(undeniable and) SAD TRUTH

I cannot begin to think to the (large) number of jokes I’d be making IF someone I know would have to survive a situation like the one I’ve been living in for (too many) years, I mean the very individual that made me believe so very much in the “perispinal Enbrel” AND convinced me to write the $1.000 check to go to Argentina to buy some Enbrel for me to have it injected in a very specific location (and patented) in our neck that’s the very (and unique) reason for having been condemned to (too many) years under the “guidance” of first some woman in Ventura who has decided to punish herself by using the Buddhist law of the karma (what goes around comes around) and later (via a donation) given by some heretic Lutheran pastor who very evidently had given the finger to his God showing that he loves pussy way much more than his own God......can’t wait to see what his karma is going to – very soon – make it happen to him....in gratitude.

As I was starting to say the true tragedy (well beyond my tbi) is that the man who got me in very much trouble is now saying that the “inventor” of the Enbrel therapy is a “genial marketer both of himself and his therapy” that’s been very aggressively protected by a legal firm based in Colorado (?) because I was told “that anything having to do with the law there is just like it’s valid here too” (or CO=CAJ).

The reason for this 180 degrees change is that, recently he almost filled a commercial airplane of victims of stroke and TBI to go to Argentina to receive exactly the same P. Enbrel treatment as “developed” by Mr. T. here in CA  – that an Argentinian certain M.D. had been giving for several years already (therefore while CA=CO isn’t like CA=ARJ) I was told that NONE of the “conquistadores” who made this “trip of hope” had’nt any kind of improvement whatsoever, it’s truly impossible to count the number of kicks in this man’s butt may receive from me, because it’s a number so big that it’d take miles of paper just to write it down.

These are now my 2 main concerns:

1.    When my love for this P.E. is when I was talking with Ian a professor of biochemistry at the university in Washington. He is truly so convinced of the “biological efficacy” of this therapy that he’s now leading the project to have this P.E. therapy that he’s the scientific leader of a millions of AU$ campaign to have the FDA in AU approve it and therefore have the Australian stroke victims save the many thousands of their $$ to fly here to receive this “patented treatment”, from its very “inventor” directly.

2.   I fear that my “friend” professor of biochemistry has been driving the efforts to have the FDA of that country (and who has stopped to exchange emails with me saying that “we truly exchanged several dozens of email messages for too long of a time about something that you can experience“ very easily can do by yourself....just go to see Mr. T. who’s very close to you and read again all the info with explanations I’ve  been giving to you over several months to make sure that your never-ending “scientific interest” in it, may finally and let me focus on this campaign for approval.

I also must add (with a smile on my face) that my ex-wife threatened to contact both the CIA and the FBI to go after him, in order to receive this check back that she did receive..........without my ever seeing at least one dime of it........so who’s the thief  now?

IF you care I can go on about my horrible punishment for having done less than nothing, but given that now I might want to include 2 High Court Judges (one not a human being that’s just a very evidently brain injured  who is able to talk, pretends to be a woman by the name and the 2 bags of lard surgically attached to the front of the chest that can defend itself too well for me to even trying to talk in court both directly to it AND in court, when it condemns me to an absurd and very frustrating + costly senseless imprisonment under the total control who re less than 6^th grader compared to my Ph. D. with worldwide experience who ...for some reason have been assigned as conservator not only of my incoming money by of my medical care too, while they simply never even opened a medical book .......plus I’ve been living in a prison cell already, for years, so why lower my standards only to prove a truth...that’s beyond self-evident already?....simply come to court the day that it’s there and form your own opinion of what I just said here) in this post I let the self-preservation law partially win this time J..............

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I’M SORRY DEEPAK

I’m hoping that my readers here do know of my passion for quantum physics....I’ve actually “baptized” Deepak Chopra the new Jesus of this new millennium and my baptizing him again with such an important and historical name (wait for my upcoming post on Jesus.....the warrior). What Jesus-Deepak says in this video – that’s fully changed my understanding of our lives (who are we? Where do we come from? Why are we on this planet? What’s my main living purpose? Why do we measure time, when we well know that past, present and future all exist at the same tie? as Einstein had tried to explain one century ago) Well dear Deepak, I’m very sorry to tell you that we knew already at least 700 years ago that we are gods...as can be clearly both seen and listened to in my second Youtube I post here.

