God made me a warrior, I found my beautiful soul mate, we were gifted with my two treasures in approval, while in a coma due to TBI for 2 long months, I met with Jesus and all my Catholic upbringing came back, I now have a full conservator, but my family will forever be part of me. NEVER FORGET THAT ALL I SAY HERE IS THE PRODUCT OF MY INJURED BRAIN I WAS ASSESSED SEVERAL TIMES TO BE UNABLE TO MANAGE MY MONEY.
My best
friend both in life and at work......Pat called me last week (as he had committed
himself to do once a week until I’ll be back to working again) to tell that he’s been reading
this new book, written by Deepak Chopra, now published and widely available (I just purchased from
Amazon as the kindle, its pre-read version).
As a matter
of fact I was going to talk about “free will” but as I was going to save the
(barely started) text, I realized that I had made 3 posts in the past (you can make the search
using the green button here on the right) even with the same exact title, I even went
to read what I had written, the videos and the links in my posts done already
and I decided that I have nothing to add.
So, this is
what my post today is all about this book that I’m still reading (listening to), in fact the Quantum physics disease
I got affected to is making me go through its pages (and chapters) thinking that modern science truly
reached a crucial turning point that challenges everything we know about
reality. In this brilliant book, Chopra says that we’ve just reached such a
point. In the coming era, the universe will be completely redefined as a “human
universe" radically unlike the cold, empty void where human life is barely
a speck in the cosmos. You Are the Universeliterally
means what it says – each of us is a co-creator of reality extending to the
vastest reaches of time and space. This seemingly impossible proposition
follows from the current state of science, where outside the public eye; some
key mysteries cannot be solved, even though they are the very issues that
define reality itself. Chopra he answers suggested in his book are not our
invention. All of us live in a participatory universe. Once we decide that we
want to participate fully with mind, body, and soul, the paradigm shift becomes
personal. The reality we live will be ours either to embrace or to change. What
this great mind offers is a bold, new understanding of who we are and how we
can transform ourselves and the world for the better while reaching our
greatest potential.
I realized
that in my last post I said pretty much that every religion in this world is
fake/man-made, however this doesn’t change the fact that to pray for some God
or some other “supernatural entity” (very many) that
we believe can “put it all in order” is wrong or foolish..
In fact by
focusing our own mind on something important for us, what we do – as many
theories say (i.e.
law of attraction)
My good example here is about my mother
who had 3 natural miscarriages before I was born, she’s been saying (at least since I was
conceived) that I’m
the miracle of the “Virgin Mary of Monteberico” because “I did pray to her
asking for you to be born for years”.
But no
matter what I say, when or how that it’s just been her imagination that helped
me be born and that it was (more simply)
her own focus and (still young) intelligence/brain/mind
that made her dream become true, she’s been brushing me off, simply saying that
“I don’t know what this Mary can and has done for people who ask – in prayer –
for something to her.
In fact is
truly about this that I want to talk about today – no matter that I’ve talked
about the huge and still totally unknown powers/capacities of our brain -
(we
still don’t even know how it’s made).
Let’s
forget about the fact that we cannot locate nor explain our minds, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLqjK3ddSy0 we guess
that being mind and soul kind of the same entity, they must be “entangled” with
the brain, I therefore we have no idea of any of the related capacities of any
of them, I see (in
the internet) that
many state that our minds are what people say that there’s no difference
between the mind and the soul, simply browse the well researched websites (8) I put below to fill out any curiosity you may have on this and forget not that you can always use the
contact tool here at the bottom of the right column.
Or, in
English: “Religion is the opium of the people”. So today I’m going to say some
blasphemies regarding thoughts that I’ve developed very recently (probably TBI related). This is all from my own guts. This
is what Marx meant with the use of religions. In order for it to do so, it must
engage in self-critique. Marx wrote that “The premise of all criticism is the
criticism of religion.”
Conservative
critics have accused Marxism of being a secular religion a secularization of
Judeo-Christian Messianism.
Anyway:
1.I’ve been saying for years here to
have no memory whatsoever to have met with Jesus Christ when in the coma, well
then where does my very new (to me)
“spirituality” come from?
