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Friday, July 28, 2017

MY NOOTROPICS FAILURE

On 6/12 I published here a post about my “discovery” of nootropics that are simple OTC (over the counter) supplements that look very much like meds (pills, caps, etc.…) that in my complete medical ignorance I had hoped that could start the neuroplasticity of the injured brain, I even exchanged dozens of emails both with “experts” in this field and developers in this seemingly profitable supplements field.
What I had wanted to believe is that the heavy sleepiness that I developed shortly after ingesting one of these supplements was simply because I wasn’t used to them, so I decided to give it few days to get used to this new (for me) supplement, however since I spend all day long in the internet, I looked around to learn more about these substances and I learned that I’m not the only one with the same “side effect”, in fact my “sleepiness” even has its name, it’s called “brain fog” that – of course – can be treated with yet more OTC pills that for the major part contain caffeine (Daaahhhhh!!).
As the idiot (or brain injured) I am I decided to toss away few more $$ in the acquisition of such “magic solutions” to my sleepiness issue and I decided to give it a good try, hoping that my normally very reactive and superiorly self-healing organism could do the magic and repair my motor cortex (= the ONLY injured part of my brain).
I’m now sadly at the point that I’ve decided to keep ingesting these pills of plastic just to feel that I’m not throwing them all away, I decided in fact that as I empty the packaging of each pill I’m not going to replace it with a new one….. in other words, I’m going for the process of self-elimination.
What makes me wonder big time is that my forever damned physiatrist B. used to have me take 3 pills of Piracetam (the very first and probably most serious nootropic in the market since decades) each day; I’d say that this is one important reason that had me go after this “nootropics path”.

As I just said – I’m sure I’ll make plenty of my visitors here rather disappointed – I’m completely done with this yet other experiment, no neuroplasticity has restarted, nor I ever felt the very objective that these supplements proudly claim to give (focus, memory, attention and logic).
Given that most of these supplements target as their market the people affected by Alzheimer’s or other similar brain conditions I can say that they really aren’t in the market to help injured brains, I’d say because they surely don’t affect the brain plasticity, I’d surely know by now.
Since these supplements are all OTC you can buy them online wherever (for me, my beloved eBay) they aren’t expensive at all and given that they are made with lots of vitamins of the B group. Plus iron, manganese, etc.… etc.. if I haven’t helped my neuroplasticity, I’ve surely given a vast amount of vitamins and minerals to my system. In other words, if I haven’t helped my brain get better, I certainly helped my body for anything else it might need to live well balanced and healthy.


  1. http://peaknootropics.com/nootropics-brain-injury-damage/
  2. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5021479/
  3. http://nootropicgeek.com/nootropics-for-post-concussion-traumatic-brain-injury-recovery/
  4. http://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/66077-recovery-from-traumatic-brain-injury-need-help-with-nootropics-or-medications/ 
  5. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5056292/
  6. http://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/48867-longterm-use-of-piracetam/
  7. http://www.ixneuro.com/concussions.html?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI6JPexMGt1QIVBJR-Ch2ARAjoEAAYASAAEgJAXvD_BwE

Monday, July 24, 2017

I’M A GENIUS EVEN MORE THAN BEFORE


Everyone who has ever had to do anything with me (work, sports and whatever else) can affirm that they’ve always seen me as very intelligent, smart, with a rare kind of logic and good self-controlled aggression individual that not only made me a “boss to remember" but someone to believe in, who was always able to describe a very clear picture of the “battle field” who the enemies are, where the obstacles are and the timing I would expect for the complete victory to be reached (always yesterday for me :)).
This mix of clear vision, belief in the “commander” and well explained targets, or goals injected confidence in my team by the truckload, to the point that each time I left them, for different reasons (either a step ahead in my career or even let go, for having become too powerful in the company I worked at…..Geo?…) every one of my employees was hired by other companies in the same field (usually competitors) within few weeks, at most.
While certainly having been outside the footwear business for (too many) years has NOT helped me develop or keep updated my contacts and overall mood of this market sector, I’ve been very lucky to have continued to keep in touch both with former high level employees (I prefer to use the term business partners) and visible retailers across the USA that in my (injured) brain I don’t believe that it would take much time or too big of an effort to get back to the same level I was, that used to be what seemed my natural one since I was born, basically.

