God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
It just so happens that since
few self-condemned to eternal hell assessed me as unable to manage my own
money, I've started to go back to my real passion for mathematics and physics
that have become part of me (personality) since I was born, almost.
Therefore given that physics
seems to have become a very followed and researched topic - especially given
what the quantum theories can now show-make this post about the laws of
Thermodynamics in the simplest possible way and I mention about the immense
genius of Albert Einstein and his relation to this concept:
Thermodynamics is the study
of the inter-relation between heat, work and internal energy of a system. The British scientist and author C.P. Snow had
an excellent way of remembering the three laws:
1. You cannot win (that is, you cannot get something for
nothing, because matter and energy are conserved and always present).
2. You cannot break even (you cannot return to the same energy
state, because there is always an increase in disorder; entropy always
increases).
3. You cannot get out of the game (because absolute zero is
unattainable).
Einstein's universally famous equation E = mc2 is truly the basis of all that's been
discovered, studied and understood since.
Since I don't want to take much of my own (and yours) time
to explain what's now taught today in middle schools, I simply post here very few
links to websites that give a good description with explanations of the genius of Einstein,
who truly gave a kick start to the development of all we know today of our
universe and its laws, with the additional challenge to his theories coming
from the quantum principles that don't seem to agree at all with relativity and
that are now at the basis of the search for the so called: "theory of everything" -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Salz7uGp72c
It just so happens that I now have a boy caregiver who has
the intelligence of a mongrel because he put me in big trouble telling about my
drawer filled with "dangerous minerals". the other day I was browsing
a site that sells DVD movies and he got very excited when he saw this kick-ass
movie, after having advised me to buy it he also said that there are the 2 and
3 versions of this kick-ass movie already made and strongly advised to me to
buy them all.
Well, after having
received and watched this "masterpiece" it's now clear to me that
while this boy is good in helping me shower there's really nothing more that he
may be able to help me with.
This forces me to say that while I do miss more than I can
say in words my family, I do miss very much my Ventura caregiver, who - even if she doesn't
email with me anymore (who else does this?) has a pretty strong intelligence,
even if fully wasted on her completely misunderstood Catholic religion.
This is my latest, funniest and craziest finding out of the
internet browsing I do all day, every day. It refers to the idea that the
universe may have been created last Thursday, but with the physical appearance
of being billions of years old. This very new belief has taken the appearance
almost like if it's a religion and you can see from my links to websites about
it (only a few of the billions already in internet!) and the few Youtube videos
that very many people are taking this like it's their way of looking and
perceiving reality, therefore if you can remember what you did or what happened
to you 3 Thursdays ago, it's simply because you were "injected" in
your brain memories that either are fake or come from somebody else.
This idea (or religion) goes hand-in-hand with the idea of
the "multiverse" or the parallel universes that in my (broken) mind
are the simple result of time-travel (hopefully everyone knows where and when I'd immediately go
if I'd ever had such opportunity).
I also found dozens of videos proving the real existence of
God, but I'm going to hold them for a future post on this.
Everyone who knows me should know that I'm not a "giver
upper" therefore my extensive research about the perispinal Enbrel for
neurological recovery from TBI has never been put on hold or discarded in any
way.
Yesterday a former colleague of mine in the GEOX times came to see me in my room all the way from Boston, MA to visit me and
as I was telling him of this experimental
medical procedure being covered by US patent 2 very different topics immediately came out:
1.given that my friend is famous for having a
monster in his body, we decided to patent it, so that instead of him being the one who pays for
his partner's performances, it's going to be completely the other way around, he'll
receive payments (don't know yet for how much) for his monster's performances, so
he'll become truly very wealthy☺
2.Him
and I are going to figure out together how to legally destroy the charlatan who
accidentally
discovered what he's been using to take money out of desperate
people who would pay more than they can afford for the dream to have a full
recovery either from TBI or Alzheimer.
Richard Hawking is one of my heroes and while he maintains
that God (the creator) doesn't exist, his phrase: "as long as there's life, there's hope" really makes me wonder
the reason why Hawking refuses the idea that a God may exists, I mean doesn't anyone
hopes that something or someone may be able to make your hopes come true? and
doesn't praying for something to happen shows how powerful in humans hope can
be?
