/Overcome-the-Fear-of-Death