What I actually find it to be almost hilarious is that Dante A. himself had said that his comedy was just the collection of the stories that beggars in the XII (12^th) century were telling to each other........BOY, if I think that the entire Catholic religion has fully embraced what Dante talks about in his comedy AND where the content of the comedy comes from....I truly feel the urge to publish here the reasons why we now have 3 Popes (God’s voice on earth) who resign + the shroud that’s a fake done by another of the geniuses we’ve had in Italy (ex/including me J)  since the beginning of time – at least -  and I think of Pythagoras, who with his partner  Eratosthenes who were able to exactly measure the circumference of our planet, using 2 sticks of wood in the ground in 2 different places that had a very precise distance one from the other, therefore projecting their shades on the ground.....basically by measuring the distance btw. the 2 sticks and the different length or angles of the shades were projection on the ground were able to come up with a measurement that it took almost 18 centuries + the development of space flight + the concoction of satellites to get to the same number.....this is very strictly connected to an upcoming post I’m about to prepare regarding Jesus Christ and what he truly did + the how he became the son of God..... (of course it will all depend by the generosity of your donations......J) Anyway watch the Youtubes here and – if you care at all – simply leave a comment.

 

1. The-human-as-the-image-of-God 
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3. why God (very probably) exists
   
4. Why we made God in our own image
   
5. The human universe: Could we become gods?
   
6. Decline of Christianity in various countries
   

 

  

About the Ten Commandments

Today I woke up with the idea to give my best explanation to prove that we, humans truly are still the chimpanzee we descend from AND that each and every god we’ve ever had......with their own religions attached to them, are simply “constructions made all and only with our minds, intelligence, experience, or education.....including country of origin, language and geographical location on the earth.

Aside from the fact that I had posted already about these commandments in the prehistoric 2016 (April 2^nd)

Mauro Biglino book on the bible

 

 

What had me think of this is the fact that in the past few days I spent of my (totally useless) time, reading the book wrote by Mauro Biglino entitled “the book that will forever change your ideas about the bible” where – just like humans have been trying to do since we started to think/exist – he makes the attempt to explain:

·       where do I come from

·       who am I

·       why do I live

·       what’s my mission in living

·       why am I on this planet named planet earth....some said that it’s derived from both English and German words.... 'eor (th)e/ertha' and 'erde', respectively, which mean ground. But, the handle's creator is unknown. One interesting fact about its name: Earth is the only planet that wasn't named after a Greek or Roman god or goddess. Fundamentally however we (the true gods) wrote these 10 commandments to express a very basic concept, that simply is do not hurt (in any way) others....i.e. other people like me, but let me go through each commandments one by one to make my approach and understanding easier and clearer, when you read:

1.    You shall have no other Gods but me.

I AM GOD........for my own sake,

2.  You shall not make for yourself any idol, nor bow down to it or worship it.

Are you some type of Hitler dad to your kids? AND if anyone else doesn’t respect or recognize me a god......I’ll send you to hell on earth!

3.  You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God.

go to look at one of my past posts about “Aldo Moro” the guy who had the Italian government make a new law that makes it illegal and punishable by law with money anyone who uses the Lord’s name (Dio in Italian)....so stuff like dio porco – god is a pig....Dio cane – God is a dog, but here the variations about the way we Italians can commit the sin of blasphemy are billions, at least....given that after having referred to the Lord as anything dirty, smelly, or even insulting.....we start with his mother (Madonna puttana = Mary... is a whore) and any other saints ever named in the new testament......Basically you can do anything for ANY reason that....as soon as it becomes something you have to think about it........that’s when any Italian born in Italy will start to “bestemmiare” = saying blasphemies, pretty much every breath you take.....or every fart you make........J

4.  You shall remember and keep the Sabbath day holy.

Well, godamned may I have at least one day of the f.....king week to play with my own “procreation instrument?” J J J

5.  Respect your father and mother. Yes, fuck! Who created us, we all you know the HOW J J J? But what may be the reason for doing it, simply to have a “hell of a time” JJ?

