God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
I’ve always
both loved and be hugely interested in both mathematics and physics, therefore
the very recent development of both quantum mechanics and physics have
attracted my attention and interest almost like being affected by a flue, I can
therefore say that I’m “quantum diseased”. J
Obviously –
as an Italian born, therefore Catholic “by default” I’m fascinated that the
study of the eternal electric charges used by our body to function can now be
detected as they leave the body at death to move into another dimension that’s
now called “afterlife”.
What’s
really fascinating me now is the discovery (don’t know why nor how) that these electric charges are imprinted of
all our life experiences and learnings that form our individuality.
While all
of this is in complete contradiction with everything that Iacopo sustains in
his 3 hypotheses, the fact that one quantum physics researcher refused to
entertain any email conversation with him, based on the fact that real science
has proven with real tests that every living human has the soul, gives me the
satisfaction that what I’ve been thinking (and believing) since very young not only is true but now it’s
even scientifically proven.
In a way,
the fact that the most advanced scientific research is confirming what every
catholic has believed to be true for many centuries makes me smile, not only
because this science has its roots in the secular USA but very much also
because the very beloved mother of my two treasures (Michella W.) told me once to be convinced that
I was an agnostic when not only I had married her in a Catholic church where
she was baptized before our wedding, but where I had each of my two treasures
baptized too and used to go to Mass at least on Christmas day plus my dear son
was attending a Catholic school when we were living in Lyme, NH.
I’m sure
that the reason why she thought I could be agnostic is because I had become
aware of the (huge
and still completely unknown) powers of the human brain (especially mine).
For this
reason I don’t think it to be very important to go to Mass every Sunday or to
only be nice to others (Never been much of a “forgive and forget” kind of men).
Few
examples of the truth this title/statement for me:
·When
on any of my wheelchairs (motorized or manual) I don’t crash anymore
against whatever is on my left (wall, furniture or any road obstacle)
·My
short-term memory has returned to be maybe even better than it was and of
others
·I
can stay focused for several hours (sometimes 10) on the same topic, study and
learn it well
·My
only reason for not walking yet is just the atrophy of my left leg muscles,
that haven’t moved for about 10 years.
·I’m
often complimented for my logic and attention to detail during my email
conversations with researchers and
important people with Ph.D. in their fields (quantum theories, medicine, microbiology
and transhumanism)
Few days
ago I was talking with a man who’s become a friend of mine and as I was telling
him of my plenty movies about 9/11 he said – like something that’s well known
already by everyone – that that US tragedy was organized and carried out by our
vice president Dick Cheney, this was truly like opening a Pandora’s box for me
because it made me watch again not only the 4 or 5 DVD’s I own already but all
the Youtubes and Amazon Prime videos I
could watch (i.e.
9/11 explosive evidence) with the different perspective that it was orchestrated at the highest
level of our government.
Here’s
where my new “expertise” come in place, because while it’s very obvious that
since in the past 10 years nobody has been able to point their fingers to the
ones who are guilty of that massacre and of the costs in both tax-payers money
and in soldiers in a war that’s been killing too many thousands of our well prepared
and disciplined youth.
My new
knowledge in afterlife (never wished for, nor desired in any way shape or form) lets me know – beyond any doubt –
that the souls of the criminals behind the losses of all those lives will
surely realize – once they’ll die – all the wrongs they did while living and
punish themselves for eternity in their own way.
This thought begs me to say that the loser who
condemned me to conservatorship is going to see his wrongs and punish his own
soul (=himself) for all
the bad to others he did while living here on earth, what makes this even worse
is that not only he’ll pay for the bad done after he’ll die, but people he
loved too – who are probably still living will suffer the consequences of his
corrupt use of his power to condemn others to such horror (that I’m strongly
hoping will be made illegal with our new president).
From this I
want to add little about the conservator’s figure, based on the examples of 2 I
know too well:
-The first one is that of a woman whose
only reason to be one is that her mother is one too, in a way she took in her
hands “the family business”.