In fact – amazingly – I still keep in email contact with few of my (top level) high school professors who – regardless of their age and overall discomfort of the Italians for this electronic communication method – enjoy our talks and often refer to my attitude when I was their pupil (student). Given what I just said above I can say that my strength as a person isn’t something that I learned while studying and working (across the world and in particular across two continents), they are and have always been part of me as the person who was just born that way. If I add that two distinct parts in my brain died several years ago, I can state that to make up for what’s been missing, other parts have overdeveloped. Why could I talk about philosophy, quantum physics and theology like I had a Ph. D. in these fields? And why two different neuropsychologists assessed me as unable to manage my money, when I'm evidently much more intelligent and logic than they both are?

  1. https://www.theguardian.com/education/2016/sep/24/do-our-brains-have-extraordinary-untapped-powers
  2. http://discovermagazine.com/2010/mar/23-the-brain-look-deep-into-minds-eye
  3. https://www.afhu.org/scientists-map-brains-of-the-blind-to-solve-mysteries-of-human-brain-specialization/uncategorized/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI7K6aw4-S1QIVTZJ-Ch0WeAD5EAAYASAAEgI8q_D_BwE#.WXZeG4TysdV
  4. http://eocinstitute.org/meditation/subconscious-mind-power-2/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI7K6aw4-S1QIVTZJ-Ch0WeAD5EAMYASAAEgI3ePD_BwE
  5. http://www.nationalgeographic.com/magazine/2017/05/genius-genetics-intelligence-neuroscience-creativity-einstein/



COLLATERAL BEAUTY


I’s been some time that I haven’t talked about a movie good enough for me to spend time to research and express my appreciation of it, but this is a movie that I’ve told already to my princess (Giorgia) and Queen (Michele) to come over to where I’m imprisoned (with the luxuries to be in downtown, 24/7 caregiving and superlative internet connection) to watch it with them, I believe I’m going to watch it again at least another 8 times before I can say “I’m done”.
This movie superficially is about the pain of a father who loses his daughter when she was 5 or 6 y/o, a pain that makes him go down the road of being crazier by the day to the point that he no longer wishes to keep living, disregards what he had built in his life of work, his business partners and all else a man can build in a very successful life using his God given talents.
In his daily madness and disregard for what still makes sense to normal people to do, he decides to write letters to death, time and love that he considers involved in his tragedy.
This is what makes this movie truly enjoyable because his business partners – all very concerned for the future of their business – and obviously for themselves – hire three professional actors to play the parts of death, time and love.
This is the part of the movie that makes it lighter because – even if its subject is very dark and gloomy these 3 actors make it funny and almost comedic.
Overall however this is a beautiful movie to describe very well the power of the uniquely human sentiment, or the power of love.
Besides that love is the most powerful sentiment in this universe, love is truly what makes every wheel of life to keep spinning, not only your own life but that of the entire world.
In thinking of this you can see love behind some of the wars and most brutal facts in human kind that took place over the past 2K years, for this only, I strongly recommend watching it with your best friends BUT without any alcohol.


  1. https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-meaning-of-collateral-beauty
  2. https://www.theguardian.com/film/filmblog/2016/dec/21/collateral-damage-will-smith-review-what-went-wrong
  3. https://www.newportbeachfilmfest.com/lesson-collateral-beauty/
  4. http://www.ocregister.com/2016/12/16/collateral-beauty-fails-to-deliver-meaning/
  5. https://www.ncronline.org/blogs/ncr-today/collateral-beauty-searches-meaning-heartbreak-and-death
  6. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collateral_Beauty 