6.  You must not kill. Kinda obvious....

7.  You must not commit adultery. Well, I hope I don’t need to say the WHO broke the 7^th commandment.......

8.  You must not steal. I wonder why I immediately think of 2 names -----an M. with a J.shall be certain that hell will be where they’ll end their trip on earth AND will learn how valuable money can be once you are in a coffin 6 feet under, however – as Jesus taught to us all, as long as you are alive, you can always repair your sins, just make things right for the victims you tortured while living.....NOTHING can ever be done from t6 feet underground!

9.  You must not give false evidence against your neighbor.  That’s exactly what the 2 beggars M. + J.  Just did in a superior court of the USA.

10.     You must not be envious of your neighbor's goods. You shall not be envious of his house nor his wife, nor anything that belongs to your neighbor. TAH, DAAAAHHHH

 

 

1. Thou shalt not commit adultery 
2. Seven deadly sins
   

 

 

IT’S TAKEN 3 THREE POPES TO RESIGN....

 

Kinda sadly – after having searched for it in the Italian plus American Youtubes, I can only guess that maybe some general of the Vatican Empire must have made the YouTube I saw after the day while I was looking for the “right You tube video” to post in my blog in Italian, in fact that’s when I saw Pope Francesco in front of the shroud stating that the Shroud remains to be holy for him “ given that for many centuries and so many people came to prayed for it in the complete belief that it’s truly the cloth where Jesus was wrapped after his death on the cross....” I immediately thought in my injured head that this pope must know quantum physics and this explains – I believe -  the reason why he pretty much got kicked out of his papacy, but then I immediately thought....wait a minute if the “voce of god on earth says something like this, what’s the difference  between the shroud and Jesus itself? My god if it takes few centuries and few thousands of people to make the shroud to remain to be holy.....what would be the difference if for 2.000 years billions’ of people who prayed believing that Jesus himself was truly the “son of god”.

This immediately put together what I thought it was part of my being for only 2 months in a coma what I decided for it to be a full dream produced by being in a coma, in fact all I can very clearly remember isn’t Jesus for sure.....in fact I can remember is some kind of an eagle looking bird flying behind me irradiating me/my soul (not my consciousness that the quantum physicists prefer to call it instead....our mind IS our soul....please don’t confuse one with the other anymore!!) with the purest and immense LOVE.

In reality Jesus Christ had plenty other names....somebody counted them all to say that Jesus had 12 different names above and beyond the other main one.... “Yeshua” like i.e.

1.    Lord

2.  Master

3.  Logos

4.  Son of God

5.  Son of man

6.  Son of David

7.  Lamb of God

8.  Second Adam

9.  Light of the World

10.   King of the Jews

11. Rabboni and Rabbi

12. Jesus Nazarene

Then There are other names or references in the New Testament like “I am” or “I’m the bread” or eklelegmenos or Enoch.....etc...etc....in other words, depending on the disciple who wrote part of the New Testament, you can easily find different other names that can have roots in the Greek, Latin or Hebrew, depending on who wrote it.

Anyway, now that the entire world knows that he “holy shroud” is nothing more than a photographic experiment done by Leonardo D.V. I cannot say how many hundreds of years before photography was even invented and commercially used by whoever had sufficient money to buy a camera....

