Carlo Lingiardi

Monday, June 22, 2020

WHAT TIME IS IT?

this is a movie clip from maybe the first movie that described very well some of the fundamental concepts of Quantum physics, this movie called Lucy is surely a 5+ stars in my personal movies list....I strongly recommend that you all watch it.

OK here’s another idea that I cannot fully grasp.....

The only thing that doesn't make me feel stupid, ignorant or brain injured (the worst)....

What makes me feel a bit better is even the great A. Einstein once said that time doesn’t exist, and now we have the quantum physicists who tell us that after we die we go in the “eternal NOW where time doesn’t exist, so everything happens at the same time....past, present and future are all in the same instant, but here’s where I get totally confused.....how can you go forever to hell and be punished for centuries, over centuries, if it’s always the same moment???

Is it just because you can see time moving forward here on earth that you can realize and think “oh my!, several centuries must have gone by.......electric cars are all over the world! And carton box size nuclear generators to energize a single family home... FUCK ME!!....I passed over too soon.....”

I do know that when your soul is in purgatory, you can at least have the idea of the “how much longer before I go to heaven” BUT what if you end up in hell or (much worse J) go to true heaven?

Well, readers here are my answers to these questions so hang in hereJ...

The fact is simply, that after you die, the body stays here to decompose....in the earth....with the help of a bunch of nasty maggots L.....HOWEVER:

· When something hurts you, there can’t be any time you can count; it hurts for how long it hurts.... all you are focused on is “when will this (motherfucker) give me a break?” and from there, there’s no way you can count how many minutes or hours, years, decades it takes for your howl, howl to go away, i.e. pain has no time.....

· On the same line of thinking, how can anyone
measure how long was the great fun you just had?

o You were enjoying it as long as it lasted (not a moment more):

o Once done.....you can maybe remember it, BUT ONLY if you are really good AND you can/could re-create both the mental and physical feelings you just experienced, but after a couple of days, all will be removed from your memories forever.

That’s when I asked to myself: “wait a minute, how come you see (perceive/detect) all the souls of those in heaven already, waiting in line in order to come back here to live here on earth in and “reincarnate” into another (new) body, to live again a completely new/different life (from birth to death) filled with all the pains, disappointments and all the other crap our lives are typically made out of? (this really a very good question).

Bottom line is that while it’s true that you love your continued existence IF and WHEN you are in your heaven (only!) you CAN live again (re-live) your great times of fun and joy BUT......it’s just like going to a theater to watch the latest great action-movie (with Tom Cruise?).

Sure you get excited and almost become part of the actions in the movie (both violent and/or romantic). BUT.....at the end of the movie, you are going to walk out of the theater and.......if you are lucky you can drink some soda or go to eat in a cool restaurant (maybe the outback?) with the friends who came with you to watch the movie....

This is the exact and only reason why so many “heavenly souls” desire so much to come back to live yet another life, most probably filled with pain, disappointments, very hard work....in simpler words a new life full of shit!

Now, it’s very clear that mine is the point of view of the agnostic I was born to be, like I’m sure that when a pope (Vatican’s emperor) dies he’ll meet directly with God itself, see all the angels flying around while he receives the (so called) “final judgement”.... far away from the souls of the Jewish people who don’t believe in the reality of Jesus.....as proven by the “holy shroud” (today proven to be one of the plenty Leonardo’s masterpieces....J

Thursday, June 18, 2020

NOW IT'S TIME.....

Now that 3 popes (God's voice on earth) have resigned, the time has come to say what's been in my (injured) brain.
My readers certainly do know (or have understood at least)of my opinion about the vatican (empire......I always say) AND of great passion for the quantum sciences.

I want to say that my having said - when I came out of my (2 months long) coma - to have seen and made an agreement with Jesus Christ to return to living earth, has given to me a (little) superior amount of interest (especially among the religious/catholic people).

HOWEVER (probably because of my brain being injured) I've been reading several websites (mainly Italian) that talk about the (soon to come) end of the entire christianissimus and of its empire (Vatican) too.

Right after having become familiar with what those people predict, I happened to see an Italian Youtube where pope francesco was saying that the "holy shroud" remained to be holy - in his opinion - simply because "so many people, for so many centuries made it holy.

My first thought went straight to the surprise to hear that this "new pope" was familiar with what quantum physics has been trying to explain.....BUT, right after my (injured) brain went to apply the exact same logic to Jesus Christ....I said to myself.....wait a minute the shroud remains to be holy after few centuries and thousands of people, BUT what about Jesus himself? I mean, talk about the number of people (b/millions) and the length of time (2.000 years) it may have taken to make this Jesus to become "the son of God"?

