Carlo Lingiardi: March 2015

Monday, March 30, 2015

NOT ME ONLY

Not only I'm grateful to still be alive and see my treasures on Sundays, but I also just found out that I'm not the only one who was abandoned by the spouse (the mother of my treasures and my former wife) for what looks like the exact same reason to me.

I don't need to add anything else, just go to these websites I link here to know precisely what I'm referring to, maybe M. Lingiardi, my God-given spouse will be told of this, since she never comes here (I died in 2005, for her).

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Tumor necrosis factor alpha (TNF-α)

My unending research has taught what follows to me and this truly makes me wonder what reason might exist for none of my MD to never have even mentioned to at least (key medical word) TRY to be treated with ANY of the plenty TNF-alpha meds (Humira, Simponi, Cimzia and the forbidden Enbrel)

Tumor necrosis factor alpha (TNF-α) was discovered more than a century ago, and its known roles have extended from within the immune system to include a neuro-inflammatory domain in the nervous system. Neuropathic pain is a recognized type of pathological pain where nociceptive responses persist beyond the resolution of damage to the nerve or its surrounding tissue. Very often, neuropathic pain is disproportionately enhanced in intensity (hyperalgesia) or altered in modality (hyperpathia or allodynia) in relation to the stimuli. At time of this writing, there is as yet no common consensus about the etiology of neuropathic pain - possible mechanisms can be categorized into peripheral sensitization and central sensitization of the nervous system in response to the nociceptive stimuli. Animal models of neuropathic pain based on various types of nerve injuries (peripheral versus spinal nerve, ligation versus chronic constrictive injury) have persistently implicated a pivotal role for TNF-α at both peripheral and central levels of sensitization. Despite a lack of success in clinical trials of anti-TNF-α therapy in alleviating the sciatic type of neuropathic pain, the intricate link of TNF-α with other neuro-inflammatory signaling systems (e.g., chemokines and p38 MAPK) has indeed inspired a systems approach perspective for future drug development in treating neuropathic pain. Who's going to be the lucky one to treat me and be forever in heaven??

Saturday, March 28, 2015

MY ANSWER TO YOUR QUESTIONS

I'm very surprised by the number of readers who email me asking to clarify what I mean by saying that God is us humans and what we have been calling God since the beginning of time is our Creator, therefore rather than putting links to other websites in support of what I'm saying, I simply put videos here (also as links) that visually and orally make it clear my distinction, just give me few more days to explain my saying that God is ourselves, the human kind, immortal and able to make what we call miracles.

These are good (and long) too

Friday, March 27, 2015

ATHEISM

I do know and have a personal relationship with few people who absolutely refuse the concept that we humans, with the entire universe are the product of a God Creator and thinking that mankind has been trying to know what happens after we die since the beginning of time, I smile because everybody without any exception is going to die and is going to know for direct and personal experience the answer to this question (that I have already via my NDE) that we humans have been asking forever.

Wednesday, March 25, 2015

I’M GRATEFUL

Even if I’m broken in my body I’m very grateful and content to be alive after an accident that could have killed very easily anyone else.

I can see my children grow up and be their mentor even more if I was able to work and this is what makes me very satisfied of all my efforts to become more able to do what I like.

After being angry and revengeful about the accident and its consequences I’ve reached the stage of acceptance and understanding, I accept that not even a God could avoid the accident and understand that only my own positive feelings of hope can help my complete recovery.

I see life as a blank sheet of white paper that gets filled with writings of experiences and learning’s so while my paper of life is half full the ones of my children are still pretty much empty of writings and even if the last 5 years aren’t written clearly, I know that going forward will be etched wonderfully.

I’m starting a new career that must have existed in my genes that’s about teaching, just like many of my relatives and ancestors, my way of talking and explaining things is what’s used by teachers since centuries, so I'm letting nature take over what I’m best at doing since birth.