-The second is that of a former
priest who evidently put our God creator in second place and since he was a priest – therefore no business education of any kind - thought that the
only way to make any money to support/feed his family (are the children truly
his own?) is to be a
conservator or – as I’ve said here plenty times – a loser with a losers’ crown.
And here too my new “expertise” makes me give the advice that there’s
always time to correct your wrongs done to others and it’s best to do it while
living, since that’s about impossible to change anything once we have passed
over into the “afterlife dimension” of death (aside from the timing and sufferance issues).
Therefore I do strongly advise these sinners (= when you hurt someone
else) to do all you
can to repair or patch up your wrongs, simply because forgiveness is always
easily granted to you if you actively ask for forgiveness.
What I find amazingly interesting is to see the most advanced scientific
research (quantum
physics) is re-discovering
what Jesus came on earth 2.000 ago to say.
The picture
here on the side puts all of my hopes that not only both of my children – whom I
refer to as my treasures because I’m still living for the love I have for both
of them – are looking at a future that’s both very inspiring and exciting, some
of my links below together with this video make me believe that before I’ll
pass over I’ll do what I had agreed to do when I met with Jesus, or that I’ll be walking my princess angel to the altar the day she’ll marry “the right man”.
This picture
inspires me also to think that my son will be just like I was with my sister
Anna and my (still) wife Michele or that Brent is
going to be like a guardian for his sister and my princess, who becomes
more beautiful every time I get to see her (weekly on Sundays).
This post
with this picture, this video and all of its links represents my positive outlook
into the future of our world that gives me the determination to keep being
around, no matter the pain.
Watching the stand-up comedian David Cross when he says that when he dies he
wants to be cremated BUT he wants all his friends to get together to tell to each other all
the funny and nasty stories of David when he was living while smoking and later
take all the ashes of the cigarettes, call them ME
and put them in an urn to have around in the house where he was last, in other
words this guy is a true atheist with a good sense of humor, the only thing he
didn’t say is what to do with his dead body instead of pretending it to be the
ashes in that ashtray.
Too many
are my ideas of what to do with a dead body that will soon begin to decompose (= rot and stink) to eventually disappear in the emptiness
of this universe, to add anything more than these few links:
The picture
I put here shows my very best friend when I was still working, I remember hiring him at the end
of a meal in an Italian restaurant in Manhattan when - since he never drinks anything alcoholic - I had to
empty a full bottle of Amarone (strong red wine from the Italian town I’m from) he helped me make the GEOX
business so big in the USA that I was eventually let go for the reason that its
president/owner felt that “my power” was
too strong in his company based in a small village in the Vicenza area (not too far from Venice).
His name is
Patrick but he’s been using the shortening Pat and he’s been very supportive of
me and my family since my accident.
What’s very
funny of him is that he’s been calling me at least once a week since years and
while we always talk about his job – past and present – (few links of his time as
CEO of a beautiful footwear company named ASGI now defunct/dead) we share our many misfortunes and he often tells me that my resistance to
all the badness that I must deal with, do inspire him too when he has to
deal with something bad in his or his family’s life too.
However
when we talk on the phone, once the business related topics have found their
resolution we laugh really hard about a common friend who used to be the US
product manager, for the reason that he’s fully
convinced since he was 5 or 6 y/o that the muscle he has between his legs is
like big as a leg and he supposedly doesn’t measure the liquid he produces with
it by the milliliter, but by the buckets.
I cannot
even start to describe what we can say to each other during these calls, that
make me laugh so hard that my eyes tear by the gallon.
We’ve come
to the agreement that neither one of us can even make the name of our three-legged friend, therefore I best stop telling you what makes us laugh this
hard, because if I to start with just few of our jokes, my post here would be at
least 6 pages long. I want to conclude by saying that the ASGI shoes had a great
cushioning technology in their bottoms and given that several thousands of them
were on ships coming to the USA when both our economy and all the banks went
underwater, my readers might be lucky enough to find one pair to wear and to marvel at its cushioning properties.
