My connection with the Universal intelligence had me
understand the reason of my accident that kind of upset me, I had
broken the second commandment: 2. You shall not
make for yourself any idol (finally I was
president of a great company), it was just my own intelligence, conscience (or my God) that was
focused on keeping me in balance.
Only my conscience/God/Universal intelligence knows what my
life would be now without any accident and practical death, but I really doubt
that my cheating on Michele could have lasted more than few days, very much
also because of the presence of our treasures, whom I'd never have them live
through such a dishonor.
And this brings me to talk about suicide, in fact by mistake
I bought on eBay a movie titled Jack that's about the story of Dr. suicide, or Jack Kevorkian, followed by few PBS videos on the Final
Exit Network (few links below) that reinforced beyond what's possible my determination
to never try to do that for my immense love for my children/treasures and for
my firm belief that to die by suicide is to take the fastest way to eternal
hell, where you forever regret what you could have done different or more if
you had chosen to live rather than die. Since the Villa - where I've been
living - has decided not to let me live here anymore they surely have no
interest that I'd never want to commit suicide, but what counts for me is that
my treasures will never have to live through such a horror, especially since
they have been living through something very similar (I had died in 2005 for
their mother).
- http://www.finalexitnetwork.org/Home.html
- http://www.worldrtd.net/organization/final-exit-network
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Final_Exit_Network
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