2.Why is it that almost every morning
I wake up with a very clear idea in my mind of things about to happen at very
different levels – from personal to “worldwide” - that often end up happening
for real, no matter how good or bad?
3.Every morning I wake up too with the
dream I just had, that either predicts something in the near future or clearly
explains something that was unclear or was a question I had in mind the da/night
before.
4.I
also developed the idea that Jesus was NOT the
incarnation of a God creator, but very simply a boy who – due to some Darwinian
irregularity (just
like monkeys developing into us, the men we are today) was born with a very powerful
brain like we too will have sometime in the future (which explains why some
are guessing that Jesus was a time traveler who came from the future).
5.On this line I say that Jesus was
very popular with women who simply adored him, in fact Jesus and had sex with
plenty women, the story of Mary Magdalene, in fact may be true and I recently discovered
that the “virgin” Mary (virgin because unaware
of the violence of the rest of the world) had other kids after Jesus, those kids were
born just like every other “normal kid”….otherwise there would be a lineage of
Bach (the composer), Einstein, Lincoln, John Kennedy, Napoleon,
Galileo-Galilei, Darwin, Beethoven and on and on and on….
6.Also about the Virgin Mary, how is
it that nobody knows the number of other kids she gave birth to after Jesus (many) and why weren’t they all the
incarnation of our God creator?
Now, let me
say that the Nicias consul not only pretty much destroyed all that was factual
and objective truth about Jesus, who tried to teach to Jewish people,
who – since at least 2.500 years – all believe to be “children of God”.
Well, the Nicias
consul was organized by the Roman emperor Constantine
I who not only was part of it, but he created from there the Vatican Empire
(like
I’ve been saying for several months here), the carbon copy of the Roman Empire itself.
Jesus
Christ and Christianity have been the creation of the biggest and most
powerful empire earth ever saw (the Roman Empire) which not only gave birth to Catholicism, but to gave to the entire
“western culture”, what we call today "occidental".
All the
culture, art, sciences, scientists and artists come from this Empire, just like
the “faith in Jesus Christ” who was “used” or utilized by the Romans simply because
every country conquered and put under their control, was much less rebellious when
turned to Christianity, therefore costing to the empire much less in money and in
lives for wars to control and subdue them.
As for the
various miracles that Jesus did, most of them can be “rather easily” explained with
his superior brain capacities, same for the “famous” holy shroud, that’s just a medieval product, it’s because
every scientist who ever had it to study and test it, very likely was either of
Catholic faith or very influenced by it (or by the Vatican E.), just think to the double slit experiment…
Whatever you expect the result of your experiment to be – regardless how
precise and sophisticated is the equipment used – the results are always
what you (the
observer) expect.
Quantum
physics has been telling us that “in a
way”, we are the real creators of this universe, and – just wait and see –
in few more years we’ll “discover”
the parallel ones too and you know what? There will be “aliens” in these “parallel universes” butthe entire world will relax, because these “aliens” will simply be who we are….maybe ahead or behind in our
evolutionary stage, but certainly NOT of other
species (with
tails or gills).
Of course
this all comes from a brain injured guy – me - I lost my (still now) beloved wife and I’m still here (alive) for the love (strongest power in this
universe) I have for
my two children in addition to the additional loss of my (constitutionally protected..…I
was hoping) personal
and financial freedom, thanks to the very
improper and ignorant application of old and inadequate neuropsychological
assessments and to their related “conservatorship laws” (hahahahaha).
As I had hypothesized
in a post of the past, we are all still monkeys – whenever we see something weirdor unexplainable to say that “it must be an
act of God” is almost an automatic
and instinctual reaction. How different is this from the real monkey that -
seeing a truck driving on the same path normally used to go somewhere for
something – goes up the closest tree screaming? If the monkey could speak
wouldn’t we hear the monkey scream “it’s an act of God”?
All I’m
saying here is that we already are in the second millennium (beginning), but we know less than nothing
about where we come from, who we are, how our bodies with their organs
work (especially
our brains) but
some have convinced ourselves that by asking to some disabled individual (like me) to resolve (out of the blue and without
pen and paper)
elementary equations extremely challenging to resolve (given the just
described conditions)
cannot live a normal life anymore.
