Dear Dad I want to tell you that as well I've always wanted, you taught me something that I did not know at all, and that is that the love of a father for his children is not different from the one that has the mother, I in My brain always looking for reasons and explanations for everything I had imagined that the love of a mother was stronger than that of a father because children are raised and trained within the body of a woman and a man can not do it, so I thought that this training would combine in a unique way the mother with the children, but now that I've seen and thought of everything that you have always done for me I also understand that my love for my children is not different or lower than that have their mother and really I'm alive and I continue to suffer like a dog just for the sake that I want for my children.You told me that I had talked with Jesus and decided that I wanted to come back here to live, even though he had told me that I had pain, and in fact the pain for too many years that I can not even deal with the drug morphine, is a deep pain for something that can not be changed even by force, because it is done by the person that I had chosen as the mother of my children, who now call my treasures.
When my phone rings in the morning I waited for months that he or mom or Anna who tell me that you're not with us anymore, but I also want to tell you that your speech you did to me in Verona the last time we having regard to the existence of the soul gave me huge hopes and has caused me great curiosity.
I believe you when you tell me that the soul exists, if you think that Einstein called the immortality and omnipresence of energy - including electricity - and you put together that our brain to function produces shock of micro electricity that you can not be sure that every man is energy, and as such continues to exist even after the physical death of the body that contains it.
I had great pleasure that you have told me that because of the existence of the soul are you sure you're not afraid of death hence I was much less sad or scared of your death because - as I've always said it - death is the best thing out there - it happens to everyone, kings, popes and billionaires and represents a kind of liberation from a physical body which now no longer able to do what is necessary to have a decent life and without pain.
I want to conclude by telling you that as you told me that I have made you proud as a father, I have always been proud to be your son and I hope that your soul (or energy) can manifest with me to fix my traumatized brain.
