This is what I had posted on 7/13/2012 http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2012_07_01_archive.html
I was famous while working for always stating that “the
impossible doesn’t exist” and tell people working with me to never use this
word. In fact the word miracle is very often used to comment when something
"impossible" is done by somebody. Well then, I must be a real God, since I've been making miracles to myself to heal injuries in my body
that would have badly disabled me since I was a teenager, I can actually still
see the scars in my body (mostly in my legs) that resulted from surgeries to
reposition the bones so they can heal themselves correctly (the most that
medical science can do).
This begs me to say that all the psychologists I've seen
since my brain was injured (motor cortex only) haven't
considered the fact that in my healthy body, my injury may miraculously and
pretty rapidly heal all the other injuries that my brain had, while still
working on the main one (motor cortex, only again).
Aside from the fact that my last psychologist felt it to be
safer (for himself) to agree with what many previous psychologists had assessed
of me few hours/days after I came out of the coma, this injury has paralyzed the left side of my body that hasn't been
moving for 10 years now and has therefore lost all of my muscles in that side
of my body, which means that when my body makes the miracle to heal the motor cortex
I'm going to remain unable to use my left body side simply for the absence of
muscle-strength. And this is when my determination and almost inhumane strength
of will are going to help me take on the reconstruction of the plenty muscles in
that part of my body with their tone and strength.
What's also very sad is that I met very few psychologists
(3) who - after having exchanged little time talking with me - were horrified
to know that I was put under conservatorship, sadly none of them - each for different
reasons - has been able to let me free as the man I was born to be.
In addition I'm surrounded by well educated people who tell
me that since having delusions and cognitive issues is very typical for TBI
victims, there's no way that I might ever return to have my working, value
generating and active life I had until the 2005 accident.
All I can say is to stay put and wait to see my doing the
next miracle.
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