What my
adored wife and caring mother of my treasures can’t understand is that our
separation is costing to us all tens of thousands simply because I’m forced (only by her) to live in a pretty luxurious
place that’s been costing to us about $5 K each month and in addition I must be
under conservatorship in case I might be wasting my money (that used to be OURS) only that has been costing to us
$150 K this far and – obviously – this is just the beginning since I’ll be under
conservatorship until I’m 65 y/o.
What makes
me mad more than I can express is that I grew up in a very comfortable way and
family and I never had to worry about the cost of anything at all, no matter
the situation or need.
It was my
dad (Saint
Gianfranco) who
always took care of all of OUR needs, I actually tried to sum up the money he
gave to us over the years and I reached almost $1 mil., that’s exactly what I
would have done for my two treasures if…….
The other (easy) sum I’ve been doing is to sum on
top of my separate residence the cost of my conservators that – at this point –
I only know of the first one, that’s a total of $80 K and the fact that this is
just the bill from the first one makes me really mad simply because I would
have used part of this money for my two treasures, or I could buy or lease a
new car for my hero son and bring to Italy my princess to get to know
the Italian side of her family (something I’m still hoping to do).
This –
obviously – ONLY IF their mother could
understand that my need to take care of her and my treasures hasn’t changed
minimally, therefore she prefers to break my heart rather than take what she
believes it to be a risk of some kind.
I paste
here below in orange few links to pdf sites that
explain where my hopes are now, BUT – as I’ve been saying too much – nothing is
ever certain or predictable in “medicine science”.
- http://marriagemissions.com/reconciling-with-a-wife-who-has-hardened-her-heart/
- http://www.huffingtonpost.com/news/broken-heart/
- http://healmybrokenheart.com/broken-heart-mind-heart-alignment
- http://www.loveshack.org/forums/romantic/marriage-life-partnerships/infidelity/241093-long-true-how-my-wife-broke-my-heart
- http://www.loveshack.org/forums/romantic/marriage-life-partnerships/infidelity/241093-long-true-how-my-wife-broke-my-heart
- http://www.bloggingbasics101.com/how-can-i-link/
tDBS
- http://www.omicsonline.org/open-access/transcranial-magnetic-stimulation-treatment-for-motor-symptoms-inparkinsons-disease-a-review-of-two-decades-of-studies-2161-0460-1000191.pdf
- http://www.wfsbp.org/fileadmin/user_upload/Treatment_Guidelines/WFSBP_Guidelines_Brain_Stimulation.pdf
- http://www.musicianbrain.com/papers/Schlaug+Renga_tDCS-StrokeRecovery_ExpertReviews.pdf
- http://www.musicianbrain.com/papers/Nair_OptimizingRecoveryPotential_OT+tDCS.pdf
- http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3910429/pdf/nihms547655.pdf
- http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3820296/pdf/rmmj-4-4-e0023.pdf
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