RESULTS

Not only today I met a very experienced and pleasant psychiatrist who's going to try to resolve in a positive way my anger for all I've lost for my  TBI (that's been putting my anger level to a 9.99 on a 0 to 10 scale) by having me make the attempt to put my trust on someone who may have experience in dealing with cases like mine but made me also realize that having a conservator isn't as bad as I used to believe because having been abandoned by both my own real sister in Italy and my always adored life companion (temporarily my former wife and forever mother of my treasures) nobody else could have put the heart (and intelligence + experience) in taking care of me with my (now unfairly reduced) wealth.

The main result of this meeting is that - aside from still feeling humiliated for having all my money accounts closed and being forced to survive with a monthly charity that wouldn't suffice to anybody with half of a brain (mine is still at least 80% of the superior one I had) and still wishing an eternity in hell to the soul of the Oxnard fearful who decided that's best for himself (only) to be safe, rather than say anything different from what highly regarded specialists in the same field had previously assessed of me - I'm now looking forward and with my mind open to have my conservator find an expert who might be able to have me put less of my anger about my current situation and focus more on what's coming (that can only be better than what my life has become). I must say that talking with this psychiatrist had a very pleasant and calming effect on me, his last advise to me was "to do things with style, as any Italian usually does", therefore now I'm not dreaming anymore to terminate the "offenders" with an hatchet but I'll  keep a distance only using the law☺

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