I’m now focused on the positives in my life, rather than be angry at the negatives and the losses, so in a way I focus on the abundance rather than scarcity, my positives are way more than my negatives.

My change of focus is soon going to prove beneficial to my physical recovery that is the gate to the emotional one.

ONE OF THE BEST EVER....

I found this movie completely accidentally but I give it the highest vote of movie ranking I've ever given to any movie I ever watched, it's actually higher in my ranking that my "bible movie" what dreams..... all I can do is to post here its trailer with the strong recommendation to watch it completely, while it makes fun of many of the North American idiosyncrasies, addictions and habits of all kinds, it does it in a very funny and lighthearted way, so go ahead and enjoy it fully to its very end.

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

CONSCIOUSNESS

I'm truly very intrigued by our consciousness that I believe is only human - even if some researchers are trying to prove that animals have consciousness too - therefore in my hundreds of hours browsing the internet I've researched consciousness, much like my great interest in what happens to us (as souls) after we die.

I must say that I'm emailing frequently with psychologists, philosophers and researchers of the latest wave of interest and while my Catholic imprinting makes it sometimes difficult to grasp concepts very distant from my own education, culture and personal experience, I do enjoy very much my email talks with these people around the world.

One of the philosophers I email with and appreciate the most is my good friend Iacopo, who even if he has beliefs and theories fundamentally different from mine (and from my own experience) does stimulate in me great amounts of questions and doubts that he does address even when busy with his work.

What I like most about what he says is that when everyone will realize and believe in what he says the entire world will change for the better and any war plus murder will forever disappear.

What I like most in what he tells me is that if I apply his hopes to my own beliefs (based on my experience) the same can happen too.

In fact when we people will figure out that we never die (we are eternal) and that with death we gain the Universal Intelligence that makes us judge our entire lives with everything we ever did to hurt anybody else in any way and logically place our own souls either in our own personal heaven or hell, all will truly forever change in our lives while here on earth.

Given that Enrico had assessed me as unable to manage my own money I put here below links to other websites and a video to let you decide how crazy it is for me - the brain injured man, husband and father - to post here what I understand of what I read around the internet:

Sunday, March 22, 2015

BRING IT ON

After my own NDE I understood - and still do - that to die isn't something to be afraid at all, I post here a couple of videos of people who had experiences just like mine (plus a link to a number of Youtube videos about this)Therefore all I want to say to those who are taking advantage of me and of my family is: "bring it on" simply because I know for sure (and for direct experience) that as we pass on (die) we immediately have Universal Intelligence (too many posts about this for me to explain again) so that by reviewing our own life like in a documentary, we can pinpoint every time we hurt someone else and therefore can decide where ourselves (our own soul) are going to be for eternity (hell or heaven, your own God, you will decide).

Bring it on then, all you do is to hurt my treasures who are true Lingiardi like I am and my experience has tempered them to be harder than any steel.

I'm alive for my own decision with the sure knowledge that it's painful and I know that if I'm still here is because in about 10 years from today, I'll be walking my daughter angel to the altar to marry "the right man", same as I'll be standing near the altar the day that my Brent will marry the woman who will be tied to him for eternity.

This isn't me, being crazy and brain injured, saying this, neither is my Lingiardi genetic inheritance, I'm simply saying this based on true personal and direct experience, therefore nobody can say that I'm wrong, you'll know eventually.

PLENTY YOUTUBE VIDEOS:

https://www.youtube.com/results?lclk=short&search_query=not+scared+of+death+after+nde&filters=year%2Cvideo%2Cshort

Saturday, March 21, 2015

IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE

I don't know who came up with the concept that our life here on living earth lasts as long as the blink of an eye when put in perspective with the eternal existence of our soul, but it's on this concept that I keep living - even if I tried to end my life on my own 3 times already - I can say with great confidence (through my own Near Death Experience) that my consciousness (or soul) is going to continue to exist also after my physical death, therefore no matter how painful and (monetarily) unfair my life can be while I'm living, there's no comparison to my eternal existence in my own heaven created around my memories of scuba diving in the wonderful (tropical) seas in heaven.

