God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
Many of you
both wonder and get upset for my recent enamourment for quantum science and I
admit that I too was a bit perplexed with my irresistible attraction to – practically – all that’s in
the internet in these days, BUT last night while
sleeping my (injured) brain made the connection that I love the concept of
quantum physics science that I’m living here now while at the same time I’m in
another (parallel) universe, where all is going to (my) perfection (that’s exactly before I moved West/ here) my “only problem” is that I’m living in the “wrong
universe” especially given that infinite is the number of universes available.
I’d say
that maybe it’s time “to move on” and
given that I really hate how my life has turned out to be, I decided it to be
the time to have another way to “escape
my shitty reality”.
This is the
exact reason that had me immerse my (injured) brain
in the “Simulation hypothesis” (new post to be published soon).
BUT since
my mind was already focused on my own (sad)
reality, this is what I intend to describe now, with this post.
I mean if
my reality was fantastic before October 2005 is it me who sees it turned into a
sea of shit, or the accident made me jump into the “wrong universe”? You
decide, enjoy Youtubes, linked websites and please don’t forget that I'm in need of your monetary
support.
It should
be easy to know that my blog here pretty much is my personal diary, where I
often denounce injustices, impertinence and incorrectness, the fact that I’m
Italian (USA
naturalized) certainly
puts me and what I say in a somehow “special bucket”, however from the number
of websites I link below I’m now very confident that it isn’t because my brain
is injured or it isn’t like it was.... (and will never be the same☺). In fact of all of my (too many) losses the one that’s been hurting
the most (and
forever will be) is to
have definitely lost my very best friend of all times, who is, was now and
forever will be Michele, the mother of our two treasures.
In thinking
about this, I realized of the number, variety and difficulty of all the
adventures we had together, not only as best friends but united like we were
one simple mind, in the sense that one was giving strength and support to the
other……in simpler words one squared mind of immense powers and determination to
reach whatever goal we ever decided to reach.
Where I
cannot see and understand clearly anymore is the reason why our (squared) minds got disconnected and why the
Michele’s one attempted to attach to that of a real putrid stinker (who’ll soon understand that putting his penis – dick – between a holy union can only bring
devastating consequences to himself, those whom he loves both before and
after his (soon
to arrive) death.
It goes
without my saying that when I can predict things of this kind, is only due to the 2
months I spent in the afterlife in company of Jesus Christ (? As I was told I had said
when I finally got out of it).
While
preparing this post I tried to remember as many adventures and expeditions my
best friend and I ever did/had together, like my US naturalization, the creation
of both our 2 treasures, my employments in several different companies each in different business fields, moving, buying new homes (the “right one”), recreate the “same feeling” of
the previous one (the Lingiardi feeling) BUT the list would be too long to make.
What I want to underline and draw your attention to, is that all of this
beautiful past filled with adventurous challenges were all done with my very
best friend who now says to be afraid of me!
I’m well
aware that each and every one of my readers know very well (probably too well) of my recent love/passion for
quantum science (physics
and mechanics),
well I’m very pleased to say that the internet is packed full with both websites
and Youtube videos on this subject.
Recently I
started to look into the concept of “quantum superposition” as defined,
described and proved with the now famous Schrödinger's Cat experiment.
You all
know about my having to deal with the capacities (and mysteries) of our brain and is exactly from this
experiment that I started to think that I am a human Schrödinger's Cat, not in
the sense that I’m a cat…….in the sense that I'm alive and dead at the
same time, meaning that the huge mental strength of those who love me (the observers) made my survival real.
In fact
given that cats don’t talk, it’s totally impossible to know how and what the cat
in the experiment thinks or learns or forms new ideas.
On one side, now I’m hoping to participate in a quantum physics experiment BUT on the other (here we go again) I really wonder
what kind of fucking
assessment I sustained to be told that I’m unable to manage my
money, therefore let some loser take my wallet and run away with it.
Now, I know
that I never had any positive remark about the neuropsych’s who “assessed”
me simply because on one side the entire neuropsychological scienceis prehistoric, or at least one century old – which makes it just
like when a one million years old animal skeleton is found and studied – but when
you add the fact that the founders of this science were two older men, one was a cocaine
addicted and the other one was a child-molester, it becomes logic and obvious that in a time when the entire world admits that we know nothing
about the brain (we
don’t even know how it’s physically made…much less how it functions/operates) everyone realizes that every
assessment I was ever forced to be the victim of, is written on paper best used to wipe your sphincterafter having expelled your excrements.
