Carlo Lingiardi: October 2020

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

THIS CHANGED MY LIFE

What may I say other than F....k! Here above you just saw the video that I can comfortably say steered my life into a very different direction from its original trajectory....”whaaat, my dear Deepak tells me that I’m God now? And what about the fact that my beloved quantum physics says and can mathematically prove that all we see, touch, smell and taste is just a product of our human consciousness including our entire universe with all of its planets and galaxies....that my Deepak says that’s expanding at the speed of light? (to me and according to a couple of high court judges in addition to few pitiful necropsy’s) this is exciting because if it’s true that IF we are expanding, the Andromeda galaxy won’t collide against our milky way, therefore gifting us of a few more millions of years of a quiet and still evolutionary life. In my (injured) brain this is identical to the time when poor Pope Francis explained that the shroud reins to be holy (for him) just looking at the time (centuries) and the vast number of people(several thousands) who came to pray in front of it (fully convinced that it was the cloth used to wrap the body of Christ)......and because of these 2 very reasons the shroud remains to be holy, but now it isn’t the time to repeat what I’ve already expressed my other blog (the one in Italian)....that (b.t.w.) has raised quite a strong reaction – especially with my somehow proving that Jesus had never been the “son of God”....he was just a fighter for the independence of his country (Palestine) from the dominion of the Roman empire that in reality used the Jesus rebel to keep the plenty other countries – all part of the empire – quiet enough not to force Rome to spend millions of sesterces and sacrifice hundreds of well-trained gladiators, to keep quiet the countries under its dominion (if you want to go there just use the google translator to know my thesis about the “fake Jesus”) anyway, not only I found that feeling to be like a God (all of them a simple human product.....just like all the religions attached to each one of them...) truly is a narcissistic personality/delusional disorder, but it also makes others look at you with wide-open eyes and even try to stay away from you. The sad part of this story is that for a divinity such as I was born to be, it seems a bit sad to know that this world is populated by losers instead than by divinities such as I was born it to be....I guess that you all might understand me much better if you must go to my 2 posts I had published in the pre-history of December 2019...I’m not sure BUT it really might be possible that Deepak and I might truly delusional.

Friday, October 16, 2020

WHAT TYPE OF DEMENTIA ARE WE AMERICANS FORCED TO CHOOSE BETWEEN?

This (fairly long) Youtube expresses exactly my thinkings after I watched the entire debate, what we – USA citizens are asked to? Elect our next president in charge of the country that’s been – at least since the end of WWII – the wealthiest, best organized to support the industries of all types, the best Army and Marines forces armed with the most modern and most sophisticated weapons, depending what part of the army you belong to?

Someone like me, who – no matter that I renounced my Italian citizenship the day I went through the naturalization process in 1989 in Philadelphia – all I could see in the debate between president elect D. Trump and former vice president J. Biden was an obviously very evident between 2 kids affected by 2 different types of dementia....

· Trump is very clearly a demented individual with so much self-confidence to inflate a balloon to the size of the moon

· The poor Biden is clearly affected by senile dementia.....nothing can be done to help anyone affected by it.....time goes by for everyone in the world this is what my dad always said whenever the subject of a discussion about – at times – completely different – or the subject was about death, in fact he was fully convinced that we humans truly have the soul – currently called in Quantum physics either mind and/or consciousness – but that in my (injured) brain is nothing different from what’s been called since millennia the soul what my dad never stopped saying is that in his 88 years long life he always saw the soul leaving the body of the dyeing individuals he was looking at, in fact he always sustained that during WWII he was present at an attack organized by the local “partisans” that pretty much killed - with the use of explosives – an entire battalion of Nazi soldiers.....for the rest of his life (I guess that he was around 19 y/o) he felt guilty to have been one of the partisans part of that ambush... I believe he was just a simple spectator who – he said about 1 million of times that he could clearly see the souls of each soldier who died in that ambush.

Well, what I really intend to say – no matter that I gave up my being an Italian citizenship the day I naturalized into a USA citizen. I truly feel sorry that in our upcoming presidential elections, we’ll be forced to elect our next president between 2 demented individuals.....

HOWEVER I’ve already decided who I’ll vote for and I must admit that my decision is totally related to gender, or sex.

In fact – as a pure Italian as I’ve always believed that the candidate with senile dementia chose as vice a good looking woman, clearly shows to be that while he evidently he may have lost already a (large?) piece of his brain he still has plenty balls (testosterone) to choose a very well educated, experienced p.o.a. - as his vice...