Saturday, July 22, 2017

ELECTRICAL POWERS AND DNA


This is the first of a small number of posts that are going to explain – as best as I can – some of the ideas/concepts that I’ve been illustrating in this blog and that obviously – given the number of messages I received – have put more questions than answers in the heads of my readers, but let me start saying that while I’m pretty sure to have well understood what happens as we die, the after-death remains to be a mystery to me too.
I’m saying this because I’ve been talking (by email) with very experienced and highly qualified quantum researchers, philosopher’s and theologians to better understand what kind of existence our soul carry on after the separation (at death) from the body, but I’m still unable to clearly grasp with clarity this idea of re-birth, that isn’t re-incarnation at all, it’s – more simply – making the choice – by anyone’s soul – of the body in which to come back to life here on earth.
Now, please understand that there’s a big (maybe?) difference between reincarnation and re-birth, where reincarnation happens when the body is still existent, not buried yet – like after an accident or when in war - while you can say re-birth when a soul chooses an unborn individual (maybe still a fetus) to be born again in, this choice is actually of extreme importance and delicacy since when making the choice the soul gets to know what life the individual chosen will have.
This is where my (injured) brain tilts completely, why the heck could I choose a life splendid for 42 years that pretty much ends at that age? Was my soul drunk or on some type of drug?
B.T.W. I’m asking the exact same questions to the mother of our treasures Michele, what the heck was her soul thinking to be reborn in the body of someone who married a man who practically died at 42 y/o but successfully survived (against all the odds) and pretty much ruined his own family on both sides of the Atlantic? All these questions - and many others – have been swirling in my mind for too long of a time not to drive me crazy, so I’m going to continue my research till I can answer to them all.
But to go back to the title of this post, I just want to underline that our constant research in physics (now quantum) has demonstrated something that in some way we all knew already, or that we are all part of each other and as much as the entire universe started with a single big-bang, so much we all come from one single point (instant) in this universe, in addition you must consider that all is based on  electricity, no matter how big or small, in fact:
·         every atom uses electricity to communicate with each other
·         every neuron in the brain uses electrical impulses to communicate and impart commands, or things to do to the body, think, invent and all else we humans do
·         consciousness uses electrical charges too
·         same for our souls
·         whenever some gigantic human disaster happens around the world (in example think to 9/11  or princess Diana’s funeral) the “universal consciousness” makes itself very visible by making millions of people feeling the same kind of “tension” at the exact same moment.
I said it here already some time earlier, but all of this pushes my mind to strongly think to Mr. Lavoisier who several centuries ago stated that “as much as nothing can be destroyed, so much nothing can be created”, ho boy! What a genius he was…..
Something else that’s like having a fly inside my ear is the idea that we are all part of each other and this truly goes hand-in-hand with what my friend Iacopo has been saying for years, “every crime, war, violence and simple unfairness can stop overnight worldwide if everyone could see that we are all one (Jesus said “we are all brothers”).
However, while electrical charges are mostly used for positive and loving purposes, they can be used to make evil facts too, in fact is with hatred, concentration and focus (all at the same time) that we can hurt others or hurt ourselves too that explains well why some people have horrible experiences simply because someone else suggests that what they are doing is wrong, but to get this last thought you are going to either wait some time, message me or please me with a small donation.



  1. http://www.bbc.com/earth/story/20170215-the-strange-link-between-the-human-mind-and-quantum-physics
  2. http://www.collective-evolution.com/2014/03/08/10-scientific-studies-that-prove-consciousness-can-alter-our-physical-material-world/
  3. https://futurism.com/scientists-are-exploring-a-link-between-our-minds-and-the-quantum-world/
  4. https://newrepublic.com/article/121843/philosophy-color-perception
  5. https://hub.jhu.edu/2014/07/24/busting-a-brain-myth/
  6. http://www.one-mind-one-energy.com/


