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Monday, November 17, 2014

HELL

I put here the perfect /youtube where the researcher Bob Olson explains - while talking about suicide - what hell is about and that's consistent with my description of where our souls end up after the separation from the body (death), in fact I cannot imagine anything worse than regretting in eternity having terminated our own life and by doing so the immense pain and sorrow caused to those who love us, so look at this really "eye opening" video


Sunday, November 16, 2014

TIME TRAVEL EXPLAINS THE MULTIVERSE

Very much to my own amazement I just found out why quantum mathematics (and physics) now can prove the existence of several universes in the same space (but NOT TIME) and I post here - as I always do - a video Youtube and few links in support of my renouncement:



  1. http://www.technologyreview.com/view/424073/multiverse-many-worlds-say-physicists/
  2. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiverse
  3. http://www.paranoiamagazine.com/2013/02/time-travel-and-the-multiverse-many-worlds-many-timelines/
  4. http://www.time-loops.net/Paradox.htm
I guess that I've been always correct about my intelligence getting even better after my TBI, but stay tuned because a new post will come here talking about my renewed connection with God - our creator - and the human brain.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

I REALIZE

I realized and must admit that I posted too many times religious/Catholic thoughts that I constantly have, simply for my encounter with our Creator and the agreement I made about my survival.
Therefore, I’m going to place here the Youtube of my latest and current addiction, because when I am not thinking of God, I do have plenty time to entertain myself and I also very recently found out that I don’t need to pay Netflix for a monthly subscription, when for a fraction of its monthly cost I can both rent for 2 or 3 days or even forever own movies online in my Amazon account, so I just put here a short video of what I cannot stop watching day after day, that my adored life companion Michele isn't able to watch by herself, I guess because she is too busy feeling guilty about what she has been doing both to herself and me, our treasures included.

I can only say that I hope and pray (= focus my mind) to rejoin my family by this coming Christmas that will bring wonderful gifts to each of us as one united family again.


Monday, November 10, 2014

A FOURTH HIPOTHESYS

I take the idea of how to label this post from my philosopher friend Iacopo who declares himself to be a true atheist, even if from what I can understand from what he publishes (and thinks and does) he seems to me that he has true catholic principles.
Now, let’s set on a side that I’m a true and fervent creationist, both from my Italian origins and from my Near Death Experience while in a coma, let me try to give an explanation objective enough that it could be accepted as valid/true even by true atheists like Iacopo.
As everyone can expect, I have conducted my own deep research, I watched movies, read books and exchanged emails with plenty thinkers on this matter all over the world (the beauty of email).
So here is my conclusion in the bullet point form that makes it easy both for you the reader and me the writer:
  • God (or a God) did create us humans and provided us with the brain, that nobody can imagine what is capable of, in fact:
    • We use about 10% of it’s capacity
    • We are just starting to map it, in hope to understand it a little better
    • I have been saying that it’s the “antenna receiver” that puts us in contact with our Creator (God)
    • When used at a fraction of a  % above the standard, it gives the capacity to make real miracles happen (what science cannot explain, because not repeatable nor measurable)
  • The above makes it logical to understand why the only reason to pray God isn’t to “activate” Him (our Creator) to address our needs, but to focus our own mind/brain into what we desire and pray for.
  • It’s now absolutely fascinating to me that “real science” has discovered what every religion has been teaching for at least 2K years and what even prehistoric humans drew tens of thousands of years ago in caves in the south of France (or the great hunts that the already deceased people were having after they had died – in heaven maybe??).
For us humans to have a brain with the mind and the soul with afterlife are the strongest evidences that we were indeed created by the God (as we say) creator of this universe with the Milky Way, the solar system with our planet earth in it, I do invite any of my readers here to watch the documentary entitled “Expelled” that describes pretty well the “battle” currently going on between Darwinists (like Michele) and creationists (like me).
I just want to add that I was wrong when I said to have made an agreement with Jesus to survive my mortal accident, given that the entity I had made the agreement with, to remain alive was surely my own soul – with all my knowledge and life experience – maybe it’s Iacopo who hit this nail on the head (he was right). On the other side we shouldn't forget the concept of the Trinity always expressed with the sign of the cross on the chest when walking into a Catholic church.
In fact by saying:”in the name of the father (1), the son (2) and the Holy Spirit (3) we just say that these are all parts of the same entity, no wonder I cannot remember having seen Jesus in making my agreement.
Now, even if according to Erik (and his gang of neuropsy.) with Anna and Michele, once the brain is injured it cannot learn or logically think ever again like before the injury, I've been studying the new quantum science (physics and mathematics) very much for the claim that it’s now possible to clearly (and mathematically) demonstrate the existence of a God creator, what makes me smile is also the new idea of our universe being part of a multiverse, therefore – in some way – changing the importance of “our God”, because either there exist more than one, or “our God” is way more omnipotent than we could ever imagine J. (hope it’s clear I don't believe in this idea).
I just want to conclude by saying that:
  1. it’s going to be just ourselves (in form of soul) that decide where we will spend eternity
  2. hell is just our own soul (=ourselves)being forever regretful for mistakes (or bad things) done against others seen and clearly understood as we pass on – since that is when we can see our entire life like a documentary – if we see/realize that we never did anything to repair our wrongs, that’s where we will end up.
  3. I know that I said here before that the hell described by Dante A. isn't too accurate (his, was simply a collection of the “word of the streets” in Italy during the 13th century) but I truly cannot imagine a worse hell than the one of a soul regretting forever the wrongs done against others while living life here on earth.
Later I will talk about femininity vs. masculinity (A), world economy (B), marrying a loser (ha!)- (C), off springs generation (D) [“grow and multiply” as God commands in the bible] you can repair your mistakes done against me and my treasures. Given that you do know well what mistakes I’m referring to, I suggest that to die (or pass over) with regrets is a sure way to end up forever in hell.
Now, I am sure that anybody can spend some time to verify and check my statements here; it just takes patience, time and a good internet connection with the knowledge to make well pointed Google searches.
Have a good time!!


