What many don’t know is that I was born the permanent winner
in every fight or war I ever engaged in and while this isn’t at all easy nor
pleasant in any way to fight, I’m absolutely sure and very confident that I’ll
win it like any other before.
What’s getting in the way of making a clean and fair fight
is my furious anger against the clear unfairness used to deal with me and my
logic demands, but I’m very motivated to keep my fight constant and full of
energy with determination is that while I’m fighting for my own welfare and
freedom I’m fighting also for the future of my treasures, who – as I said here
before already – are the very reason why I’m still alive here fighting for
what’s right for us all.
I’m therefore somewhat puzzled by the behavior of those who
know me well and who have known me for several years because it should be very
clear for them that I have NEVER LOST ANY BATTLE in my life, so they should know
very well how this one will end (no mater how long it will take).
In a way I’m not even too bothered to be forced to fight so
much because it’s going to be something valuable for my treasures to see and
later remember, I really see this as the one thing I’ve done to be remember
with pride for.
It’s very true that this is the hardest and harshest fight I
ever had to have, it’s also full of sadness, grief and sorrow mainly because
I’m forced to fight it against my own sister and my still very beloved
ex-wife/mother of our treasures.
As I’m writing this post I’m also dreaming that when both of
them will read it, something “magic” will happen for them to give me back my
dignity and personal freedom, even if not at all required by this warrior,
who’s going to fully win very soon to conquer back again what’s been stolen from
me in a time of weakness.
Like my dad used to say:” we’ll see what it will be of this
battle and when the time will be right the victory will be celebrated by the
righteous winner.
Any doubt who that will be?
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