The daily life
we perceive with our 5 senses is not reality; quantum physics has shown that
space and time are illusions of perceptions; therefore our bodies can’t truly
be reality if they occupy the space, it’s been scientifically demonstrated that
the “inside of an atom” is only empty space, but how can an empty atom possibly
make the solid world around us?
Our true
consciousness doesn’t exist in our brain or in our bodies, the disillusion of our
individual bodies, along with the misinformation of our true origins has
created the idea that we all think independently from one another.
With this
misunderstanding it would seem impossible to scientifically explain, telepathy,
clairvoyance, spiritual mediums and other phenomenon dealing with transferring
information between sources without physical means of communication, but when
you understand that there’s a common spiritual bond between all things in the
universe and that we are all part of a divine intelligence, no phenomena is
unexplainable.
This simple
understanding fills all the holes in modern religion; it explains
reincarnation, Deja-vu predictions of the future and literally every experience
or anomaly ever experienced.
The blank
matter is within every building blocks of perceivable experience, it’s
malleable and molded by intent, and this means that consciousness shapes our
reality and this seems difficult to accept for most and it’s quite
understandable.
In modern
times we are taught from an early age to think rationally and tangibly, this is
a very left brain method of education and it has more harmful effects than it’s
given credit for.
The left
brain deals with feelings, logic, details, paths, patterns, practicality,
science and math, as the right brain deals with feelings, intuition, symbols, images,
risk taking, philosophy and religion.
With a
deliberate push for government controlled education curriculum, generation
after generation of our youth are taught to focus only on the facts, figures
and numbers, repetition is used to train children subconsciously to accept what
they are learning, children aren’t rewarded for questioning the validity of the
information they receive, they are ridiculed.
However, the
children who blindly accept the information as true and merely regurgitate the
information on command, when it is time to take a test, those children go on to
become the decision maker in our government, law, medicine and business and
every other occupation with power and prestige.
The most
detrimental effect of being pushed away from holistic thinking with a full
brain is what is known as the suppression of the feminine, every male and
female have both feminine and masculine qualities, this has nothing to do with
a man or a woman.
These are
representative of the left and right brain or the Jing and Jang, light and dark,
left and right as well as every other duality, both are vital to our spiritual
and physical health.
In ancient
Egypt the female was the rightful heir to the throne, the male she chose to
marry became pharaoh, this depicted the goddess tradition that has been
destroyed to make way for a patriarchal male dominated society that we see in
every major denomination.
It’s
impressingly feminine in every society in pushing the people in left brain
thinking, the natural ability for people to feel earthly, cosmic and personal
energy became lost, traditions that were passed through sciamani, witch doctors
and magicians of all kinds became outlawed and ridiculed and given the stigma
of something out of a Hollywood movie.
Every religion
explains that we are children of God and we have godliness inside of us. If you
are raised to anthropomorphormizes God and understand that God is nothing more than
the spiritual web that connects things, all religious scriptures begin to make
much more sense.
Our bodies
are merely vessels that contain our spirits to gather experience for the divine
mind.
This is
where the new string theory comes in with its superlative method to explain
everything and all we are, God and what we see or experience around ourselves,
this theory basically explains that there are just two feelings that create our
reality and that they are like waves, love (rapid frequency and short wave length) and fear (low frequency and long
wave length)
This is how
evolution is possible; it’s scientifically proven that all species are evolving
into more complex beings, it isn’t knowledge or racial memory, it’s the
understanding that all newborns of all kinds are born with traits and knowledge
that the mother doesn’t have to teach, and regardless that this is a topic
uneasy for my treasures to grasp now, I post it anyway because I want it to be
part of the inheritance I leave behind to them, and - of course - this documentary receives both my thumbs up to be enjoyed and discussed with your best friends drinking mineral water to facilitate the transit of oxygenated blood through your brain, you best be well awake and use your full intelligence and logic to fully understand and enjoy this true work of art predicting the future of human kind.
I’ve asked
to my philosopher Iacopo to define what conscience is for him – as the atheist
he claims to be – and this is what he told me (in the best English I can use):
1) What is
consciousness? It’s our ability to understand that "something
happens" and, in greater or lesser extent, the ability to understand
pretty well "what actually happens".
