Carlo Lingiardi: January 2020

Friday, January 10, 2020

IMPORTANT TO REALIZE

OK few of my readers accused me to have become “too catholic in my posts” therefore today I simply want to share what’s been flying through my mind lately, please don’t consider what I’m about to say here is dumb, because it comes from my mind directly that – as I assume you do know well - is the part that can’t be injured no matter the gravity of the brain injury - assuming that our mind is really in our brain.

What I’m going to do is to simply to bullet point my thoughts (realizations), rather than listing them by number. So that it’s very clear that each point in my list is less important than the previous one, or the other way around, so here we go:

· My accident with tbi has devastated both my US family and the one in Italy

· The devastation hasn’t been for me and my brain, but, mainly in what I’ve considered as the destruction of my “personal empire” be from its foundations.

· Not only my brain lost its equilibrium and high clarity of vision, about myself, my family, the reason why we are here, what’s our “living mission and the way to accomplish the reason why we are living now here on earth (for such a short period of time)

· When I “woke up” from my 2 months long coma, my own dad (absolutely fully reliable about everything) and my best business friend (Pat) told me that I said to be out of my coma because of an agreement I had made with nothing less than that than Jesus Christ, but while I have absolutely no memory whatsoever to ever even seen Jesus, the objective truth is that I definitely turned into a different individual when compared with the way I used to be (i.e. a very hard worker - very athletic and very interested in opportunities to exercise in new environments and with different people) visibly agnostic mainly due to my overwhelming objectivity- that’s still part of what even my former work partners/employees remember the most about me to be – very understanding - polite – I never even considered an idea to cheat to what I’ve been considering and calling the Queen in my earthly life.

· Everyone who has ever worked for/with me always knew very clearly the importance in my life/work that my Queen always had.

· Everyone here should know too of my “improper“ pride for my last name, in fact when my divorce became official I demanded for my ex-wife to drop my last name and re-acquire her original one, I surely was determined for this to happen but when she told me that he had NO my intention to ever go back to her original one, I pretty much never mentioned this again (about 6 years) , in truth I’m now glad that she’s still part of my family, as much as it’s been hard for me that much it’s been for my Queen – both physically and mentally – in fact my accident, (with all its consequences) has clearly demonstrated how much of a part of my family she’s become….when I try to imagine any other genetic members of my own family she’s shown very clearly much more of a Lingiardi she’s now than she was when we first met.

· This is my way to explain too that my own physical injury was matched with the same gravity by her own injury (plus mind/soul), therefore the visible fact that she’s been stubbornly fighting against the negative odds in her own life for so many years, truly makes her a real part of “our own”.

BUT LET ME NOW GET TO THE MORE “SPIRITUAL” PART OF MY POST

When you look/read this blog, I’ve recently addressed the idea that we all are still monkeys for the (maybe too) simple reason that whenever we look at something strange or impossible immediately explain (at the time) in any logical and/or consequential manner….we scream in a very excited way “It’s a miracle! This cannot be a human product…..only a God could make this happen...

Well, dear readers here’s what my long travel in the afterlife, with my doubtful meeting with the “son of god” (please go to read what I recently posted/made public my personal thoughts about the terrorist – named Jesus - who fought for the independence of “his” country – Palestine - from the oppression of the roman Empire) .These are the points I believe to have some importance:

1. No God ever existed nor created our planet in our galaxy (milky way) in our universe

2. This simply means that Jesus, son of a God creator of it all, just like plenty others, or Buddha, Shiva, Vishnu etc.… are simply the creation of our own minds…just like – following the quantum physics are telling, showing and explaining in a scientific manner to us all (or maybe to the interested ones).

3. Bottom line NO GOD EVER EXISTED that may have created something out of nothing, the only one very important concept we humans must keep very clear in our minds is that we need (for some genetic reason) to have/believe in some superior entity (usually called god) to have something to blame or thank for anything that happens while we live our earthly lives.....

Wednesday, January 08, 2020

MORE ABOUT GOD

OK people, now not only the Vatican empire is crumbling on itself – as shown by the number of popes who resign, but as I said already here not long ago, we still are all no more than monkeys, so whenever we see something inexplicable, yet we yell “It’s a miracle! A true miracle from God!!....just like it could have been with telekinesis few centuries ago BUT that later scientific research and human curiosity helped us figure out that - although somewhat “special” - you truly aren’t a God, for doing so.

