It’s taken
a real angel to help me understand the reason why my queen Michele has been
staying away from me saying that she’s afraid of me, I don’t even know how many
times – and in how many ways – I asked
for the possible reason of her fear for the man who made her the Queen of my
empire and/or universe, but then – as it’s been happening to me since the coma –
I dreamt an angel who told me that Michele’s afraid of me because shameful for
having cheated on me with a real piece of shit who is going to pay this sin he
committed even before his death, not to mention what his after-death will be
like.
On this
same subject I’m soon going to talk about what I mean by receiving punishment well
before death for sins committed while living that has all to do with a
misunderstanding I had regarding the way our creator and Jesus handled sinners
when still alive.
Anyway, to
return to the main subject here I now understand that my wife Michele has been
afraid because feeling guilty and very shameful for having cheated on me, in
addition I could imagine that it could make little sense if she had cheated
with a wealthy (billionaire) athlete who owns castles around
the world, speaks three or four different languages and is of great experience
and culture, what’s sad and shameful is that she cheated on me with a B. who is
a very smelly piece of rotten shit who was good only to pay for the groceries
and rent……talk about having a castle, that dirt-bag is in his 50ies, owns a
car, but forget about a castle, he must pay rent rather than pay mortgage, no
wonder my dearly beloved Michele soon got tired of having him in her bed (let me NOT say doing
what!).
I must say
that I now feel to be very relieved, because the idea that my wife could be
scared of the disabled me was truly painful.
- https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/anger-in-the-age-entitlement/200904/marriage-problems-50-ways-cause-fear-and-shame
- http://www.drivingpeace.com/anxiety-and-shame/#.Wf0e0VtSwdV
- https://theplaylist.net/robert-pattinson-wants-hot-dog-hilarious-short-film-fear-shame-20170810/
- http://www.peacefulhusband.com/shame-the-fear-of-being-exposed/
- http://www.christianitytoday.com/news/2017/may/shame-guilt-fear-what-1000-americans-avoid-most-lifeway.html
- https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/anger-in-the-age-entitlement/201410/the-fear-shame-dynamic
- https://www.quora.com/unanswered/How-do-vulnerability-fear-and-shame-affect-human-emotions
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