I said it here before too that I find it hilarious that the latest scientific research is confirming what every religious person has known and believed in, for at least 2K years, now I'm curious to see where the research on consciousness will go and discover, to my amazement look at the Chinese researchers looking for the genetic roots of human intelligence, looks like it's just the beginning.

I conclude, again by begging those who are making my living life a true hell to repair their wrongs done to me and to my family - no matter how complicated - because you still have time, no matter how short your opportunity to avoid eternal damnation is always present as long as you live.

Friday, March 20, 2015

MORE ON RELIGIONS AND GOD (us)

This means that by simply focusing my mind about Beth emailing with me again and have God (our minds and consciousness, or Universal Intelligence) eternally punish those who hurt me and my treasures, I'm going to make this, their true reality, as I had posted before here: http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2015/02/what-you-believe-in-becomes-real.html

AND THIS LONG VIDEO TOO

While I'm getting ready to go to court on the 5th to be present at the juvenile court to agree on the large payment asked by my guardian for the work of support done for me (later I'll post about this) I've been looking around the internet about my idea that God is ourselves and the related notion of our consciousness.

This is what this post is all about and - as I always do - I put here a video and links to other websites in support of my idea, to prove that it isn't my injured brain that makes me think these concepts (as fearful Enrico would say) but many other people without any guardian believe the same to the point that they publish it in the worldwide library, or in the internet.

good Youtube I cannot post here as usual:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=CV7xSRywh54

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Fuhgeddaboudit

After plenty posts about God, our Creator religions and the afterlife of the soul I simply want to post here something surely medical that can easily be avoided and when appeared even treated, it doesn't take any guess as always done in the medicine field to understand all that's needed to be done about it.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

F.E.A.R.

Means, False Evidence Appearing Real this is truly something that never entered (or, contaminated) my mind, in fact even now that I'm a disabled prisoner of a wheelchair I can truly scare the hell out of plenty people who obviously have no self-confidence whatsoever, I could name so many that this post would turn into a list of names, BUT what I want to say here is that after having thought for a very long time about my philosopher friend Iacopo, what he says in his "third hypothesis" and our plenty emails about it, he's completely correct, safe for the fact that he states that God cannot exists, I just realized in fact that this entire matter is just an issue having to do with semantics because what's been called God is just our creator but not the squared God I had referred to in my 1/7/15 post, much more simply the entity that created our universe with the milky way and the solar system in it (with our earth).

I therefore want to applaud Iacopo for what follows:

· saying exactly some of what Jesus Christ had said in his time (love your neighbor.....)

· know that we are all part of the same individual (he calls the "self") and once we all realize this, there will never be anymore wars or killings of any kind and our lives on earth will be close to what the Bible describes as Heaven.

My saying that God isn't our creator doesn't imply mean that God doesn't exists, it just means that God is truly mankind (ourselves) provided by our Creator with the most complex and unknown organ in the universe, the brain.

This explains the reason for our creator to become man in Jesus, to die in pain on the cross and to teach to us humans the principles of reincarnation that are fundamental in the Catholic religion.

It also explains very well why God is so revengeful and punishes "sinners" only forever, in eternity.

Here too Iacopo is correct, in fact he says that Jesus was real - as proven by the plenty objects, recounts (Apostles/new testament) and teachings that have influenced our Western culture for millennia.

My personal idea (I'm sorry for you Enrico of Oxnard) of the reason why Jesus came to die on earth 2K years ago is that our Creator realized how powerful our brain can be and wanted us humans to have it under control (i. e. from baptisms to all the other Catholic Sacraments) I put here below links and a Youtube video just to show that I'm not the only insane one who makes up this story, at least here I'm not alone.