Friday, July 21, 2017

KNOWING, MOVIE



This 2009 science fiction thriller film that was directed by Alex Proyas and starred Nicolas Cage is one of the good movies I’ve been watching lately and – as always – I’m going to talk about it in this post here.
Some say that they were freaked out by it, as for me I was fascinated instead, thinking that someone could predict 50 years in advance facts, tragedies with the exact number of casualties immensely attracts my attention and truly fascinates me, especially because I know that it’s completely possible, maybe not from a young girl who makes a paper about the way she imagines how the world will be in 50 years, neither some visionary or predictor of what will come going forward, but this new quantum research with the possibility that we live just in one of the possible plenty universes  cannot stop my mind from flying all over, so this movie about knowing the future found a very fertile ground to grow inside of me.
I believe in fact to have watched it 4 times already and each time I love the actor N. Cage more than the time before.
His facial expressions, tone of his voice and way of moving his body around in the different scenes are simply perfect, I can’t think of a better actor than Cage in this movie.
As a matter of fact I’m now making a research about all the movies he acted in, that turns out were all successful, meaning that I’m not alone in liking him as a good actor, I guess that to have him in a movie mustn’t come easy or inexpensive, his name must guarantee a minimum amount of $dollar sales.
Once again I recommend this movie to be watched in company with your very good friends BUT NOT with hard alcohol, some beer is good enough, you don’t want anyone unable to walk, talk, drive and think after having enjoyed such a good movie……that makes you think at many different future scenarios that may become reality going forward.

  1. http://bibchr.blogspot.com/2009/03/knowing-movie-review.html
  2. http://www.oddfilms.com/blog/movie-recommendations/knowing-movie-interpretation/
  3. http://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/knowing-2009
  4. http://moviechopshop.com/2009/04/07/knowing-the-end-why-nick-cages-movie-freaked-me-out/
  5. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knowing_(film) 

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

THE POWERS OF MY MIND


I don’t even want to count the plenty times that I talked about the mind here, I’m just going to mention few facts that are confirmed as true by science, not latest one (quantum) but the one that preceded this of today, or that the mind resides in our brain but it isn’t part of it, to the point that once you die the mind keeps existing.
However,  we shouldn’t confuse mind with soul because fundamentally different, for the fact that the soul uses the mind just like when living we use our brain and mind to conduct our living having our brain takes care of all our bodily functions with the learning and experiencing that become part of our mind.
To oversimplify this concept, let me say that the mind is the brain for the soul, that ultimately represents our body, by freeing/liberating the brain at death of its functions - keep our body alive and well functioning we certainly become more intelligent (some say universal intelligence, others call it cumulative) but since the mind isn’t really a part of the brain, once we die our mind doesn’t acquire any superior capability nor is in any way freer.
In fact, the websites I link below and the Youtubes support very much what I’m saying, however I just decided that it takes too much time to find the “right website” that mirrors and supports my claims, in addition I now know that very few of you (my readers) ever spend time to look at them, at most you enjoy the Youtubes but you rarely go to the websites I propose.
So, as of now (starting in this post) I will no longer put links to other websites in support of what I say in the post/text, unless I feel it to be of monumental importance and given that my plans are to post primarily about my thoughts, opinions and experiences, the only videos you’ll see here, will be of me talking about the subject, I’ve come to the point that IF you won’t believe that what I say, you best make your own research and either use the (cool) contact form here on the right or post your comment at the bottom of each and every post.
Anyway, I said here before that my accident was caused by my former Italian employer in NH, who used his very powerful mind-strength to annihilate me when I was weaker than I had ever been before in my life (already described in the past here).
The combination of the strength of mind (and hate) coming from such a powerful man together with my very low attentiveness to danger in addition to my weak abilities to react (normally very strong in me) made it somehow simple for me to pretty much die.
What’s very important to understand is that it wasn’t my employer’s mind that pretty much killed me, it was myself and my sense of guilt and my having been unfair that created the conditions for what happened.

I had said to have appeared in front of Jesus and agreed to return to living earth, no matter the pain………. but who knows if I truly did so? Some (Iacopo) say that my experience reflects my education since very young and given that I have no memory to ever had such encounter, I’ve started to explore with the help of quantum scientists and important theologians, other possibilities (was it me? or one of my ancestors?).
What remains totally shocking to me is that with the strength of our minds we are able to influence others in their lives and their important relationships, in fact it’s under these premises that my rage/hate toward both my conservators and the neuro specialists who condemned me to such humiliating life is going to crush what they consider very important, the business for the first one (soon to bankrupt), the family for the second and current one who – without having a clue – has condemned to painful death his daughters and will soon divorce from the woman married when she was already pregnant. These ideas (hopes) might become real simply because – as stated here already – human mind isn’t weakened by any size of brain injury, for the simple fact that it isn’t a physical part of the brain, it just “resides” in it.
I now realize not to have addressed the possible dangers that my neuro specialists risk to experience and all I can tell you is to wait, because I may do that in some future time. What's of huge importance for you to understand is that it isn't my own feeling of hate and destruction for my prisoners that makes the worst happen to those I just mentioned, it's just their own mind that - following my suggestions - makes these horrors become real. I said here in a recent past that God is our father and would never want us to hurt each other, but since our minds are very powerful, it's sufficient at times to give knowledge (via a suggestion) to someone else's mind for bad things to happen and become real, this "someone else" is for the most part guilty of something and is well aware to be.


