Aside from
the fact that my accident had me lose everything I ever loved, worked and was
passionate about, what hurts me more than the too many other losses is that I
lost my very best friend (Michele) whom I used to talk for several hours
each day about pretty much everything i.e.
·
work,
our children/treasures
·
their education with their friends
·
ways to spend their free time
·
“important”
expenses of something to buy for our home
·
Where
to go for the upcoming vacations (mine and our children’s)
·
Clothes
to buy for everyone
I must stop
my list here because this list would be too long, in other words Michele and I
were like one only mind in two different bodies and this is what made our
partnership very strong and special.
She truly
was my very best friend to the point that not only we used to talk about all
that ever came to our minds, but in a way we could somehow read our minds too,
or we often would start to say something that we just got in mind and my spouse
(Michele) would immediately say “I was just
thinking the same”, it was just like both our minds were interconnected,
therefore there wasn’t any need to talk to each other, all was already in both
of our thoughts without the need to express it with words.
Obviously -
since I’m a man and Michele is and will always be a beautiful woman – some differences
between us both did exist, but mostly genetic (instinctual) and never got in the way of our perfect
connection.
In short
one of my biggest and most painful losses is Michele, the very best friend I
ever had, who together with my job (work), physical fitness, wealth and
connections with friends and family - all over the world – have been making them
what made me choose to end my life ASAP.
Truth is
that while in the coma, during my NDE I met with Jesus Christ (probably a projection
of my beliefs) to
agree to survive the accident (even if in pain) for the love I have for my two treasures.
- http://www.fathersforgood.org/ffg/en/month/wife_bestfriend.html
- my-best-friend-kcon/
- http://simplemarriage.net/should-your-spouse-be-your-best-friend/
- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/01/09/married-people-happier_n_6436420.html
- http://www.yourtango.com/2014234914/shes-my-best-friend-so-i-love-you-means-a-lot-in-our-marriage
- http://www.experienceproject.com/groups/Love-My-Wife-And-She-Is-My-Best-Friend/146919
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