I’m going to try to explain to my readers here several
things I have finally understood and clarified in my mind and I’m going to do
it in the clearest way possible, by itemization:- Enbrel
for TBI recovery: My former Ventura neighbor Ralph used to be very
correct in saying that the neurological recovery that can be given by
reducing the inflammation of the injured brain even many years after the
TBI is impossible, if it was really true why wouldn't it be used by any MD
with patients like me and why wouldn't be FDA approved already? I've been
calling TBI the epidemic (plague) of this second millennium, so why in the
world wouldn't our President, or anyone with lots of money fund the trials
to end this plague and go to history forever, just like Madam Curie? Any
MD to whom I've been begging on my knees to receive this treatment would
have surely given it to me, no matter if FDA approved already or not, they
all must have taken the Hippocratic oath, i.e. swore to help patients no
matter what. Are all of my MD in mortal sin for having betrayed their professional
oath?
- Revenge:
I was taught that Jesus said that revenge is wrong and that everyone shall be forgiven, just as His Father does with everyone, no matter the
sin. I've asked this question to several real priests and since no one
ever gave any reply to me, I must take that my question about God-self
being revengeful with examples of the Jewish nation having been at war
since its beginning thousands of years ago, the holocaust that sacrificed
millions of Jews by the Nazis and the war still ongoing in that area where
billions of our tax-payers money keeps being spent, must be impossible to
answer because it’s a sarcastic question, like when you ask if the color
of milk is white. Therefore my taking wild revenge on all of those who humiliated and mistreated me for these many years, is going to be a God-approved activity.
- My
deal with Jesus: While in a coma I met Jesus Christ and agreed to
remain alive for my love to my children/treasures, even if with pain
let’s forget about the fact that there exist no possible way to treat (or
reduce) the pain of losing a beloved wife with adored children (called treasures), the possibility to
earn money with a job I like to do, saving money, buy a home, few cars and
spend time on vacation with my family around this world (unique in this
universe), what kind of deal have I ever made with Jesus? I’m certainly
here alive, but I can’t see that the other party of my deal is being
truthful to the agreement made, how can the word “pain” include the
irreparable loss of everything I ever lived for? Can any of my readers try
to explain to me this “irrational” concept?
I’m just going to end my post of today with few links and
Youtubes about something that can’t find an explanation in my injured mind and
it’s about the reason why Jesus (God made into man) decided to die crucified to
“free men from sin”.
No matter how much I research and read about this I cannot
figure out what sin He freed us from, we still have wars, murders, death
penalty, abortions etc…, etc… etc....
The only one sin I can think of is the one that mankind can
use the tremendous powers of the brain to make horrible things happen to others
(like my former boss - G. Zanatta - whose hate to me for my untimely resignation to join
Deckers had my accident happen), that truly makes me question if the death on
the cross of Jesus truly liberated all human kind from sin forever.
Please don’t be offended anyone, just remember that my brain
is injured and illogic to the point that a Ph. D. (in fear AND cock-meat sandwiches) had me put under the conservatorship of a young girl who must take care of all of
my money, so I’m just angry for this PLUS that I can’t live with the family I
created myself (with the help of God) and I can’t receive any help to return to
be the producer of wealth and joy for my own family.
- http://www.gotquestions.org/why-Jesus-die.html
- http://www.gci.org/disc/07-whydie
- http://carm.org/christianity/christian-doctrine/why-did-jesus-have-die-our-sins
- http://www.cbn.com/spirituallife/churchandministry/evangelism/Gowen-Dennis_Jesus_Die_Cross.aspx
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