Friday, March 06, 2015

ME AND MICHELANGELO

On 5/19/2011 I posted here about my similitude with the grand composer Beethoven, http://lingiaca.blogspot.com/2011/05/me-and-beethoven-beethovens-personal.html who lost his hearing kind of early in his life, but who managed to compose music so great that today (several centuries after his death) we still pay to go to the theater to listen to an orchestra play to such majestic and wonderful music.

Well, today I want to compare myself to another great personality in the arts of the past - Michelangelo - simply because - just like I've been doing about my search for the use of the medication that can give back to me my physical abilities (any TNF-alpha med) I can clearly see the David trapped inside the block of marble and I want to set him free , or I can see clearly that by using one of those meds I can get rid of all my disabilities and walk + work again, therefore rejoin my immensely beloved family that I cannot even express here in words how much I'm missing and loving still.

I just post here very few links to websites and one video in support of what I'm saying, simply because I want to make sure that my ideas aren't the product of an injured brain, otherwise half of this world (including very many important researchers and scientist) would be badly brain injured too.

Thursday, March 05, 2015

MORE ABOUT THE REAL EXISTENCE OF GOD

Yet again this experiment (or demonstration) is very much in line with what I've been posting here about the real existence of God and its true nature, therefore just watch this marvelous video, go back to my 3/2 post and relax about life that when it ends becomes much better and it never ends!

I dedicate this to the fearful Enrico

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

NOT ME.....

Being Italian (and American citizen) I feel the desire to "make things right" for me and those whom I love, in Italy in fact, it's very common to say: "I'm going to kill you" if someone is just upset for something (anything) and I had to stop saying this because my dear son was under the conviction that I truly intended to end somebody's life, but in Italy you can hear a mother saying this to her own child when the child does something she doesn't approve of.

Therefore, not only I had to modify my language in what to say almost automatically but in my NDE and my discovery of the reality of our creator, I now just know that those whom I'd want to kill with my own hands will be punished for eternity way worse than I could ever do myself.

In other words I rely on the justice and sense of (universal) balance of our creator to take care of those who did any wrongs to me (and to my family). On 1/10 of this year I posted under the title OBJECTIVE TRUTH what happened at the death of Jesus on the cross and I invite my readers here to go there to look at it and read it again, in fact - together with the links I post here below - this is a very clear demonstration that God isn't someone you can fool with or make any joke (over a beer....☺), I repeat that God is ourselves (our cumulative knowledge/culture), very different from our Creator. There's no fooling around with God, if we people would know of this, our entire lives would forever change, no more murders, wars or misdemeanors of any kind and this entire world would forever change. (boy! do I sound like Iacopo here)

Therefore, while I truly am a little sorry for the !sinners" who have been hurting me and my family, I no longer feel any need whatsoever to "put things in order" myself, I simply refer to their God-given punishment of their souls, that's way worse than anything I could ever do myself.

Sunday, March 01, 2015

ALWAYS ON MY PAIN

I must say that - no matter the good education and big experience of all of the MD I ever saw (plenty) - I'm still atrociously suffering from neurologic pain that isn't given by anything wrong physically, it just comes from the injury in my brain (reason to name it neurologic).

Everyone here knows that I'm not a MD and of what I think of the "medicine science" (all a guessing), however - given the amount of time I can dedicate to research with my PC to medical issues - I've been finding and reading plenty sites that describe what could be beneficial to reduce (or even eliminate) this kind of pain (a 24/7 very bad pain, or a 10 in the usual pain scale), therefore other than beg here in public to receive this "simple treatment" I just put a couple of links that are so simple that even someone like me, with TBI and unable to manage any money (especially my own), can easily understand.

It's true however that nothing is ever certain until it's tried on somebody (myself) my huge frustration is that while nobody can tell if this can be effective/beneficial, each and every MD is SURE that this treatment cannot do anything to me for my pain!

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