I’d say
that both Jesus and my friend Iacopothe philosopher, are fully correct in
saying that “the day people will know what their after-death will be like,
the ENTIRE WORLD will change overnight”…..too
bad that nobody cares...
Finally I
feel like adding that – based on my extensive conversations and studies
about quantum sciences – when we
die the electrical charges that our brain
utilized while we were living our lives will simply detach (come off) from the “meat that’s the organ brain”,
therefore giving freedom to our intelligence, culture, experience and logic to
not only see our entire lives “just like in a movie” (as it’s been said for
ages), so it’s not
like all of a sudden you receive what some call “universal intelligence”
or cumulative.
It’s simply
our own intelligence in our brain that since it isn’t occupied by the trillions
of other activities any human brain must take care of every minute while living,
can pinpoint each and every time when you hurt someone else in any way
shape or form, living your life.
My list of
those who did hurt me – by taking advantage of all I did in my entire honest
and challenging work life, after I got disabled (defenseless) is way too long to make (let me just mention my
ex-wife and my sister with her husband), I just want to give the basic rule to follow
in order to predict the way our souls will judge our lives (we will judge ourselves):
Gravity is
a very important factor, i.e. if the “good” done is “lighter” than the “bad”,
chances are that your entire soul will be “lighter” so, closer to the “infinite pleasure”
of the Universal Consciousness (NOT
our human soul).
Also don’t
forget that we are eternal individuals/souls, so, we keep coming back here on
earth to live a full new life (as Christians and many other religions say at least since the written
documents/walls from the Egyptians of 5,000 years ago) which is going to be heavily
affected by the life we just lived, regardless that we may have any memory
of it.
This
morning I received (for the 5th time) the notification from my blogger that a new comment had been posted in
it, so I went to look at the post where it had been made, to discover – much to
my surprise - that the 5 commentS had ALL been made to the same post – ME AT
WORK –
I had posted in the very far October 2015 (see link above) and that ALL
were posted by resume writing companies located in India or somewhere
else in that area.
I certainly
appreciate the interest, however (now that I got rid of them ALL) I smile 😊 because:
1.I’m NOT looking for a job……I’m
retired (forcefully)
2.I can write my own resume anytime I’d
need to AND I’d probably write my resume way
better than these qualified companies
- that offer to do it for me - could ever do.
As I read my
post again, I realize that it’s missing a couple of pretty important
information so, I decided to add them here (because important):
·The
link to my new company I was going to manage (TEVA)
1.The current president of Tecnica USA
was about to retire.
2.I was the “natural choice” to take
his place – not only because being Italian born (language…), but also because:
3.I had already spent working there 3
years as VP of après-ski footwear (the true passion of the owner of Tecnica)
4.I was very familiar with many
Tecnica key employees in Italy
5.I was friend with the Tecnica owner’s
(Giancarlo) kids, one of them currently is the president
of the Tecnica GROUP(Alberto)
6.I was a “better than average” skier
(kind
of important)
7.I was very familiar already
with the other several distribution companies in the area (their presidents) for many other European ski brands
(i.e.
Rossignol, Marker, etc...)
8.I had a very good and friendly
relationship with about every single employee in the company (from the sales VP of
ski segment to the warehouse mgr.)
VERY SADLY (for me) however the TEVA opportunity was
irresistible for these simple reasons
(in
my own mind):
·Teva/the
Deckers group are based in the same State where my Queen was born (CA)
·I
was landing my new job already in the position of president, without having to wait for the few weeks
it may take to retire for the current president
·Santa
Barbara town is non-comparable with Lyme, NH where we’d been living for the
past few years
In example
every morning in the winter time I had to guess if it was going to be possible
to drive my Jeep (4wh. Drive) out
of my garage, because it was very likely to have up to 5 feet of fresh snow
fallen overnight.
Then the
joke (with
bets) was about the
number (how
many) of degrees below
zero the temperature had gone (not important to say what the winner would receive as prize, normally
ski-related stuff).
LAST
BUT NOT LEAST Santa
Barbara is a beautiful “little town” where the weather is indescribably good all
year round, it’s filled with Hollywood stars and with billionaires, there
probably are the best schools and educational system in the USA too AND is very close to the UCLA = the best hospitals in
the entire world, with its medical and research centers, not to consider its
University, very close – in level and distance – to what can be found on the East
coast i.e. the Boston, MA area.
