(Warning very long post) Fully independently
from my interest or any of my goals, I’ve been discussing of God’s existence
with philosophers who are atheists and with pure and simple atheists, what I’m about to say must therefore
be understood as something coming from a brain injured man who (according to
the reincarnation of the Nazi Dr. Mengele, living in Oxnard (P.S. the
problems you are having now don’t compare to how your afterlife is going to be,
so – if you want to avoid to your dearest anything horrible to happen soon –
you best tell to the court to have followed my previous assessments, in order to be safer than sorry ) that I’m unable to manage my money
primarily because I’m interested in the use of a non-FDA approved therapy that
could have me waste few thousands of $$$ and my wealth must therefore be
conserved at the “little cost” of $50.000 per year (you do the math).
What I’m about to say not
only comes from (as I said already) a brain injured individual but it comes too from someone
who said to have met with Jesus when I came out of my long coma.
Having given these preliminary
warnings, I say that God is the universal force of gravity - therefore
something that even animals are aware of – and since the human kind (us) was
created in “his image and likeness” we too were created like gods (read my previous
posts), we are therefore eternal and once we die we gain what’s today called Universal Intelligence
(Iacopo calls it cumulative) that makes it possible to review how we spent our
lives on earth with the ability to pinpoint every time we did hurt someone else
(real sin)
and (independently)
decide to either spend our eternity in beatitude (= heaven)
or in regret (= hell).
This is where our creator
(normally named God) comes into place, or when we commit a sin (hurt someone
else), we gain negative weight, while if we help or do something
nice for others we gain positive weight (these weights are immaterial, can’t be measured with any
scale).
Everyone gains both positive and negative
weights while living and the balance between them determines our eternity,
meaning that it isn’t our creator (God/Jehovah=gravity) who makes the “final
judgement”, it’s very simply ourselves who decide what our final weight is and
therefore if we deserve to be in heaven or hell, forever.
I also need to add that –
since our God creator is represented by gravity – it’s his human form as Jesus
that we can see after we die and my advice is to focus on Jesus with our
prayers, simply because my injured brain cannot imagine anyone praying gravity
(too many jokes here). I hope that this explains why we aren’t able to put a
face on God (unless it’s Jesus) and even say that there’s no proof of God’s
existence, how can anyone say that the pencil falling from the desk is proof of
God? Same for the apple falling from the tree…..etc… etc...
The other concept I’ve
often been referring to is the Vatican, I say “Vatican kingdom”, but you are
going to wait for this, I can only anticipate that it has all to do with the
disappointment of Jesus (who’s very busy these days).
CONSERVATORSHIP LAWS
I simply want to add few
comments to what I said yesterday in the courtroom and I do it in bullet points
with the premise that it isn't my intention to offend anyone I’m going to refer
to:
·
I'm a
supporting member of the NASGA association simply because I cannot believe that
intelligent and experienced attorneys are willing to spend any time and be compensated
for working with laws that are too close to total insanity, especially because
the issues are all based on assessment made by people (neuropsychologists) who
studied on books written several decades ago, when the progress in this field
runs ahead at warp speed.
·
Aside
from the fact that the mother of my children stated that every single
psychological assessment made of me has been identical over several years,
therefore it must have always been correct, I cannot avoid to strongly believe
that she said so only because I remain her sole provider of funds, that rather
than be used for/by my children, are mostly used for what their mother
considers it to be important for herself, or to keep living at the level that I
(only)
got her used to live at.
As a former company
president, I cannot get over the fact that all male conservators are real
losers, who rather than having a normal career working in a normal company
prefer to be in charge of money they could never earn by themselves and can
independently decide how to use money that isn't theirs, nor it will ever be
(unless they steal it, as it too often happens)
It's certainly true that
I'm absolutely unable to accept that my brain is so injured that I need a
conservator, however I must bring to your attention that my brain is injured in
the motor cortex area only from which my hemi-paresis of my left body-side, I
saw a very experienced and very important UCLA neurologist who told me very
directly that since my brain damage is in the motor cortex area, it's very
possible that all the other functions of my brain may have gotten better than
before the injury and to this I want to add that my new
interests in philosophy, quantum theories (physics and mechanics) together with
my old ones in mathematics, music, history and
geography have me believe that I have in no need whatsoever to have a conservator
who can protect my wealth at my own cost.
