For years
I’ve been trying to figure out a reason for my sweet spouse to say that she’s
scared of me but now – even if my son just told me that it isn’t the reason (which is it?) – I believe to have understood the
reason why I scare her, therefore cannot live in my family anymore (spending tens of
thousands each year that shall belong to either of our treasures) I put below few links that partly
explain the reason for Michele to be very uncomfortable (scared) to have me around, but let me make
it very clear.
As I said
before Michele had convinced herself that I was agnostic, but given that when I
came out of my coma, I became a strong Catholic believer (I had met with Jesus) she felt very unsettled about me -
just like she told me to be feeling like about the movie “what dreams may come”
(very
much about this move in this blog) – of course, when I add to this feeling the number of posts here (that she claims to
never look at)
about the real existence of God, our creator, I can understand the reason why
she doesn’t want me to be around anymore, it’s even hard to keep her attentive
when she brings my treasures to see me, either she falls asleep on my bed or
she knits like it’s her main job and never raises her sight to look at me (the unsettling believer) nor participates to any
conversation we are having (me and my treasures).
Anyway,
once again I found plenty websites that discuss this same matter and I can say
that while it isn’t uncommon for this to happen, there are various ways to turn
this into a positive.
Sadly since
our time together is very little and with plenty distractions I cannot have any
serious conversation with the mother of my treasures, who looks like a very
frightened woman who lost the only man who ever loved, respected, protected her
and forever will.
- http://boards.weddingbee.com/topic/any-inter-faith-couples-out-there-will-you-be-converting-when-your-married/
- http://jenniferfulwiler.com/2007/05/when-your-spouse-is-agnostic/
- http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/womens-life/11390382/Muslim-female-converts-Were-more-religious-and-more-hated.html
- http://www.spirituallyunequalmarriage.com/my_weblog/2014/08/line-by-line-do-i-divorce-an-atheist.html
- http://ask.metafilter.com/217870/How-can-an-atheistcatholic-marriage-succeed
- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/john-shore/letter-from-an-atheist-ma_b_784858.html
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