  1.  https://healdove.com/misc/10-Amazing-Facts-About-The-Power-Of-The-Human-Mind
  2. https://www.adaringadventure.com/30-amazing-facts-about-your-brain/
  3. https://www.quora.com/Does-the-human-brain-really-possess-extraordinary-capabilities
  4. https://www.learnmindpower.com/
  5. https://www.newscientist.com/round-up/extraordinary-minds/




Saturday, July 15, 2017

MY BEING ITALIAN


Few afternoons ago, my young princess came to my prison to watch with me the DVD movie “under the Tuscan Sun, since she’s come back from her trip to Italy, where she spent the entire month of June with my sister and her cousins in their home to study the Italian language at a school specific to teach Italian to foreign young people, she has shown a particular interest for all that has to do with the country that’s genetically her own.
So when we were watching this pleasant movie, we spoke in Italian and I had the opportunity to teach to my princess much of what I know about the region Tuscany and of the way we Italian live and have been living for many centuries.
The primary goal is to make sure that my angel won’t forget the Italian she’s learned during this month long trip, when she went on her own to Florence that’s now connected with Verona with a high speed train, where she stayed as guest of the family with the child who my princess often baby-sits.
I cannot begin to say here how proud my princess keeps making me; she truly gives me the reason to be here still alive – even if in pain.
Anyway what had the both of us laugh real loud is that this movie starts with the actors getting together for an informal party somewhere in NYC and I started talking about the architecture of the room where the party was taking place as a “typical Italian architecture” it took to my angel a good 5 minutes to make me stop jabbering about the typical architectural shape of the arching ceiling of the room (that’s the way they are all built in Tuscany, I was saying).
Once in real Italian soil the movie took place in some beautiful parts of the country that – to be honest – I’m not very familiar with.
My great satisfaction and joy has been to have something important and dear to us both to talk about (in Italian) and share.
Watching this movie had me realize that I’m truly part of a very different human species, not just because my mother language is Italian, the closest to the Latin of the ancient Romans (emperors of the 2K years ago world) but also because of my unique experiences and cultural foundations since I was very young.
This is the reason why – I believe – I haven’t been able to really get over the tragedy that my accident means with my family.
It’s very easy to say that if I think, talk and act in a different way is because my brain is injured, yes but where do you put the 2+K years of culture and genetic inheritance? Isn’t this ignorance with lack of understanding that had my neurophys write assessments on paper now only good to be used in the bathroom after a #2 to clean (wipe) your …..?
Here again it’s my sense of superiority that makes me look down at those people guilty of having imprisoned me by conservators, BUT on the other side if someone feels to be superior to someone else it’s only because that someone else is clearly inferior.
This concept may even sound good, however it cannot be expressed in words to anybody because surely misunderstood and offensive.
Anyway this post is about me having something important to share with my princess that’s dear to her too and making me feel somehow important with a special type of knowledge gives me yet another important reason to do my best to stick around for as long as I can.
As I’ve done recently I want my readers to know that I’ve been working on a post about faith, religions and God’s concept…..so stick around and come here to check my blog every few day, keeping in mind that your donation – no matter how small – is very welcome.