2) What is
the self? The ability to distinguish between what is happening around us and what happens to us, which are the awareness of being a person with a body
that is distinguished from the "rest of the world" and other people
in particular.
3) So
defined, consciousness and self-consciousness are not things that are transmitted
in a conscious way among the generations, they are phenomena that emerge from
the physical structure and in particular from the brain, which has been refined
through the natural selection of species.
4) What we
hand down our culture that condenses the experience of the generations that
have gone before us and allows to better use and develop our consciousness,
meaning the ability to understand and interpret correctly what happens to us
and to act appropriately in the circumstances we are in. In this sense, our collective knowledge amplifies our individual consciousness.
5) The most
amazing thing of our world is that in nature have appeared living beings, i.e.
beings can manifest a behavior that reacts to external stimuli in order to increase
the chances to preserve the self, and that can replicate in a fairly faithful
way, but that’s open to the possibility
of random changes. The first living beings had to be unicellular but even with
these characteristics.
6) Random changes
normally help the individual to survive and reproduce, but exceptionally changes
may instead help the individual to increase his or her chances of reproducing,
transmitting positive mutations to the next generation. In this way, the
positive changes - although they are a small minority - continue to accumulate
through the generations, while the majority of adverse changes disappear
quickly. And the same goes from bacteria
to humans.
7) The
development of a brain capable of producing a consciousness is part of this
continuous accumulation of constructive changes. The emergence of
self-consciousness gave to mankind the crucial tool to control nature and be
able to change the environment to suit the needs. The accumulation of technical
information represents our cultural baggage that we transmit through
generations.
8)
Unfortunately, our instinct to conquer and exploit nature has been suitable for
us to survive in the struggle of the selection of species, but it isn’t suited
to survive in a world that’s now overcrowded and with limited resources as ours
has become. To adapt to this new state of affairs, requires intelligence and a
firmness which contrast with our primal instinct. The most difficult test for
our survival is to be able to win over our rationality or our instinct. Not a
test that gives an outcome to be taken for granted.
I truly
believe that our future leaders will have to be able to manage the social
outcome of decisions that will have to be made to ensure the survival of our
kind in such a world of rapidly extinguishing resources, I guess that we best
give a very high education to our children to ensure the survival of human kind
(already
in existence since few millions of years).
Since I’ve
decided that with this blog I can teach something I care of (or consider important) to my 2 treasures, I’m going to
talk like I already did in the past:
about genius composer who put on paper
music that not only could be played on organs and claviers (instruments of his time) but it can still be played today
with other instruments too (pianos and string instruments), when I think of Bach and of his greatest
performer (who
didn’t just played following what’s written on sheet music, but re-composed Bach’s music
again) I believe to
have the factual and objective proof that this is just the example of the huge
and still fully unknown capacities of the human brain that surely didn’t
evolve from African monkeys (you know who I mean) but is somehow able to connect to
other brains independently from time, space and individual (as my upcoming post on
consciousness will describe) since I spoke already about this other love” of my life, as shown
in the links to my old posts I put above in light
orange I really haven’t much to add here, safe from links to both
explanation of Bach’s compositions and Youtubes of his music played by
performer connected to Bach via their consciousness.
Since I
know that my two treasures come here to read me often, I thought that today is
good to give a small lesson of one of the greatest medieval geniuses that Italy
– my mother country – produced for the enjoyment of the entire world to this
day.
It’s very
evident that I’m going to talk about Leonardo da Vinci from the wonderful
Italian region named Tuscany (Toscana) home to very many immortal artistic and
scientific figures and works of art (i.e. leaning tower in Pisa and Uffizi
museum in Florence).
The Vitruvian
man is a drawing made by Leonardo that’s astounding for its precision and
proportions that only today that we have powerful computers are possible to
make but certainly not on a piece of paper just with
bare hands holding a pen.