The one who everyone belied him to be the “son of god” was in reality no more than one of the dozens of people who fought for the independence of Palestine, that was “awarded “its independence right only after the end of WWII or in 1948.....well you can say that the martyrdom & crucifixion of Nazarene (only because born in Nazareth) was the standard system used by the Roman Empire to punish any independentists who in that time, in particular this one when this Nazareth guy and his band of 12 outlaws, later named “disciples” was truly creating havoc pretty much wherever the power of their dominator – the Roman Empire was bringing its dominion – power ship – if you just think of the assault to the markets and to the gold and argent he did with his “band of disciples”, you may form the idea of the kind of outlaw this Jesus was, after, just think about the immense power and influence from the Roman Empire has even today...just count the number of museums around the world and the know that each and everyone of them contains at least 10% dedicated to the ancient romans with their empire....in 2.000 years people never thought to give the power of vote in any type of elections to women, the roman empire had done this already, the pleasure for music, well prepared and cooked meals, the appreciation of marble used in building that’s used pretty much all over the world.....I can’t remember which government building used the marble extracted from Carrara, in Italy used mainly to give the impression of an institutional type of building (maybe a bank in Chicago?).

Nevertheless – just like Pope Francesco explained (maybe too well) it’s been ONLY thanks to us people that the semi-criminal guy born in Nazareth has become the “son of god who could even make miracles.....

n fact it’s been just since 1943 Palestine is an independent State.

BUT let me take a step behind, or whoever came up with the “story of Jesus and all of miracles he made?  Well just think to the last emperor of Rome – Constantine I – who organized the Nicea council that had as to address the entire body of believers. It was convened by this emperor to resolve the controversy of Arianism.  We can say that basically Jesus became who’s been in the last 2.000 years the son of god primarily because with his (totally made up) story, very much money could be saved telling the story of Jesus by the Roman Empire, nothing more.....nothing less.

B.T.W. it was clear by that time that “exporting” to other dominions (countries) what this Jesus guy was going around “preaching”, it was saving billions of sesterces  when the Vatican (Empire) was formed as the carbon copy of the Roman one.....the real and only emperor of such empire are, the Popes who command it and through charitable trips (using the Vatican’s private jet) around the world, simply to bring God’s word AND collect the millions of local currency collected by the various dioceses (dominions) around the world....No wonder the Vatican’s banks are the most solid and fruitful of the world.....the only HUGE obstacle is that ONLY the residents of the Vatican Empire can use them......in Italy there was some scandal that involved Roberto Calvi who decided to put his money in one of the Vatican’s banks, I remember this well because it had happened in the 70ies or when I was a teenager with the involvement of this Calvi, who happened to be a fairly famous banker himself.....but you can look at this story in one of the links here at the bottom.

Anyway, all I’m trying to say here is that between all the popes (voice of God here  on earth) who simply resigned... (What? Does God have bronchitis now?), the Shroud that’s just an experiment that Leonardo D. V. did about 500 years ago and Jesus who turns out fully made up by Constantine I at the Nicaea council, I believe that those who are saying that the Vatican Empire will be completely gone by the year 2030 are fairly optimistic, the way I see it this empire that drove people to be murdered by the thousands with the crusades and/or murdered dozens of heretics – who were burnt alive to proclaim they were Saints few months later– I don’t think that the Vatican Empire is going to be still around much more than 10/15 years.

1.  Did historical Jesus really exist?
2. Brothers of Jesus
   
3. What Archaeology Is Telling Us About the Real Jesus
   
4. Leonardo Da Vinci and the Shroud of Turin
   
5. Was Turin Shroud faked by Leonardo da Vinci?
   
6. Christ myth theory
   

And now the one that totally changed my mind

WHAT TIME IS IT?

this is a movie clip from maybe the first movie that described very well some of the fundamental concepts of Quantum physics, this movie called Lucy is surely a 5+ stars in my personal movies list....I strongly recommend that you all  watch it.

OK here’s another idea that I cannot fully grasp.....

The only thing that doesn't make me feel stupid, ignorant or brain injured (the worst)....

What makes me feel a bit better is even the great A. Einstein once said that time doesn’t exist, and now we have the quantum physicists who tell us that after we die we go in the “eternal NOW where time doesn’t exist, so everything happens at the same time....past, present and future are all in the same instant, but here’s where I get totally confused.....how can you go forever to hell and be punished for centuries, over centuries, if it’s always the same moment???

