I can't tell if it was my superior intelligence or my
connection to the afterlife, but I finally clearly understood the reason why I
lost plenty of my MD because "scared of me"
in fact my conservator has been having issues to find new ones willing to
become my medical practitioner. For the longest time I couldn't believe that an
adult man not at all disabled in any way would possibly be frightened by my
physical presence, I was told - as a possible reason- that it's my posting on
this blog that frightens this type of professionals, but after having looked to
all of my hundreds of texts I had posted here (including the ones I either never posted and
those I had completely deleted) I came to the (obvious) conclusion
that these MD were just scared because of their own absolute absence of any
self-confidence and - not having any reasonable justification for not doing
what I was asking for - decided to express their own fear for my challenges.
Aside that to look for new MD's for me costs money to me for
the time spent doing it by my conservator, I just want to say that I truly wish that
self-confidence could be a good that can be sold for money, I'd be already a
billionaire selling some of mine by the truckload, in addition I've developed
now the ability to "smell" the amount of self-confidence of people I
deal with, in fact it takes few minutes to me to know if someone has any of it,
or there's a black hole in its place.
What's very interesting is that the (few)self-confident MD are all
very rare and expensive to see, so maybe it's going to take some miracle to
happen for me to find a MD not afraid of me and my requests who'll be willing
to see me more than once.
- https://www.psychologytoday.com/basics/fear
- https://hbr.org/2012/12/reclaim-your-creative-confidence
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fear
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