IF on top of
this you addthe fact that what’s being researched now isn’t very different from the research about the difference between being in a coma and being dead, I must advise my readers to
go to read my several pasts to learn what happens when you die, or
that you acquire the so-called universal/cumulative intelligence and as a consequence your brain doesn’t need to take care of the billions of other things necessary
to live your life so that all the electrical charges normally used to either exchange
information or instruct other parts of the body(limbs and/or organs)“to do their job” can all be part of the “review” of your life as it was you lived it, see (or have the notion of) the impact of your absence from
your “community” or the living world and – given that time doesn’t exist anymore - you can see
past, present and future in the same moment…..this idea of time makes me want
to say that Einstein must have come from another planet and that soon I’ll post
about the concept of time, its direction and of its real inexistence so, stay tuned
and please donate!!
When I
exited my 2 months long coma, those who were there (my dad, Saint
Gianfranco and my business partner/good friend Pat) told me that I had explained that I was still
living due (or
thanks) to an
agreement I had made with Jesus, given that I have absolutely no memory
whatsoever and (most
importantly) I’ve developed
a real love for what quantum physics is telling us in a scientific (measurable and
reproducible) way, I
can easily sustain that if I was Buddhist I could have said to have made my
agreement with Buddha.
Anyway,
whomever I made my agreement with, really doesn’t matter much in what I’m about
to say, just because what I want to address and maybe prove is that the
religion that Jesus created is truly hypocritical for the simple fact that
since all the followers of Christianity (i.e. my Ventura sista) are supposed
to know beyond any doubt – based on their dedicated faith – what happens to
sinners or, as I had said here earlier is fully based on the Divine Comedy by
Dante A.
Now, I hope
that you reader know of my hypothesis, what a true sin is and what happens when
we die (just
read some of my past posts here), in fact what I/me, Jesus and Iacopo ☺ don’t understand at all, is the reason why anyone commits any crime
while living here on earth, knowing damn well – from faith and/or new science –
what kind of eternal existence they will have (either reborn as someone else or
– as a soul – go to either hell or heaven and maybe purgatory (as per the Comedy) – I admit that I love what my last
psychologist (marriage
support specialist and clinical psychologist)told me one time that my blog here is useful
to free my mind from my frustrations and immense anger towards the entire world,
therefore it’s good if I keep working on it. This is the very reason that makes
me wonder why someone who had decided to get married to God, showed with unmistakable
actions that he loves a woman’s pussy much better than loving God……the ultimate
master.
Now, it’s
very clear and evident that if the neuropsychologists knew what they were doing
and of the sinful consequences of their assessments, there wouldn’t be any need
of conservators whatsoever, so mine would be forced to get a real job, rather
than stealing my wealth with the approval of the law. So if I was to be the one
to assign guilt , the heaviest weight in it would certainly go to the
assessors, while the conservators would lose a very profitable and legal method
to steal wealth of all kinds from people unable (for many different reasons) to
protect themselves and their own wealth. This post was fully generated by my constant browsing the Youtube videos that don't seem to have any limit in any human area, in fact - as I'm sure you know well I've made few posts with Youtube videos only and I'm thinking that something of that kind will soon come.
In thinking
(and
receiving questions from few of you) to what I’ve been saying here I had to
realize that – as well as we still know less than nothing of our (human) brain, the Quantum science is
probably giving the (very)
incorrect idea that all we see, study, touch, measure and use is the product of
our consciousness, in fact (as I had said here before) I wouldn’t be too surprised if in very few years we can scientifically
prove the existence of the “parallel” universes…..boy ho boy….. wouldn’t I love
to know that there exists another universe where I never got into an accident
with TBI, so I got nobody looking over my shoulder, I’m not divorced, my son is a Ph.D. in
psychology and we all still live in Lyme where I’ve been the president of
Tecnica USA since 2004, still a great skier, swimmer, biker, runner and very
experienced worldwide scuba diver.
HOWEVER, reality isn’t that we all have our
own consciousness that’s part of the “universal one”, we (or our conscious
brain) haven’t created the universe with several galaxies among which is the
milky way with its solar system and planet earth which “only thanks to human
consciousness got its planet moon that’s the result of a perfectly angled planetary
impact that keeps our planet rotating perfectly around the sun and
creates the gravitational attraction that gives tides to the planet’s waters
primarily oceans and seas.