That's exactly when several memories/ideas came back to my mind, I'm simply going to list them here with the warning that they come from a brain injured man who is unable to manage money (as a couple of idiots/judges felt it to be safe to determine):

Jesus Nazarenus (NOT Christ!) was nothing else than a fighter for the independence of Palestine - under the domination of the Roman Empire

Jesus was creating havoc in plenty "holy jewish locations", in markets, in political buildings and in the banks of those times.
This Jesus guy wasn't fighting for the indepence of his country all alone/by himself, in fact his "band" was composed, by him (jesus Nazarenus) as the leader and 12 other guys from all over the place.....mainly fishermen, if not shepherds too, none of them outlaws in any way......Jesus was the one who was exciting them to go outside of the (roman) law.

As a matter of fact once the Roman governor of Palestine (Ponzio Pilato) condemned this Jesus N. to the punishment usually given to people who were fighting just like this Jesus and his band (of 12 apostles), I believe it to be important to mention that Pilate simply used very well known a laws to punish that group of outlaws.....so - if anything - he's the one to remember with some respect.

Now, let me end my post with explaining the whole story of Jesus N. making miracles, resurrecting and about his mother being "forever a virgin😄

In fact - the story of Jesus has been totally made up by the Roman Empire (the super-power of those times) during the Nicea council by the last roman empire emperor = Constantine I.

It just so happens that the Empire had learned that by "exporting" some of the ideas from Jesus and his band (i.e. we are all brothers + when you receive a slap on one cheek, offer the other one I'm God, no, his son, no I'm God...his son....god...son...god....son...etc.. etc...) the costs to the empire became very small, given that "everyone is brother to the other" or that violence (= slapping someone's face) is sinful, the savings both in gold and well trained - and armed - centurions became minimal AND gave to the roman empire a good reason to make this "new strategy/religion" as "worldwide" as possible...given those times....

In looking (and reading) a bit more about Mary - the mother of this Jesus - I found it pretty easy to learn that the fact that she had claimed that to impregnate her, it had been the "holy spirit" is pretty normal even today....I mean is any father who reads me here be surprised at all that his 12 y/o daughter would come home claiming that someone from "another world or that the holy spirit "impregnated" her?

If it was me......talk about sharpening every knife I have now, I had and that I'm going to have sooner than later.....😠 Than if you add the fact that this virgin Mary, had 12 other kids - none of them a God's child, all I can think is that this very young Mary had a true passion for c..ks......man! what a wh.re was this "always virgin" Mary....talk about having a d..k passion, what I like the most is that in "my country" to say anything bad or negative related to Mary (the mother of Christ) is considered a bad blasphemy (bestemmia) thanks to that guy who to be "friend of the pope" (= emperor of the vatican empire) became victim of the "red brigades" (brigate rosse) that were trying to bring the communism in the most catholic country in the world....(good luck!).

But let me waste a couple of words regarding the almost complete (100%) presence of Catholics in Italy, in fact I can say with utmost confidence that at least since the 50ies well into the 80ies in every newborn area of any hospital in the entire country, a priest was walking around to sprinkle with "holy water" each and every baby he could see - obviously without ever asking to the parents what their religion was = you are born in Italy, therefore you've got to be a Christian!....no question asked to anybody......that's it, you best believe in that fighter for the independence of Palestine or......you'll go to fu...king hell h.....Goddamn!!!OK, now please feel free to donate to my blasphemy......and never forget to make your charitable donation.....before I think of something else to post here.....along these same lines !

Sunday, May 24, 2020

MIND vs SOUL

On Monday, August 14, 2017 I had published here a post with the same title. However, given that science meditation have moved forward quite a bit I thought it to be interesting to deepen a bit my research on the matter – aside that the Youtubes I had posted in it, are now gone….. – this is simply the main reason to justify my talking about the same subject twice in my blog, things have changed so much and our understanding in this field has gotten so different that I feel the need to update my learning and reporting of this.

Let me say that academically the definition of mind and soul is certainly clear, because it says that “The soul is the spiritual nature of man while mind is man's faculty of thinking and reasoning”.

Therefore, while the soul is considered the essence of men while the mind is in charge of men's consciousness and thoughts.

