Carlo Lingiardi

Saturday, August 30, 2014

AGAIN ON TRYING

I posted here in June that my insistent requests to try at least the perispinal Enbrel should have been understood simply as a test or clinical trial, especially given that nothing is ever predictable or sure in medicine (the guess-science).

What I feel it important to explain is that I did already several (medical) attempts with my preferred MD in Ventura, who really tried in many ways to at least reduce my back pain (sometimes labeled as neurologic pain) with a steroid spinal injection and several other meds (currently the Gabapentin with Methadone prescribed by a neurologist AND a pain specialist).

Then - still with the Ventura MD support - I tried to do very much HBOT also at different ATA pressures (higher than the usual and recommended standard) and after I jumped on the neurofeedback attempt that resulted - like everything else I had tried before - in zero/no improvement.

So let me know make the list of attempts:

spinal injection of steroids
HBOT
neurofeedback

Therefore, while I can now confidently say that none of these 3 previous attempts gave any improvement to me, I keep insisting to receive one decent reason for not giving to me at least a test with the perispinal Enbrel, but please don't tell me that it's dangerous for its side-effects to the immunodeficiency of the body when at least 400K people inject themselves every day to fight the rheumatic pain AND given that the perispinal Enbrel is recommended to be done with a shot of Minocycline, I hope to hear something completely new, that I never heard before.

While I was taught the harsh lesson not to ever threaten any MD, I simply say that IF & WHEN I will receive this treatment AND IF I will receive the benefits I've been talking about here for way too long, rather than sue any MD, I'll walk into your office with an appointment to receive a medical visit from you all, one by one. You be the judge of what you prefer between my personal visit and the lawsuit, no threats of any kind, just your own decision.

Monday, August 25, 2014

FORGIVENESS

I posted here before that I'm a survivor of a mortal bike accident (murder) who had a NDE during which I said to have made an agreement with Jesus Christ, but I must now say that my friend Iacopo (the 3rd hypothesis) was probably correct in saying that I said so only due to my growth and education in the very Catholic Italy.

In fact, I am now convinced to have agreed to remain alive for my (powerful) love for my children/treasures directly with God - since there is no difference between Jesus and "his father" God.

I recently realized that - as people close to me suggested already - I waste my energies in thinking to ways to punish those who make me suffer for no reason simply because they can, given their position of power and control over me.

Father Betto once told me that my suffering is like sharing the pains of Jesus Christ while on the cross and since I'm sure of the reality of life after death, I simply refer the "final judgment" and potential punishment to the infinite knowledge of our true God.

This doesn't mean at all, that I just refer my life and wellbeing to a distant future, I'm never going to give up my fight to re-conquer my rights of free man, it simply means that I'm done planning to hurt anybody for causing my pains, God will evaluate and decide where these souls will be spending their eternity. My main objective remains to make sure that my USA family will have the doors to heaven open, so that we will exist together again forever.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

AGAIN ON JESUS/GOD

My reason to justify the amount of posting, thinking and emailing with real philosophers and even scientists, is only that in my NDE I had agreed with Jesus to survive an accident that would have murdered anybody else only for the love I have for my two children/treasures.

I find it interesting that I used to doubt that I had mentioned the love I have for my children rather than the love I have for their mother Michele, but when I visited my dad in Italy few months before he passed away I had a good discussion with him about this very subject and he taught me that no matter if your children are created inside the mother's body, the connection with the father is at least equal to that of the mother.

This honest talk I had with my dad truly changed my approach to life because it explained to me very well why I'm living again and why, while I'm in atrocious pain, just thinking to my daughter I can bear any amount of pain, no matter its strength or duration in time.

Moreover, this brings me to say that I figured out the reason why God made Himself human in Jesus Christ to be on earth to die crucified to expiate the sins of humanity.

For the longest time I couldn't understand why Jesus, our God would have chosen to die so painfully to forgive the sin to sacrifice chicken or pigs done by men to honor and conquer the goodwill of God the creator, but I very recently realized that God didn't die to expiate our sacrificing animals in His honor, BUT to expiate the tremendous powers of the brain that He gave to us humans, that - as everyone here already knows - we only use at a small fraction of its powers, is the "antenna receiver" to be in contact with Him and can do both wonderful miracles and/or terrible things happen to others.

I really hope not to express any blasphemy when I say that because of the hatred and mental powers of my former employer at Tecnica (its owner), I was practically murdered in the accident I had, but because of it, I was blessed to meet with Jesus (God).

Given that, science has been advancing so much with quantum theories both in mechanic and in physics, I hope that soon we humans will be able one day to control the powers and capacities of our brain to have humanity and planet earth live in a complete new dimension of existence.

Monday, August 18, 2014

MY PRIMARY JOB

I know that I often miss my time spent working as manager in footwear companies, I bet that my reason is that's what I did for almost 35 years, day after day, like washing your hands before eating a meal, it was truly a part of me and of who I wanted to be since I was a teenager.

What is not very clear however is that my true primary job used to be to take care, protect and provide all kinds of comfort to my wife Michele, who chose to be the mother of my treasures.

Given that while in a coma I had what today is called an NDE (near death experience) during which I supposedly made an agreement with Jesus to survive a truly mortal accident, I've been spending much time reading, learning about and talking by email with both theologians, priests, nuns and philosophers.

Because of my intensive focus in these areas, I feel comfortable to say - like real scientists have been saying recently - that what all religions on earth have been saying for thousands of years, or claim about the continuing of our existence also after our physical death (when our bodies cease to function) is definitely and scientifically true, or that it can at least be measured. Truthfully, this is strictly related to what has been my real job since I became a husband, then a father and that will remain my main occupation for as long as I am living, or that I take good care of my family, Michele and my treasures. Of course, while I love my children so much that I'm still alive (no matter the pain) for them, my heart of an Italian man always stays close to the one woman I picked out from around the entire world (from Italy to California) who helped me create my treasures, who will enable true eternity of existence to me in this living earth.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

FEARED DISCOMFORT

Other than posting this Youtube video with links to others, all I can add is that - after having watched some - you can give any idea to me of the reason why somebody wants to challenge with logic and objectivity all humans on earth have been taking for granted and chose to believe in, please do post a comment or send a note to me, because this is the exceptional case when I have nothing to say at all.

http://www.zeitgeist.com/

CLICK ON THESE LINKS TOO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfJ0H_qVdNM&list=PL81F9181299185E7E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a36_CwzA0bk&list=PL3RDKMG9A0ghAyHAtNpnKSdNlOWZeThTw

Saturday, August 16, 2014

MORE BELIEVABLE NOW!

It looks like recently science (quantum physics and mechanics) has figured out what all religions of the world have been saying for centuries, or that there is life after death.

As a survivor of NDE I can surely say that I'm glad that my personal experience is supported completely by real scientists (not the worthless medicine guess-scientists) and while I put here few interesting links and few videos on this matter, I can only repeat my wish that my wife Michele might look at my blog sometimes and decide - based on the fact that this isn't something I make up in my (broken) mind, but it's supported by real science - that if she decides to help me we will be able to spend eternity together in the world of Afterlife, so here you go, enjoy!

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