Is it just because you can see time moving forward here on earth that you can realize and think “oh my!, several centuries must have gone by.......electric cars are all over the world! And carton box size nuclear generators to energize a single family home... FUCK ME!!....I passed over too soon.....”

I do know that when your soul is in purgatory, you can at least have the idea of the “how much longer before I go to heaven” BUT what if you end up in hell or (much worse J) go to  true heaven?

Well, readers here are my answers to these questions  so hang in hereJ...

The fact is simply, that after you die, the body stays here to decompose....in the earth....with the help of a bunch of nasty maggots L.....HOWEVER:

·       When something hurts you, there can’t be any time you can count; it hurts for how long it hurts.... all you are focused on is “when will this (motherfucker) give me a break?” and from there, there’s no way you can count how many minutes or hours, years, decades it takes for your howl, howl to go away, i.e. pain has no time.....

·       On the same line of thinking, how can anyone
measure how long was the great fun you just had?

o  You were enjoying it as long as it lasted (not a moment more):

o  Once done.....you can maybe remember it, BUT ONLY if you are really good AND you can/could re-create both the mental and physical feelings you just experienced, but after a couple of days, all will be removed from your memories forever.

That’s when I asked to myself: “wait a minute, how come you see (perceive/detect) all the souls of those in heaven already, waiting in line in order to come back here to live here on earth in and “reincarnate” into another (new) body, to live again a completely new/different  life (from birth to death) filled with all the  pains, disappointments and all the other crap our lives are typically made out of? (this really a very good question).

Bottom line is that while it’s true that you love your continued existence IF and WHEN you are in your heaven (only!) you CAN live again (re-live) your great times of fun and joy BUT......it’s just like going to a theater to watch the latest great action-movie (with Tom Cruise?).

Sure you get excited and almost become part of the actions in the movie (both violent and/or romantic). BUT.....at the end of the movie, you are going to walk out of the theater and.......if you are lucky you can drink some soda or go to eat in a cool restaurant (maybe the outback?) with the friends who came with you to watch the movie....

This is the exact and only reason why so many “heavenly souls” desire so much to come back to live yet another life, most probably filled with pain, disappointments, very hard work....in simpler words a new life full of shit!

Now, it’s very clear that mine is the point of view of  the agnostic I was born to be, like I’m sure that when a pope (Vatican’s emperor) dies he’ll meet directly with God itself, see all the angels flying around while he receives the (so called) “final judgement”.... far away from the souls of the Jewish people who don’t believe in the reality of Jesus.....as proven by the “holy shroud” (today proven to be one of the plenty Leonardo’s masterpieces....J

1. https://www.livescience.com/1339-travel-time-scientists.html
2.  https://www.space.com/21675-time-travel.html
3. https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-018-04558-7
4. https://www.sciencefriday.com/segments/a-case-for-why-time-may-just-not-exist/

NOW IT'S TIME.....

Now that 3 popes (God's voice on earth) have resigned, the time has come to say what's been in my (injured) brain.
My readers certainly do know (or have understood at least)of my opinion about the vatican (empire......I always say) AND of great passion for the quantum sciences.

I want to say that my having said - when I came out of my (2 months long) coma - to have seen and made an agreement with Jesus Christ to return to living earth, has given to me a (little) superior amount of interest (especially among the religious/catholic people).

HOWEVER (probably because of my brain being injured) I've been reading several websites (mainly Italian) that talk about the (soon to come) end of the entire christianissimus and of its empire (Vatican) too.

Right after having become familiar with what those people predict, I happened to see an Italian Youtube where pope francesco was saying that the "holy shroud" remained to be holy - in his opinion - simply because "so many people, for so many centuries made it holy.

My first thought went straight to the surprise to hear that this "new pope" was familiar with what quantum physics has been trying to explain.....BUT, right after my (injured) brain went to apply the exact same logic to Jesus Christ....I said to myself.....wait a minute the shroud remains to be holy after few centuries and thousands of people, BUT what about Jesus himself? I mean, talk about the number of people (b/millions) and the length of time (2.000 years) it may have taken to make this Jesus to become "the son of God"?