This idea of the existence of God is nevertheless permanent in life, just look at the few videos here; check the pertinent websites at the bottom to realize that my video with Deepak saying who “God is you” isn’t at all farfetched. Some say that Christianity will be gone by the year 3.000, however just look at these Youtubes, in my 12/19/2019 post* (who is God?) with the great Deepak clearly saying who God truly is and at the linked websites below, to understand that not only the “Jesus phenomena” is slowly but surely fading away, but that the idea of the God who created our universe was starting to fade away in the 90ies already, surprised me a bit. I’m certainly aware that atheistic people always existed (i.e. Stephen Hawking…..demonized by the Vatican Emp.) but the idea that pure, modern and complex science – such as quantum is – on one side it says that we people create it all, through our consciousness (this universe included) but at the same time it says that pretty much all that Jesus had said 2.000 years ago reflects very well what’s being discovered today at “quantum level”. That’s in fact the reason why I felt it to be necessary for me to buy the Deepak Chopra’s book

“The future of God” (not read it yet) …..I mean, we have a very rational and updated researcher in quantum physics, who says via Youtube that “God is you”, it truly made me want to buy his book, mainly to make sure that there’s no difference btw. What he says on camera and what he

writes in one of his best-selling books.

Well readers, I leave you to your reading now, saying that my posting about my fury to the neuropsy’s for my conviction to be unable to count to 3 (I’m sorry, you guys…) was recently redirected towards the (two) judges involved to my case because of to their inability to understand what the (badly written) laws instruct to do and being too lazy to better understand the impact on people in situations like mine are. I therefore believe that there might be a chance to “dedicate” a post to those 2 ignorant (BUT never wrong!!) ars…...es.

Friday, January 03, 2020

OUR BRAIN

Talk about being hugely frustrated and even more – if at all possible – pissed off, to make my case a little clearer let me quote the email message I just sent to my new – after about 6 – neurologist here in town, “Good morning doctor, I bet you aren't going to believe what I found last night in one of my plenty google searches, in fact I entered Adderall...sleepy and I received about 1,210,000 results (in 0.58 seconds). I went on reading that I'm one of the (hopefully) 2% of the people who become terribly sleepy taking it, in fact (I quote) "Adderall Sleepiness: This calming effect can make some people sleepy. In clinical trials, fatigue affected approximately 2 to 4 percent of people who took Adderall. Sleepiness can also occur when you stop taking Adderall, especially if you were taking high doses for a prolonged time." but after - of course - continuing my research I read about a med I never heard you mention......and I hope not because of my conservator, here it is "Provigil is approved only for narcolepsy, sleep apnea or for people who work irregular hours, but hidden among those who take it are pockets of healthy Americans taking it just to boost energy and enhance focus. It excites the mind so much that Provigil has been nicknamed "Viagra for the brain."J I'm very sorry I couldn't see Dr. C. yesterday......let's say that Easy Lift "left me hanging" 'cause I'm pretty sure that this maybe one of the reasons for my curious reaction to Adderall (not so curious anymore, anyway). However since doing my search brought me to plenty websites about the Adderall and this is what I did read too "Adderall Use and the Brain – Adderall increases concentration and energy levels by increasing the levels of serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine in the brain - this surely put you on the side of the neurologists who tend to be correct in your "guess science" (check my older post with this same title) but then I started to look at the quantities and I saw that the max amount of Adderall is 60mg/day that had me make a small research on quantities that - on average - seemed to me more than what I'm on now.

I mean, dear reader I think it’s since the XIV century when L. Da Vinci (now Jesus’s corpseJ) was making his medical drawings of the different parts in the human body that we most precisely know how different organs inside our body (i.e. liver, kidney, heart, etc.…) but still today (beginning of second millennium, 2020) we have no F.(reacking) idea of the way our brain – just the most important organ in our body, or in our F. universe – is made!

WHAT THE F. people, scientists and medical researchers! Has it been too complex or difficult for you all to take a F. brain, cut it up in pieces, put the pieces under a microscope to figure out what may be made it out of AND given that you even named its cells with the neuron name AND were all able to see that these neurons were all interconnected with each other, was it too difficult to think that maybe there are reasons for these connections to exist? I mean, once it’s clear that it’s through the brain that we can do all we do, how can you explain all the micro-electric powers jumping between one neuron and the next?

MMmmmm….let’s measure the power/energy produced by the brain as a whole and see if we can light a bulbJ

Double WOW and quadruple WOW guys I do have precisely in mind – sadly & painfully – for you all my way to thank you for your dedication to science and new discoveries especially with your drive to understand…..no wonder I’ve been calling here medicine science as a guess science….nobody ever knows a beautiful F. about the ways our body reacts to anything chemical that we put (in any manner or of any weight shape , temperature ) in our bodies UNLESS we use (shit, or….) the averages math, it’s very simple to understand the way any and all pharmaceutical product must be tested (by dear FDA) before being allowed to go to consumer’s market L, i.e. take 100 people/guinea pigs give to half of them a sugar pill and to the other half the medication pill you want to receive the FDA approval to go to market (and start to make $$ billions) IF 40 of the 50 who ingested the sugar pill had no benefit at all (never forget the placebo effect) HOWEVER IF in the other half 46 out of 50 did experience what the med is supposed to do (or it was engineered to act on) you are finally able to F. go to market to earn the money invested in the new wonder!!

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