  1. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/charles-j-reid-jr/god-and-the-multiverse_b_5652406.html
  2. http://carm.org/atheism-and-the-multiverse
  3. http://www.icr.org/article/hiding-from-god-multiverse/
  4. http://www.amazon.com/God-Multiverse-Humanitys-Expanding-Cosmos/dp/1616149701
  5. http://www.bethinking.org/is-there-a-creator/fine-tuning-the-multiverse-theory
  6. http://www.prometheusbooks.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&products_id=2222



Monday, October 20, 2014

LITTLE MORE ON DARWINISM

I certainly do not want to belittle Michele's beliefs; I simply want to post here few concepts that give a good idea about the inadequacy to be a Darwinist now. I can only think that for Michele to be a Darwinist (much like the Nazism was) is to counterbalance her conceptual refusal to the idea that God does exist, even if not the good father as described by Jesus Christ, who - as I said already - said this just to make himself clearly understood by Palestinian shepherds 2.000 years ago. Without spending too many words of my own to describe and explain what I think of these Darwin followers, I just post below few links to consistent websites with "the perfect Youtube" for this purpose.


  1. https://www.marxists.org/archive/bebel/1899/04/darwin.htm
  2. http://www.harunyahya.com/en/Articles-by-our-friends/172467/ignorance-and-islamophobia-in-eastern
  3. http://www.evolutionnews.org/2007/07/ocd_darwinists_chasing_tennis003874.html
  4. http://www.antievolution.org/wre_dogdar.html
  5. http://www.nytimes.com/2009/02/10/science/10essa.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0




Friday, October 17, 2014

AFTER DEATH SCIENCE



I have been posting here that I am a true creationist and believe in God, but given that I am a good friend (and former husband) with atheists, I have been trying to think as they do to understand their reason for not believing in the existence of a Supreme Being creator of everything.
In my attempt to give to Michele (my eternal love and strong Darwinist), something to enjoy and think about, I recently gifted her of these books that treat this "newly discovered matter" (well known by Catholicism and many other religions since at least 2,000 years).
Mankind has a soul formed by our personality with the living experiences that continue to exists well beyond it leaves the body here on earth after death, once our souls pass to the next form of existence.
They review their entire lives with a superior level of critical knowledge that is the basis for the decision about where to continue to exist forever (or in eternity).
As I have been saying I believe in reincarnation and in the concept of Heaven, also called in my mother tongue "terrestrial Paradise" and it is based on this belief that I'm confident that my soul (freed of my broken body) will reincarnate in the perfect body I used to have for about 40 years and never have to suffer or worry about anything again.
When I see videos of NDE survivors who always state they are not afraid of death anymore, I cannot stop thinking of my deal with our Supreme Creator when I chose, rather than remain in the afterlife, to return on living earth - even if told that it would have been painful - for my love for my treasures.
Just thinking of my treasures makes my pain - especially when very bad - dissipate in a smile very quickly; I have no reason to desire or strongly accelerate my own "passing over" just to avoid any pain or difficulty while missing to be present at the growing up of both my treasures.
My own dad explained to me - few months before he died - that it is not very strange for a dad to love his children so much, even if they are not formed in his own body, I always thought - in fact - that the connection between a mother and her child should be much stronger than the one with the father, but my dear dad explained very clearly to me that there is no difference at all and based on my own experience I do agree.
  1. http://www.strangenotions.com/the-case-for-life-after-death/
  2. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/10/08/life-after-death-science_n_5945000.html
  3. http://health.howstuffworks.com/diseases-conditions/death-dying/life-after-death.htm
  4. http://mojaafryka.weebly.com/life-after-death.html
  5. http://www.thelightbeyond.com/life_after_death_hope_in_a_time_of_sorrow.html