I love the
fact that this drawing is still existent today, after 2 world wars and
everything else (earthquakes, floods, fires) that could have at least damaged -
if not completely destroyed - this expression of the magnificent genius that
Leonardo was, this drawing in fact had the purpose to clarify the concept of proportions,
where the body of the man is used as a basic parameter of measure that helps
architects doing their job, for example the notes that go with this drawing,
show how Leonardo understood the proportions of the human body. Each
part is a simple fraction of the whole. For example, the head measured from the
forehead to the chin is exactly one tenth of the total height, and the
outstretched arms are always as wide as the body is tall.
Vitruvius discussed proper symmetry and proportion as
related to the building of temples. The architect believed that the proportions and measurements of the
human body - which is divinely created - are perfect and correct. He therefore
proposed that a properly constructed temple should reflect and relate to the
parts of the human body, that's the model of perfection. Vitruvius justifies
this by stating that the human body, with arms and legs extended, fits into the
perfect geometric forms, the circle, and the square. I’m hoping that my two
treasures will look at the links below and I promise that when we’ll live
together again, I’ll buy a framed poster of Leonardo’s Vitruvian man.
I’ve been
asking to my adored wife Michele the reason why when I ask to return to live in
my family she always says that she’s afraid of me, I therefore stopped to ask
her of this (she
looks very uncomfortable when I ask) and conducted my usual research that
explained her fear that isn’t unique, it’s actually due to a lack of
self-confidence that’s what I have truckloads of and that my hero-son has too.
She knows very well of the few mistakes she did right after my accident (and
during my 2 months long coma) and when she looks at me know (very aggressive
for my rehabilitation and my usual enormous self-confidence) she thinks that if
I’d rejoin my family I’d waste very much money in “miracle cures” that in her
mind (and
the one of her lover B.) don’t exist, I therefore would be wasting all or most of my money
running after “dream and inexistent therapies”, what I’m unable to have her
understand that my key word has never
changed, it’s exactly what I told to very good UCLA psychologist (that became his written
advice for psychological beneficial purposes) is all I ask to do is to have the chance to
at least try once whatever is sold as the
latest therapy that can make the “miracle” to restore the brain when injured
this psychologist even wrote in his assessment of me that it would be helping
my psychological stabilization if I could be free to spend few thousand dollars
to try what I’ve been begging my entire
world to do. He wrote also that he doesn’t believe that I should be under
conservatorship and was willing and ready to be at the Ventura court to support
his findings about me. I’ve been crying since the summer of 2014 because I didn’t
want him to come to the Ventura court because I had completely misunderstood
the cost for me for this to happen (I added 2 zeros to the number I was given) all I can say it I’ll never forgive myself
for what I did, not only because having a conservator has costed me this far
about $50K but very much because this is all money that would have gone to my
treasures for their happiness rather than go in the pockets of a woman who’ll
never get married, therefore won’t ever have children (that might even be
good, because there won’t be yet another generation of conservators) and in the pockets of a man (a loser that I’ve been
saying that all male conservator are), this only because their mother is too scared
to be my conservator since her self-confidence is below the Marianas Trench, to
say the least, therefore not only I’m wasting money that our treasures are
entitled to, but I’m also abandoned by the only woman I’ll ever have love
feelings for.
I remember
having watched this movie several years ago and I can say that I had the same
reaction of both horror and nausea.
This is a
movie about real losers (with a leader) who decide to kidnap the wife of the
loser’s leader because she’s from a very wealthy family and believe that her
father will pay $1mil. to get her free and back to her husband and family.
There’s a policewoman (kinda a famous actress, already seen in several movies)
who runs the investigation to find the kidnapped woman and finds again pitiful characters
impossible for me to describe.
My vote is
so low that all I can say is that if you are forced to watch it you best be an
abandoned man like me, if I think that I actually watched it twice in my life,
I really get the enormity of my desperation and solitude, there’s no amount of
alcohol that can help you digest this crappy movie, therefore I cannot advise
to watch it, I actually can say that it can be watched if you need to interrupt
any type of relationship with somebody you don’t like.
I know that
few of the movie reviews I post here may sound positive but if you are ever
forced to watch it, you’ll know that no matter that my brain is injured I can
still distinguish crap from mud, this movie is complete crap, don’t ever watch
it, you won’t lose anything.
