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Saturday, July 02, 2016

GRAVITY HAS GOT TO BE OUR GOD

Today id my angel's birthday, she turns to be 15 y/o and I'm expecting to have her close to to have joy to see her smiling to my gift for her, however I want to put here few more Youtubes I found yesterday that are better than the one I put in this post:



I just put them here without any comment, just go to my post linked above that talks about God being gravity, therefore omnipresent, I think that these videos add to the original one, just enjoy them and send to my angel all your best thoughts and wishes:

THE SCIENTIST


STEPHEN HAWKING
(atheist physicist claims it was gravity that created the universe)


THE BEAUTIFUL CREATION OF OUR UNIVERSE


BUT THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE VERY BEST
(even if I haad posted here before)

Friday, July 01, 2016

LOSER/WINNER


Early in my life I decided that the world is divided in people between losers (i.e. all conservators and their attorneys including their attorneys + judges who are punished being forced to deal with conservatorship judgements. This includes my wife Michele and her father too who was a real BIG loser) and winners (me - after TBI too - my dad, my true sister in Italy and my two treasures, who both are 100% genetically imprinted with my genes).
To be a winner is surely not the result of the genes that make you one, but it’s very much influenced by life experiences, studies and sports practiced.
However, what truly makes you a winner is when you can use your brain depending on what you are doing now or plan to do in the future  (you decide what you’ll do sometime in the future).
Aside from myself and my own sister in Italy, I put in this group of winners (who can use a fraction of a percentage more of their brain capacity) my Ventura sista, who sadly is convinced that all good that happens to her is the result of her incessant praying to some holy spirit for what she wants, this case is identical to the one of my mother who prays 24/7 since the day I had the accident that practically killed me. Given my dear mother’s age (82 y/o) there’s no way that her brain can make any miracle like she did in her 20ies, but there’s no point in talking her to stop praying because doing so relaxes her very much. Tomorrow is my angel's 15th birthday and I'm planning to make her at least as happy as she always makes me.


  1.  http://fullrliving.com/winners-and-losers/
  2. http://www.bookrags.com/studyguide-loser/characters.html#gsc.tab=0
  3. https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-defining-characteristics-of-a-loser
  4. http://www.markphooi.com/#!10-Traits-Of-A-Loser/c1sbz/562eeed60cf2d5c7c8f4e6b8
  5. http://danwaldschmidt.com/2010/07/attitude/edgy-conversations-when-you-finally-get-tired-of-being-a-loser
  6. http://www.healthmoneysuccess.com/1795/33-differences-between-winners-and-losers/

Thursday, June 30, 2016

ABOUT GOD & JESUS



I’ve always been very objective, to the point that I was considered agnostic, however (as the Merriam Webster dictionary defines) now that – during the 2 months long coma – I’ve met with Jesus, I have no reason not to believe in the afterlife, that’s today very much researched by the quantum physics, simply because when we die all the micro electric charges that made both our body function and our brain create ideas, make plans (when awake) or have dreams (when sleeping) are freed from the duties that make us living and go into another dimension – now called afterlife.
One very good friend of mine who was working we me and made the commitment (to himself) to call me every week, recently asked me to better explain my understanding of our creator, that the entire world has been calling God and Jesus called both father and Jehovah as I had posted already here

In my (injured) mind however our God, creator is very simply the gravity (omnipresent) that explains very well too some of the miracles that Jesus did while here on earth (walking on water, wedding at Cana, etc.…..)


I’m hoping that this gives the bases to my hypotheses that the only sin that exists is to hurt someone else that makes our soul gain or lose weight (you can call it power or influence on others in general) which determines how we’ll judge ourselves regarding the way we’ll spend our eternal afterlife (in the hell of regret or in the heaven of satisfaction).
My next post will be about the meaning of my often used term loser, you just need to wait and see…….



  1. https://answersingenesis.org/is-god-real/god-natural-law/
  2.  https://answersingenesis.org/answers/books/taking-back-astronomy/the-universe-confirms-the-bible/
  3. http://findingthefield.com/?page_id=136
  4. http://www.physicsclassroom.com/class/circles/Lesson-3/Newton-s-Law-of-Universal-Gravitation
  5. http://blogs.reuters.com/faithworld/2010/09/02/god-did-not-create-the-universe-gravity-did-says-stephen-hawking/
  6. https://principlephilosophy.wordpress.com/2011/11/17/endowed-by-our-creator/
  7. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_gravitational_theory

Monday, June 27, 2016

ROBIN WILLIAMS


Given that I’ve labelled here the movie “what dreams may come” as my “Bible movie”:

I’m one of the people who refuse to believe that Robin’s death was due to suicide.
In this movie (that I must have watched at least a dozen times) it’s very clear what happens to people who commit suicide, in fact Robin’s wife (in this movie) does commit suicide and ends up in her own hell, or her home destroyed full of disgusting critters, unable to sleep and forever trying to paint (her true love while living). Robin’s soul in fact, searches for her by meeting - and asking for help - the souls of very strange and at times famous (or funny), souls of people who basically have him travel through the afterworld.
For this reason I can’t believe that such an intelligent and well educated man, who acted in a movie that describes so well what afterlife is all about, would consider ending his  life – no matter how depressed he might have been – with suicide.
In my (injured) mind, for someone who took part of such a well done representation of what happens after we die – regardless that someone believes that it might be just the phantasy of the one who wrote the story of this movie may be true - nobody can possibly say how true this movie can be, therefore to  decide to kill himself, means to take the big risk to deny all that this movie is based on (extensive research of all the religions of the world, past and present).
I want to say that this movie is a love story too therefore, this movie, like the plenty others I watch on a daily basis, it shows in a clear way what love truly is and how it’s very often expressed with a tender kiss on the lips. 
The number of Youtubes of actors kissing each other (including the gay kisses J) is about infinite, I can’t tell how much these movies – with their (heterosexual) kisses – make me miss my very beloved (still) wife Michele who remains unable to understand how much better our collective lives can be IF she could forgive herself and “take me back”.



  1.  http://www.nationalenquirer.com/celebrity/robin-williams-murder-bombshell-0/
  2. https://www.theguardian.com/film/2015/nov/03/robin-williams-disintegrating-before-suicide-widow-says
  3. http://popchassid.com/robin-williams-didnt-kill/
  4. http://conspiracy.wikia.com/wiki/Murder_of_Robin_Williams
  5. http://21stcenturywire.com/2014/09/18/the-truth-about-robin-williams-death/
  6. http://www.celebdirtylaundry.com/2015/robin-williams-death-investigation-reopened-shocking-new-evidence-revealed-by-mystery-witness/
  7. https://www.mrconservative.com/2014/08/48353-shocking-new-evidence-robin-williams-did-not-commit-suicide/
  8. http://www.vulture.com/2015/11/robin-williams-wife-depression-didnt-kill-him.html

Sunday, June 26, 2016

MY LONELINESS

I’ve concluded that - as a matter of fact – my being absolutely lonely is real just because I've been abandoned and left to my destiny (by wife, sister and sista) has been making me even stronger than how I used to be. 
Let’s put aside now what a stronger mind means for those who have it and have knowledge of it (or understanding) and can use it, I surely know that - being one who survived death - there’s absolutely nothing left to fear at all while living.
In addition my “trip in the afterworld” where maybe my guide wasn’t really Virgil, like  for Dante, I came out of it with a great knowledge of what happens (or where we go) after we die and with the clear understanding of what's in the Genesis:  “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.”, I’m now firmly convinced – by putting together the still totally unknown capacities of our brain (some say evolved from monkeys....) together with the fact that having the soul, we humans (only) are practically immortal and decide our afterlife destiny on our own, the God all the religions on earth have been referring to, is simply us humans and in addition – as I had stated here before – we now haven't the complete control over all of our brain capacities  but in time we’ll certainly have them, therefore able to do again all that Jesus did when here on earth.
We certainly won’t need to die by crucifixion because there’s no need anymore, but – as Fr. Betto used to tell me almost every Sunday - I'm truly blessed and this challenge of solitude and abandonment is surely giving more strength to me and to my mind/conscience.


  1. http://thelife.com/challenges/the-blessings-of-loneliness
  2. https://ollinmorales.wordpress.com/2011/06/06/loneliness/
  3. http://www.incourage.me/2012/05/the-purpose-of-loneliness.html
  4. http://thoughtcatalog.com/olivia-belle/2013/10/loneliness-was-my-battle-solitude-my-strength/ 

Saturday, June 25, 2016

NEUROPSYCHOLOGICAL TESTING


My furious and bloody disappointment with the assessment done by that loser with a Ph.D. who still practices his science in Oxnard (not for too much longer hopefully) and thought it best (for himself only) to have me live under the powers of some other type of loser who tho had chosen self-condemnation to an eternity in hell, this has made me study this science to the point that while Google searching about this topic, I was “gifted” me with some websites about the limitations of it, I’m not going to say anything else, rather than inviting my (plenty) readers to go to the websites I offer to read after having enjoyed the video above.
  1.  http://www.psychology.org.au/publications/inpsych/universe/
  2. http://www.markedbyteachers.com/university-degree/biological-sciences/what-are-the-advantages-and-limitations-of-a-cognitive-neuropsychology-approach-to-development-disorders.html
  3. http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0887617700000809
  4. http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/02687030544000191
  5. http://study.com/academy/lesson/limitations-of-neuropsychological-assessments.html
  6. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11790904    NIH official