Monday, April 20, 2020

IN SUMMARY

Let me summarize today where I see that we are simply a stage of civilization with its evolution analysis of this "virus phenomenon" in the very beginning of this "crisis" I had made a note to myself saying that if it isn't something coming from the "illuminati" (those who claim that we NEVER went to the moon) I hope it isn't Russia that - since it gave us D. Trump as president - the communists have figured out the way to completely destroy our capitalistic economy and take over the USA, but then I started to think to where the virus comes from and while China has been structured around communist beliefs......they seem too eager to become very capitalistic like us too, but we must remind you where the last pandemic came from (China, again). This world had to survive was the bubonic plague that in those times killed 40% of the European population, about 200 million people.....I mean, what the heck have we learned from our own damn past? Today we have the best scientists using probably the best lab equipment we can build plus some of the strongest antibiotics mankind has ever developed. So, what’s happening now, are we going to lose 40% of the billions of people we are on this planet today? Is it because .....we forgot how to deal with a new virus ? All I can say is that I hope that those who'll give lives to this yet new pandemic are those who lived a life that had them NOT commit the only capital sin.....i.e. to hurt someone else, in whichever way (word or sword). In fact I had said in my blog here few weeks ago that the next New York of the future will be Shanghai, therefore it's probably smarter to have our kids study Chinese. Chinese will simply replace the English language in a not too far future....I mean we've taught the way to make/mass-produce some of the best products that it's taken several centuries to companies in Europe including the USA) to "invent, develop and refine for mass production".

How much longer will it be for the Chinese people to become a consumer's driven society once they start to have some "spending money" in their pockets and great products to own and to personally use?

In addition I'm fairly confident that the world's future will be more Chinese than Russian....but just look at the number of people....China beats Russia 2 to 1 J.

Now let me add something more calming for all who are terrified by this COVID 19, named corona-virus too.

The principal difference with this pandemic is that you can get this virus and survive!.

We are starting to realize that a hell of a lot of people have already had this virus and are still living fine. Everything that we are doing to allegedly "survive this thing" is just a giant overkill that the politicians are using to destroy our economy. I do not believe that this “pandemic” is any worse than the influenza that goes around this globe every year. Time will tell, but if we don’t get this country back to work we will be living in a communist world.

Finally I have the urge to apologize to the (too) many unnamed neuropsychologists I hatefully made reference to, here in the past, I in fact I recently understood that it isn’t because the “understanding” of the person I am (way superior in intelligence, education and experience J), that they decided to “stuck” to my back a couple of totally ignorant losers /money-robbers such as conservators usually are. It’s in fact been the total inability to understand and apply the - very poorly - laid out conservatorship laws themselves that have put me in the position I’ve been in for way too long mainly thanks to the mother of my 2 wonderful children/treasures and to my “sold out” true sister in Italy….both still unjustly and undeservingly carrying my last name.

Anyway, I hope to have made it clear that my fury isn’t directed anymore towards the pitiful neuropsys – no matter that they shall know very well of the consequences of their very poorly written (with their feet) assessments made about real victims, just like me.

My furious anger is now directed towards those 2 very pitiful judges (Ventura and Santa Barbara) who- I guess – to be safer than sorry – decided (using their unmeasurable powers and unquestionable rightfulness) to glue to my back two “legalized” arrogant thieves.

Now, let me conclude this - yet again - angry post with few - obviously religious...I hit my head - thoughts, or that aside that I know precisely and (maybe too) well what afterlife those two (judges) plus two (conservators) are surely going to have, let me add the 2 judges and their own earthly gods are (already now) taking care of the injustice they carried on to me, just one of victims.

Without “naming names” I can say with high confidence that the recently retired (with high honors) judge in Ventura, not only can forget the beautiful and valuable Christmas gifts he had been receiving as long as he was in charge of conservatorship decisions, has already developed (I was told for the second time) a very painful prostate cancer that will bring him straight where he’ll independently decide to be in eternity.

As for the one here in town, I believe it to be sadly too visible that her brain is highly damaged……a brain that doesn’t take care at all of the body that’s part of, can only be very badly damaged, if in addition to the afterlife that judge will give to itself I say that the spine has started to grow already procuring inhuman pains and…increased natural arrogance.

Tuesday, March 10, 2020

MY FINANCIAL/ACCOUNTING TEST or TRIAL

As a matter of fact in doing my (very) pitiful attempts to show that I’m able to count to 3, I was even given the opportunity/challenge to demonstrate that I can manage my money on my own, without the need to have a conservator take care of it, for me.

What (very sadly 4 me) happened is that all I proved is that I’m still a loving husband and super-dad.