The only
woman I ever loved (and forever will) in my entire life told me not long ago that human
kind did evolve from monkeys in Africa (Lucy?) given that both Michele and my very
good internet friend Iacopo are fully convinced of it – to the point that
Iacopo sent me a link where Wikipedia explains in detail the history of mankind
since the very beginning – where no God is mentioned at all (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_evolution) – I took on the
search for websites that “scientifically explain” (if at all possible) that we –
and our still unknown brain simply cannot evolve from any monkey, nor any other
mammal on earth since millions of years.
Aside my
posting the usual links and very simple video in my support of the fact that we
still have people who believe without any doubt that we really descend through
the Darwinian evolution from monkeys, dismissing two millennia during which
trillions of people believed that one creator (Jehovah or father according to Jesus) created this universe – and the parallel
ones too – starting with the Big Bang.
Forget
about the fact that a genius as Einstein used to be believe too in a God
creator – along with most of the people that Iacopo uses to support his atheist
hypothesis – I truly believe that since the most advanced quantum scientists
are now looking at “the before the big bang” together with figuring out a
possible reason to explain why our universe is expanding with acceleration, or
increased rather than decreased speed (in complete opposition with the laws of universal gravity) it seems to me (and to my injured
brain/mind) that
quantum science is now looking for God.
The other
thing that exasperates my to a certain degree is the insistence in refusing the
idea that we all have a soul, but I posted already about this not long ago, my
advice is to look at it(in orange).
Here’s a
movie that you must be shitfaced drunk to watch, possibly with very few people
(not friends) that you intend not to ever see again.
What amazes
me is whoever thought to make a story of the US (?) or the world that in order
to keep society in balance divides all the people in different groups that to
be part of one specific group of faction must go through a sadistic training course,
which lasts several weeks to determine if the person is worth to belong to the
group chosen to be part of.
This truly
is the worst movie I’ve seen in years and what makes it worse (if possible) is
how uneasy and upset you feel when you get to its end (if at all possible). My
vote is so negative that I can’t even make into a negative number, suffice for
you to read what I just said, my only advice is to watch in bad company while
very drunk and ready to go to bed.
My young
princess Lingiardi called me
yesterday to tell me that she was in a car accident with her mother while driving on a
steep road in the mountains behind Santa Barbara where she had gone to pick up
flowers and herbs to use in one of her school project.
What put a
sharp knife in my heart is when she told me that she wasn’t scared at all because
she knows that “my mind is always looking over her” therefore she knows to
always be protect by me, her dad.
As soon as
I recovered from the shock of my princess telling me of this, I asked to her if
she knows what’s the difference between mind and conscience, which explains why
I make this post here today (I doubt that this difference is clear to many of my readers too).
In fact I’m
in complete agreement (at least once)
with my friend Iacopo, or that we all have one conscience – always the same one
independent by personality, time and place on earth - that as we die it reunites
with the universal (or cumulative)
conscience that’s God (eternal omniscient and omnipresent).
What I
think important to say here, is that every time I said that I knew something
either about to happen in general or about to happen to someone else, it wasn’t
because I was told of it from the “afterlife”, it’s always been because I’ve
been able - at least since birth - to use maybe one trillionth more of the
capacity of my brain to foresee things, read other people’s minds, control my
own reality and that of others.
This becomes
very clear just looking at my way of working with my successful career in 2
continents with very different languages and cultures, to the point that every
company owner or CEO (employer) still painfully remembers their loss when I “moved on”.
Therefore, my sweet princess you can always rely on me to watch over
you, even after I’ll be dead, because my soul will forever do the same.
Yesterday I
received the DVD of the movie entitled “TRANSHUMANISM
recreating humanity” that after having watched it had me do a WOW to the
trillionth of a trillionth power because it basically shows that we are
rapidly become Gods ourselves, I put here the video with president Obama
presenting the BRAIN mapping project and links to some Youtubes that show
little parts of what can be seen in the entire film/documentary, right now the
genetic modification of humans is focused on creating the “super-soldier” who
can see what the normal human eye can’t see at all and that in a not distant
future can avoid bullets and be resistant to biologic weapons that are being
developed not only by us, but also in other countries, therefore making our
soldiers resistant to anything that may be used against them.