That's exactly when several memories/ideas came back to my mind, I'm simply going to list them here with the warning that they come from a brain injured man who is unable to manage money (as a couple of idiots/judges felt it to be safe to determine):

• Jesus Nazarenus (NOT Christ!) was nothing else than a fighter for the independence of Palestine - under the domination of the Roman Empire

Jesus was creating havoc in plenty "holy jewish locations", in markets, in political buildings and in the banks of those times.
This Jesus guy wasn't fighting for the indepence of his country all alone/by himself, in fact his "band" was composed, by him (jesus Nazarenus) as the leader and 12 other guys from all over the place.....mainly fishermen, if not shepherds too, none of them outlaws in any way......Jesus was the one who was exciting them to go outside of the (roman) law.

As a matter of fact once the Roman governor of Palestine (Ponzio Pilato) condemned this Jesus N. to the punishment usually given to people who were fighting just like this Jesus and his band (of 12 apostles), I believe it to be important to mention that Pilate simply used very well known a laws to punish that group of outlaws.....so - if anything - he's the one to remember with some respect.

Now, let me end my post with explaining the whole story of Jesus N. making miracles, resurrecting and about his mother being "forever a virgin😄

In fact - the story of Jesus has been totally made up by the Roman Empire (the super-power of those times) during the Nicea council by the last roman empire emperor = Constantine I.

It just so happens that the Empire had learned that by "exporting" some of the ideas from Jesus and his band (i.e. we are all brothers + when you receive a slap on one cheek, offer the other one I'm God, no, his son, no I'm God...his son....god...son...god....son...etc.. etc...) the costs to the empire became very small, given that "everyone is brother to the other" or that violence (= slapping someone's face) is sinful, the savings both in gold and well trained - and armed - centurions became minimal AND gave to the roman empire a good reason to make this "new strategy/religion" as "worldwide" as possible...given those times....

In looking (and reading) a bit more about Mary - the mother of this Jesus - I found it pretty easy to learn that the fact that she had claimed that to impregnate her, it had been  the "holy spirit" is pretty normal even today....I mean is any father who reads me here be surprised at all that his 12 y/o daughter would come home claiming that someone from "another world or that the holy spirit "impregnated" her?

If it was me......talk about sharpening every knife I have now, I had and that I'm going to have sooner than later.....😠 Than if you add the fact that this virgin Mary, had 12 other kids - none of them a God's child, all I can think is that this very young Mary had a true passion for c..ks......man! what a wh.re was this "always virgin" Mary....talk about having a d..k passion, what I like the most is that in "my country" to say anything bad or negative related to Mary (the mother of Christ) is considered a bad blasphemy (bestemmia) thanks to that guy who to be "friend of the pope" (= emperor of the vatican empire) became victim of the "red brigades" (brigate rosse) that were trying to bring the communism in the most catholic country in the world....(good luck!).

But let me waste a couple of words regarding the almost complete (100%) presence of Catholics in Italy, in fact I can say with utmost confidence that at least since the 50ies well into the 80ies in every newborn area of any hospital in the entire country, a priest was walking around to sprinkle with "holy water" each and every baby he could see - obviously without ever asking to the parents what their religion was = you are born in Italy, therefore you've got to be a Christian!....no question asked to anybody......that's it, you best believe in that fighter for the independence of Palestine or......you'll go to fu...king hell h.....Goddamn!!!OK, now please feel free to donate to my blasphemy......and never forget to make your charitable donation.....before I think of something else to post here.....along these same lines !

1. https://www.christianitytoday.com/ct/2018/december-web-only/mary-not-quite-so-contrary-protestants-catholics.html
2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perpetual_virginity_of_Mary
3. https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/21/opinion/sunday/Christianity-Philip-Yancey.html
4. https://www.ncronline.org/news/theology/can-you-question-virgin-birth-and-still-be-christian
5. http://www.badnewsaboutchristianity.com/de0_mary.htm