I therefore decided yesterday that I'm not going to use
Hawkins's phrase ever again, I'm going to replace the words: drive and determination simply because they make
it clear that there exists no hope that some superior entity (our Creator) may
intervene in our real lives in order to affect them in the exact way we want,
or need. While drive is totally what our human mind (or conscience) expresses
with conscious decision and determination is the level of strength we apply to drive in order to sustain it, no matter the amount of time or effort it may require.
I can say therefore that what happened yesterday in the
Ventura Juvenile court room isn't the result of my hopes to be let free from
both a bloodsucker and a loser, but by my own mental drive and its
determination (both very strong) that
given that I now know how powerful they both are will help me return to be the
man I was born to be.
All I now need to do is to use my very strong and efficient
drive and determination to find an attorney with my same characteristics(drive
and determination) to help me in going after my victimizers as they
soon become my own hopeless victims.
Besides the fact that Iacopo quotes very often Jesus Christ
saying: "love your neighbor as yourself", he always tells me that
"if everyone would understand his hypothesis the entire world could change
overnight, in a way my (Catholic) beliefs too could have the entire world
change overnight and based on this parallel I want to say that - no matter the
dozens of email exchanges we had - Iacopo still doesn't believe in the
existence (or need) of God, but the more we talk (by email) to each other, the
more I can see other important parallels, between my Catholicism and his "Self
concept" (without any need for God).
I actually tried to change my terminology, thinking that
Iacopo's issue is just with the term God, so I
decided to use Creator, rather than God and I'm glad to add that there wasn't
any need to replace the name of Jesus with anything else, given that Iacopo is
first in saying that Jesus was a real person of whom many objects are still
existent and well preserved (of course).
Iacopo is also very confident in the correctness of his
theories, at least as much as I am of mine - given my personal experience - so
please allow me to describe in simple words what my Catholic experience has
made it more than clear to me, even if much of what I'm going to say has
already been "sprinkled around" in plenty of my posts here in the
past.
I'm going to number each point by timing priority, so
everyone will know what comes after each point:
as we
die we see again our lives like in a documentary.
with
death our brain receives the Universal Intelligence boost (or cumulative
intelligence per Iacopo).
looking
at our entire lives with such a superior intelligence/mental capacity, we
decide by ourselves in which way our afterlife is going to be forever
spent:
when
the good deeds overcome the bad ones we ourselves decide how our souls
will spend eternity in afterlife (no God participation here), and it's
going to be in heaven
if
the reverse of point a is real, then
our eternity is going to be spent in hell, or what our human brain
considers it to be hell (i.e. regret for nothing ever done or someone we
victimized)
This is the very reason why I wrote few weeks ago that it's
us humans who are God, (which is very different from the Creator who made Himself
human as Jesus) Jesus was the man who could use close to 100% of His
brain capacities (Holy perfection) and the man who - in order to be understood
by Palestinian shepherds of 2.000 years ago told them that he was the "son of God" which still confuses too
much every Catholic believer here on earth.
The very uniqueness of the human (our) brain is that nothing
exists that can explain how it was developed (some still say it comes from "monkeys")
and where it came from.
However what's well known and true is that it's our bran
that can make miracles happen and in this second millennium we humans still
don't know how it's physically made (i.e. Obama's B.R.A.I.N. mapping project).
Our creator isn't looking over us constantly, it makes me
sad when my mother tells me of the earthquake in Nepal - with all the people
that died because of it - and says: "where was God and why didn't He stop
it?".
It matters not if I tell to her that the victims are very
probably in heaven now, therefore in a much better existence, because the entire
conversation goes down to her complaints that God took her husband (Saint Gianfranco,
my dad) too early, leaving here alive, scared to be alone.
All I can tell to her is that "when the time comes, you
will surely rejoin him in heaven and never be alone again".
What worries me very much is that all of this happens as a
result of the thoughts and beliefs we have in our brain, in example if someone
believes that death is the end of everything and afterlife is just the dream of
who's scared of death, this is exactly what's going to happen to them, I only wonder
if when they die they glimpse of what it could have been like their existence going
on.
More to come, I'm now going to be in court with Jesus
to see that my monetary wealth might not go to my children, but to somebody who
dreams that money taken from others in that way can open the doors to heaven ☺ .
It just so happens that since
few self-condemned to eternal hell assessed me as unable to manage my own
money, I've started to go back to my real passion for mathematics and physics
that have become part of me (personality) since I was born, almost.