OK this was at universal and galactic level, now let me get to planetary
level:
EARTH: so we
have our planet that by pure coincidence carries the perfect conditions for a single cell to be “born”
that by
chance(1) learns to duplicate and then in few millions of
years by
chance (2) conglomerates big enough
to generate a being that initially lives in the water but that eventually gets out of the water, “transforms”
fins into limbs (arms
and legs) to (in another few millions
of years) become a
monkey that by
chance(3)develops into us, as we are today, with our
planes and cars to travel fast and very far, knowledge in science and
engineering to the level that not only we have the Shuttle, but we even went
all the way to the moon (that’s what we’ve been told) and we are now looking at other planets to colonize both in our galaxy
(the
milky way) and/or further
ones.
I used the 2
words by
chance here (3) times that in my mind
are the most logical, clear and direct reasons to demonstrate and justify the
presence of a God creator.
Then others
have come up with what they call “simulation hypothesis” which truly fascinates
me just like I was fascinated in my teen years to read what Isaac Asimov had
written, the trilogy, I cannot count the hundreds of hours I spent reading
again and again those books, I couldn’t get over the talented intelligence of
this writer who – to me – seemed to be more intelligent than the average……in
fact I was hoping that by reading more and more of his works with increasing
intensity, some of his intelligence could affect me.
Then I went
on with:
1.Earning the highest college degree
in advanced mathematics
2.Receive my Ph. D. in Economics with
a very high level of performance
3.Marry my Queen of beauty and
dedication (to
me)
4.Move to the USA and naturalize
5.Become the father of the two persons
I refer to as “my treasures”
6.Be president of few companies, in
the footwear industry
Developed in this very
sad way:
·Collision
with car as I’m bicycling
·TBI
·2
months in a coma
·Meeting
with Jesus
·See
my Queen transform into a w….who divorces me (using my dad’s money) ·See
my son turn into a drug addicted with a criminal record one mile long
·Being
assessed by (at
least) two local monumental
jackasses who determine that I’m in risk to throw all of my money away, it’s therefore best to have it stolen by losers....
·Have
assigned to losers (just like their attorneys are) only thanks to the superficiality (idiocy) of the pertinent judges (who never received an assessment)
·Personally
experience the brainwashing that my former Queen keeps giving to my two
treasures about the fact that their dad (me) is just a (fucking)
brain injured, so do never listen to what I say and ever trust me for anything….
“you see? He can’t make a simple assessment right”
Ican therefore
I can therefore FOR THE RECORD say
that while I’m hoping to have just demonstrated that there’s certainly always been a
God creator, we – humans – are Gods too (just look at some of my past posts) only thanks to the (still totally unknown) powers/capacities of our brain
that – as I’ve been saying for months – explains what we’ve been
calling miracles and that in time is going to evolve to be
like what Jesus had……walk on water, resurrection and so on…..😏
OK readers,
I’m going to talk about death today BUT by mid-October
(at
most) I’ll be
posting about a “new hypothesis that will (at least) blow your minds and that – since I can’t stop myself – I must anticipate that’s
going to have it all to do with Schrödinger ’cat…….
Anyway, death has been evaluated in humans for
centuries – especially now that quantum physics tells us about the existence of
consciousness (=
soul) centuries
ago, a dead body, was dead……so let’s throw it in the garbage (or feed it to animals in
pieces…) but not
today” Eeehhh, you know given that today our most advanced research and science
is proving what we Catholics have known for just 2.000 years, or that we all have the
consciousness that survives body-death, now this has all gotten somewhat more complicated.
In fact what
we look for is the complete cessation of all and any brain functions, such as
heart beating and unassisted breathing, together with some (not few) of the typical (billions) brain activities.
I actually
believe it to be interesting that I had a legal certificate that gave to my
treasures’ mother the ability to “pull the plug” on me…..I guess she’d rather wait
so I can appreciate as a living being what it feels like to be in hell….
I’d say
that my “bad luck” is that I had earned one of the highest and most prestigious
math graduations in Italy and was given to resolve – without pen and paper –
some elementary (but
complex)equations
from idiotic problems – that truly make me wonder if I’m really the only one
who cannot give the correct answer.
Anyway, I
believe that my (pretty
exceptional for me)
physical fit must have convinced that rather than “pulling the plug” and
implanting my organs into patients in wait, it might have been better to try (my new favorite medical
word) to have me
keep making money like I used to do before my accident ….. too bad that my primary physiatrist here in town was just waiting to
have the opportunity to replace me and even to
become the “father figure” to my 2 treasures….
