I’M SORRY

I took some time today to read well again my past posts and I saw that they contained threats to people who have refused to treat me in a way that’s not yet approved by the FDA that I’m convinced (unless after trying it personally, I won’t have any benefits at all) could give me back my athletic physical status (as it used to be since my birth) and the freedom that anyone legally has here in the USA (the land of the free).

The fact that I was evaluated me (for his own peace of mind) to have the need to be under full conservatorship and that the Ventura court followed to the letter his assessment of me and gave to me a very young woman as full conservator really made me very mad (T. Nelson a professional conservator who makes money doing this........).

I must however apologize to the people I hated for many months, simply because while in a coma I met (in person or in my mind) Jesus Himself and I agreed that for me  to remain alive to be close to my children was worth any pain I was told I should expect.

Certainly I must admit that there exist pains that are much worse than just the physical pain (named neurological?? for me) that I've been trying to take care of by taking little morphine daily for 9 years while being seen by very many pain specialists (MD).

In fact, there exist neither medications nor therapy that can decrease the pain to lose an entire family (2 children with a very beloved wife) a successful work career and the possibility to travel internationally to go sometime to Verona in Italy to see my dying father and very old and dear mother together with my family so that also the American Lingiardi can meet and get to know the Italian Lingiardi with their plenty relatives and improve to almost perfection their Italian speaking skills.

I’ve been posting here many times about the humiliation I keep being subjected to by both my family (wife here and sister Anna in Italy) and my full conservator, but since I was blessed for having seen and dealt with God’s son, Jesus, I can now say with great confidence that whoever humiliated me while living will “simply” have to face an eternity of regret.

I’ve written here before that I don’t believe much in what my hero-poet Dante Alighieri put in his Divine Comedy about where our souls end up after they leave the body after death, in fact I imagine that hell is just being away from the presence of God (or in the infinite nothingness) knowing very well that they could be in heaven (IF they repair while still alive what they did of unjust and sinful,given that God is pure forgiveness), that’s just being under His sight where Adam and Eve used to be before the “original sin”.

I put here below – as usual – several links to websites in support of what I say and 2 YouTube videos of something that truly tells that our science has been able to prove the existence of the entity that let me survive the accident that could have killed anybody else.

AND from the real news

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJhJg5YKJVE

1. http://www.christianpost.com/buzzvine/creationist-presents-the-banana-as-the-atheists-nightmare-to-prove-intelligent-design-video-114306/
2. http://www.algemeiner.com/2011/08/17/scientists-prove-again-that-life-is-the-result-of-intelligent-design/
3. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intelligent_design
4. http://www.gotquestions.org/intelligent-design.html
5. http://www.inner.org/torah_and_science/evolution/proof-creator-intelligent-design.php
6. http://www.ideacenter.org/contentmgr/showdetails.php/id/1341
7. http://www.actionbioscience.org/evolution/nhmag.html