  1. http://takelessons.com/blog/italian-stereotypes-z09
  2. https://www.quora.com/Are-modern-Italians-direct-descendants-of-ancient-Romans
  3. https://www.reddit.com/r/AskHistorians/comments/1hqkhg/how_closely_are_modern_italians_ethnically/?st=j53dcdng&sh=525e567c
  4. https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-typical-traits-of-an-Italian
  5. https://robertlindsay.wordpress.com/2009/08/07/who-were-the-ancient-romans/
  6. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Genetic_history_of_Italy 



Thursday, July 13, 2017

FREE WILL


As I had just promised today is “free will day” that’s a freedom we all have thanks to what Eve did regarding the forbidden apple, that even our God creator must respect, no matter how hard it can be. I find it interesting that in an email conversation I recently had with a very cultured Catholic priest I was told that the reason why it’s Eve who commits the original sin and gives to humanity the free will is because at the time when the bible was being written women were considered well below men and therefore such a horrible mistake could easily be put in the hands of the first woman.
I said that it’s because we humans have free will that “our father God” can only suffer and cry for us and our decisions hurt ourselves.
Aside from the fact that I was horrified when told that the bible had been written by men, when I was taught since I was very young (6 or 7) that the bible is “the word of God”, in my mind whoever had written what’s today’s bible had been dictated its content directly from God to specially selected people who put together all that was written to form the text that’s the foundation of the Catholic religion.
Michio Kaku describes in the Youtube I put below my usual links that the new quantum science has taken what Darwin had explained in his works/theories as a possibility to say that since it’s all scientifically predetermined, free will doesn’t exist……..well I’m not a quantum physicist, but I can make examples by the dozens of the way our free will still has its very important influence and value in our every day’s life.
Anyway enjoy this pre-announced post and try – if you can – to both comment it and give an offering to the post and to me (the maker).


  1. https://www.jw.org/en/bible-teachings/questions/free-will-in-the-bible/
  2. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/is-free-will-an-illusion/
  3. http://www.iep.utm.edu/freewill/
  4. http://www.slate.com/articles/health_and_science/science/2013/09/free_will_debate_what_does_free_will_mean_and_how_did_it_evolve.html
  5. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_will

 

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

SINS & GOD


I start a (short) series of posts that are generated by the comment of my latest psychiatrist here in town that said that my working on my blog(s) is positive for me and for my way to approach life.
I feel the need to explain that what I’m going to say is somehow logic and very well known by most, but I’ve had recently realized that most of what I’m going to say is so new to me and my way of thinking that I can only think that it’s been my experience in the afterworld (plus my meeting with Jesus) that have sparkled all of my recent interest in philosophical and Catholic/religious matters, that do surprise me very much but that I never had before too.
My first topic today is that I’ve read that people who tend to reject the existence of God do so because God is supposed to be like a father, therefore they cannot understand the reason why there’s so much suffering and catastrophes (in addition to wars) around the world today.
What I can say as a father myself is simply that no matter how much love any father has for his child (male or female) it’s because of free-will that a child can get in trouble (for different reasons) and that’s when all a father can do is to suffer for his child, maybe go through experiences and education given to that child, trying to understand the reason why the child isn’t doing what’s expected or what’s good/right, to find the way to move on and continue to represent the positive example and point of reference for that child.
Of course plenty say that, God could move a finger and change it all in the only way that’s right and gives peace and comfort to everyone involved.
Ha-ha sorry dude, where do you think that our universal right to free-will can exist? I’m fully convinced that this is exactly what our God creator must deal with, who would ever want to live like a puppet in a world always identical, day after day?
This idea is so simple that it seems almost dumb to me, how come I could never think of this? Am I as dumb as too many neuropsy kept assessing of me?
In fact I can confidently say that our God never punishes us even when we commit very bad sins, as I’ve explained here already before, after we die we acquire what some call “universal” or “cumulative” intelligence, that for me is simply freed intelligence, simply because we can use all our intelligence, experience, education and logic in a very focused way, now unencumbered by the physicality of our body (now expired).
Again, at death we experience what we put in our consciousness while living, therefore if someone believes that God will be sitting behind a desk and will list all our sins to define the punishment, that’s what this individual will experience and the examples here can be as many as the people living on earth now, however our own soul is going to make the (final) judgement of the way life was lived and on that basis will decide what to do, where to go and who to be with.
I’m sure that there will be plenty who’ll scream scandal, blasphemy or murder to what I’m saying, but all I can tell you is that this is just one opinion among the billions of opinions regarding what happens after death, so take it as it comes.
Ha before I forget, I need to anticipate that I’ll publish new posts in the imminent future about:
a)    Free will
b)   Mind-powers
I’m also considering the possibility to follow the suggestion that a local psychiatrist gave to me some time ago, or to use this blog just like a tool to put in writing some of my personal and deepest issues, because it could help my processing them, I’m therefore trying to decide how much it could help my life if I was to write about members of my US family, but I haven’t decided yet, so keep quiet……