What I like
the most is - obviously – the fact that by learning how the immensely powerful
human brain is made, trans-human scientists are learning how to repair it (genetically?).
Have a look
at all I put here as link and please pray (focus your mind) for me and my family (my creation).
It’s easy
for my readers to find the many times that I talked and even described afterlife
that – given my NDE became truly the confirmation that our life here on earth
is just a very short time (like the blink of an eye) of our eternal existence, what I love the most is that my new passion –
quantum mathematics and physics – is now proving with tools that I always
naturally understood and loved since I was a teenager, the reality that we all
have the conscience (that for me is the soul, while Iacopo too uses it in his three hypothesis
and is familiar with, too). Just go to look /read the websites below to have a good idea of how
much our current scientific research confirms what every Catholic believer has
known for about 2K years.
Forget
about the fact that I had said – as I came out of my coma – to have met and
agreed with Jesus to survive my accident for the immense love I have for my
children/treasures, even if I was told that it would surely be painful (but didn’t understand what
painful really meant) I can say with absolute confidence
that our existence is really eternal through what everyone knows well what’s
being called since centuries the conscience.
What I
believe it to be very important is to say that our “personal” afterlife is the
projection of what’s in our conscience and therefore unique for everyone, in
addition it makes our souls experience it to be real, just like it feels real
when you go out shopping or go to the pool for a swim. I mean that all seems
real when being a soul and experiencing such projection of our consciousness,
which is why I call this “personal” how could the projection of my conscience while
swimming be the same as what anyone else experienced in life? You can think to
as many examples as you want, just like no 2 persons are the same (even when
twins) no 2 consciences could be the same ever.
I explained
here too how afterlife is for stillborn and abortions, just look at my previous
posts, my main goal to write this post is simply to hope that my spouse Michele
may look at this, for simple curiosity or because told of it either by friends or by my treasures who read me here
very often.
Agnostic is
the term that my wife Michele who’ll receive my love forever (alsoafter death), I knew that she had surely emailed this term
to me in an old email to me, I therefore searched my old emails since 2014 (I have them all -
sent/received - since 2003) but given that I couldn’t find it, I had to ask directly to her, once
she told me I made my usual Google search to understand well its meaning and I
must say that it’s a well-chosen word, for the reason that I’d never even
dreamt to become this interested and knowledgeable about the topic of religions
and afterlife.
What I have
to say that the quantum physics are now confirming what Jesus taught about
2.000 years ago, but I like the most is to have now the “scientific proof” that
we all do have the soul (sorry Iacopo) that makes us (personality, experience and logic) continue to exist also after we die here on
earth.
On this
topic maybe one day I’ll post here most of what I know – even if I already put
bits and pieces of it in plenty of my posts – my readers can go to look to my
many links related to the discovery by quantum physics of the soul and the
afterlife too.
However the
bottom line of what I want to say is that the loser in California has
condemned to sure hell not only himself but to a very rough life (and its end) his wife, his mother and his daughter who
will be damning him also as souls, given the Universal Intelligence they’ll
have once they’ll die.
What makes
me shiver is to know that he misunderstood a woman,
who asked for me to be under conservatorship, which truly wasn’t appropriate, but he won’t
do anything about this (and will be forever in his hell) because concerned to lose his face with the court where he lives.
I shiver
even more thinking to the woman who had asked to that some loser to keep me away and under conservatorship;
her hell will be an eternity spent doing what she hates most to the soul of the
man she dislikes the most.
My “bottom
line” could mention people who are conservators themselves, but why waste any
time or any words to tell those damned people what type of eternity they are
looking at? Whether one takes this job just because the mother was doing it already
or because one can’t see any other well rewarded occupation, all that matters
is that their now “scientifically proven” afterlife is going to be spent in hell forever,
wouldn’t any of my readers refer to do the smallest effort to avoid such
eternal punishment?