Basically this is the ONLY reason why my vote is going to go to Biden. I believe that after plenty centuries spent waiting our super - powerful nation is going to have a woman. Right after a colored man, to run it. Let me now avoid mentioning that the right to right to vote for women was a in place already about 2.000 years ago, in fact at the time of the Roman Empire women could vote in all types of elections.....no need to coordinate any protest and even to lose any life...

Does any of my readers the number of museums in the world today? I surely don’t know BUT I do know that each and every one of them has minimum 10% dedicated to the Roman Empire that not only has created the so called “occidental culture”, but that with its language (Latin) pretty much formed - in a way or another – every single language we speak today......in fact if you just think about the countries that were dominated or controlled by this empire – such as Germany, England. Spain, Morocco and Croatian all derive from Latin. Also just think about the way every surgical and medical instrument is called today.....always with pure Latin words, same for engineering and hydraulics and architectural elements used today in all these different fields.......

But let me avoid mentioning the passions for good food and good looking women J.............

Kind of sad that I’m going to vote for our next president only because of his chosen vice.....

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Wednesday, October 07, 2020

(undeniable and) SAD TRUTH

I cannot begin to think to the (large) number of jokes I’d be making IF someone I know would have to survive a situation like the one I’ve been living in for (too many) years, I mean the very individual that made me believe so very much in the “perispinal Enbrel” AND convinced me to write the $1.000 check to go to Argentina to buy some Enbrel for me to have it injected in a very specific location (and patented) in our neck that’s the very (and unique) reason for having been condemned to (too many) years under the “guidance” of first some woman in Ventura who has decided to punish herself by using the Buddhist law of the karma (what goes around comes around) and later (via a donation) given by some heretic Lutheran pastor who very evidently had given the finger to his God showing that he loves pussy way much more than his own God......can’t wait to see what his karma is going to – very soon – make it happen to him....in gratitude.

As I was starting to say the true tragedy (well beyond my tbi) is that the man who got me in very much trouble is now saying that the “inventor” of the Enbrel therapy is a “genial marketer both of himself and his therapy” that’s been very aggressively protected by a legal firm based in Colorado (?) because I was told “that anything having to do with the law there is just like it’s valid here too” (or CO=CAJ).

The reason for this 180 degrees change is that, recently he almost filled a commercial airplane of victims of stroke and TBI to go to Argentina to receive exactly the same P. Enbrel treatment as “developed” by Mr. T. here in CA – that an Argentinian certain M.D. had been giving for several years already (therefore while CA=CO isn’t like CA=ARJ) I was told that NONE of the “conquistadores” who made this “trip of hope” had’nt any kind of improvement whatsoever, it’s truly impossible to count the number of kicks in this man’s butt may receive from me, because it’s a number so big that it’d take miles of paper just to write it down.

These are now my 2 main concerns:

1. When my love for this P.E. is when I was talking with Ian a professor of biochemistry at the university in Washington. He is truly so convinced of the “biological efficacy” of this therapy that he’s now leading the project to have this P.E. therapy that he’s the scientific leader of a millions of AU$ campaign to have the FDA in AU approve it and therefore have the Australian stroke victims save the many thousands of their $$ to fly here to receive this “patented treatment”, from its very “inventor” directly.

2. I fear that my “friend” professor of biochemistry has been driving the efforts to have the FDA of that country (and who has stopped to exchange emails with me saying that “we truly exchanged several dozens of email messages for too long of a time about something that you can experience“ very easily can do by yourself....just go to see Mr. T. who’s very close to you and read again all the info with explanations I’ve been giving to you over several months to make sure that your never-ending “scientific interest” in it, may finally and let me focus on this campaign for approval.

I also must add (with a smile on my face) that my ex-wife threatened to contact both the CIA and the FBI to go after him, in order to receive this check back that she did receive..........without my ever seeing at least one dime of it........so who’s the thief now?

IF you care I can go on about my horrible punishment for having done less than nothing, but given that now I might want to include 2 High Court Judges (one not a human being that’s just a very evidently brain injured who is able to talk, pretends to be a woman by the name and the 2 bags of lard surgically attached to the front of the chest that can defend itself too well for me to even trying to talk in court both directly to it AND in court, when it condemns me to an absurd and very frustrating + costly senseless imprisonment under the total control who re less than 6^th grader compared to my Ph. D. with worldwide experience who ...for some reason have been assigned as conservator not only of my incoming money by of my medical care too, while they simply never even opened a medical book .......plus I’ve been living in a prison cell already, for years, so why lower my standards only to prove a truth...that’s beyond self-evident already?....simply come to court the day that it’s there and form your own opinion of what I just said here) in this post I let the self-preservation law partially win this time J..............

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