Therefore,
based on the list of pluses and minuses I just described, who could ever say that mine was a wrong move?
What’s been wrong is the fact of my accident with its (too many to list here) consequences, including the fact
that I’m truly forced to keep living….Boy,
what a deal I made!!!
Since I
read both that death time doesn’t exists and that Einstein stated that
past, present and future all exist at the same time, my head has been spinning
really bad, mainly because I cannot make these two concepts fit together, I mean
I can understand that in afterlife the time is the NOW, which makes it easier for me to understand what
eternity may feel like – something that seems to last for one minute there, can
take entire decades here on earth to go by, but it’s Einstein’s idea that totally
blows my (already
blown) mind.
In fact he
said that everything happens in the same moment and added that since we are
born we get convinced that yesterday was the past, today is the now and
tomorrow is the future (isn’t here yet), we are its “manufacturers” mainly because of our
free-will. This is the very reason why I’m hoping that this post – with its
videos and links to consistent websites - can give to you, my readers both the
understanding of this “idea of time” and that someone will be so kind to get in touch with me with
an explanation.
I've heard
researchers, mathematicians and scientists of all kinds, stating that Einstein’s
concept of time (with space)
is mind-bending, can anyone explain – especially because I just explained consciousness😄 – what time is and what Einstein meant saying that it doesn't exist?
OK, today I’m
going to talk about my understanding of what consciousness might be and
of its effect on all that surrounds us, including our universe (WOW I’m truly brain
injured) in fact
you can listen (or
read) to some
of the most prestigious researchers and intellectuals in the world (see links to
prestigious magazines at the bottom) who state that nobody can tell, nor understand what consciousness is.
So, while
everyone – in many different fields – scratches their heads in the attempt to
understand what and where our consciousness might be, my constant
solitude, silence, basic catholic education and uninterrupted ability to think
and reason, I’ve came up with my own idea, that answers the question; “what is
consciousness?” To get to my answer I must first give 3 “basic foundations” to
support it, they are:
1.My Cath. religion teaches that we all
have our own (individual) soul
2.Quantum science has scientifically and experimentally proven that when we die the electric charges that our brain uses to let us move, activate the necessary living functions of the body (i.e. heart beating, digesting, seeing, etc.…) and to think (i.e. remember, plan for the future, study, learn and
dream) “leave” the physical
brain to "migrate" to the now called Universal
consciousness
3.In about 1790 Antoine Lavoisier famously said that “matter is neither created nor destroyed"….("matter transforms
from one state into another")”
On one side
I conclude that it's true that we all have a soul and on the other I deduct that since our
soul is matter, after death it rejoins the universal consciousness, that (check this out..) since it’s matter (electrical matter that forms the soul), it keeps accumulating, therefore it expands (gets
bigger) which is the reason why we now measure that our universe is getting bigger/expands.
Well, think
about this and decide that either my brain is truly malfunctioning or its
injury has made me a genius! Please tell me...
My “Youtube addiction” forces me today to give
to you – my reader – a pretty big challenge that – if you know anyone who’s
familiar with my original Italian language – may be rather strenuous, no matter
that I’m going to try to give some help to the ones who don’t know anybody who
can tell what Benigni (one of my preferred Italian actors)
I just put links to these movies trailers to
save some space in my post, anyway this is Benigni comedian pretty
much says (with his strong Tuscany accent) what follows - I’m hoping that the
following notes I made - can help a little to follow the “overall sense” of what he says:
·Refers to the Italian rinascimento
·Italy
is a perpetual country
·Desegregation
from far away
·Desegregation
of the Roman Empire, of the Roman republic
·Invasions from: barbarians, Austrians, Spanish, the 2 world wars 20 fascist years, etc... etc...
The oil
crisis in 73 and 79 when we have been the model for the recovery to the entire EU
Saint Benedetto
Da Norcia and his ora et labora, when nobody was working anymore because it was seen as a Godly
punishment, this saint sent a bunch of little fathers (missionaries) around EU
to copy all they could find, literally saving
the entire western culture. There was in fact nothing left anymore, no
arts, science, architecture, medicine NOTHING WAS LEFT……
it was the end of the world. He says.
