Yesterday my mother called me by phone - as she has been
doing every day - and told me that no way I could have talked with Jesus and on
my side I was confused also by the fact that I had been convinced that Jesus
was sending messages to me through messengers who were talking to me like they
had known me since several years and by my own idea that it was simply my own
logic and intelligence that was telling me things not normally visible or
understandable.
To my own surprise last night I dreamt of Jesus telling me
to do certain things with my blog, in fact I just erased forever my last post
titled G…..damn…. and erased also few other comments about the Ph. D. who put
me in this position.
In fact I'm going to now follow the advice of my conservator
who told me that I should only put my energies into the very person who ruined
my life and sadly this is exactly what I'm going to do from now on.
Besides the kid who ran me over and caused my practical
death, the other person who has ruined my life is only my adored wife Michele,
who has been telling to me every time she could that I just love her as a
result of my injured brain, however when I think about the simple fact that I'm
still alive only because of my love for my children, even if I was clearly warned
that it would have been surely painful, I'm now certain that it isn't my own
intelligence talking to me but the real Jesus Christ who must have some plan
for me while I'm living (as my friend Pat has been telling to me).
In fact I think that I've talked enough already about the
love being only human and God-given, so there is no reason why I shouldn't have
it still for Michele, it has nothing to do with my injured brain, it's part of
my soul and given that I was abandoned by her with my children and by the
ignorance of my sister Anna, I'm sure that it's the reason that explains the
poor psychological assessments I had done in my past.
Therefore, it's time for me to apologize to the last
psychologist who had assessed me and had me imprisoned in conservatorship.
None of all that has happened to me in the last few YEARS
could ever have happened if MY wife (still in front of God) would have stayed with
me.
He (not my own intelligence) told me that I should at least
try to convert her (yeah right!) especially given that real science and its methods are now able to demonstrate the existence of the soul (see links) and its immortality.
I would say that this truly is the biggest difficulty of all
that I've been having since my return to living earth, because of the genetic
make-up that Michele comes from, so I'm only hoping that her love for me can
make this true miracle happen. Could anyone help me by telling to Michele of what I'm saying here please? I can give her contacts if you simply ask to me. Thanks!
- http://www.npr.org/2013/10/09/230756192/a-philosophers-afterlife-we-may-die-but-others-live-on
- http://www.near-death.com/experiences/articles007.html
- http://www.collective-evolution.com/2013/07/05/does-the-afterlife-exist-near-death-experiences-give-us-a-glimpse/
- http://www.stevepavlina.com/articles/life-after-death.htm
- http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2503370/Quantum-physics-proves-IS-afterlife-claims-scientist.html
- http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2013/09/21/the-importance-of-the-afterlife-seriously/?_php=true&_type=blogs&_php=true&_type=blogs&_r=1&
- http://cryptid.hubpages.com/hub/Where-Do-We-Go-When-We-Die
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