But let me now give some details of this “pitiful financial trial” 😢Because for me too make this statement abundantly clear I can share few important details about the way my test took place – no matter that my own attorney disagrees with me – so here we go:

· My starting amount of money to “play with” was the enormous amount of $3K

· Given that my brain is injured I had no access whatsoever to any type of credit either from the bank where my “initial cash amount” was deposited in my name

· Same goes for what concerns credit cards of any name and type

· My former wife came in my room one afternoon just as I was looking at my bank account online and moved – barely asking – to move $2K into her own (same bank but different locations), right after I started to secretly hosted my dear son at night in my room where he slept on the floor for about 2 weeks.

· Each and every night he came he asked me to loan a $20 bill that “I’m going to return as soon as I’m paid for my work (he was truly working in a restaurant on State Street and in a couple of other places…….also an ice creamery in downtown

· I had no idea that the money he was “borrowing” from me (his only true dad)was spent only to buy marijuana to make joints to smoke with his friends.

· After having “borrowed” about $2.000 I firmly told him that - while he kept “borrowing" money from me - I was still waiting to see the first reimbursement and that was the time when he was living in a rental with few other “friends”, I don’t want to think how many joints they were all smoking every night

· That was actually the time when we were talking together about our lives and it’s when I understood with great clarity the reason why my son was getting stoned so much, which explained why he was always short of money.

· His looking to find an escape from his every day’s life to go in the marijuana’s world was – rather simply – because his mother was trying to impose on him and his sister that dr. B. as “their "father figure”, the fact that B. used to be my own physiatrist had I went into a life of very violent rage on a 24/7 trend.

· Therefore I tried for weeks to instruct my son to kill that rotten individual and make it look like an “accident provoked by a minor……too immature to be able to clearly understand how dangerous it was what had happened to that piece of crap.

· I was crying recently on the phone with his mother when telling her of the number of times I had instructed my Brent to hurt that doctor B. red so badly and so much that the being would be begging to be killed to at least end his pain (just one of my plans for the “sinners”).

· This is exactly what Brent’s mother pretends to not understand: my Brent went into Marijuana smoking to escape the reality that his mother was trying to force into both of my treasures…..” that rotten B. (she was fucking for money) as their “father figure” (just like I hadn’t survived my incident). The result of Brent’s mother behavior is that Brent is now already locked in a horrible jail around L.A. for minimum 10 years and I’m absolutely sure that the way he’ll get out of that prison is going to be in a gray plastic bag. Will this be my own fault? Please do know that not only I was company president in several different companies (based both in the USA and in EU), but I used to tell to the financial team the way I wanted to see (calculated and organized) the reports.......in "my way"

Now, I want to ask to my readers, to please comment here below.

Wednesday, March 04, 2020

I’M VICTIM OF “LEGAL” UNFAIRNESS

…. or “illegal” fairness (you choose).

It’s been 15 years (in pain) already since a stupid collision between me (riding my great Cannondale bicycle) and a car (driven by a driving license AND brain less idiot), not only I lost my job (I had just been appointed as president of TEVA sandals in the Deckers group), my family (in both sides of the Atlantic) and personal freedom (robbed from me by a couple of criminal idiots).

Up to few months ago I was convinced that my having “personal conservators” was primarily the effect of my “inability” to resolve an elementary equation that has the sole minuscule difficulty represented by the rather large number of elements to keep in mind for the correct solution of the calculation (the very reason why I was always – correctly - offered a piece of paper with a pen –that I never used).

What in reality is the reason why I’ve been imprisoned/commanded by real ignorant and truly lazy conservators, has nothing to do with the result of my “performance in the neuropsychological assessments (about which I want to directly excuse myself for all the negativity – insults and crap - I posted here about them), it’s been in fact both the way these laws were written and finalized plus the complete inability of the judges who used them, without any clue of their effects on the “victims”

IF we were in Italy I can think of at least a dozen of ways that everyone involved with such horror could make cash “under the table” out of situations like mine (i.e. attach a human leech/loser to the back of victims).

BUT since we live in the US of A…..or in “the land of the free” our legal system would rather enslave people who – after having failed some idiotic neuro- psychological evaluation – lose any and all types of freedom anyone is born with on top of this “enslavement” that’s medical, personal, legal and monetary anyone can see very clearly an example of collusion between judges (the providers) and receivers (in EVERY sense/meaning of the word…….) and the losers/criminals.(like the block who’s been “conserving” me and my international wealth without a clue that all he’s been doing is solely at his own expenses )

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