Then all
the western culture with the logic, first time people talk of God in the way
that all philosophy was influenced up to Cartesio.
We invented feminism; women can say YES at their weddings, because it was the Virgin Mary
who said YES to God, we invented the confession
that gave the beginning of psychoanalysis all the way to Freud.
·We
invented democracy with laicism
·We
invented finance - Florentine bankers without common language taught financial
rules followed today in the whole financial world
·Liberalism
Then in the
14th century Colombo found America that another Italian named with his own name
Today the most powerful parties are the parties
of fear, instead of the best people getting together to build something
positive we see the worst ones getting together to share the powers and
our money to enjoy life the best they can.
After who
talks is Eugenio Scalfari - historical journalist (another of my favorite
Italians) who says that Benigni said it all he could ever say on his own but
underlined that it was the priests - starting from the Pope (the emperor) who
told women to say YES when getting married,
because men used to “take" the woman for themselves without asking to
anybody else and adds that – as a negative - women couldn't say NO given that marriages were organized by the 2
families. Scalfari reminds to Benigni about Caterina de Medici who brought to
France the "modern kiss" (with the tongue) that we call the kiss a la
French way, when it truly came from Italy with this Caterina it camewho everyone thought it was from the devil, Caterina
risked death by being burnt - like Johan of Arc - Benigni goes on saying that the handshake is
Italian too, because in the medieval period simply to show that the were no
guns in the hands, when before the way to salute someone else was the Roman Salute
– AVE - (lift the right arm to the front to the height of the eyes)
We –
Italians - invented the one way streets, the streets themselves, hygiene,
cleanliness, courtesy and kindness (most beautiful behavior in the world, he says) from medieval times, all are gifts Italians gave to the entire world.
Italy is
the country where culture was born before the unifying influence of Catholic
religion that’s the “official country (Italy) religion” that influenced the
rest of Europe which unified all the European countries and to think that
Europe has had one single currency without having had any war is a real miracle
that’s NEVER happened in the entire human history, he goes on talking about the
11th article of the constitution of Italy first of all recognizes every
other country in the world and explains that sovereignty is in the hands of the
population but IF anybody has a better idea about the way to rule the country
he and his/er idea is welcome.
In other
words with Europe we realized the expression of the Italian dream, the European
Union is an exchange of dreams to unify
the entire world and IF nobody ruins this dream we
will have given to our descendants, not a unified Europe, a federal Europe….all
has already been written, Italy will have given to the entire world all we need
is to wake up and have the will to make this dream become real.
Enjoy this
post but – before you start to look at it be sure to have some time
to dedicate (or to waste).
This one –
together with the Simulation hypothesis (upcoming post) really fascinates me (almost as much as
watching Youtubes endlessly) because it shows the way the human mind (ours) never stops to come up with different hypothesis/possibilities to
figure out one/some reason to explain why we exist and we are here – besides
where we are all going to (what?? Aren’t we going into another parallel universe?).
I must say
that it’s truly kinda sad to know where we came from, neither where we are
going to……talk about the most intelligent species on earth, in this one universe…..
Anyway, I
put here - as I always do – both a couple of Youtubes (again… my new addiction) and few links to other websites,
mainly as the proof that my brain still works - no matter that fewfools assessed me as
someone who cannot count to 3 (daaahhhh),
so I must support (incidentally with MY money) conservators (losers).
This “holographic”
idea is – in its way – somehow complex and requires some knowledge about theories
of gravity and the – famous at this point – the string-theory (new and old passions of
mine), I’m hoping
that you allow me not to go into detailed explanation of both of these 2
theories……I’m hoping that the links to easy – (and very approachable) sites below, I just want to anticipate that I’ll
be exploring with/for you, in the very near future the gigantic importance and
humongous effect of what the (seemingly) simple
double slit experiment has brought to our “new understanding” of all (I mean everything) that surrounds us, the concept of
TIME (terrifying
in its complexity).
I wish you all a good learning time.
Boy, am I
learning about my (Catholic)
religion, these days! My new friend
Roberta always replies to questions I ask via email but she’s teaching more
than I can imagine both about my religion and the philosophic principles of
afterlife and human existence.