  1. https://redeeminggod.com/why-god-never-punishes-sin/
  2. https://reformedreader.wordpress.com/2012/03/07/guilt-self-punishment-and-the-cross/
  3. https://www.theologyofwork.org/the-high-calling/daily-reflection/if-im-suffering-god-punishing-me 
  4. http://www.ibelieve.com/faith/3-reasons-god-doesn-t-punish-you-for-your-sins.html

Friday, July 07, 2017

OF TIME


As my readers know (hopefully) very well now, I watch movies with my PC “monster” all day long and I often like to watch again movies that for one reason or another get stuck in my mind and “sparkle” ideas of a superior level of curiosity and interest in my mind that “force” me to research and investigate that idea.
In fact I believe to have watched the movie “Lucy” about 5 times so far and while I mentioned this movie few days ago regarding the concept that our existence never ends - surely not with our physical death - I found/remembered another concept very well expressed in this movie that’s about time being what makes reality – including ourselves – as I always do I put here at the bottom of my text to explain (in a shameful attempt) this subject with few websites that talk in a very clear way of time, in addition I post the part of the Lucy movie where this subject is both introduced and superficially/easily explained.
Time gives legitimacy to its existence, time is the only true unit of measure, it gives proof to the existence of matter, therefore without time we don't exist.
The idea behind all these talk of reality, religions, interconnectivity and quantum sciences can easily be put under the umbrella of the immense superior capacities of both our brain and minds (minds even survive our death).
I believe to have said it here before that the human brain is still much unknown for the “simple reason” that’s what really makes us God, therefore whenever someone swears at God is swearing just at him/herself.
Aside from this ridiculous observation the fact that when we can use our brain with some more control than usual/normal we can truly make what we can only call miracles, since science still has no clue on how to explain and this connects to my big surprise about knowing of the plenty quantum researchers being surprised and curious of the fact that any experiment they run is influenced by the expectations of the observer (i.e. double slit experiment)

In very simple (elementary) words we still have no clue about the capabilities of our brain that to me – as I stated here already more than once – makes us Gods.

  1. https://www.quora.com/Is-time-the-only-true-unit-of-measurement
  2. http://www.collective-evolution.com/2015/07/20/quantum-experiment-shows-how-time-doesnt-exist-as-we-think-it-does-mind-altering/
  3. http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/cosmicvariance/2011/09/01/ten-things-everyone-should-know-about-time/#.WVqEPITysdV
  4. http://themindunleashed.com/2015/02/time-never-never-will.html
  5. https://www.dailysabah.com/cinema/2014/08/19/time-is-the-only-true-unit-of-measurement
  6. http://boardofwisdom.com/togo/Quotes/ShowQuote?msgid=625199#.WVqEGYTysdV



Very good video that I advise to watch to its end


Wednesday, July 05, 2017

I’M CORNUTO


Recently I sent an email to my wife, copying few American friends, where I used the Italian term cornuto and since I was asked what it means I did my usual google search and – much to my surprise – this term is used here in the USA too.
However since I was asked for the explanation of this term I had used, I post here few links and the Youtube I always add to all my posts after having done a simple search for the right one to use, it’s amazing, however how many Youtubes exist with this word as main topic, my bet is that there aren’t many less than in the Italian Youtube.
Anyway, this word isn’t used to make a compliment to someone else; it’s sadly used to stigmatize a husband whose wife has cheated on him with another man.
This epithet perfectly fits me; in simple words my immensely beloved wife has made me a cornuto by sleeping with B. when (and after too) he was my primary MD.
Now, given that I’ve become (certainly not by choice) an afterlife expert I can say with extreme confidence that this B. will realize after he’ll die what a great mistake he made by inserting that part of his body in the bond between a husband and his wife conjugated by nonetheless than God in His house (Catholic church) in Italy and in front of the members of both families, the wife’s one coming all the way from here (CA).
While the wife had been very sinful, B. will realize the magnitude of his sin, after his death only and I can predict that his inability to restrain his male instincts will send him straight to his own hell – that obviously I cannot either describe or predict in any way, all I can say is that he’s going to regret what he did forever which is a concept that I’m going to soon explain……..so hang in there, dear readers, that a new post about time in afterlife is being prepared and will soon be published here, no matter its complexity and depth.


  1. https://everything2.com/title/Cornuto
  2. https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/cornuto
  3. http://www.dictionary.com/browse/cornuto
  4. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Italian_profanity
  5. http://www.mozzarellamamma.com/2011/corna-and-cornuti/ 


Sunday, July 02, 2017

IMMORTALITY



Let me tell you something more about immortality, since I had referenced at it in my last post about Lucy.
Some of what I’m going to say was posted here earlier too (look at my referring to the NOW) But very much of it comes from philosophical and religious (Catholic) conversation I’ve had with someone much more educated and experienced than me in this area, but I like to say it here because it has very much to do with quantum sciences and it refers to my doubt that it’s possible that the use of quantum sciences and the afterlife are simply a new method to take away the natural fear of death that we all have since birth, in order to make people (parents, spouses, lovers and friends ) rationalize that for those who die – in one of the (too) many wars we keep fighting around the world, or that death isn’t the end of it all, it’s just a translation into another form of existence (some say into another parallel (?) universe)  So here we go, point by point:
1) The notion that scientists are just coming up with a way to help people deal with the fear of death is plain silly! It ignores nearly 200 years of abundant and consistent afterlife evidence, and it ignores the fact that scientists generally are not the biggest fans of the notion of an afterlife!
2) Why do we stay here if the afterlife is so great? Because we petitioned to come here, we won one of the rare available bodies, and we committed to live the life here that we ourselves designed. Once we successfully complete these lives, we will be able to rise in the afterlife, and the higher you go the more fun you can have. On the other hand, if you simply chuck your commitment now and go home, you will lower your afterlife level. There is no regret like the post-death regret of someone who has taken the pipe and bugged out early. 

3) We can now prove that SOMEONE walked on earth 2,000 years ago who knew things about God, reality, death, the afterlife, and the meaning and purpose of human life that those who died, in the 20th century this has all  been abundantly confirmed to be true. It doesn't matter who this hypothetical person was. We can now prove that he existed because otherwise we wouldn't have all these 2000-year-old validations.
4) In general, it seems that most of those who go badly off-track at death are not really aware of having died. They often think that something weird is going on, but since they retain the illusion of being in bodies and since time is so different once you are outside the material state, you aren't really aware of time passing: you could feel as minutes what to people still living would feel like a century. And I should add that some of those who believe that death is the end are capable of being happily surprised. The key to whether they put themselves into a weird state or not, is whether they have a strong conviction about there being no afterlife. A conviction tends to create that reality. (This is VERY important in my broken mind).
2) Following Hawking’s latest statement regarding the way our universe began, we shouldn’t (as I did) say that God is gravity (or that gravity is God). The cosmological constants are continuously adjusting, for the universe that we perceive to be entirely random would require not just one throw of the dice that randomly comes up right, but consistent throws that came up right within vanishingly tiny tolerances from every instant of time since the universe began. How likely is that?
 3) God is all that actually exists (us included, as stated here earlier), and just as fish are unable to grasp the concept of water when they know nothing else, so we have no basis on which even to try to understand God. To be frank, it isn't necessary for us to be able to perceive God at all.
I believe to have anticipated the subject of my next post here, or time that – once again – is part of the Lucy movie that really introduced ideas and concepts that are very complex and deep  to both think about and fully understand.

  1. https://infidels.org/library/modern/keith_augustine/immortality.html
  2. http://www.philosophyofreligion.info/arguments-for-atheism/problems-with-immortality/
  3. https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/belief/2009/mar/20/philosophy-religion-hume
  4. http://www.truthaccordingtoscripture.com/documents/death/is-the-soul-immortal.php#.WVlBR4TysdV