The other
day we were talking about forgiveness – very important in my religion – and I
said that when I forgive someone for something bad or that I don’t like I
normally grant my forgiveness from
the pedestal on which I’m standing on and when I do so my only reason is
because I feel pity for the one I forgive because I know what kind of afterlife
the forgiven is looking at.
This is my
honest approach to any strong Catholic believer around the world over the times;
I mean how difficult it can be to forgive someone knowing damn well that the bill is going to eventually get paid
with the interests!?!
Boy oh boy!
This is – word for word what I received as reply: Pity
is not compassionate, but rather it seems to be a defensive posture. You are
meant to forgive with your whole heart! Together with the quote from the
bible of what Luke had said about forgiveness (Luke 6:27–36):
Right now I’m
talking about this very religious
topic BUT my upcoming posts are all going to be focused on quantum sciences topics,
for the simple reason that the more I elaborate on quantum physics and
mechanics, the more I’m fascinated by the broad approach they take on
everything having to do with human life (which agrees very well with the spiritual man I’ve
become) in addition
these sciences confirm to me my (crazy?) idea
that we humans created this (and the parallel) universe and are the God every single religion of the world refers to.
It just so
happens that I’ve been wanting to write few more posts in my blog in Italian,
because I’ve reached the one thousands number of posts here while I have just
few hundreds in what’s supposed to be my mother language (why not father
language?) – but
this is mainly because it’s way much easier to find both Youtube videos and
consistent websites I can put in my post as links - and since I very recently
wrote a post about the fact that it’s my belief that Jesus was truly a very
normal individual who for some reason had a Darwinian jump in the human
evolution and was born with the capacities of his brain like we are going to
have in few hundredsmore years (hopefully not few
thousands), somehow
I feel it to be necessary to go a bit deeper into the description of our
evolution that – much to everyone’s shock - has been going on for just 6 million of years…..WOW!!!
I’m therefore
hoping that both my videos and websites well
researched and linked below will give a good learning time to my readers (who keep giving $0 in donations to me……).
My main –
and most important – message with this post is simply that it’s taken what I’d
call a disproportionate
amount of time for us – Homo sapiens – to evolve from monkeys – to the way we
are today. In few of the links to other “official” websites you can see the
stages we went through before becoming what we are today and have been for few
hundreds of thousands of years (??).
My strong
suggestion is for you – my reader – to think a little about the walk on the
evolution path we’ve made before becoming what/who we are today, what I was
able to find too is that some researchers have hypothesized what’s going to be
our next evolutionary step, which truly fascinates me…..even if there’s very
little to find in the internet now.
However let
me open a small parenthesis here about DNA, evolution, Mendel and genetics, for
the reason that my Queen evidently has inherited genetics from his family
line/father, therefore she’s behaving with me like I never loved and/or taken
care of her (so
much for having made her the Queen of MY empire…..) and terribly frightening and very unfairly
her genes have been passed over to my dear son, I cannot say anything about
where he is now and the reason why, but it’s very clearly and obviously the
result of his mother’s genetic makeup ☺.
On the
other side my princess daughter is fully giving to me the very reason to still
be living, she’s too much like me – her true and unique dad – and I cannot wait
to see how greatly she’s going to enter her adult life and how much she’ll fill
my heart with satisfaction and endless love.
On my side
I’m sure to have inherited the genes via the DNA of both an ancient Roman
legionnaire and the character from both my grandfather on my father’s side –
who during WWII walked from Bergen Belsen (concentration camp for military prisoners) in northern Germany all the way to
Brescia, Italy (a
walk of about 500 miles….during the war) to rejoin with his family, wife and kids (he died of heart stroke
from exhaustion few weeks after his arrival) and 2 generations behind from the organ maker
who developed mouth cancer – that was still medically completely unknown - for
insisting to tune the lead canes of his organs, said to have a human tone when
being played, on top of the gene imprinting of these 2 family related
great-grand something, I’ve recently developed the idea that I might have been
in a precedent life a US army soldier who got shot in the head (left side of the head) on D-Day in Omaha beach from a
German sniper (or
machine gun).
This
concept of human immortality marries very well the idea of my atheist Italian friend
Iacopo with my other Catholic friend Roberta, because – even if with very different
basic concepts – both sustain the human immortality.
